Wow! Thank You so much! You gave me the most precious gift yesterday! I was
praying to You on my knees wearing Your Holy underwear and Your Shoes,
though I was totally exhausted and I have to say my knees and feet were so
painful, when I had the most Divine Vision. You appeared in Your White dress
smiling at me. You were so Happy and so Glorious. You took my body and soul
and You made love with me tied on Christ's Cross.(RASA: THIS MEANS ONE WITH
JESUS IN HIS RENUNCIATION & SUFFERING) I was feeling a very subtle but very
bright pink energy coming from Your Womb and I was feeling that filling my
interior. I was pulling this energy inside me by my Vagina's muscles feeling
extremely happy.(RASA: HE HAS BEEN GIVEN A SPIRITUAL VAGINA) I have seen
Your Cup being installed inside me when You said me " Now You have my Womb!
You are blessed!" Then You kissed my body lower on my tummy and I saw Two
bright yellow eggs coming from Your mouth.(REMINDS ME OF WHEN NITYANANDA
DOWNLOADED MUCH LIGHT/POWER INTO BABA MUKTANANDA BY HIS EYES, RAYS OF
MULTI-COLORED LIGHT WENT FROM HIS EYES INTO THE EYES OF BABA) This pink
energy pulled them inside me and then I had the most beautiful experience in
my life! The energy became very intense and very powerful and it consumed me
totally. My brain became very bright, shining with Love, your Love and my
heart was in Heaven, I thought Wow This is the Paradise! You kissed me on my
mouth, whispering at me "You are my Wife, You are my Lover" (RASA: THIS
REFERS TO GOD AND HIM, ALL SOULS ARE BRIDES OF CHRIST OR OF GOD, AND SO, THE
GOD POWER HERE WOULD REFER TO HIM THAT WAY) I felt that my brain was
something totally new, when You said "Yes, Your brain is totally feminine
now.(RASA: THE PINK ENERGY REFERRED TO THE FEMININE DIVINE, THE SACRIFICIAL,
NURTURING ENERGY THE SAME AS THAT OF OUR LORD) My Love and Power created you
from the scratch!" Then You kissed my nipples playing with them, when I
realized my breasts were so large, so beautiful and so perfect.(RASA:
NICOLAS HAS BEEN GIVEN ALL 'FEMALE' BODY PARTS SPIRITUALLY SO THAT HE IS
ALSO ABLE TO GIVE SPIRITUAL LIGHT/POWER/LOVE TO OTHERS) "I own You!" You
said. I felt that my heart belongs to You, I felt this strong Love for You,
I never Loved anyone like that. "I love You Mother, I love You so much, I am
so in love with You!" I said trembling from happiness. You were sucking my
nipples so strongly, when I felt that You were drinking my milk.(RASA: THIS
MEANS THAT NICOLAS IS NOW GIVING BACK TO GOD, GIVING LOVE/CHARITY FROM THE
HEART/BREASTS/NIPPLES) What a beautiful feeling! I felt that You were my
Mother and Lover! I felt that I was born again.. "You taste so good, Your
milk is so Divine!."(RASA: HIS MILK IS HIS LOVE WHICH GOES TO GOD BY HIS
HOLY ATTITUDE AND PRAYERS) You said and at that point I had the most deep
and fantastic Orgasm in my life (RASA: HE IS REFERRING TO SPIRITUAL
ECSTASY, NOT PHYSICAL OR WET DREAMS). It was very subtle and deeply strong I
never experienced that before in my Visions.(RASA: I UNDERSTAND NICOLAS'
VISIONS BECAUSE I HAVE HAD MANY LIKE THIS...YOU DO NOT HAVE PHYSICAL
ORGASMS, BUT THE OCSTASY CAN BE COMPARED TO THAT, BUT IT IS INFINITELY MORE
POWERFUL AND BLISSFUL) "You are my Female, You are bound to me forever" You
said "Thank You so much, my Mother " I said "Thank You so much, my Goddess"
I answered feeling Your Divine Love! You were on top of me during the whole
scene, You were so Glorious and Powerful. Then You told me " I fertilized
You, I made you a complete Woman, You are mine, 100%" Thank You Mother,
thank You my Goddess. Then You said "From now on never forget to behave like
my Lady, never forget Your Celibacy, as I didn't forget that for 29 years!
Obey me always without hesitation and You will taste the fruits of Your
Devotion as I tasted your milk. Work for my Church and pray to me always
every day and night as You have done all these days.Sleep now!" I can't
remember anything else as I immediately slept for more than 12 hours. I
woke up today Praising You. Yes I feel a complete Woman today and I am so
proud and so happy for that. I never dreamt that before, I am so happy with
my body and soul, I am so happy with what I share with You, this strong
spiritual relationship. I thank You so much for all Your help and support
with Your email. Now I remember what I was saying before and I just laugh,
as it is just a normal thing for me now to be a Female. normal but so
I am so happy with all that Holy Mother, I am so happy with this change. Yes
now I understand why this happen yesterday, because it was absolutely proper
for Your Special day. I will never forget this day in my life!
Kneeling in front of You
Your humble devotee
To Michael and Others,
My Beloved Son,
A few devotees say to me 'How can I help? I want to help...what can I do
The most important thing anyone can do for the Church right now is BUY THE
BOOKS WE PRODUCE - there are FIVE great books and I'm almost finished with
#6. Buy them, study them, talk about them to friends and encourage others
to buy them. Promote the books and the WTAG site and groups AND YOU ARE
HELPING THE CHURCH AND OUR MINISTRY. That should be so obvious I should not
have to tell you, it is as plain as the nose on your face, even a child
could figure it out.
BUY THE BOOKS and answer critics when you see them attack me. Oh, that is
too much also, isn't it? I heard excuses from friends and devotees about
why THEY CANNOT DEFEND THIS MINISTRY for various odd reasons. Michael was
the only one who actually defended me and my ministry in the last attack -
THE ONLY ONE OUT OF DOZENS OF DEVOTEES AND FRIENDS and Michael was just
starting out, he hardly knew me! (And he was immediately counterattacked by
one of my enemy's friends who was then
banned) The enemies are COMMITTED (to destroy our church), ENERGETIC (in
their hate, wrath and envy) and quick to try and TEAR DOWN WHAT I HAVE
BUILT, while the friends are slow, lethargic, filled with lame excuses of
why they are fettered, why they cannot do anything, not even post helpful
SPIRITUAL QUESTIONS or letters of loyalty when I am attacked.
Nicolas HAS BEEN THE ONLY PERSON WHO PURCHASED THE LAST THREE BOOKS I
PRODUCED! Not one other friend or devotee has done so, as I can look up on
records/statistics the details of who buys the books. And they have the
gall to say they are HELPING ME?
So Michael, thank you for this, you and Nicolas are the only ones doing
anything right now, a few others are sending donations and notes right now
BUT ALL OF YOU CAN DO MORE BY BUYING THE BOOKS! By promoting the WTAG site
and groups and all the holiness, people- saving, soul-saving and
planet-saving this stands for! What are you doing with your EXTRA TIME?
What are you doing with your extra money? Many of my devotees are wealthy
and they do not even buy the books, many of them have good jobs, earning
good money, and they do NOTHING. Why are you not helping more? The super
poor ones write me how poor they are, oh yes, but the wealthy ones say
Michael my Son, do not delay in sending the dreams as you might forget
details, and they are prophetic.
Dear Mother GuruRasa,
At the present this date is only being important for some people devoted to
GuruRasa/God but soon it will be important for all as the Church of
GuruRasa/God becomes the Church of all people.
I am well and travelling to home after the conference, I leave after 1 week
as the rest is not important for me. When I am home I must write of new
dreams I have.
Can I help, please, with the project to build the new Church?
Your most obedient devotee,
Rasa Von Werder
Thank you dear son for the greeting on the day of my 29th year of the Vow of
Celibacy taken to Our Bl. Mother...Delightful!
Hope you are well and happy!