AVATAR'S REPORT

It's been a strong but 'rocky' first year and a half for the church on
the internet, and at this time I am going to file a report of some of
our accomplishments and hopes for the future. I will pursue most of
this essay through an interview with my inner God, the 'Atman,' whom
I call MotherGod.
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Rasa: MotherGod, what did we accomplish in the ministry so far, since
the internet work started?

MG: A LOT. MORE THAN YOU REALIZE. THERE IS A LOT OF UNSEEN
REPERCUSSIONS THAT YOU HAVEN'T ANY IDEA ABOUT.

Rasa: Mother, I know that Matriarchy will happen no matter what and
even if I did not exist, it would come about. Then why do you need me?

MG: IT IS MOVING IN THAT DIRECTION, BUT YOUR HELP WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN
SOONER. YOU WILL HELP PREPARE WOMEN. THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND
EMPOWERMENT, WHAT THEY HAVE TO DO. YOU WILL HELP THEM THROUGH THE
TRANSITION.'

Rasa: You mean when I get a chance to go out and preach int the
public eye again? I will help influence women?

MG: YES, YOUR EXAMPLE WILL DO MUCH TO GALVANIZE THEM, GET THEM
SPURRED ON.

Rasa: What is their problem, mostly fear?

MG: THEY FEAR FOR THEIR PERSONAL SAFETY AND BEING RIDICULED. THEY
FEAR VIOLENCE AND LOSING THEIR RESPECTABILITY.

Rasa: I surmize this is because of thousands of years of being
tortured and killed by men and all the sanctions against women if they
move out of their prescribed roles?

MG: YES, THEY HAVE BEEN INDOCTRINATED SO LONG THEY ARE PROGRAMMED,
TRAINED, TO BEHAVE IN A NICE AND PROPER WAY. WHICH MEANS, FOR THE
MOST PART, BE NICE TO MEN, AND NO MATTER WHAT THEY DO TO YOU, NO
REVENGE. AND DON'T HELP OTHER WOMEN - YOU'LL BE PUNISHED FOR IT.
GANG UP ON THEM WITH MEN IF THEY EVER STAND OUT, AND YOU WILL BE REWARDED.

Rasa: MotherGod, how did you equip and prepare me to overcome such
obstacles?

MG: IF I TOLD YOU EVERYTHING I DID TO YOU AND FOR YOU, YOU WOULD
FAINT. BETTER YOU NOT KNOW. BUT TRUST THAT EVERY MOVE THAT HAS
HAPPENED IN YOUR LIFE HAS BEEN PRE-ORDAINED. EVERYTHING HAD A NUMBER
AND A DATE ON IT, AND YOU WALKED THROUGH IT. IT WAS GOD'S TIMING.

Rasa: I put the word avatar in the title just to get them mad. Why
do they get so mad? I think I know, but I want your answer. It's the
glory they want, isn't it?

MG: OF COURSE. THEY DON'T COUNT THE COST, THEY ONLY SEE THE GLORY.
YOU TOLD THEM A DOZEN TIMES THE STORY OF THE COW ON THE BARBED WIRE,
BUT THEY DON'T LISTEN.

THE PERSON WHO IS THE LEAST SELFISH GETS TO BE CHOSEN. THAT IS THE
BETA DOG, THE ONE WHOM EVERYONE PICKS ON, THE SCAPEGOAT, AND THE
CHICKEN ALL THE OTHER HENS PECK. THE LOWEST ON THE TOTEM POLE OF
RESPECTABILITY AND SELFISHNESS GETS CHOSEN. THAT PERSON ALSO IS THE
STRONGEST. IF YOU GET PICKED ON ALL YOUR LIFE YOU GET STRONGER. IF
YOU ARE CUSHIONED ALL YOUR LIFE YOU GET WEAKER AND MORE SELFISH, AND
FEEL THAT LIFE OWES YOU PRIVILEDGES. THAT TYPE OF PERSON NEVER GETS
CHOSEN FOR THE ANOINTING OF GOD.

Rasa: Tell me about how you sent thousands of avatars to earth who
didn't make it.

MG: OH, SO MANY THOUSANDS HAVE BEEN SENT, WHO DID NOT FULFILL THEIR
MISSION. THEY FULLY INTENDED TO, BUT WHEN THEY INHABITED THE HUMAN
BODY MAYA TOOK THEM OVER AND THEY FORGOT WHO THEY WERE, THEIR GODLIKE
IDENTITY. MEN FELL BY THE FLESH AND MATERIALISM, WOMEN BY FEAR,
OVERWORK AND HUMAN CARES.

Rasa: I am surprized. I thought that an avatar would be so powerful
this couldn't happen.

MG: AVATARS ARE HUMANS LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, AND WHEN THEY ASSUME A
BODY, THEY HAVE ALL THE FAILINGS AND FEARS OF HUMAN FLESH. THEY ARE
UNDERNEATH THE TYRANNY OF THE FLESH AND THE WORLD, AND EVEN THE DEVIL,
AND NOT ALL CAN HOLD THEIR BALANCE UNDER THE ONSLOUGHT.

EACH AVATAR, EACH CHOSEN SOUL OF GOD WHO IS SENT TO HELP OTHERS, MUST
GO THROUGH EXTREME PENANCES AND A TRAINING PROGRAM TO GET TO WHERE
THEY'RE GOING. LIFE IS LIKE A MINE FIELD, WITH THE EXPLOSIONS OF
PROBLEMS ALL AROUND. NOT ALL MAKE IT THROUGH. SOME MANAGE TO DO A
LITTLE, BUT NOT FULFILL THE GREAT DESTINY THEY COULD HAVE.

Rasa: Ramakrishna was for the purpose of Interfaith? How did that
help humanity?

MG: IT HELPED A LOT, TO LET PEOPLE SEE THAT GOD IS THE SAME GOD UNDER
ALL RELIGIONS. HE'S HAD A GREAT IMPACT, AND MORE TO COME.

Rasa: What do you think of the internet wars that were deployed
against me?

MG: YOU DID VERY WELL. YOU LEARNED A LOT. NOW THEY ARE AFRAID OF
YOU. IT WAS IMPORTANT, RESISTING AND FIGHTING BACK. THEY USUALLY
NEVER FEAR WOMEN. NOW THEY WILL THINK TWICE ABOUT BEATING UP ANOTHER
WOMEN, INCLUDING A WOMAN WHO WAS IN THE SEX TRADE.

Rasa: Why is fear important? People would usually say, fear is a
terrible thing to instill in people. Better to have love.

MG: FEAR IS NECESSARY. IF YOU HAVE NO FEAR OF ITS OPPOSITE, YOU
WOULD NOT PURSUE LOVE. YOU WOULD NOT FEAR LOSING IT. ON EARTH, YOU
CAN LOSE GOD. SO YOU FEAR LOSING THE FAVOR AND THE LOVE OF GOD, SO
YOU REFRAIN FROM SIN. IF YOU HAD NO FEAR, YOU WOULD BECOME
PRESUMPTUOUS AND LOSE YOUR SOUL.

ON EARTH, MEN HABITUALLY DO NOT FEAR WOMEN, YET WOMEN FEAR MEN. YOU
ARE TEACHING WOMEN AND MEN TO FEAR A WOMAN. FEAR A WOMAN BECAUSE SHE
CAN HURT YOU BACK AS YOU HAVE HURT HER. THAT IS THE BOTTOM LINE.
TEACH THEM RESPECT. THEY WILL NOT LOVE YOU, THEY WILL NOT RESPECT
YOU, IF THEY HAVE NO FEAR OF YOU. THEY BELITTLE THE PERSON, THEY HAVE
CONTEMPT FOR THE ONE THEY HAVE NO FEAR OF. THERE HAS TO BE FEAR OF
LOSING THE PERSON OR SOME SORT OF FEAR. FEAR IS A POSITIVE EMOTION
WHEN IT IS CONNECTED TO VIRTUE AND LOVE. YOU FEAR LOSING THE LOVE OF
THE BELOVED, YOU FEAR LOSING A FRIEND, YOU FEAR LOSING YOUR
LIVELIHOOD. YOU FEAR LOSING YOUR HEALTH AND YOUR FAMILY. ALL THE
THINGS YOU FEAR, YOU DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. SINCE WOMEN ALMOST NEVER
DO ANYTHING BACK TO MEN BECAUSE THEY ARE TRAINED TO FEAR MEN, THE FACT
THAT YOU HAVE STOOD UP TO ALL OF THEM ON THE INTERNET HAS MADE THEM
FEAR YOU AND AUTOMATICALLY THEY HAVE MORE RESPECT FOR WOMEN.

Rasa: What will happen for the future? What do you need me for, and
what will you have me do?

MG: SO MUCH, SO MUCH. IT WILL BE ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE BEFORE, AND
MUCH MORE. ALL YOU HAVE LIVED THROUGH, THE STAND AGAINST PATRIARCHAL
MEN, THEIR CONTEMPT OF WOMEN, THE RIDICULE OF SOCIETY AGAINST WOMEN,
ESPECIALLY WOMEN IN THE SEX TRADE, YOU WILL STAND UP TO ALL OF THAT.
YOU WILL BE LIKE AN ANCHOR THAT CANNOT BE MOVED, AND THEY WILL MAKE
WAVES AROUND YOU IN ALL DIRECTIONS, BUT YOUR ANCHOR WILL KEEP YOU SAFE.

THIS IS WHAT THEY ARE DOING RIGHT NOW ON ALL THE GROUPS ANYWAY. THEY
ALL TAKE TURNS ATTACKING, RIDICULING. THEY CAN'T LET UP, LIKE DEMONS
ARE IN THEM, THAT WHEN ONE SET OF DEMONS STOPS, ANOTHER CONTINUES.
ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS STAY PUT AND NOT LET THEM GET UNDER YOUR SKIN.
JUST SEE THEM FOR WHAT THEY ARE AND THAT SETS YOU FREE.

Rasa: Do you want me to leave some of the groups and concentrate on
other things?

MG: NO, YOU CAN CHECK WHAT THEY ARE DOING BUT UNDERSTANDABLY, IT IS
GETTING MORE BORING TO YOU. YOU HAVE READ WHAT THEY DO AND IT IS
BASICALLY A REPEAT. ONCE YOU SEE THE SAME ACTION COPIED HUNDREDS OF
TIMES, IT IS TOTALLY PREDICTABLE AND YOU JUST LAUGH. YOU KNOW WHAT
THEY ARE DOING, AND YOU NEEDN'T BOTHER GETTING INVOLVED. BUT YOU CAN
STILL CHECK AND ANSWER ONCE IN A WHILE. BUT IT CERTAINLY IS NOT A
FULL-TIME JOB.

Rasa: Are there any names or accusations left? They have called me
all there is so many times. I no longer stimulates or gets me mad.
They are simply pathetic.

MG: THAT IS EXACTLY THE POINT YOU HAD TO GET TO. WHEN YOU GO OUT
INTO THE WORLD NOW, THERE WILL BE MORE OF IT, BUT NOT AS EXTREME, AND
YOU HAVE PRACTICED HANDLING IT. SO IT WILL BE EASIER.

Rasa: Life is just a sort of purgatory, isn't it Mother? They are
just souls filled with confusion, vice and sin, filled with doubts and
fears and blind spots. And they are all hurting each other. They
lash out at each other in small and big ways. I seem to be a suitable
target for just about everyone, don't I?

MG: MANY BENEFITS WILL COME TO YOU FOR YOUR WORK, BOTH SPIRITUAL AND
TEMPORAL. HAVEN'T I TAKEN CARE OF YOU, HAVEN'T I KEPT MY PROMISES?

Rasa: Yes, Mother, and I am having fun. In spite of all the negative
attention, it is better than being alone in a pit somewhere, having no
work to do, where the only work is to suffer. This is much more fun.

MG: THE FUN IS JUST BEGINNING. GO TO YOUR BLESSED DESTINY. THE
POWER OF THE LIVING GOD IS UPON YOU.

END.

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