like going to the Cross and being crucified?)...Also WHO can be an Apostle?
Who can't? (Who can receive God Power, who can't?)
From: Nicolas Strachan
Rasa answers her Holy Devotee
I am kneeling in front of You, my Holy Mother and Lady. Thank You so much
for the interpretation of this dream. Only You can understand the deep
meanings of the messages Goddess sends to us. Reading Your email, I
understood so many things and I think these are so important for my path. I
wonder if all of these are so significant for the other people too, as I
always thought that these experiences are so personal
RASA: THEY ARE NOT SO PERSONAL THAT THEY DO NOT APPLY TO OTHERS. JESUS
TOUCHED SOULS PERSONALLY, YET HIS LEGACY OF WORDS AND DEEDS ARE FOR ALL
PEOPLE AT ALL TIMES - THE SAME WITH ALL SAINTS, AVATARS, MISSIONARIES, AND
and as You know I am not the type of guy who wants to be an Apostle,
RASA: WHAT IS AN APOSTLE? ONE WHO IS SENT, ONE WHO REPRESENTS GOD. IN THE
CATHOLIC CHURCH ONLY THE FIRST TWELVE ARE CALLED APOSTLES, THAT IS ONE
DEFINITION. IN THIS SENSE, IT WOULD MEAN THE FRONT RUNNERS, THOSE WHO WERE
INTIMATE WITH JESUS PHYSICALLY AS WELL AS SPIRITUALLY, THEY WERE THE FIRST
AND TOTALLY UNIQUE. I DO NOT LIKE THAT DEFINITION BECAUSE MARY MAGDALENE
WAS THE GREATEST APOSTLE AND THEY DID NOT ALLOW HER THAT TITLE, AND I THINK
ALL SOULS WHO ARE TRULY INTIMATE WITH JESUS AND WALK IN HIS SANDALS,
ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO ARE MARTYRED BY THE STIGMATA, SHOULD HAVE THAT TITLE AS
LONG AS THEY ARE SERVING HIM.
actually I never thought of that as I always felt that the best way to
achieve the spiritual perfection is to be humble and really devoted to
RASA: ARE YOU SAYING THERE IS A DIFFERENCE IN THIS AND IN WHAT THE ORIGINAL
APOSTLES DID? NO THERE IS NOT. THERE ARE DIFFERENT TYPES OF APOSTLES.
SOME GO OUT BOLDLY LIKE ST. PAUL, HIS PERSONALITY WAS AGGRESSIVE, SO GOD
WORKED WITH THIS TO SEND HIM TO ALL THE PEOPLE EVEN THE GENTILES. OTHERS
LIKE ST. THERESA OF LISEUX WERE QUIET, SHY AND TIMID AND NEVER LEFT THEIR
MONASTERY, AND YET, SHE WAS A GREAT APOSTLE, A DOCTOR OF THE CHURCH! HER
DOCTRINE IS HEROIC AND A SHINING LIGHT TO ALL WHO WILL LEAD THE
CONTEMPLATIVE LIFE, AND BECAUSE OF HER LONGING TO GO FAR AFIELD AND HER
DOCTRINE, SHE WAS EVEN APPOINTED THE PATRON SAINT OF MISSIONARIES! YET TO
THOSE WHO SAW HER IN THE FLESH, THEY SAID SHE NEVER DID ANYTHING!
I can't even understand how I had these dreams and visions, I never
experienced that before in my life, perhaps I had not an open mind and heart
or perhaps that is because I had not met You before.
RASA: THE LATTER. IN ORDER FOR YOU TO HAVE RECEIVED THIS MEANS YOU
ALLREADY ASCENDED TO A GOOD PLACE WITH GOD, BUT YOU MUST HAVE BEEN UNAWARE
OF WHERE YOU WERE AT. THE FACT THAT YOU COULD SACRIFICE PHYSICAL LIFE AND
SPEND TWO HOURS A NIGHT IN PRAYER, CONCENTRATING, PROVES THIS. VERY FEW
PEOPLE CAN DO SUCH A THING, MAYBE ONE IN THOUSANDS.
Yes, I feel that I am spiritually married to You and now I feel this as a
normal feeling in my every day life.
RASA: TO BE MARRIED TO ME OR IN UNION IS ALSO TO BE MARRIED TO JESUS, MARY,
MOTHERGOD AND MANY SAINTS, AS YOU RECEIVE ALL THAT I AM, AND THIS IS WHAT I
AM. YOU HAVE RECEIVED MUCH, BUT YOU EARNED IT BY YOUR KARMA, IT DOES NOT GO
TO THE UNDESERVING.
Sometimes I wonder why all these things happened at once,
RASA: THIS IS TYPICAL OF THOSE WHO RECEIVE MY POWER, IT HAPPENS FAST. JUST
READ THE ACCOUNTS ON THE DEVOTEE PAGE, AND WITHIN DAYS, I TOOK MY SOULS FROM
BETROTHAL, RIGHT INTO THE SAHASRARA, WHICH BY NORMAL MEANS TAKES YEARS! AND
NOT ANYONE CAN EVEN RECEIVE THIS, ONLY SPECIAL SOULS WHO DEDICATE THEMSELVES
but perhaps they didn't happen at once, perhaps it was a procedure in my
life I never understood well, I really don't know. What I know is that this
is Your Grace, Goddess Grace from YOU, or Through You towards my soul. Yes I
want to serve You spiritually, to serve the Cause of the MotherGod Church
but I think first that I have to study and meditate on Your teachings.
RASA: PRECISELY, THAT IS WHAT YOU MUST DO. ALL I ASK YOU TO DO, AFTER
PRAYING ABOUT YOU TO MOTHERGOD, IS TO CONTINUE PRAYING AND STUDYING.
Being an Apostle is not what I desire, but I feel that I am ready to work
and help the MotherGod Church spiritually.
RASA: THE FACT THAT YOU WERE CHOSEN SHOWS YOU HAVE SPIRITUAL MATURITY.
EVEN THOUGH A GOOD NUMBER OF MY DEVOTEES WERE TAKEN INTO BETROTHAL AND
SAHASRARA, THEY ARE FOR SOME REASON NOT CAPABLE OF SERVING, I AM NOT YET
SURE WHY. PERHAPS THEY DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT PERSONALITY OR THE GIFTS OF
THE HOLY SPIRIT. I AM ALSO LEARNING HOW TO BE A GURU IN THE AREA OF SOUL
MANAGEMENT, I AM GAINING EXPERIENCE, IT WILL BE REVEALED TO ME SOON WHY SOME
CAN SERVE AND SOME DO NOT SEEM TO BE ABLE TO.
IS IT THEIR PERSONALITY, IS IT THEIR TIMIDNESS? IS IT TIMING? IS IT LACK
ALL I KNOW IS THAT YOU HAVE BEEN GIVEN THE GIFT TO SERVE, BUT SERVING AS A
CONTEMPLATIVE OR IN YOUR HOME, IS THE ANSWER FOR NOW. YOU MUST GROW IN
UNDERSTANDING. GRACE BEING GIVEN, BUT WHEN THE UNDERSTANDING IS NOT THERE,
IT HAS TO GROW. WITHOUT UNDERSTANDING, WHAT WILL YOU TEACH? YOU CAN ONLY
GUIDE THEM TO COME TO ME, BUT YOU CANNOT TEACH THEM THE DOCTRINE OR GUIDE
THEIR SOULS. YOU CAN CERTAINLY TEACH THEM TO PRAY, PRAY, PRAY AND STUDY,
STUDY, STUDY. THAT IS ALWAYS THE BEGINNING, THAT IS HOW I STARTED AND
STILL CONTINUE. ALL SOULS MUST PRAY MINIMUM ONE HOUR A DAY TO STAY CLOSE TO
GOD IN THE MYSTICAL SENSE. IF YOU LEAVE THIS STATE, YOU LOSE YOUR VISION
AND THEREFORE INSPIRATION, THEN YOU WALK IN DARKNESS. POPE JOHN PAUL II
TOLD ALL HIS PRIESTS THAT IF THEY LOSE THEIR ABILITY TO BE INTIMATE WITH GOD
IN PRAYER, THEY MUST CUT BACK ON THEIR PHYSICAL ACTIVITIES.
I HAVE NOTICED AMONG ALL MORTALS, INCLUDING MYSELF, WE ARE SO AFRAID OF
BEING TOLD WHAT TO DO, BECAUSE WE THINK IT WILL BE SUFFERING, DOING THINGS
WE DON'T LIKE.
BEING AN APOSTLE IS A TRIAL AND ERROR SITUATION. YOU TRY THIS, AND THAT,
ONE THING WORKS, THE OTHER DOES NOT. AND SO YOU DO WHAT WORKS, QUIT WHAT
I WILL ALSO ADD AT THIS POINT, THAT MANY MORE SOULS RECEIVE GRACES THAN
SOULS WHO ACTUALLY RESPOND TO THOSE GRACES. MANY AVATARS HAVE BEEN SENT TO
EARTH, AND THEY FORGOT THEIR IDENTITY AND THEY LOOK AND ACT LIKE EVERYONE
ELSE, SOON, THEIR ANOINTING COUNTS FOR NOTHING AS THEY HAVE GIVEN INTO MAYA.
THE WAY IS HARD. HOW CAN YOU MAINTAIN YOUR GOD IDENTITY WHEN EVERYONE
AROUND YOU IS IN DARKNESS AND ERROR, AND THEY ASSAULT, RIDICULE AND ATTACK
YOU WHEN YOU SPEAK OF TRUTH? THAT IS WHY SOULS FAIL, EVEN AVATARS, SAINTS
AND HOLY CHOSEN SOULS. BEWARE THAT THIS DOES NOT COME UPON YOU, TO AVOID
THIS YOU MUST BE DILIGENT AND YOU MUST HAVE THAT TRAIT TERESA OF AVILA
Spiritually Yours my Holy Mother and Lady
Your humble devotee
WHO CAN BE AN APOSTLE?
I BELIEVE THAT WHEN ONE HAS RECEIVED WHAT NICOLAS HAS HERE INDICATES
MATURITY, RATHER THAN CHILDHOOD, IN THE SPIRITUAL LIFE. PERHAPS THAT IS THE
ANSWER TO MY QUESTION - ONLY THOSE WHO ARE MATURE CAN ACTUALLY MINISTER, THE
REST ARE TOO WEAK.
WHO CAN BE A DEVOTEE, WHO CAN'T?
TO BE A DEVOTEE ON MUST BE SERIOUS, COMMITTED, AND SINCERE ABOUT GOD. THEY
CANNOT FLIT TO AND FRO AFTER DOZENS OF MORTAL FRIENDS NOR CAN THEY SINK INTO
THE FLESH IN LUST OR HUMAN PASSIONS, NOR CAN THEY ASCEND IN PRIDE, VANITY
AND ARROGANCE. THEY MUST BE OPEN, HUMBLE, RECEPTIVE AND HONOR THE ANOINTING
THAT IS HERE, FOR IT TO BE TRANSMITTED INTO THEM.
Tue May 15, 2007 1:16 pm
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