giant leaps forward where they seem miraculous, when you reach certain
heights, and later, more heights.
The path to God never ends.
If we explain it in an orderly fashion it starts like this and moves this
1 Born again (Yogis say 'initiation' and it happens in the sacrament of
Baptism) This is the beginning which means that you go from being
spiritually dead and therefore on the way to Hell, to spiritual life and on
the way to Heaven.
2 Ascending into Heart Area, beginning of true spirituality said
3 Betrothal, beginning of Union with God in Sainthood
4 Mystical Marriage - a perfect degree of union with God, together with
Self Realization, (knowing you are God or One with God,) Enlightenment,
Nirvana, Moksha, terms used in Yoga and Buddhism.
*** Gifts and special graces are given along the way, so that by the time a
person has reached the 4th step they might have some, many, or all of the
Gifts of the Holy Spirit. (Seven gifts from Fear of the Lord to Wisdom,
which encompasses all the gifts) plus the Gifts of Power, which are Healing
There is a continuation of Gifts, additional Marriages (unions) with God,
perhaps in various 'forms' such as with Gurus and Saints for, and in my
case, there was the Divine Hidden Stigmata, a very rare gift of 'Dry
Martyrdom' or Martyrdom without shedding of physical blood.
I also have received the special gift of SEEING GOD FACE TO FACE twice which
is beyond Marriage or Enlightenment, it is a thing in itself, and I have not
met another, nor found another person on the internet who even claims to
have had this Gift. This is not a vision, it is beyond vision, it is
Translocation and Comprehension to some degree, it is a MIRACLE, without a
doubt, as Moses himself could not receive it.
This is just my sketch of the mystical way, other disciplines like Yoga,
have their own way of explaining. I have heard thousands of explanations of
special Gifts within Yoga, and you would need an expert to tell you them,
plus there are many types of Yoga and Buddhism and they all have different
words to explain these states.
PS It is a long road, but what is the alternative? The broad highway to
----- Original Message -----
From: Michael Krause
To: Rasa Von Werder
Sent: Tuesday, May 15, 2007 4:33 PM
Subject: Re: A Dream Awake?
I am not fearing easily but I was afraid at the beginning, very afraid but
the fear went away. I was very unsure after whether I was awake or somehow
in a dream even trance maybe from praying.
RASA: WHEN YOU ARE PRAYING OR AT ANY TIME, PRIOR TO A VISION, YOUR
UNCONSCIOUS MIND OPEN UP OR EXPANDS, THAT IS TO SAY, YOUR MIDE WIDENS,
BECAUSE IN THE LIMITATION OF THE TINY LITTLE CONSCIOUS MIND, THESE THINGS
CANNOT HAPPEN. THAT IS WHY THEY NEVER HAPPEN TO THOSE WHO REMAIN IN THE WEE
LITTLE CONSCIOUSNESS OF TIME AND SPACE, BUT THEY DO HAPPEN TO THOSE WHO
MEDITATE AND PRAY REGULARLY, BECAUSE THE MIND EXPANDS. IN THIS STATE, IT
FEEL LIKE TRANCE AND YOU MIGHT SAY THAT IT IS. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH
BEING A ZOMBIE OR ANYTHING NEGATIVE, THIS IS A POSITIVE GOOD, AND ALL THE
SAINTS AND MYSTICS OF GOD PRACTICED IT.
MotherGod was making very clear to me that I must listen only to you but not
just from the head but most important from the heart. From now I try always
to think when something happens, "What is the will of GuruRasa here?" and so
I know what to do.
RASA: HAHAHA...WHEN I WAS IN THE THIRD GRADE THE TEACHER WAS TRYING TO
MANAGE THE CLASS. SHE SAID TO THEM,
'IF YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO, TAKE A LOOK AT WHAT RASA IS DOING, AND DO
WHAT SHE IS DOING.'
WHY DID SHE SAY THAT? I THOUGHT ABOUT IT LATER, RECALLING MYSELF. MOST OF
THE TIME I SAT QUIETLY WITH MY HANDS FOLDED ON THE DESK, LOOKING ATTENTIVELY
AND OBEDIENTLY TOWARD THE TEACHER! SO HOW COULD THEY GO WRONG WITH THAT?
TODAY I FOLLOW THAT OUT BY BEING IN UNION WITH GOD, ATTENTIVELY AND
OBEDIENTLY WAITING FOR THE WILL AND THE WORD OF GOD TO GUIDE ME, AND I HAVE
DONE SO ALL MY LIFE, SO, OF COURSE, YOU WILL NOT GET MUDDLED UP BY FOLLOWING
Do you think this is right? I think it will be long before I reach God. I am
a little afraid I lose my own self
RASA: WHAT IS YOUR SELF? YOURSELF IS GOD, NOT THE FLESH, 'I AM THE SPIRIT,
NOT THE BODY.' TO REACH GOD YOU LOSE THE SENSE OF BEING THE LOWER SELF, TO
GAIN THE SENSE OF BEING GOD, ONE WITH GOD, THE SPIRIT OF GOD WHICH IS ALL
but MotherGod has told me this way I must go so I will.
Your humble devotee,
Rasa Von Werder
Beloved Son, I am delighted with the vision you got, it is extremely unusual
to have an auditory "vision"
You are so blessed!
I meditate on Your wonderful Teachings! You are inspiring us all here. Your
Power and Grace give us the strong belief that You are the only and real
Goddess of the MotherGod Church. No one else can transmit this Knowledge!
Your humble devotee
RASA: THANK YOU DEAR SON. THE TRUTH IS IN THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HEAD
KNOWLEDGE WHICH COMES FROM BOOKS, AND HEART KNOWLEDGE THAT COMES FROM
KNOWING GOD, EXPERIENCING THE HIGHER REALMS OF LIGHT, PLUS THE POWER THAT
GOD GIVES. MANY OF THOSE WHO CLAIM TO BE 'OF GOD' OR 'HAVE KNOWLEDGE' HAVE
INFORMATION FROM BOOKS AND WORDS, BUT THEY HAVE NO HEART KNOWLEDGE AND THEY
CANNOT DO ANYTHING SPIRITUAL - THEY HAVE NO SPIRITUAL POWER. ONE WHO
CONTAINS THE SPIRIT OF GOD CAN DO THE WORKS OF GOD, LIKE JESUS SAID, AND
THEIR WORKS ARE PROOF THAT GOD IS IN THEM. IF A PERSON CANNOT TRANSMIT THE
POWER AND ENERGY OF GOD - WHICH HEALS AND TRANSFORMS - TO ANOTHER PERSON,
THEN THAT PERSON HAS NO SPIRITUAL POWER. THEY COULD PREACH A GOOD SERMON,
THEY COULD WRITE AN ACCOUNT OF SPIRITUAL THINGS, BUT IT ALL COMES FROM THE
INTELLECT AND IT IS NOT CONNECTED TO ANY POWER. 'THOSE WHO CAN'T - TEACH'
IS HOW THAT GOES. THEY CAN TEACH, BUT THEY CAN'T DO. THE PHARISEES WERE
EXPERTS IN EVERYTHING, BUT THEY COULD NOT HEAL OR TRANSMIT SHAKTI, THEIR
BRAINS WERE CRAMMED WITH INFORMATION FROM SCRIPTURES AND LECTURES, AND THAT
WAS IT. THEY STOOD IN JUDGEMENT OF JESUS, WHO ACTUALLY HELD THE POWER
INSIDE HIM TO CHANGE THE WORLD, AND THEY CONDEMNED JESUS. THIS IS ALSO WHAT
THEY ARE DOING TO ME, THE ONE WHO ACTUALLY HAS THE POWER. MY KNOWLEDGE COMES
FROM MY BEING CONNECTED WITH THE INFINITE GOD, AND MY POWER COMES FROM THE
----- Original Message -----
From: Michael Krause
Sent: Tuesday, May 15, 2007 11:14 AM
Subject: A Dream Awake?
I was praying to you and MotherGod for a while and I heard a voice say
Michael. I looked up as I thought someone was here but there was noone. I
turned to pray again and the voice said
"This is MotherGod."
I must say I felt fear and did not feel well. I was upset and MotherGod
"you must close your eyes and listen."
I did so and she talked softly and quietly to me for a while and then i
felt calm and could listen without fear.
I said "i cannot see You"
and She said
"No it is a long way for you to be ready to do so."
"What do you seek?"
"To be one with You MotherGod?"
She asked Why?
I was unsure what to say and she says
"you are not ready to answer but at the end of your way you will know and
you will be with Me."
She said I have set out a path for you. You will be led down this path by
GuruRasa. She is my most loved daughter and for you she is MotherGod on
I said I know and she said
"No you don't. You only think you know. She is my most loved daughter who
has suffered very much to lead people to
me but she has been very strong and survived all the evil and now she is
with me. You see only part of who GuruRasa is, only the part you can see but
soon you will see who she really is. I said I know and She said No you only
think you know. GuruRasa is all for you. You must listen to no other if you
wish to come to me, She is everything for you and you must be very loyal and
very obedient to her."
I said I know and She said
"No you don't. In all these things you think you know and you only know from
your head and not from your heart. It is only through you heart that you can
know these things.
When your heart is full with love and obedience for her only then you begin
to know her and the way to Me. So many think they know when in fact it is
only with their head's
but not with their hearts and so they fail. You are at the beginning of a
long way but you are making a good start so remember focus only on
GuruRasa and through her you will find your way by hard work to me. Soon
many will know with their hearts and listen only to her and she will lead
them all to me It is not an easy way and you have so much to learn but it is
the way you must go."
Then she spoke again softly and quietly to me and after a while I was again
kneeling to pray but I feel stronger and surer.