Rasa: MotherGod, yesterday in the channeling we spoke about people being
misled when they sacrifice their lives in suicide, and also earlier we spoke
about bad Gurus and teachers, how they exploit people. I then thought about
the innocent souls who truly believe they are giving to a good cause, and
give their money to a bad guru or a charlatan, or an organization that does
not do what they say they will do. Furthermore, I thought about innocent
souls going into war believing in the cause, that it is righteous and that
they must put themselves in a precarious position and even others who
willfully commit suicide because they believe it to be the right thing to
do, and this troubles me. Surely these acts are not wasted. I know for
certain about the money issue, but I am not as certain about the suicide
MOTHERGOD: YOU DO WELL TO ASK. IT IS AS A PERSON BELIEVES, AS GOD JUDGES
THE HEART. WHEN A PERSON GIVES THEIR MONEY IN GOOD FAITH, BUT THE RECEIVER
IS NOT RIGHTEOUS, GOD STILL GIVES THE GIVER THE REWARD FOR THEIR CHARITY.
LIKEWISE, THOSE WHO GO TO WAR THINKING IT A GOOD CAUSE, AND DIE, THEY
RECEIVE, ACCORDING TO THEIR INNER STATE, THE SPIRITUAL REWARD BEFITTING,
EVEN IF THEY COMMIT SUICIDE. DEPENDING ON THE HEART OF THE GIVER, IT IS
GIVEN BACK. SOME PEOPLE BELIEVE THEY WILL DO GOOD BY KILLING THEMSELVES,
AND THAT IT IS MARTYRDOM, AND THEY WILL GET A MARTYR'S REWARD, TO BE SURE.
BUT IF THEY WERE FULLY IN THE LIGHT OF GOD AND ASKED GOD FIRST, AND THERE
WAS NO PRESSURE, IN MOST CASES GOD WOULD PREVENT THEIR DEATH, BECAUSE GOD
CAN ACHIEVE THE SAME RESULT BY OTHER MEANS. PRAYER AVAILETH MUCH, A PERSON
CAN MAKE GREAT CHANGES BY PRAYING, BUT THEY DON'T BELIEVE IN THIS, SO THEY
DON'T TRY IT. PRAYER IS MORE POWERFUL THAN ANYTHING, BUT PEOPLE DO NOT
PRACTICE IT ENOUGH AND NOT FULLY ENOUGH, SO THEY HAVE NO IDEA HOW POWERFUL
IT IS. THROUGH FAITH AND PRAYER YOU CAN MOVE MOUNTAINS. YES, VIOLENCE AND
DEATH SOMETIMES DO END STRIFE, AND BEATING UP A BULLY WILL OFTEN WORK,
BECAUSE EVEYRONE IS AFRAID OF THE BULLY AND SOMEONE HAS TO STOP HIM.
PHYSICAL VIOLENCE IS SOMETIMES NECESSARY AND GOD DOES KILL, GOD IS THE ONE
TO BE FEARED. THERE IS NOT AN ABSOLUTE ANSWER TO ALL QUESTIONS, IT GOES CASE
FOR INSTANCE, JESUS OUR LORD WAS A MAN OF PEACE, BUT AT ONE POINT HE PICKED
UP A WHIP AND KNOCKED OVER ALL THE TABLES OF THE MONEY CHANGERS AND SAID,
'YOU SHALL NOT TURN MY FATHER'S HOUSE INTO A DEN OF THIEVES.'
THAT ACT BROUGHT HIM QUICKLY TO THE CROSS, AS HE USURPED THE ESTABLISHMENT
AUTHORITY, IT WAS THE WAY OF THE TEMPLE TO DO AS THEY DID, AND JESUS SHOWED
HIMSELF TO BE AN INSPIRED MAN OF GOD WHO KNEW THE FATHER'S WILL BETTER THAN
THEY DID. THIS WAS TREASON TO THEM, THIS WAS REVOLUTION, AND HE HAD TO BE
MEANWHILE, IN YOGA, YOU READ THE BAGHAVAD GITA, WHERE LORD KRISHNA IS IN
FAVOR OF WAR AS A DUTY, WHEN IT IS NECESSARY. THERE IS NO ONE ANSWER TO ALL
ISSUES. THEN YOU READ ANOTHER BOOK ON THE LIFE OF KRISHNA WHERE THE SAINTS
HAD A GET TOGETHER, AND ONE OF THE PEOPLE PRESENT, AN ENEMY OF KRISHNA,
DOWNGRADED HIM. THEN ONE OF THE LOVERS OF KRISHNA PICKED UP A BLADE OF
GRASS, WALKED UP TO THIS MAN (WHO WAS A KING) ON HIS THRONE, TOUCHED HIM
WITH THE BLADE OF GRASS AND KILLED HIM. WHY DID GOD ALLOW THIS, YOU MIGHT
ASK, AND HOW DID A BLADE OF GRASS HAVE POWER? GOD DOES KILL ENEMIES, AT
TIMES, BUT IT DOES NOT HAPPEN VERY OFTEN, THEY ARE USUALLY ALLOWED TO LIVE
FOR A WHILE AND CHANGE THEIR MINDS, BEFORE ENTERING ETERNAL PERDITION. AND
THE BLADE OF GRASS WAS SIMPLY A CONDUIT OF SHAKTI, WHICH BECAME LETHAL TO AN
ENEMY OF GOD, THAT YOU HAVE SPOKEN OF MUCH IN ARTICLES SUCH AS
'WHEN GOD GOES TO WAR.'
THESE ARE ISSUES THAT TAKE MUCH INTROSPECTION AND DISCUSSION, AND WE CANNOT
SAY ALL GOD WANTS IS PEACE AT ALL TIMES. GOD WANTS, IN THE END, PEACE,
SERENITY AND HAPPINESS FOR EVERYONE, BUT IN ORDER TO ACHIEVE THAT STATE, ONE
SOMETIMES HAS TO GO THROUGH WAR AND HELL. WE LIVE IN A WORLD OF MIXTURES.
Rasa: That satisfies me as I have been through a lot of wars and am a
warrior of God, and certainly, I do not believe in passivity at all times.
I know at times I must fight, at others, stay still and just delete messages
from the wicked. This also explains to my friend Ashankah, to some degree,
about Jesus being a man of peace and since Christians believe Him to be God,
then why do Christians espouse Purgatory, Hell and Punishment? The answer is
that it is a complicated issue, and sometimes we war, sometimes we stop war.
It seems so obvious. How can there be peace at all times, and how can there
be war at all times? It has to be a combination.
Now to another question; help me, Holy Spirit, in my questions. Now that I
am in sadhana I am once again beginning to loathe the world and people, and
wanting to stay away from all of them except those who help with work -
hahaha. I know this happens every time I go into sadhana and then, I want to
stay in sadhana and do not want to go back, and God has told me again and
again, I have to work in the world. I think you have also said in so many
words, that a person like me has to find the right combination of
contemplation and action, that I am not to stay in sadhana permanently, but
I must put in that hour a day with You, and then, I must also reach out into
the world, because that is my Mission. Is that so?
MOTHERGOD: CONSIDER MARY OF AGREDA. SHE WAS IN THE HIGHEST CONTEMPLATION,
AND YET, SHE WROTE BOOKS. THOSE BOOKS ARE WHAT YOU ARE DOING NOW. YOU WANT
TO SHARE YOUR SADHANA WITH THE WORLD, SO THAT THOSE WHO HAVE EARS WIL HEAR
IT. IT IS A WAY OF CHARITY. ST. THERESA OF LISEUX NEVER LEFT HER CONVENT
BUT THROUGH HER BOOK, THE GOSPEL OF LITTLE SOULS WENT INTO THE ENTIRE WORLD,
TOUCHING MANY HEARTS. TO HAVE THE LIGHT UNDER A BUSHEL IS NOT SOMETHING GOD
APROVES OF; ALWAYS SHOW THE LIGHT TO OTHERS AS WE ARE ALL ONE, ALL KIN, AND
ALL RESPONSIBLE FOR ONE ANOTHER IN CHARITY, ALL BROTHERS AND SISTERS. DO
NOT LET THEM PERISH IF YOU CAN GIVE THEM SOME SMALL MEASURE OF LIGHT.
NOW ON THE OTHER ISSUE OF THE SADHANA - YOU HAVE NOTICED AND YOU ARE
LAUGHING INSIDE HOW ONE HOUR A DAY CHANGES YOUR WHOLE DAY AND PERSPECTIVE.
THE ONE DAILY HOUR BECOMES A POINT OF DEPARTURE. IF YOU TRULY SURRENDER
YOURSELF TO ME IN THAT HOUR, AND THEN TYPE ALL THAT TRANSPIRED, AND THEN
STOP WATCHING TELEVISON AND CHATTING, YOUR POINT OF VIEW CHANGES FROM
OUTSIDE TO INSIDE! IN OTHER WORDS, AT THAT POINT, YOU HAVE CLOSED THE DOOR
TO THE OUTSIDE, OPENED THE DOOR TO THE INSIDE, AND YOU ARE IN A ANOTHER
THIS TELLS THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO WANT TO MEDITATE A HALF HOUR A DAY AND THEN
DO NORMAL NATURAL THINGS THE REST OF THE TIME, HOW THEIR MEDITATION DOES NOT
WORK. WHEN THEY SIT DOWN TO MEDITATE, THEIR STATE OF MIND IS STILL IN THE
WORLD, AND REQUIRES REMOVAL, FOR WHAT A HALF HOUR IS NOT ENOUGH. THIS IS
RATHER HUMOROUS THAT A PERSON THINKS THEY CAN WATCH THREE HOURS OR MORE OF
TELEVISON, CHAT THREE HOURS OR MORE, READ THE PAPER, GO TO LUNCH, THINK
ABOUT WORLDLY THINGS, AND THEN, IN THE HALF HOUR OF MEDITATION THEY WILL SEE
GOD. THIS IS SO LAUGHABLE, IT IS ABSURD. HOW IGNORANT PEOPLE ARE.
Rasa: Yes, now I recall when I am doing all these things you noted, when I
am not committed to that hour, how my time spent with You does not work so
well. Here a person puts themselves into the shallow, transitory world of
time and space, all day, and then wishes to enter into the eternal for half
hour a day, and they cannot do it. They sit there, their minds wander, and
soon, they give up. They feel nothing. It is an all day, all week, and
total commitment. You have to pull in your mind slowly but surely. For a
beginner who has never been with God in sadhana, it takes years. Perhaps to
some, it does not take years. To me, it took say, a year or two
preparation, and then one year working 24/7 with almost no worldly contact,
to get deep into yoga and reach the Atman, so long ago in 1971. Everything
was cut off and out, everything. I quit work and friends and stayed alone
day and night, and so, why am I fooling myself that I can be in the world
and maintain this sadhana with God?
MOTHERGOD: IT IS DIFFICULT TO WORK WITH PEOPLE ALMOST DAILY AND STAY IN
SADHANA, YOU ASK ANY OF THE YOGIS WHO MUST WORK AND THEY WILL AGREE WITH
THIS. AND SO, YOU TRIED BUT YOU FAILED TO STAY IN SADHANA AT ALL TIMES, BUT
NETTER LATE THAN EVER, GET BACK TO IT WHEN YOU CAN. AT TIMES IT WILL BE
DEEP, AT TIMES SHALLOW, JUST TRY AND DO YOUR BEST. I DO GUARANTEE YOU THAT
WITH THAT HOUR A DAY, YOU WILL FEEL PEACE, SERENITY, NOURISHMENT AND
THINK OF YOUR MIND IN THIS WAY: IT IS POWERFUL, AND WHEN IT SINKS INTO
THINGS OF THE WORLD, IT TAKES YOU WITH IT. WHERE YOUR MIND IS, THERE YOU
ARE. NOW YOUR MIND HAS BECOME JOINED OR ATTACHED TO THOUSANDS OF IDEAS AND
ISSUES THROUGH TELEVISION AND CONVERSATION, AND YOU NEED TO FIRST STOP, AND
THEN, ATTACH IT TO THOUSANDS OF THINGS OF GOD. THIS TAKES TIME; IT IS NOT
EASY OR INSTANT. EVEN FOR THE PROFICIENT CONTEMPLATIVE MYSTIC, IT TAKES TIME
AND EFFORT. WHEN THIS DETACHMENT AND REATTACHMENT IS DONE, THEN THE NEW
WORLD OPENS UP AND YOU BEGIN HAVING DIFFERENT FEELINGS ENTIRELY.
RIGHT NOW YU ARE GETTING REALLY HAPPY, THIS IS BLISS. YOU BEGIN TO THINK NEW
THOUGHTS; YOU HAVE NOT HAD FOR A WHILE, ABOUT THE FUTILITY OF THE WORLD AND
ITS INSIGNIFICANCE, WHEN A LITTLE WHILE AGO YOU THOUGHT HOW IMPORTANT IT WAS
TO JUST WORK, WORK, AND WORK. THEN YOU GOT SO DRY AND EMPTY, SO
UNDERNOURISHED YOU JUST HAD TO CHANGE YOUR HABITS AND NOW YOU CAME TO THIS.
MUKTANANDA SAID RIGHTLY THAT THE MIND IS A WONDERFUL THING; IT GOES AFTER
THINGS UNTIL IT CAN FIND NO MORE SATISFACTION IN THEM, AND THEN IT MOVES ON,
THANK GOD FOR THIS GREAT MIND, WHICH DOES NOT STAY ON ONE THING. THE ONLY
THING THAT SATISFIES THIS MIND FULLY IS GOD, AND THE PERCEPTION AND
RECEPTION OF GOD, AND ONCE YOU GET BACK INTO THERE, YOU JUST LOOK AT THE
WORLD AND SIGH - OH - WHAT A WASTELAND, OH, WHAT SORRY INDIVIDUALS RUNNING
TO AND FRO, MAKING ENDS MEET AND DREAMING OF SUCCESS AND NEVER ENOUGH TIME
FOR GOD - THE TREADMILL, THE RABBIT THE GREYHOUNDS PURSUE.
Rasa: I am thinking now that maybe one person out a hundred will agree with
what is being said here, and the rest will think that she does not know what
she is saying, the world is important, what else have we?
MOTHERGOD: THEY MAY SAY THAT, BUT MANY KNOW IN THEIR HEARTS YOU ARE TELLING
THE TRUTH, AS GOD IS IN THEM. A FEW ARE IN SUCH DARKNESS THEY WILL FEEL
DISGUST AND ANGER, BUT MANY KNOW THIS IS THE TRUTH. BUT THEY DO NOT AGREE
THAT IT IS THE TRUTH FOR EVERYONE, THEY THINK IT IS ONLY FOR SAINTS, AND
SAINTS ARE FEW AND FAR BETWEEN, AND THERE IS NO POINT IN TRYING TO BE ONE.
Rasa: MotherGod, this is my last question for now as I have to work on
something else, with the help of Your Grace. People ask me about channeling,
wondering what it is, and they think it is a kind of psychic phenomena.
Could you explain it again? How is what I am doing different from being a
psychic or clairvoyant?
MOTHERGOD: THIS IS A LOT DIFFERENT, AS YOU ARE ACCESSING THE ATMAN, AND THE
SAHASRARA IS AT WORK HERE, IN THIS CASE, (ALTHOUGH SOME GOD CHANNELING CAN
BE DONE WITH THE HIGHER CHAKRAS PRIOR TO THE SAHASRARA) IF A PERSON HAS NOT
REACHED ATMAN OR SAHASRARA, THEY CANNOT CHANNEL GOD FULLY AND COMPLETELY,
ALTHOUGH A PSYCHIC CAN CHANNEL OR READ THINGS OF THE EARTH AND BELOW, IF
THEY HAVE SUCH GIFTS.
NOW IF YOU CAN REACH THE ATMAN, YOU CAN ALSO REACH THOSE IN HEAVEN, ALL THE
SAINTS, AND ANGELS, AT CERTAIN TIMES WHEN IT IS BEFITTING. YOU CANNOT
INSTANTLY REACH ANY SAINT YOU WANT TO - IT HAS TO BE GIVEN OR APPROVED BY
GOD, THERE IS MORE TO IT THAN SIMPLY SNAPPING YOUR FINGERS AND SAY, SAINT,
APPEAR. NO, YOU HAVE FOUND THAT THROUGH TRIAL AND ERROR, THAT FOR EXAMPLE
YOU HAD SAINTS IN HEAVEN HELPING YOU FOR A WHILE, AND LATER, WHEN THEIR WORK
WAS DONE OR THE SADHANA COMPLETE, THEY WENT AWAY AND YOU COULD NOT LINK TO
THEM ANY MORE.
REMEMBER MUKTANANDA WAS HERE TWO AND A HALF MONTHS, AND THEN TOLD YOU HE HAD
GIVEN YOU ALL HIS GIFTS AND WOULD BE LEAVING? YOU COULD NOT GET HIM BACK
UNTIL HE RETURED TO GIVE YOU A JOB AND SPOKE TO YOU, AND LATER HE HELPED YOU
ON A HARD PROJECT IN RETURN.
THEN YOU HAD BISHOP FULTON J. SHEEN WHO CAME FOR A FEW WEEKS AND THEN
EVAPORATED, AND YOU WERE SAD, AND PRAYED HARD TO HIM, AND HE APPEARED AND
TOLD YOU THAT WAS IT, HIS PROJECT TO YOU AT THAT TIME WAS OVER. LATER HE DID
APPEAR, BUT NOT FOR LONG.
THEN THERE WAS PRESIDENT NIXON WHO SUDDENLY APPEARED OUT OF NOWHERE AND
HELPED YOU INTERPRET HARD DREAMS FOR TWO YEARS, BUT WHEN HE LEFT YOU
COULDNOT GET HIM BACK EVEN THOUGH YOU BOUGHT HIS SPEECHES ON CD, LISTENED TO
THEM, HOPING YOU COULD HEAR HIM AGAIN, BUT YOU COULD NOT.
THERE IS A REASON WHY SAINTS APPEAR, AND IT IS A TWO WAY STREET. WHEN YOU
DIE AND GO TO HEAVEN, A PERSON CANNOT ACCESS YOU UNTIL IN SOME WAY THEY
DESERVE THAT MERIT. EVEN NOW, YOUR ANOINTING IS NOT GIVEN TO ALL AT ALL
TIMES. IT IS FOR DEVOTEES, NOT EVERYONE, AND IF A DEVOTEE FALLS, YOUR LINK
IS DENIED THEM, THEY CANNOT ACCESS YOU. NOTICE EVEN THE ONES WHO REFUSED TO
HELP WERE DELINKED TO SOME DEGREEE AND HAD NO MORE DREAMS, BUT LATER, YOU
FELT SORRY FOR THEM, AND THEY GOT DREAMS AGAIN. SO IT IS A TWO WAY STREET,
GIVEN BY GRACE. IT IS THE ABILITY OF THE DEVOTEE OR CLIENT, AND ALSO THE
WILL OF THE SAINT OR GURU, WHICH DECIDES IF YOU HAVE ACCESS OR NOT.
ABOUT FULTON J. SHEEN, HE CAME BECAUSE YOUR MOM HAD THE FAMILY WATCH HIS
SHOW LONG AGO, SO HE CAME TO HELP YOU AT THE TIME HER PURGATORY WAS OVER AND
SHE WAS LIFTED INTO HEAVEN, IT WAS A KARMA RETURNED.
THEN PRESIDENT NIXON OWED A FAVOR TO YOUR LATE HUSBAND RICHARD - PERHAPS
RICHARD VOTED FOR HIM - AND AT THE TIME OF RICHARD'S ASCENSION INTO HEAVEN,
NIXON CAME FOR TWO YEARS TO HELP YOU, THAT WAS A KARMA, A FAVOR RETURNED.
BUT KARMA RUNS OUT, AND WHEN IT DOES, IT IS FINISHED.
WITH MUKTANANDA HE WANTED YOU TO GROW THE HARD WAY, WITHOUT CONTINUING TO
HELP YOU, AS IF HE WAS MAD AT YOU, BUT NITYANANDA WAS MAD AT HIM FOR NOT
HELPING YOU MORE AND THEN YOU HAD THAT MARVELOUS SADHANA WITH NITYANANDA AND
HE GAVE YOU THE SILVER WEDDING DRESS AND LIFTED ABOUT 200 SOULS OUT OF
PURGATORY IN HONOR OF YOUR NUPTIAL UNION!
WHAT I AM SAYING IS IT IS A TWO-WAY STREET, AND YOU HAVE BEEN ABLE TO ACCESS
MANY SAINTS AND SOULS, BUT NOT ALWAYS AT ALL TIMES, AND NOT EVERY DAY, AND
SOMETIMES THEY COME, AND OTHER TIMES, THEY DO NOT.
THE ATMAS, HOWEVER, YOU CAN ACCESS ANY TIME, IT WILL NEVER REFUSE YOU AS
LONG AS YOU ARE NOT IN MORTAL SIN AND YOUR MIND IS CLEAN ENOUGH.
NOW THE PSYCHICS OF THE EARTH PLANE DO NOT REACH THE ATMAN OR THE SAHASRARA,
AND SO, THEIR REFLECTIONS AND IDEAS ARE OF THE EARTH, NOT NECESSARILY OF THE
HIGHEST ORDER OF GOD, ALTHOUGH THEY MAY BE INTELLIGENT AND SPIRITUAL TO A
THERE IS ALSO CHANNELING OF PEOPLE ON EARTH, SOULS IN PURGATORY AND EVEN
THOSE IN HELL. ONE WHO HAS REACHED THE STATE YOU HAVE CAN ACCESS ANY
DIMENSION THEREOF, BUT NOT ALL LEVELS ARE PLEASANT OR HAPPY, SOME ARE
MISERABLE. PURGATORY YOU LOVE WITH ALL YOUR HEART, BUT YOU DO NOT ENJOY
CHANNELING EARTH PEOPLE.
LAST OF ALL, YOU DO NOT ENJOY ANYTHING TO DO WITH HELL, ALTHOUGHT YOU HAVE
SEEN IT, IT IS SO EVIL AND UGLY IT MAKES THE SKIN CRAWL.
YOU HAVE LEARNED FROM EXPERIENCE THAT CHILDREN OR VERY YOUNG, INNOCENT
PEOPLE CAN CHANNEL EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE NOT MYSTIC CONTEMPLATIVES, BUT THEY
ARE PURE IN HEART, MANY OF THEM, BUT AS SOON AS THEY JOIN THE WORLD THEY
LOSE THEIR ABILITY UNLESS THEY ARE SAINTS. CHANNELING SEEMS EASY TO YOU AND
SECOND NATURE, BUT IMPOSSIBLE TO THOSE WHO ARE NOT IN THE SAHASRARA OR
HIGHER CHAKRAS, AND OF COURSE, THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND IT, MOST OF THEM, AND
THINK YOU ARE MAKING IT UP, OR IT IS SOME KIND OF PSYCHOLOGICAL TRICK. BUT
THERE ARE MANY, WHO DO BELIEVE, EVEN THOUGH THEY CANNOT DO IT, AND THEY
RESPECT YOU AND THEY APPRECIATE THE MESSAGES, AS MANY GOOD SOULS HAVE
Rasa: Thank you, MotherGod, and now with Your help, I will do other things
for You. I love you, Amen, and Glory to You Forever.
(Coming soon, 'Secrets of Yoga and Christianity - Are They Compatible?)