down as a Christmas offering.
Rasa: MotherGod, what do you want of me, what do you want me to do to come
closer to You? I will do whatever you say.
MOTHERGOD: I JUST WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY.
Rasa: HaHaHa. That is a difficult thing, as I notice that my feelings and
my thoughts are not always happy, but if this is what You want for me, then
I want to be happy. Do you mean you don't want me to suffer any more? Do
you want my suffering to stop for a while, or for always? Does this mean
that I will no longer care nor be bothered by the lack of love people have
for me, and the copious amounts of hate and criticism heaped upon me? Will
that touch me not a bit?
MOTHERGOD: INDEED YOU ALREADY HAVE RISEN OUT OF THAT NEED, TO FEEL PAIN.
FOR A WHILE YOU FELT YOU SHOULD ADDRESS EACH AND EVERY CRITIC, BUT NOW YOU
SEE THE INSIGNIFICANCE OF WHAT THEY SAY AND DO AND CAN EASILY IGNORE THEM.
THEY ARE LIKE NOISES IN THE WIND. YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO OUTSIDE AND ADDRESS
THE WIND EVERY TIME IT MAKES A NOISE!
Rasa: As I was meditating and you spoke to me, I want to repeat some of
what you said here. You said, for one thing that I do not owe anyone
anything? My slate (karma) is clean, and I do not have to fulfill the
demands others make of me implicitly, through a sense of DUTY?
MOTHERGOD: LIKE I SAID, YOU HAVE NO KARMA. THAT IS A RARE SITUATION TO BE
IN, WHERE NEITHER THE UNIVERSE NOR PERSONS CAN AFFECT YOU IN ANY WAY THROUGH
PRESSURE, DUTY, NEED OR SO ON. NOW TO THE PEOPLE YOU FEEL YOU 'OWE'
SOMETHING TO; IF THEY ARE NEEDY AND THEY ASK, THEN HELP THEM. BUT IF THEY
DO NOT ASK, DO NOTHING. IF THEY ARE TOO PROUD TO ASK OF YOU, WHY DO YOU
HAVE TO GIVE THEM ANYTHING? YOU HAVE GIVEN ENOUGH. AS TO THOSE YOU HAVE
GIVEN GIFTS TO IN THE PAST WHO TOTALLY IGNORE YOU ALL YEAR, FORGET THEM AS
THEY HAVE FORGOTTEN YOU. DO NOT REWARD THOSE WHO HAVE NO LOVE FOR YOU, WHO
DO NOT FEEL YOU ARE SIGNIFICANT ENOUGH TO CONTACT ALL YEAR, AND DO NOT EVEN
ANSWER LETTERS, PHONE CALLS AND E MAILS. WHOEVER THEY ARE, DO NOT BOTHER
WITH THEM AT ALL. IT IS DIFFICULT FOR YOU TO DO THAT RIGHT NOW, BUT IN
TIME, THE NEED OR THE THOUGHT OF THEM WILL FADE AWAY, AND WHEN THEY BEGIN TO
APPRECIATE YOU, THEN RECIPROCATE, IF THAT DAY EVER COMES. IF THE DAY DOES
NOT COME WHERE THEY LOVE YOU AT ALL, THEN NO MATTER WHO THEY ARE, JUST
FORGET THEM. THAT IS THE BEST COURSE OF ACTION. NEVER WANT LOVE FROM
ANYONE WHO DOES NOT LOVE YOU, AND DO NOT REWARD THOSE WHO DON'T.
Rasa: Now about happiness. Of course, in the ordinary walk of life, there
are always problems that make us unhappy. I take it that these will not be
suspended, but the ordinary annoyances of life will occur. How will I be
happy in spite of these?
MOTHERGOD: I CAN LIFT YOU ABOVE ALL THESE IF YOU WILL LET ME, AND NOT DWELL
ON THEM AND JUST STAND UP ABOVE THEM. I CAN DO THIS IN A SPLIT SECOND, JUST
AS I HAVE DONE NOW, AND IT ALL FADES AWAY AND GOES FAR FROM YOUR
CONSCIOUSNESS. YOU MUST NEITHER FEAR NOR HATE THE ORDINARY PAINS OF LIFE,
LIKE THE PROBLEMS WITH CAR, FURNACE, HOUSE, PEOPLE, ETC. BY MY GRACE IF YOU
RECEIVE IT I WILL TAKE YOU WHERE THIS CAN NO LONGER AFFECT YOU BUT JUST
REMAIN A FRIVOLOUS, SURFACE REALITY THAT DOES NOT TOUCH YOU INSIDE YOUR
SKIN. AND PEOPLE? YOU HAVE ALREADY SEEN HOW A CHANGE HAS COME OVER YOU.
ANY ATTACHMENT, EVEN LOVE, GIVES YOU A LOT OF PAIN, EVEN CARING TOO MUCH
ABOUT DEVOTEES. DO NOT LET DEVOTEES AFFLICT YOU ANY MORE WITH THEIR PININGS
FOR EARTHLY THINGS AND THINGS OF THE FLESH, THEIR VACILLATIONS AND THEIR
REFUSAL TO COOPERATE. JUST TELL THEM THE TRUTH AND LET THEM GO. IF THEY
FOLLOW, GOOD, IF THEY DON'T GOOD ALSO, AS THEY WILL LEARN. WHATEVER
HAPPENS, SEE IT FOR THE GOOD. ALWAYS THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING.
Rasa: You bring me back to the basic principal that we have studied in
Christian Mystical Theology, that of 'Abandonment to Divine Providence' the
idea that no matter what happens, even misfortune, it is to be accepted as
the Will of God and God must be thanked for it. I am mindful of the Holy
Monk who was always happy, even after his Monastery was robbed, sacked, and
all the Holy Relics taken away, and all their food, and another monk asked
him why he was still happy, and the happy monk said it must have been God's
will, and good would come out of it.
As I look back upon my life I see something that looks pretty bad, and 99%
of it is other people to me, the harm they caused, the untold suffering.
MOTHERGOD: YOU HAVE SUFFERED THRICE THE NORMAL LIFETIME, AND I NOW DO WILL
IT TO STOP, AND I HAVE TAKEN CARE OF YOU. IF YOU WILL GIVE UP THE OLD HABIT
OF SUFFERING, YOU WILL NOT FEEL PAIN ANY MORE. A PERSON DOES SUFFER IF THEY
WORRY, AND WHEN A PERSON HAS BEEN THROUGH HELL, THEY CARRY THE HABIT OF
WORRY. I WANT YOU TO FIGHT THAT HABIT AND LOOK UPON ME WITH MORE FAITH THAN
EVER WITH THE PARTICULAR FAITH THAT I WANT HAPPINESS FOR YOU, AND IF I WANT
THIS, THEN YOU MUST NOT WORRY.
Rasa: Define worry.
MOTHERGOD: WORRY IS THE FEAR SOMETHING COULD GO WRONG OR HAS GONE WRONG,
AND IT IS A TYPE OF FEAR THAT NEGATIVE THINGS CAN AND WILL HAPPEN. DO WHAT
YOU CAN TO PREVENT THESE, BUT THAT BEING DONE, LET GO OF IT.
Rasa: Does worry make me procrastinate, also, in delaying taking care of
things, or is that just laziness?
MOTHERGOD: MANY THINGS FACTOR IN, BUT IF YOU WERE HAPPY ALL THE TIME, IT
WOULD BE EASIER TO DO YOUR CHORES. WHEN IN A GOOD MOOD, ONE CAN DO MORE AND
DO IT QUICKER.
Rasa: It seems to me that you have brought me also to a physical place
where there is less need than ever of worry or fear, and although I am
almost totally alone, yet, I have no obligations, no debts, no one can
actually make demands of me. I am FREE, and is that not a good place to be?
I also have no raging human needs, such as a large appetite for food or
drink, nor for sex, nor for human comforts or companionships; these things
are either dead or almost dead in me. I think that everyone periodically
has to have contact with other humans to be normal, but other than that, I
have no addictions, and certainly, that is a gift.
MOTHERGOD: THAT IS ONE OF THE GREATEST GIFTS, LIBERTY OF SPIRIT, WHERE YOU
ARE ATTACHED TO NO ONE AND NOTHING BUT GOD, AND IT IS THE GIFT OF ST.
GERTRUDE THE GREAT THAT YOU CRAVED.
Rasa: Now I must ask you, being that Christmas is coming on, how this
relates to others. Many people are not where I am at, but are in various
degrees of suffering, what about them? What do I tell them? Many have
karmas, bad ones too, and debts, and addictions, and even demonic
possession, mental and emotional illness and so forth. Is there a message
for all these in general?
MOTHERGOD: Each Guru or Rabbi or Minister can only represent herself, or
the scriptures she believes in. You cannot search into millions of hearts
and present answers to all of them, but you can only search your heart and
experience and that of your scriptures. So do that, and let them learn from
it, as some day, others will be where you are at, by the grace of God.
Remember, all saints went through Hell to get to Heaven.
Rasa: Thank you MotherGod, Amen, all Glory to You!
PS A feeling of happiness came over me and MotherGod guaranteed me it would
stay AS LONG AS I GAVE HER ONE HOUR A DAY MINIMUM (in prayer and meditation)
to maintain this Gift, and of course, I agreed.
Sun Dec 3, 2006 3:35 pm
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