Inserts in caps will be Rasa' interpretation of the vision
My Goddess,
Yesterday I had the most wonderful dream about You. I practiced as always,
praying to receive Your Grace into Your Temple. I remember that my dream
started when I found out that into the dark room in my bed was lying there,
a skeleton, it was my skeleton. What a scary picture, actually I felt very
scary! I thought: Am I dead now?
RASA: MY SON, THIS IS SO WONDERFUL. THE SKELETON IS YOUR OLD SELF THE OLD
ADAM, THE EGO, THE LOWER SELF, WHICH YOU ARE NOW FREE OF!
But suddenly I started laughing. I was "standing" over my bed on the air,
beside my skeleton.
RASA: YOU LEFT YOUR BODY AS WHEN YOU WILL DO WHEN YOU ARE DEAD, ONLY YOUR
DEATH COMES NOW, THAT YOU HAVE BEEN FILLED WITH THE ANOINTING, WHICH HAS
LIFTED YOU OUT OF THE FLESH!
I was wearing a white cotton gown and I was so happy. I thought "no tax
anymore!!!" and I was laughing.
RASA: THE FEELING IS TO BE FREE OF OPPRESSION AND AS THEY SAY, 'DEATH AND
TAXES' BUT YOU ARE TRULY FREE, SO YOU ARE RELIEVED AND LAUGH.
You entered the room suddenly. It was like You have just been informed about
my death! (Though obviously that had happened long time ago as on my bed
there was only my skeleton! There was no flesh anymore there!!!)
RASA: NO FLESH, YOU ARE NOT IN THE FLESH ANY MORE, YOU ARE TOTALLY IN THE
SPIRIT OF GOD NOW!
You were so happy too! I noticed that You looked pretty with Your beautiful
eyes, Your smile, Your platinum hair. You were wearing fine black lingerie,
a see through gown, a black corset and black stockings. You were laughing
and you were pretending that you were dancing to seduce my dead body, or
actually my dead skeleton! It was hysterical. I was laughing too so much
flying on the air at this room. I was so happy and I asked You as I was
totally sure that you were Kellie Everts, my wife "Why are You doing this
now? There is no point!" and I was laughing as I was so happy, I was so
free. You said "oh please let me do this one more last time!!!" and You were
laughing too enjoying the whole scene! Now writing all these down I realize
that I didn't find Your appearance seductive or sexually attractive not even
in one second but obviously that was absolutely normal!!!!
RASA: WHEN ONE IS 'DEAD TO SELF' MEANING LOWER SELF AND EGO, THEN LUST GOES
AWAY. YES, IT IS HILARIOUS HOW AS KELLIE EVERTS, I APPEALED TO THE MEN WHO
HAD DESIRES OF THE FLESH, AND WE ARE JOKING ABOUT THIS NOW.
Then You said "Please let me change" and You changed Your clothing in one
second. Now You were Goddess Rasa, my wife, wearing a cotton white gown but
much more elegant than mine. Mine was quite simple, but nice too!
RASA: HERE I AM MADE OF LIGHT/ENERGY AND IN THIS STATE OR A DREAM STATE,
WHERE ALL IS CREATED BY THE MIND, WE CHANGE IN A FLASH. I GO FROM ONE ROLE,
THAT OF ATTRCTING MEN, TO THE NEXT ROLE, WHICH IS THE SPIRITUAL PERSONA I
EMBODY LATER IN LIFE. IT IS NOT THAT I WAS NOT SPIRITUAL WHEN I WAS KELLIE,
BUT NOW MY BODY DOES NOT APPEAR SO MUCH AS 'SEX OBJECT' TO MEN - IT IS A NEW
ROLE AS GURURASA.
You grabbed my hand and You said "Lets fly, lets have fun!" We started
flying together with high speed on the air with such happiness and so much
fun, laughing. I just remember that I couldn't see anything else except You
and Your elegant dress and I could feel the air and the happiness. I was
hearing only our laughs.
RASA: WHAT A WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE! I HAVE BEEN TELLLING EVERYONE WHAT IT
IS LIKE TO BE SPIRITUALLY FREE, BUT MOST DO NOT LISTEN OR UNDERSTAND, THEY
ARE IN BONDAGE TO THE FLESH AND ADDICTED TO DESIRES OF THE FLESH, THEY DO
NOT UNDERSTAND HOW WONDERFUL IT IS TO BE FREE.
I was realizing that I could see through Your eyes and I could see through
my eyes, but that was a normal feeling.
RASA: I AM TO HIM AS BEATRICE WAS TO DANTE, AND I LEAD HIM INTO THE HEAVEN
OF BLISS. ALSO, I AM PURE CONSCIOUSNESS, AND NOW NICOLAS HAS PURE
CONSCIOUSNESS, HE IS NO LONGER FETTERED OR IN BONDAGE TO THE EARTH.
I tried to describe this dream with all the details, but I will review that
tomorrow again to see if I missed something to say, even the smallest
detail..
Thank You again for the Grace You gave us.
Your humble devotee
Nicolas
NICOLAS AND RASA NOW DISCUSS THE EXPERIENCE BY IM'S, AND WHAT THIS ALL
MEANS:
Nicolas Strachan: You gave everything to save us!
Nicolas Strachan: Your love is eternal!
Nicolas Strachan: This is the mantra I practice for You every day and night
AMEN
GURURASA: BELOVED, I NEED CLARITY ON WHAT YOU ARE SAYING, WILL YOU PUT EVERY
WORD YOU AND I ARE SAYING INTO A FILE AND THEN SEND IT TO ME BY
REGULAR...... WHAT DO YOU MEAN I GAVE ALL.....I NEED CONFIRMATION, BECAUSE
YOU SEE I HAVE BEEN EXPLAINING, TEACHING AND PREACHING TO PEOPLE BUT THEY
DON'T LISTEN, SO IF YOU EXPLAIN, WHO EXPERIENCED THE ANOINTING COMING FROM
ME, IT WOULD HELP CONFIRM AND GET THEM TO PAY ATTENTION, OK?
Nicolas Strachan: yes my Goddess, I will try.
GURURASA: FINE, THIS IS EXCITING, I WILL CHAT WITH YOU NOW AS IT SOUNDS LIKE
A MONUMENTAL EXPERIENCE, LIKE I HAVE HAD ALSO THAT TOTALLY TRANSFORMED ME
AND PUT ME IN ANOTHER DIMENSION
Nicolas Strachan: thank You my Goddess please wait 1 minute to send to You
this here
Nicolas Strachan: but first if You want You can go to messenger main window
Nicolas Strachan: then preferances
Nicolas Strachan: then archive
Nicolas Strachan: and You can choose to save the conversations
GURURASA: OK I AM READING, I DID GET THE LETTER BY REGULAR MAIL, AND I FEEL
OVERJOYED ALSO
GURURASA: SINCE IT IS VERY RARE TO HAVE SOMEONE RECEIVE FROM ME THIS LEVEL,
THIS HEIGHT OF LIGHT, I NEED YOU TO STAY WITH ME, AND TRY WITH ALL YOUR
ABILITY TO GIVE AS MUCH DETAILS, AND ALSO EXPLAIN THE POSITIVE THINGS SUCH
AS YOU GAVE ALL TO SAVE US, BECAUSE LIKE I SAID, I HAVE SO MANY CRITICS AND
ENEMIES, EVEN NOW, SAYING HORRIBLE THINGS ABOUT ME, ONE PERSON IS SAYING I
AM A CULT LEADER AND ALL SORTS OF UGLY THINGS, SO UGLY I DO NOT WANT TO
REPEAT, SO CONFIRMATION FROM YOU RIGHT NOW IS NEEDED THAT THIS IS AUTHENTIC
AND TRUE GOD LED GURU DEVOTEE WORK
GURURASA: WHY, BUT WHAT I SAID IS I NEED CONFIRMATION AND DETAILS AND WHAT
YOU PERCEIVE OF THE TRUE GOD PRESENCE HERE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU KNOW I GAVE
ALL, BECAUSE I DID, BUT HOW DO YOU KNOW?
Nicolas Strachan: The feeling I have and my thoughts are that You gave all
because You fought so many years
Nicolas Strachan: for this cause
Nicolas Strachan: for spirituality
Nicolas Strachan: to transform sex from lust for flesh to spiritual sex
Nicolas Strachan: God sent You in the Earth
Nicolas Strachan: You had to be Kellie Everts
Nicolas Strachan: Your love is eternal!
Nicolas Strachan: that was Your role
Nicolas Strachan: because You had to attract people's attention
Nicolas Strachan: I see this in this dream clearly
Nicolas Strachan: You knew that was role playing even for dead men
Nicolas Strachan: I was a dead man too
Nicolas Strachan: because men can see only thought their eyes
Nicolas Strachan: though their brains
Nicolas Strachan: they can see the fetishes
Nicolas Strachan: the corsets
Nicolas Strachan: the lingerie
Nicolas Strachan: but they cannot see the ridicule of the whole thing
Nicolas Strachan: because Love is Freedom
Nicolas Strachan: Love is Happiness
Nicolas Strachan: it is not role playing
Nicolas Strachan: Women have to play the role
Nicolas Strachan: the role of the prostitute to please men
Nicolas Strachan: so You had to sacrifice Yourself as Kellie Everts
GURURASA: YOU ARE DOING GREAT, I AM LISTENING...
Nicolas Strachan: With You I am walking my spiritual path
Nicolas Strachan: but now I know that we are married
Nicolas Strachan: You transform my way of thinking
Nicolas Strachan: and this is so good for my life
Nicolas Strachan: Cult is when you cannot think yourself
Nicolas Strachan: just to follow others
Nicolas Strachan: but now You and me we are One
Nicolas Strachan: and You make me produce new ideas for my life
Nicolas Strachan: Your spirit enters my body and soul
Nicolas Strachan: but You had to do that
Nicolas Strachan: You transform my way of thinking
Nicolas Strachan: and this is so good for my life
Nicolas Strachan: Cult is when you cannot think yourself
Nicolas Strachan: just to follow others
Nicolas Strachan: but now You and me we are One
Nicolas Strachan: and You make me produce new ideas for my life
Nicolas Strachan: Your spirit enters my body and soul
Nicolas Strachan: and I see these dreams
Nicolas Strachan: and I have these experiances and I change my opnions and
believes
Nicolas Strachan: You don't oblige me to do anything I do not want
Nicolas Strachan: so This is not a Cult
Nicolas Strachan: For me the most important is that You encourage Chastity
Nicolas Strachan: Sex is the Holy Sprit inside us
Nicolas Strachan: as Kellie Evert You attract men and women
GURURASA: I AM LISTENING, YOU SEE, THE AFFIRMATION OF THE DEVOTEES, THAT
WHAT IS HAPPENING IS OF GOD AND NO SORT OF NEGATIVITY, IS WHAT COUNTS, AS
WICKED PEOPLE CALL ME 'SELF PROCLAIMED GURU' IMPLYING I AM NOT REAL, NOT OF
GOD, SO FOR THE REAL DEVOTEES WHO RECEIVE, THEY MUST SPEAK UP, THEY MUST
EXPLAIN AND YOU ARE DOING IT....
Nicolas Strachan: and as Goddess Rasa You transform them
Nicolas Strachan: I am doing it because You asked me to do that, I din't
realise that at the beginning
Nicolas Strachan: but now I see that is very important
Nicolas Strachan: people cannot understand Kellie Everts
Nicolas Strachan: She had a mission
Nicolas Strachan: Christ taught spiritual sexuality
Nicolas Strachan: that is what I beleive
Nicolas Strachan: You are the new Christ
Nicolas Strachan: the Female Christ
Nicolas Strachan: this is what the hate
Nicolas Strachan: You are very attractive as a Lady
Nicolas Strachan: but You are very spiritual too
Nicolas Strachan: I beleive that because You are a Goddess they hate You
Nicolas Strachan: but this is the proof that You are the FEmale Christ
Nicolas Strachan: I believe in You
Nicolas Strachan: and I feel Your spirit guiding me every day and night
Nicolas Strachan: every moment
Nicolas Strachan: I am reading Your teachings and I have no time to absorb
them
Nicolas Strachan: I meditate on them many hours
Nicolas Strachan: what do You think about my thoughts, please say
GURURASA: I am READING AND THEN COPYING SO I CAN SEND THESE OUT, I WILL SEND
THIS OUT TO GROUPS, TO GET NEW CONVERTS, TO GET PEOPLE TO BELIEVE AND
UNDERSTAND, TO SAVE THEM FROM SIN AND LUST, TO BRING THEM THIS ANOINTING,
AND WHAT YOU SAY, EACH WORD IS LIKE GOLD BECAUSE THE POINT IS, WHAT YOU HAVE
EXPERIENCED IS THE RESULT OF MY ANOINTING, THE POWER OF GOD WITHIN ME, AND
UNLESS MY DEVOTEES SPEAK UP AND PROCLAIM WHAT WAS GIVEN THEM, THE PEOPLE
FAIL TO BELIEVE, THEY CANNOT BELIEVE
Nicolas Strachan: You call all the people but the devotees will be few
Nicolas Strachan: in every religion the devotees are few
Nicolas Strachan: You establish a new religion
GURURASA: THAT A WOMAN IN THE ADULT TRADE, KELLIE EVERTS, COULD BE OF GOD,
AND I EXPLAIN TO THEM THE TRUTH, THAT I CAME TO EARTH TO ATTRACT ALL PEOPLE,
ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO ARE FALLEN, WHO ARE DOWN IN THE FLESH, AND I TRY AND
BRING THEM UP FROM WHERE THEY ARE AT, I AM NOT PREACHING TO THE CHOIR, I AM
REACHING OUT FOR LOST SHEEP. THIS ALSO INCLUDES THE DEMORALIZED WOMEN WHO
HAVE NO SELF RESPECT, WHO FEEL DOWNHEARTED AND HAVE NO SELF ESTEEM, BECAUSE
THE WORLD JUDGES THEM AS THE WORST SINNERS, WHEN ALL THEY ARE DONG IS TRYING
TO MAKE A LIVING...BUT THESE WOMEN ARE DEPRESSED AND DOWNHEARTED BECAUSE
SOCIETY HATES THEM, THEY ARE PARIAHS, OUTCASTS, AND THEY EVEN HATE
THEMSEVES, AND BEING OUTCASTS, SOME OF THESE WOMEN COMMIT SUICIDE OR DRINK
AND DRUG THEMSELVES TO DEATH....BUT IN THE BODY OF KELLIE, NOW RA
Nicolas Strachan: AMEN
Nicolas Strachan: AMEN
Nicolas Strachan: AMEN
GURURASA: NOW RASA, I REACH AND ATTRACT THESE WOMEN WHO HAVE NO SELF
RESPECT AND BRING THEM UP, AND THESE MEN WHO HAVE LUST AND BRING THEM UP,
THIS IS THE WAY GOD HAS FASHIONED MYLIFE. OF COURSE, IT IS A HEAVY,
DIFFICULT, COMPLICATED CROSS, IT IS NOT AN EASY ONE, BUT I AM HAPPY TO DO
WHATEVER NECESSARY FOR THE SAKE OFGOD'S KINGDOM, TO SAVE GOD'S CHILDREN FROM
DESPAIR AND DAMNATION...SO FEW UNDERSAND, AND I AM BEING ATTACKED ALMOST
EVERY DAY FROM ALL SIDES, AND SO FEW DEFEND ME OR PROMOTE OR LOVE ME, IT IS
SUCH A LONELY PLACE I AM AT...
Nicolas Strachan: AMENYour son
Nicolas Strachan: AMEN
Nicolas Strachan: You are being Sacrificed like Jesus
Nicolas Strachan: but this is Your Strength.....
GURURASA: OK, NOW WHAT IS HAPPENING IS THAT I HAVE TO BE WHERE I AM AT,
WHEREAS THE AVERAGE MINISTER, GURU, PRIEST WANTS RESPECTABILITY. IF I
CHOOSE RESPECTABILITY THEN I CANNOT ATTRACT THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO ARE BEING
HURT, THE WOMEN BECAUSE OF SOCIETY'S HATE, THE MEN BECAUSE OF THEIR LUST AND
DENIGRATION OF WOMEN, SEEING WOMEN ONLY AS SEX OBJECTS. SO I HAVE TO APPEAR
AS A 'SEXY' OR BEAUTIFUL WOMAN TO GET THEIR ATTENTION, AND THEN IBEGIN THE
WORK. THE WORK BRINGS INCREDIBLE RIDICULE, THAT IS WHY NO ONE WANTS TO DO
IT. EVERYONE WANTS TO STAY RESPECTACLE, BECAUSE THERE I T IS COMFORTABLE
AND SAFE, BUT TO BE WHO I AM IS NOT COMFORTABLE AND SAFE, IT MEANS BEING A
PARIAH, AN OUTCAST, ONE WHO IS SHUNNED, MADE FUN OF, DENIED RESPECT, AND SO
ON. BUT NOW THAT I HAVE GONE THESE MANY YEARS IN THEADULT
GURURASA: TRADE THAT PART IS OVER, BUT STILL I NEED TO CONTINUE EXPLAINING
THAT I AM NOT ASHAMED OR EMBARRASSED AT MY PAST, BECAUSE THAT AFFIRMS THE
MEN AND WOMEN IN THEAT LINE OF WORK, AND IT GIVES THEM HOPE AND HAPPINESS,
BECAUSE THEN THEY REALIZE IT IS NOT THEY WHO SIN, BUT SOCIETY WHICH SINS
AGAINST THEM, BUT OF COURSE, PEOPLE ARE CONSTANTLY, ALMOST DAILY, RIDICULING
ME FOR MY PAST AND THE NUDE IMAGES ON THE SIDE, WHILE AT THE SAME TIME THEY
LEAD DOUBLE LIVES OF SEXUALITY AND SOMETIMES IMMORALITY, MEANWHILE
PROJECTING ALL THEIR SINS ONTO ME, I AM THE BAD ONE, THEY ARE CLEAN, HAHAHA,
IT IS A RIOT TO THEM, MAKING FUN OF ME MAKES THEM FEEL BETTER
Nicolas Strachan: I totally believe in what You are saying
Nicolas Strachan: this is the whole and simple truth
Nicolas Strachan: men can see the world only from one point and also men and
women can see the world through the "eyes" of the the "chirstian" believes
which are not the real ones
Nicolas Strachan: in Ancient world flesh and spirit was one thing
Nicolas Strachan: Christ taught the spirituality of the sexuality
Nicolas Strachan: but other people ("devotees") said other things
Nicolas Strachan: and they caused a confusion
Nicolas Strachan: Christ help Mary Magdalene
Nicolas Strachan: people hate her
Nicolas Strachan: the same thing exactly the same happens with You
Nicolas Strachan: they cannot accept that sex is not a crime
Nicolas Strachan: they are hypocrits
Nicolas Strachan: especially priests
GURURASA: I AM LISTENING,
Nicolas Strachan: but the majority of the society has the same behavior
Nicolas Strachan: for me the most important is to find the real truth for
myself
Nicolas Strachan: I am opening my heart and mind
Nicolas Strachan: I don't believe in myths
Nicolas Strachan: or sayings
Nicolas Strachan: I want to find the reality
Nicolas Strachan: I know I have sexual instinct
Nicolas Strachan: is that a crime?
Nicolas Strachan: every man and woman has this
Nicolas Strachan: so what is the best way to use that
Nicolas Strachan: I think the spiritual way is the best way
GURURASA: IT IS THE PATRIARCHAL 'DOUBLE STANDARD' MEANT TO CONTROL WOMEN,
THIS IS UNRAVELLING
Nicolas Strachan: to find the true love
Nicolas Strachan: exactly
GURURASA: ALTHOUGH SEX IS NOT A SIN, FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO BE COMPLETELY ONE
WITH GOD, COMPLETELY FREE, CHASTITY IS IMPORTANT, AND AGAIN, WHEN I PREACH
THIS, PEOPLE GET HYSTERICAL...I TELL THEM JUST WHAT I TOLD YOU, BUT THEY
THINK THEY CAN SEE GOD FACE TO FACE AND HOLD ON TO SEX AT THE SAME TIME, DO
YOU SEE HOW DIFFICULT THIS WOULD BE? AND THEY MAKE FUN OF MY MYSTICAL
ECSTATIC EXPERIENCES OF LOVE/SEX WITH JESUS AS TOM SELLECK AND THAT IS HOW
HE APPEARS, AND THEY THINK THIS IS RIDICULOUS AND FUNNY, BUT IT IS THE SAME
THING AS KELLIE EVERTS APPEARING TO YOU AS BEAUTY QUEEN, MAKING LOVE TO YOU,
AND THEN TURNING INTO OUR HOLY MOTHER, BECAUSE GOD CAN TAKE ON ANY FORM, AND
GOD APPEARS TO US IN A WAY WE CAN UNDERSTAND, RELATE TO
Nicolas Strachan: this is absolutely true
Nicolas Strachan: we can see this in Homer
Nicolas Strachan: Gods and Goddesses had appearances in the dreams of people
Nicolas Strachan: and could take any form
Nicolas Strachan: this is why I believe that You reached a very high Level
of Spirituallity
Nicolas Strachan: because You went very far
Nicolas Strachan: and people just can't follow
Nicolas Strachan: and I believe that the majority of the people will never
follow there
Nicolas Strachan: they will be dead men watching the show
Nicolas Strachan: they will not stnad up to see that this is a show
Nicolas Strachan: that this is the fisrt part
Nicolas Strachan: because if there is no Kellie Everts you cannot go to the
second part
Nicolas Strachan: so Kellie Everts is a saint
Nicolas Strachan: she is playing to role of the invitation
Nicolas Strachan: You invite so many people to Your site because it is
controversial for them
Nicolas Strachan: but they cannot see other things except the first part
Nicolas Strachan: but You knew from the beginning
Nicolas Strachan: Your Spirit had a Holy plan
Nicolas Strachan: Jesus was controversial as well
GURURASA: YES YOU DO UNDERSTAND, GOD AND I HAD A PLAN. I AM AN AVATAR, I
WAS SENT. GOD TOLD ME THERE ARE THOUSANDS OF AVATARS, IT IS NOT JUST BUDDHA
AND JESUS AND KRISHNA, BUT HERE IS WHAT HAPPENS. THEY COME TO EARTH AND
THEY FORGET THEIR IDENTITY BECAUSE OF THE HARDSHIP OF THIS LIFE, THE MAYA,
THEY FORGET WHO THEY ARE, LEAD ORDINARY LIVES, SOME TRY BUT FAIL TO PRODUCE
SPIRITUALITY AND THEIR MISSION BECAUSE THE WORLD PUSHES YOU BACK, THEY MOCK
AND RIDICULE AND SCORN IF YOU TRY, AND MOST PEOPLE INCLUDING AVATARS AND
SAINTS, GIVE UP, AND REVERT TO BEING NORMAL PEOPLE....IT TAKES SUPERNATURAL
WILL POWER TO FULFILL THE DESTINY OF THE AVATAR OR SAINT
GURURASA: IT MEANS TOTAL 'DEATH TO SELF' BECAUSE OF MY KELLIE PERSONA AND
BECAUSE OF THE GLAMOUR THEY THINK RASA HAS, MANY OF THESE 'SPIRITUAL' PEOPLE
ON 'SPIRITUAL' GROUPS ARE JUMPING ON ME LIKE TICKS ON A DOG, SUCKING MY
BLOOD, THEY ARE SAYING, 'SHE IS ALL ABOUT FLESH AND LUST, SHE IS SEEKING SEX
SLAVES, SHE IS THIS AND THAT' OH, PHOOEY, AND SOME OF THESE PEOPLE HAVE
GREAT KNOWLEDGE OF BOOKS AND SELF REALIZATION AND SPIRITUALITY, AND PERHAPS
SOME OF THEM HAVE PART OF THE SPIRITUAL DEVELOPMENT, BUT THEY CANNOT SEE ME
AT ALL, THEY JUDGE SO QUICKLY. I THINK IT IS BECAUSE THEY ARE JEALOUS OF MY
SUCCESS. NO ONE ATTACKS YOU WHEN YOU ARE A LOSER, ONLY WHEN YOU ARE A
SUCCESS AND EFFECTIVE, THEN YOU ARE IN GREAT DANGER.
Nicolas Strachan: Absolutely Yes and I think they are hypocrites or perhaps
ignorant as they cannot understand Your Work
GURURASA: NICOLAS, HAVING MY POWER CARRIES GREAT PERSECUTION, PAUL SAID TO
TIMOTHY,'WHO WAS PRAING FOR A BIGGER ANOINTING,
GURURASA: 'THE GREATER THE ANOINTING, THE GREATER THE PERSECUTION' THERE
WAS EVEN ONE SWAMI THAT I WAS FRIENDS WITH AND PROMOTED, AND I GAVE HER A
GENEROUS DONATION, I LOVED HER, TRIED SO HARD TO HELP. BUT THEN, IN OUR
LONG INTERVIEWS, SHE BEGAN BERATING ME, SAYING THAT STRIPPING WAS NOT GOD,
MY STIGMATA WAS NOT REAL, BUT ALL HER GRACES, THE KUNDALINI, AND SO ON, WERE
REAL, BUT MINE WERE NOT. SHE COULD NOT UNDERSTAND THE HYPOCRISY AND
IGNORANCE SHE WAS PORTRAYING. AND GET THIS, SHE CONFESSED SHE HAD BEEN A
STRIPPER IN HER YOUNG DAYS, AND YET, I WAS BAD, SOILED, BUT SHE WAS
GOOD...CAN YOU BELIEVE THE HYPOCRISY AND THE JUDGEMENT OF PEOPLE? IT IS
UNBELIEVABLE+
GURURASA: SO I GET IT ALL AROUND. NOW SINNERS, THOSE WHO WANT TO STAY IN
THE FLESH AND SIN, BASICALLY NO LONGER BOTHER ME. THEY GO THERE WAY. I AM
NOW BEING ASSAULTED BY THE 'EDUCATED', TH ACADEMICS, AND THE SO CALLED
SPIRITUAL AND RELIGIOUS SOULS, OH MY, NOW THINK BACK TOJESUS. WHO ATTAFCKED
HIM THE WORST? WERE THEY SINNERS? SINNERS AND DEMONS FLED FROM HIM! THEY
WERE SO AFRAID...BUT THE EDUCATED CLASS, THE PHARISEES, THE RELIGOUS, AND
SOME I AM SURE WERE EVEN SPIRITUAL TO SOME DEGREE, ASSAULTED HIM THE WORST
AND EVENTUALLY CAUSED HIS HOLY DEATH...THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT IS HAPPENING TO
ME...ALSO THIS SWAMI I MENTIONED AND OTHER PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY ARE
REALIZED AND HOLY - AND SOME ARE TO SOME DEGREE OR MORE OR LESS, ARE
ASSAULTING ME HORRIBLY
GURURASA: TALK TO ME MORE NOW ON WHAT YOU HAVE EXPERIENCED, WHAT YOU HAVE
RECEIVED FROM THIS ANOINTING, THIS POWER, HAS ANYTHING LIKE THIS EVER
HAPPENED TO YOU BEFORE? WHY DO YOU THINK GOD CHOSE YOU TO RECEIVE THIS,
WHAT MADE YOU WORTHY AND READY?
Nicolas Strachan: I feel that all what You said is true 100%. to be honest I
had not the opportunity to read before Your teachings
Nicolas Strachan: I found Your website trying to find art pictures
Nicolas Strachan: this is the funniest thing
Nicolas Strachan: since I ve read Your Teachings I felt very strange
Nicolas Strachan: I felt that it is interestring
Nicolas Strachan: but when I felt You inside me the first time
Nicolas Strachan: was totally fantastic
GURURASA: WHAT ART PICTURES AND WHAT TEACHINGS MADE YOU FEEL STRANGE? THE
TEACHINGS MAIN THING I WANT TO KNOW ABOUT, WHICH WRITINGS? ALMOST NO ONE
WANTS TO READ THE SPIRITUAL CONTENT
Nicolas Strachan: I felt Your energy merging into my body and soul
Nicolas Strachan: I was looking for Klimpt pictures
Nicolas Strachan: so I typed klimpt and I was looking for pictures only
GURURASA: EXPLAIN CLEARLY, YOU READ MY ARTICLES, AND YOU FELT THIS ENERGY
MERGING INTO YOU...KLIMPT IS GREAT...
Nicolas Strachan: yes I like him so much
Nicolas Strachan: I was reading about Matriarchy
Nicolas Strachan: about Femdom
GURURASA: I TOLD MY WEBMAN, 'PICTURES WILL BRING PEOPLE, MARK ALL THE
PICTURES IN DETAIL,' AND HE DID IT TOOK WEEKS, BUT HE DID IT, THERE ARE
HUNDREDS, AND YOU HAVE TO DO IT ONE BY ONE FOR THE SEARCH ENGINES
Nicolas Strachan: why women are more intelligent than men
Nicolas Strachan: Your website is fantastic
Nicolas Strachan: then You asked me to read about Your devotees pages I
started reading these pages
GURURASA: IT TOOK THREE YEARS WORK TWO PEOPLE WORKING FULL TIME, HE IS AN
ARTIST, MY WEBMAN NICK, AND UNDERSTANDS ART
Nicolas Strachan: the art picture collection is really nice
Nicolas Strachan: the main art picture with You and Adam touhed me very much
GURURASA: DEVOTEE PAGE, I REALYZE NOW I MUST OCNCENTRATE ON THIS AS MUCH AS
POSSIBLE, I NEED HELP. BUT IT IS ONLY ME, JUST ME PROMOTING. I HAVE TO DO
IT ALL MYSELF, AND ONE EMPLOYEE, WHICH RIGHT NOW I DO NOT HAVE BUT WILL HAVE
SOON...WE HAD TO TAKE SOME OF THE ART DOWN AS THE COPYRIGHT HOLDERS
COMPAINED LOL
Nicolas Strachan: it gave me the first experiance
GURURASA: EXPERIENCE, PLEASE EXPLAIN
Nicolas Strachan: I felt that you transmit the power annd Female Energy to
me
Nicolas Strachan: my brain is male
GURURASA: BTW, 4 MEN BESIDE YOU HAD THAT EXPERIENCE, OF ENERGY TRANSMISSION,
THERE MAY BE OTHERS I DON'T KNOW ABOUT - IS IT NOT AMAZING?
Nicolas Strachan: but having Your energy inside me makes me see the reality
totally differently - yes it is fnastic
Nicolas Strachan: the other fantastic thing is that I din't know about the
experiances your devotees had before
Nicolas Strachan: and now I am reading them and I say they had the same
experiances
GURURASA: DID YOU EVER HAVE VISIONS BEFORE? MANY WHO GOT THESE VISIONS
NEVER HAD ANY BEFORE, WHICH AMAZES ME...HOW WAS YOUR
FEELING/SENSE/PERCEPTION BEFORE, AND HOW HAS IT CHANGED? DETAILS...
Nicolas Strachan: no I had not these before
Nicolas Strachan: I think it is because You are transmitting the Energy, the
Spirit
Nicolas Strachan: that makes me moving
Nicolas Strachan: I am married to You spiritually that gives me great energy
Nicolas Strachan: and also I see changes in my mind
Nicolas Strachan: You are very powerful
Nicolas Strachan: I don't have sexual desires since I feel this energy
Nicolas Strachan: I don't feel lust
Nicolas Strachan: and perhaps this happens because You own me
Nicolas Strachan: spiritually
GURURASA: THIS POWER MANIFESTS IN VISIONS IT SEEMS TO ME, RIGHT AWAY, SO
FAST IT IS AMAZING, WITHIN A DAY OR TWO, AND THIS IS EQUIVALENT TO WHEN
JESUS HEALED, AND FAITH HEALERS HEAL - I ALSO HAVE THAT POWER, BUT PEOPLE
ARE UNGRATEFUL FOR PHYSICAL HEALING, THIS IS BETTER, THEN THEY ARE CHANGED
FROM WITHIN, BUT PHYSICAL HEAING, IT WEARS OFF, AND THEN, THEY FORGET IT,
AND ARE NOT TRANSFORMED, BUT OF COURSE, TO SOME DEGREE THEY ARE, IT IS A
DIFFICULT MINISTRY, DOZENS OF MY DEVOTEES RECEIVED SIMILAR THINGS TO YOU,
AND WHERE ARE THEY NOW? THEY COME AND GO, THEY ARE NOT HELPING MUCH, JUST
LITTLE BITS HERE AND THERE, POSTS HERE AND THERE
Nicolas Strachan: You work very hard You are dedicated because You are a
Goddess
Nicolas Strachan: people like us are weal
Nicolas Strachan: weak
Nicolas Strachan: You are very strong
Nicolas Strachan: the other thing is that You are a Celibate for so many
years
Nicolas Strachan: that gives You so much Energy
GURURASA: HAHAHAHAHA TALK ABOUT IT! EVERYONE AROUND ME ALMOST IS SO WEAK,
THEY ARE LIKE RABBITS AND MICE, AND THE ONES THAT ARE 'STRONG' ARE STRONG IN
EGO AND EVIL, THEY ARE AGGRESSIVE
Nicolas Strachan: They just want everything for themselves They don't want
to give to other people
Nicolas Strachan: You give to me so many things
GURURASA: CELIBACY IS ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT VIRTUES FOR THE SPIRITUAL
LIFE, BUT IT TAKES YEARS TO BE A TRUE CELIBATE. IT TAKES 12 YEARS FOR THE
SEX DRIVE TO GO AWAY. IT CAN ONLY BE DONE BY GRACE, WITHOUT GRACE, YOU
CANNOT BE CELIBATE, IT IS A COMBINATION OF GREAT WILL POWER, SACRIFICE, AND
DIVINE ENERGY...THE MAIN THING ANYONE CAN GIVE ANYONE IS SPIRITUAL, THE
OTHERS THINGS CAN BE WONDERFUL TOO, BUT WHAT I AM GIVING IS THIS. EITHER
YOU GIVE SOMEONE FISH, OR YOU TEACH THEM TO FISH, YOU GIVE THEM THE POWER TO
FISH...MANY OF MY DEVOTEES WANT TO TAKE UP MY PHYSICAL TIME: TEACH ME, SHOW
ME, TEACH ME, SHOW ME, CHAT WITH ME. I TELL THEM, I NEED TO REACH
THOUSANDS, MILLIONS, IN ORDER TO FIND THE ONES TO TRANSMIT THIS ENERGY TO,
AND ONE OF THEM RECENTLY TURNED ON ME SCREAMING I DID NOT HAVE TIME TO
GURURASA: CHAT WITH HER, BUT I CAN ONLY CHAT TO SOME DEGREE, THEN MOVE ON.
SHE HAD RECEIVED THE BORN AGAIN EXPERIENCE THROUGH MY POWER, BUT BECAUSE I
COULD NOT TALK TO HER EVERY DAY, SHE CONDEMNED ME PUBLICLY AND WENT OFF WITH
MY ENEMY! SO FINE, GO, YOU WILL LEARN...WHAT I WANT THEM TO DO IS THEIR
HOMEWORK, WHICH IS WHAT YOU DO, AND THEY WILL RECEIVE THIS POWER. IT IS
LLIKE WANTING JESUS TO SIT WITH THEM IN THE FLESH EVERY DAY INSTEAD OF
HAVING FAITH IN JESUS AND RECEIVING HISPOWER. THEY ARE ACTUALLY THEN
PREVENTING JESUS FROM GIVING HIS POWER TO OTHERS, BECAUSE THEY WANT JESUS IN
THE FLESH, THEY WANT FLESH THERAPY, BUT JESUS IS AN INSTRUMENT, A STATION OF
GOD ON EARTH, AND EVERYONE NEEDS TO HAVE FAITH, RECEIVE THAT POWER, AND HE
CAN GIVE OUT TO MILLIONS, BILLONS, BUT IN THE FLESH HE CAN ONLY
GURURASA: TALK TO A FEW A DAY. THE POWER I HAVE IS INFINITE, IT IS MORE
ECONOMICAL TO KEEP PROMOTING IT SO THOUSANDS OR EVEN MILLIONS CAN ACCESS IT,
IT IS THE INFINITE POWER OF GOD! AND SO, MANY AROUND ME, INSTEAD OF HELPING
BY PROMOTING THIS POWER, ARE ACTUALLY DETAINING ME, DRAINING ME WITH THEIR
MULTITUDINOUS PROBLEMS, VENTING THEIR PROBLEMS OVER AND EVER, INSTEAD OF
SIMPLY PRAYING AND BEING DEVOTED LIKE YOU ARE, THEY EAT UP MY TIME AND
PHYSICAL ENERGY
GURURASA: AND SOME OF THESE PARASITES AND VAMPIRES THEN SAY THAT THEY HELPED
ME, AND THAT I AM A PHONY AND HAVE A CULT AND I AM EXPLOITING PEOPLE...ALL
INSANE STUFF
Nicolas Strachan: You are absolutely right. I know that You have no time for
me, I resepct that and I will always resepct that. I don't like chatting
just to chat but only if You have to give me something importnat
Nicolas Strachan: as only this way I can earn a lot of things and not to
waste your time
GURURASA: THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU, THIS IS GOOD CHATTING, ABOUT GOD, THIS
HELPS. THEY WANT TO CHAT ABOUT THEIR PROBLEMS, AND MEN, AND SEX, AND JUST
EVERYTHING OF THIS WORLD, NOT GOD, DO YOU UNDERSTAND?
Nicolas Strachan: yes absolutely I understand.
Nicolas Strachan: I am kneeling in front of You
Nicolas Strachan: I love You Holy Mother
Nicolas Strachan: I feel the light coming into my heart and brain
Nicolas Strachan: I feel Your Energy coming to my whole
Nicolas Strachan: body
Nicolas Strachan: it is so intense just now
GURURASA: WOULD YOU LIKE TO TAKE A BREAK? I CAN LISTEN TO YOUR VISION BY MY
SYSTEM, STRETCH, AND THEN TELL YOU WHAT IT MEANS, SAY 15 MINUTES BREAK?
Nicolas Strachan: Goddess I have to leave the temple in 20 minutes to work
to wrk
Nicolas Strachan: but please I will wait till then and have this break
GURURASA: I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!
Nicolas Strachan: I feel so shakened from Your energy
GURURASA: DESCRIBE THEN IN DETAIL, I WILL LISTEN TO YOUR VISION LATER, TALK
TO ME NOW ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL, WHAT IT DOES TO YOU
Nicolas Strachan: I was feeling the light of Your energy when You stopped
talking to me
Nicolas Strachan: when I said I was kneeling in front of You
Nicolas Strachan: it was very intense
Nicolas Strachan: I started shakening
GURURASA: DESCRIBE IT, LIKE DO YOU FEEL LOVE, DEVOTION, COMPASSION,
INSPIRATION, OR WHAT?
Nicolas Strachan: I feel so much Love, so much happiness, I could say it is
sexual but not lust
Nicolas Strachan: like a sexual fine liquid
Nicolas Strachan: but there is no lust at all
Nicolas Strachan: I could say more like intense energy in my whole body
Nicolas Strachan: then the brain wanted to be smashed
GURURASA: GOD'S DIVINE ENERGY CONTAINS ALL GOOD, GOD IS TRUTH, BEAUTY, LOVE,
POWER, ALL GOOD, AND THIS IS WHAT YOU ARE RECEIVING. IS IT NOT INCREDIBLE
THAT YOU CAN RECEIVE THIS BY ANOTHR HUMAN BEING?
GURURASA: EXPLAIN BETTER,
Nicolas Strachan: yes my Holy Mother it is indeed
Nicolas Strachan: it was really nice
Nicolas Strachan: a very fine feeling
GURURASA: BY 'DENSE' DO YOU MEAN 'INTENSE?'
Nicolas Strachan: yes
Nicolas Strachan: in a good way
GURURASA: SMASHED WOULD BE TO DESTROY, SO YOU MEAN SOMETHING ELSE I
THINK...CONSUMED? TAKEN OVER? FILLED WITH LIGHT?
Nicolas Strachan: then I had the same vision that You touched me and I had
the feeling that I was wearing Your white underwear
Nicolas Strachan: yes I mean strong
Nicolas Strachan: taken over
Nicolas Strachan: it was filled with light then it was taken over
GURURASA: THE UNDERWEAR, MY CLOTHING, IS A SYMBOL OF MY LIGHT, ENERGY AND
VIRTUE, SO I HAVE TRANSMITTED THIS TO YOU SOME MORE+
Nicolas Strachan: yes my Holy Mother indeed
Nicolas Strachan: thank You so much
Nicolas Strachan: I am in my knees
GURURASA: I WILL CHAT WITH YOU TILL YOU HAVE TO GO TO WORK. ISN'T GOD
WONDERFUL? IS IT NOT A SHAME THAT PEOPLE WILL NOT LISTEN TO ME WHEN I SPEAK
OF GOD? I HAVE GROUPS, AND THEY WANT TO JUST CHAT NONSENSE, THEY DO NOT ASK
ME QUESTIONS ABOUT GOD, EVEN MY DEVOTEES, OH, NO, JUST WANT TO TALK
NONSENSE, AND I SIT AND WAIT FOR THEM TO ASK ABOUT GOD AND RECEIVE MY POWER,
AND THEY WILL NOT SEEK MY WISDOM BECAUSE THEY HAVE NO WISDOMMOTHERGOD TOLD
ME.
Nicolas Strachan: Indeed I feel so happy and so grateful receiving Your
Grace
GURURASA: NOW DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHY I WORK SO HARD TO PROMOTE? I WANT
EVERYONE TO RECEIVE THIS POWER, IT IS LIFE POWER, IT IS LOVE POWER, IT IS
HEALING, IT IS HAPPINESS, AND I PROMOTE AND INSTEAD OF BEING GRATEFUL, MOST
PEOPLE ARE ATTACKING, ACCUSING OR IGNORING ME...THAT IS THE WORLD. BUT I
HAVE TO DO WHAT I DO, REACH THOUSANDS, TO GET ONE LIKE YOU WHO WILL LISTEN
AND RECEIVE, DO YOU UNDERSTAND?
Nicolas Strachan: Yes my Goddess I understand You and I feel so happy that I
understand You because you are so Superior
Nicolas Strachan: I feel Your Power again
GURURASA: MY POWER IS GOD POWER, THERE IS NO ME, LIKE YOU SAID, THERE IS NO
KELLIE OR EVEN RASA, THE BODY IS NOT THE MAIN THING I AM TRANSMITTING GOD
POWER TO YOU, ISN'T GOD GREAT?
Nicolas Strachan: Yes indeed just I feel shaking
Nicolas Strachan: I am trembling
Nicolas Strachan: I feel Your Light inside me now
Nicolas Strachan: yes Goddess you are Great
Nicolas Strachan: it is so intense I had never that before
GURURASA: BELOVED, YOU HAVE TO GO TO WORK. I WILL STUDY YOUR VISION, AND
WHEN YOU GET HOME MAYBE I WILL HAVE IT ANALYZED. I LOVE YOU.
Nicolas Strachan: thank You my Goddess Thank You so much
Nicolas Strachan: I love You
Nicolas Strachan: thank You for this chat
Nicolas Strachan:
GURURASA: INFINITE LOVE AND POWER TO YOU NOW AND FOREVER
Nicolas Strachan: I am kneeling again
Nicolas Strachan: kissing Your holy feet
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