My devotee, how far you came with the Anointing I gave you, had visions and
good feelings, and great grace. Visions never last forever, as I have
taught, they come for a while, and they end.
You must fulfill your promises, your obedience and service to the Church
even when the visions temporarily cease. Do you think you can sit at the
table of God and partake of the feast, which you gobbled up when hungry, and
sit there day after day and partake of the luxury of Light and Blessings,
and give a little back, and then walk away when the luxury stops?
No, when the luxury stops, your service and obedience must continue, because
the Light is given for a while, and then all the places in your soul are
filled up, and there is no more area to put the Light, and then, there has
to be a time of stillness in Light where your soul grows and increases by
charity and service.
What you want to do, is when the visions are not coming, is just walk away
with impunity, just turn your back and not do what I asked you to do, no
service, no help, no nothing, and you think you can get away with this!
Do you imagine the God who found you in your misery and loneliness cannot
find you now, in your ingratitude and cold heartedness? Yes, you have gone
the way of all flesh. Jesus healed ten lepers, and one came back to say
'Thanks.' Where are the other nine, He asked.
Now you, like most devotees think with alarming arrogance,
'So what?' I am not getting visions now every day, I will just walk away
and do other things I neglected, of the flesh, maybe get a girlfriend or
just mess around, just trivial things of the world and so on, and what can
God or GuruRasa do about it? Hahaha...I received, I gave back, and I walk
away...I am a free man/woman.
Hahaha to you. You are free to do all but sin, but now, you sin.
Ingratitude to God is a sin, cold-heartedness to God who loves you so is a
sin, and now is the time for conviction and recompense, or else, how will
you repent? Continue in your sin and not only will you lose the special
Gifts of the Holy Spirit, but you could lose your salvation! You are not so
established, so High in the Light, so tested and proven, that you can never
fall.
So many fell, of all relgions, they were already saints. Look at Samson,
how powerful he was, and yet, he died at the feet of a woman, Delilah,
because he gave in to drink and flesh. He was gifted more than you, and he
fell. Blindness is a symptom before the fall, you stop seeing. But in the
time of 'blindness' where you are not getting visions, you must GO BY FAITH,
and hold on to the memory of what you got, and work in hopes of getting it
back again!
Do you think I live in spiritual luxury all the time, filled with visions?
No, but never a day goes by when I do not serve God in Spirit, Truth, Flesh,
giving my time, energy, resources, and love, each day. It is in the 'bad'
times that the friends of God are determined, not in the times when God is
giving you consolation and visions. During 'darkness', rebukes, and even the
wrath of God, that shows who you are.
This is the time of testing your true mettle, this is when it shows up who
you are, a fake and a spiritual charlatan, or a friend of God. During times
of temptation, you are tested. Was not Jesus tested? Did nto the devil
appear to him after forty days and nights in the desert fast? Did not the
devil ask him to change stones into loaves of bread? Jesus said man does
not live by bread alone. Then he told Jesus to climb up on the top of the
Temple and jump down, and angels would hold him up, and Jesus said not to
put God to a foolish test, and then he told Jesus he (the devil!) would give
him 'all the kingdoms of the world and their glory' if Jesus would bow down
and worship him! And Jesus of course told him one must love God and God
alone, and God only shall we serve, and he then told the devil to be gone
back to Hell.
Now when the luxury of Light and consolation leaves us, we must train the
flesh, the human person, the mind. This is when all the inner and outer
normal, natural things distract us, and after that, the devil jumps in, and
we are pulled into our old ways. This is the time of temptation, and it is
during this time, not the time of illumination, that it is determined if we
are righteous and just, or just a weak and silly charlatan who comes to
steal from God, to take and give not back in return.
You say you gave? My child, the little bits and pieces of donations and
service you have given amount to a hill of beans compared to what God has
given you! There is no comparison!
Again, you think how insignificant your paltry contributions are, compared
to what could be done or what is needed. But these paltry and insignificant
contributions determine your future! Give and you will be given again, fail
and not only will it be withdrawn, but you will suffer the wrath of God!
Why wrath of God? It is the wages of sin, which bring death. Sin, and you
will be punished. God has to correct you, calibrate and transform you,
change you by suffering when you disobey.
The prodigal son took his inheritance (illumination), went away and
squandered it. Then he had to suffer in order to repent - my devotee,
suffering will come upon you to teach you this lesson if you do not obey.
I will not keep warning you on these things, because I must do other work
right now, I have less time to stay on the computer with devotees at the
moment. This is the time I needed service, YET NOT ONE DEVOTEE IS GIVING
IT! I could use this service right now, but which among you has any moxie,
any zeal or energy for the Church? You have been lazy, lazy, spiritual
sloth is a sin! And sin brings a bad karma! Amen
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