Kneeling before the Love of Our Holy Mother today, as I frequently do, asked
a lot of questions, and they focused on the mind, how to use and discipline
the mind to remain in a spiritual, blissful, happy state.
Rasa: Mother, people have always irked me when they say,
'I don't have TIME to pray.'
I recall vividly when I was working, traveling on buses and airplanes and in
strange cities and towns all the time, I had more time to pray than I do
now, staying home. On every plane and bus I prayed, and read religious
books, in lines at the wait for buses and planes, I did same. Waiting at
the post office or any line, I always prayed, never was I restless or in a
hurry to push ahead, people pushed ahead of me, so that sometimes when I
looked up, I was last in line and dozens had pushed ahead of me, but I was
quietly reading my religious book. In every strange city or town, I went out
of my way to visit the local Church, often daily, and stayed for Mass and
prayed either before or after. When at home, most of the time, I found time
to do all of the above, no matter how busy I have been. And so, when people
say they do not have time for prayer, they lie, do they not?
MOTHERGOD: IT'S A MATTER OF PRIORITIES, ISN'T IT? THE WAY THAT PEOPLE
THINK DETERMINES HOW MUCH TIME THEY HAVE FOR PRAYER, HOW IMPORTANT OR NOT
IMPORTANT PRAYER IS TO THEM. IF A PERSON FEELS THEY HAVE MENTAL, EMOTIONAL
RELIEF FROM PAIN AND BOREDOM THROUGH READING SECULAR BOOKS, WATCHING
TELEVISION, TALKING TO FRIENDS, GOING TO A BAR, ETC., THEY WILL DO SAME. YOU
DISAGREED WITH THIS AND FOUND THAT ALL YOUR HAPPINESS LAY IN GETTING CLOSER
TO GOD, SO YOU PURSUED IT. YOU WENT AFTER THIS PLEASURE BOTH DAY AND NIGHT,
IN GOOD TIMES AND BAD, ALL THE TIME. YOU FOUND HAPPINESS IN WHAT YOU DID,
THEY ARE SO FAR GONE, MOST OF THEM, THAT EVEN IF YOU PUT A RELIGIOUS BOOK IN
FRONT OF THEM, IT DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE TOTHEM. OR IF YOU TALK ABOUT GOD,
IT GOES IN ONE EAR OUT THE OTHER. SOME OF THEM THINK,
'THIS IS ALL VERY WELL AND GOOD, BUT I HAVE TO GET TO THE IMPORTANT FACTORS
OF LIFE, LIKE MAKING A LIVING AND TAKING CARE OF MYSELF AND FAMILY, THIS
SORT OF THING I MIGHT DO IN MY SPARE TIME WHEN ALL ELSE IS FINISHED AND I
HAVE SPARE TIME,'
ONLY THEY NEVER HAVE SPARE TIME BECAUSE THEY ALWAYS THINK OF MORE AND MORE
THINGS TO DO, AND THEN THEY ARE TOO TIRED FOR PRAYER.
THE MAIN ISSUE IS THEY PROCRASTINATE ON THE THINGS OF GOD, AND BY THE TIME
THEY GET TO GOD TOWARD THE END OF THE DAY, THEY ARE TOO TIRED TO ATTEND TO
HERE IS RULE ONE: ATTEND TO GOD FIRST. MEDITATE, PRAY FIRST. YOU NOTICED
THAT IN MANY OF THE LIVES OF THE SAINTS, THAT IS THE FIRST THING THEY DID.
THEY GOT UP EARLY TO PRAY. GET UP EARLY; PRAY FIRST, WHEN THE MIND IS
FRESH, THINK OF GOD. PUT GOD FIRST AND YOU WILL BE HAPPY.
Rasa: Mother, I really messed myself up in the last few months. Even
though I love you with all my heart, I was so focused on books of Matriarchy
that I somehow left you. My mind was on the subjects in the books, much of
it depressing because it was about the evils of men and what they have done
to people, animals, and the world. I was collecting all these articles and
arranging them and thinking about them, and I noticed, bit by bit, I was
getting more anxious and depressed. I reached out to people for friendship,
but it did not help at all, only made me more depressed. Finally I realized
that I had slipped into a quicksand or pit, and I quickly am pulling myself
out by returning to fervent prayer and devotion. Within days I am back to a
happy feeling, all because of You. This concerns me terribly, about the
state of people, the negative state they are in. If only after a couple
months of less prayer I became so miserable, what misery must most of
mankind be in.
MOTHERGOD: THEY ARE IN HELL, THEY ARE IN PURGTORY AND FEW, LIKE ONE OUT OF
A THOUSAND, IS NOT. PERHAPS ONE OUT OF A MILLION IS TRULY SPIRITUALLY
HAPPY. EVEN THOSE WHO ARE SPIRITUALLY HAPPY HAVE MANY MISERIES; LIFE IS NOT
AN EASY THING. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW LUCKY YOU ARE MY DAUGHTER, BECAUSE YOU
HAVE EARNED THE PLACE OF VALHALLA OR NIRVANA OF SORTS. YOU ALSO MUST NOT
FEEL GUILTY, BECAUSE YOU HAVE EARNED THE RIGHT TO BE HERE, ALTHOUGH IT IS A
TOTAL GIFT, IT IS A GIFT THAT YOU EARNED (WHICH IS TRUE OF MOST GIFTS.) DO
NOT FEEL GUILTY ABOUT BEING HAPPY!
ABOUT PEOPLE - YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO CONVINCE EVERYONE THAT GOD IS THE
ANSWER TO ALL THINGS, BUT DO WHAT YOU CAN, AND SOME WILLLISTEN. CONSIDER,
EVEN JESUS, BUDDHA, AL THE AVATARS AND SAINTS, COULD NOT SAVE EVERYONE, LIKE
ASHANKAH SAYS, THEY COULD NOT RID THE WORLD OF ALL EVIL.
BUT THE THOUGHT, THE HOPE THAT MANY CAN BE SAVED AND MUCH HELL ELIMINATED IS
A LOFTY AND WORTHY GOAL FOR YOU, IT MAKES YOU KEEP TICKING.
Rasa: Now about the pursuits so many go after, including me. In the last
couple months I started watching television and did talk more to friends on
the phone. It did not make me happy, although it sometimes distracted me
and made me feel a bit better, but of course, never gave me the sense of
BLISS. Let us take these things one at a time, television, chatting with
friends, how much harm does this do and in what way? My hobby has been to
watch crime documentaries where they describe how criminals (usually men)
kill people (usually women) and I think I learn from this, but of course, it
is not spiritual. Then there is the CNN and Fox News, and all the current
events, and then there are movies, comedies and dramas. Then there are
friends and devotees, with varied results from conversations. Please rate
all of this.
MOTHERGOD: WHENEVER YOU WATCH SOMETHING ON TELEVISION, WHATEVER IT IS, IT
ENTERS INTO YOUR MIND, OR YOUR MIND ENTERS INTO IT. SO IF YOU WATCH
DOCUMENTARIES OR NEWS ABOUT MURDERERS, YOU ARE GOING TO SEE WHAT SATAN HAS
DONE AND WHAT DEPRAVED HUMAN NATURE HAS FALLEN TO. THAT IS NOT A PRETTY
SIGHT NOR DOES IT MAKE ONE HAPPY, ALTHOUGH YOU LEARN NOT TO BE NAIIVE AND AT
SOME POINT, YOU CAN PROTECT OTHERS FROM SUCH BARBARIC FIENDS. THE NEWS IS
ALSO DEPRESSING TO THE MIND, AS MOST OF IT IS BAD, YOU HAVE SEEN THE
TERRIBLE PRICE YOU PAY BY WATCHING IT. NOW COMEDIES AND DRAMAS, AND SORT OF
BENIGN SHOWS, THESE HAVE MIXED RESULTS. USUALLY THEY DO NOT TAKE YOU
TOTALLY AWAY FROM GOD, BUT USUALLY THEY DO NOT BRING YOU CLOSER TO HER. NOW
IF YOU WATCH EWTN, A RELIGIOUS CHANNEL, ALTHOUGH YOU DO NOT AGREE WITH ALL
THEY SAY AND SOMETIMES YOU ARE BORED BY THEM, NEVERTHELESS, THEY ARE NOT
HARMFUL AND MANY TIMES THEY DO REMIND YOU OF THE WONDRFUL GOD, AND YOU DO
LEARN OR ARE REMINDED OF THINGS YOU KNOW BUT HAVE FORGOTTEN. ON THESCALE OF
TELEVISION TO WATCH, NO MATTER WHAT THE RELIGION, PROTESTANT, CATHOLIC OR
ANY OTHER SORT, AS LONG AS IT IS ABOUT GOD, IT CAN AND USUALLY DOES DO YOU
GOOD, THE REST, NO. YOU LEARN ABOUT THE WORLD AND ABOUT EVIL, AND PEOPLE OF
ALL SORTS, GOOD AND EVIL, AND YOU ARE ENTERTAINED, BUT MOST OF IT TAKES YOU
AWAY, NOT CLOSER TO THE STATE OF GOD BLISS.
Rasa: What about people?
MOTHERGOD: THIS VARIES. IN MOST CASES, PEOPLE WANT TO SHARE THEIR EARTHLY
HUMAN PROBLEMS WITH YOU, AS YOU DO WITH THEM. YOUR DEVOTEES ARE LOOKING TO
YOU FOR STRENGTH, SO IT IS NOT A GOOD IDEA TO SHARE YOUR PROBLEMS WITH THEM,
AND WHEN YOU DO, IT IS OFTEN WITH DIRE CONSEQUENCES. IT IS A MATTER OF
STRENGTH, SO YOU NEED FRIENDS WHO ARE RELATIVELY STRONG TO SHARE PROBLEMS
WITH, OR THOSE WHO HAVE EMPATHY. ALTHOUGH YOU HAVE VERY FEW OF THESE, IF
ANY, IN THE LONG RUN, YOU DO NOT NEED THEM WHEN YOU PRAY AN HOUR A DAY, ALL
YOUR PROBLEMS WILL BE SOLVED HERE, AND THE FACTS YOU NEED HERE AND THERE
WILL BE PROVIDED FOR BY PEOPLE YOU TALK WITH. NOW WHEN FRIENDS TALK ABOUT
THINGS NOT OF GOD AND MISSION, BUT WORDLY THINGS, IT GETS MORE AND MORE
BORING TO YOU, BECAUSE IT DOES TAKE YOU AWAY FROM GOD. AT THAT POINT YOU
HAVE TO BE CLEVER AND MAKE EXCUSES TO GET OFF THE PHONE - SOMETHING YOU NEED
MORE SKILL AT. IT IS BEST FOR YOU NOT TO PICK UP THE PHONE AT ALL IF YOU
KNOW WHAT'S COMING.
WHEN YOU REALLY FEEL HAPPY ON THE PHONE IS WHEN SOMEONE AFFIRMS YOUR
ANOITING, AND THEN THE POWER OF GOD COMES THROUGH, TO SERVE THEM, AND YOU
ARE ANOINTED AT THE SAME TIME. BUT THIS HAPPENS RARELY. PHONE
CONVERSATIONS AS WELL AS TELEVISION, AS WELL AS ANYTHING SECULAR, ARE
DANGEROUS TO A MYSTIC/CONTEMPLATIVE. AS YOU KNOW, THE INNER WORLD, THE
INTERIOR LIFE, IS WAY DIFFERENT THAN THE EXTERIOR, AND FEW LIVE THERE. THAT
IS WHERE ALL HAPPINESS LIES.
Rasa: The last time I channeled you, you told me you only wanted me to be
hapot, I got a lot of positive reactions from people - which is unusual.
People rarely react to my religious articles, but it seems to me, this
served them in some way. I was surprised. Therefore, could you tell me more
about this desire of God for our happiness, and of course, if God desires
happiness for all of us, why do we get so much suffering?
MOTHERGOD: HAHAHA. IF A CHILD DISOBEYS AND PUTS THEIR HAND IN THE FIRE,
THEY GET BURNED. THEN THEY SEE WHY MAMMA TOLD THEM NOT TO PLAY WITH FIRE.
THEN THEY GO TO THE POND, GO OUT DEEP AND ALMOST DROWN, AND WHEN SAVED,
REALIZE THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE. WHEN THEY TAKE WHAT THEY SHOULD GOD, MOM SLAPS
THEM ON THE WRIST, OR IF THEY RUN ACROSS THE STREET AFTER A BALL, MOM GIVES
THEM A GOOD SPANKING. LIFE IS LIKE THAT, ALTHOUGH NOT ALL OF IT IS CAUSED
BY SIN OR TRANSGRESSION OF THE SUFFERER, A LOT IS CAUSED BY THE SINS,
DELUSIONS AND MISTAKES OF OTHERS. HUMANS GET IT FROM ALL SIDES, THEIR OWN,
AND THE ACTIONS OF OTHERS. IF YOU CAN ONLY CONTROL YOUR OWN MISTAKES, YOU
COULD PROBABLY REMOVE A GOOD MAJORITY OF YOUR PAIN, BUT THAT TAKES TIME AND
EXPERIENCE. WHEN ONE GETS TO BE AN ELDER, THEY USUALLY STOP MOST OF THEIR
MISTAKES, BUT THEY SAY IN YIDDISH,
'TOO SOON OLD, TOO LATE SHMATT.'
Rasa: But one problem that I have noticed, that people do not always
associate the punishment with the crime. For example, I knew a lady friend
a while back. I recall when she got pregnant and said she would keep the
baby, but later, she decided to abort it. A feeling of utter dread came
over me; I knew she would be punished severely. Years later, her house
burned down, and more years down the line, she got cancer. I do not think
she connected either one of these calamities to the abortion, and I am not
sure if they were connected, but perhaps.
MOTHERGOD: THEY WERE CONNECTED IN PART, BUT THERE WERE OTHER SINS AS WELL.
SHE DID NOT CONNECT IT AT ALL, BUT SHE WAS CHASTIZED AND IT DID BRING HER
CLOSER TO REALITY. EVEN WHEN THE MEMORY OF OUR SIN HAS GONE, AND THE
'PAIN IS THE MEGAPHONE OF GOD..GOD WHISPERS TO US IN OUR PLEASURE, AND
SHOUTS TO US IN OUR PAIN.'
Rasa: She is a secular sort of person, does she relate to God at all?
MOTHERGOD: PRAY FOR HER, SHE IS RIPE FOR CONVERSION.
Rasa: I notice that when I am in the exterior state of mind, as with these
Matriarchal books, I have lost my communion with Purgatory. Are they still
being helped by my life?
MOTHERGOD: GOD IS MERCIFUL, I ASSURE YOU. ALTHOUGH YOU CANNOT STAY IN THE
INTERIOR PLACE WITH GOD AT ALL TIMES, THEY ARE BEING HELPED. YOU HAVE BROKEN
TO SOME DEGREE, THE MYSTICAL CONTACT, BUT THEY ARE BEING HELPED BY YOUR
LIFE, PER SE, EACH DAY, DUE TO THE HEROIC ACT. YOU JUST DON'T SEE IT.
Rasa: As I look at my diary for 2004, the year before I started the
internet Church and all the busy fruitful times, I see that I had many more
mystical experiences, ecstatic experiences, of God. The interior was
fruitful when the exterior was desolate, and when the exterior became
fruitful (with much work, articles and success) the interior was less so.
Is it always that way?
MOTHERGOD: Almost always, but if you do the hour a day faithfully, it will
even out. I assure you that I, MotherGod, can return you to the place of
mystical perspicacity if you but give me that one hour a day and refrain
from much television and chatting, and keep your mind on Me. IT IS ALL IN
YOUR MIND, KEEPING FOCUSED, CENTERED, CLEAN OF ALL THE VIBES, IMAGES, IDEAS
AND FEELINGS OF THE LOWER SELF, THE FLESH AND THE WORLD.
Rasa: Aaaaaaaaaah, there we have it. How is this mystical place destroyed
by the mind entering into lower things? Talk about the higher chakras and
MOTHERGOD: YOU REMEMBER WHEN YOU FIRST STARTED YOGA, HOW YOU STAYED ALONE
ALL DAY, EVERY DAY FOR MONTHS? AND WHEN YOU WERE IN SADHANAS TO MUKTANANDA,
NITYANANDA, JESUS, YOU DID SAME? TO BE IN THE HIGHEST APEX OF MYSTICAL
UNION YOU HAVE TO BE NOT ONLY CLEAN OF HEART - INTENTION - BUT CLEAN OF
MIND - PRACTICE. IN OTHER WORDS, YOU ALWAYS HAVE A CLEAN HEART, AS YOUR
INTENTION, DESIRE, IS ALL FOR GOD AND NOTHINGBUT GOD. BUT IF THE MIND
WANDERS INTO THINGS, EVEN THOUGH YOU STILL LOVE GOD TOTALLY, YOUR VISION
GETS BLURRED. HOW? BY COMPARING IT TO A COMPUTER, YOU GET VIRUSES, WORMS,
COOKIES AND YOU GET FRAGMENTED. THESE GET INTO YOUR MIND AND START CHAIN
REACTIONS (WORMS AND VIRUSES) AND THEY PLACE INTERFERENCE (COOKIES) THAT
KEEP POPPING UP, AND YOU GET FRAGMENTED BY LOOKING AT THINGS OF THEMSELVES,
NOT FROM WHERE GOD IS AT, IN THE WITNESS CONSCIOUSNESS. NOW WHEN A THING
LIKE THAT HAPPENS, MUCH COMPUTER CLEANING HAS TO BE DONE TO DEAL WITH EACH
PROBLEM, AND YOU JUST HAD A WHOLE SERIES OF SUCH PROGRAMS RUN. NOW YOUR
COMPUTER RUNS CLEANER AND FASTER, BUT IT IS DUE FOR A 'REBUILDING' WHICH IS
LIKE HAVING A SPIRITUAL RENEWAL, TAKING IT ALL OUT, PUTTING IT ON THE TABLE,
AND RE-INSTALLING IT. EXCEPT YOU PERSONALLY DO NOT NEED A RENEWAL, YOU JUST
HAVE TO ABSTRACT YOURSELF FROM THE INTERFERENCE WE SPOKE OF, AND YOU ARE
CLEAN. IN FACT, RIGHT NOW, YOU ARE ALMOST CLEAN, FOR IF YOU CAN PROPERLY
CHANNEL ME, MEANS YOU ARE ALLRIGHT.
Rasa: Mother, it is not easy being a Guru. People want so much of you and
they give so little. In fact, what are they giving? Is anyone giving
anything to me? Help me on this, as them giving me nothing except
occasional donations and kind letters - which are rare. Talk to me about
this, console me.
MOTHERGOD: HAHAHA. LIKE SOMEONE SAID TO YOU,
'IT GOES WITH THE TERRITORY.'
WHAT YOU MUST ALWAYS BE MINDFUL OF, IS HOW YOU HAVE BEEN GIFTED BY GOD. SEE
YOURSELF AS THE MOTHER AND THEY THE CHILDREN. WHAT DO CHILDREN HAVE TO GIVE
TO THEIR MOTHER? HOW MUCH CLEANING, HOW MUCH SUPPORT? HOW MUCH COOKING?
CAN ANY OF THEM DRIVE MOM TO WORK AND BACK? OF COURSE NOT TO ALL OF THE
ABOVE, UNTIL MOM IS ANCIENT AND THEY ARE GROWN, THEN MAYBE.
YOUR STRENGTH AND SUPPORT AND CONSOLATION IS ALL FROM GOD, AND JUST BE HAPPY
THAT THEY GROW. YOU ARE A LUCKY WOMAN, AND HAVE THROUGH GREAT KARMA, GAINED
ALL THAT YOU NEED TO SERVE HUMANITY. ALL YOUR LIFE, IN POVERTY, YOU TRIED
TO SERVE, BUT LACK OF MONEY HELD YOU BACK, NOW YOU HAVE IT AND YOU CAN WORK
FULL TIME. WHAT A BLESSING. OF COURSE, THEY ALL SAYA THEY COULD DO IT IF
THEY HAD THE MONEY, BUT REMIND THEM, WHEN YOU HAD LITTLE OR NO MONEY, YOU
DID THE WORK. YOU DANCED AND PREACHED, YOU SACRIFICED, YOU SUFFERED. AND
EVENTUALLY GOD GAVE YOU THE MONEY SO YOU COULD DO GOOD FULL TIME, NOT WORK
FOR WAGES. LET THEM WORK FOR GOD EVERY DAY AND GOD WILL ALSO BLESS THEM,
THEY ARE LIARS ABOUT THEMSELVES. MOST OF THESE PEOPLE IF THEY HAD THE MONEY
WOULD FALL LOWER INTO HEDONISM AND LUXURY.
Rasa: How can I convince people that following God brings happiness?
MOTHERGOD: BY LIVING HAPPY, RADIATING IT, IN OTHER WORDS, NOT LETTING THE
WORLD GET YOU DOWN, NOR THE EVIL THEREOF, ALWAYS KEEPING A STEADY KEEL, AS
YOU DO MOST OF THE TIME. YOU HAVE TO WORK AT THIS AS YOU KNOW, IT IS NOT
AUTOMATIC, AS EVEN THE SAINTS FALL DOWN INTO SORROW AT TIMES, AND IT IS
NATURAL. FIGHT ALL THE NEGATIVITY NOT BY STRUGGLE BUT BY FAITH AND
CONFIDENCE IN GOD, RUNNING TO GOD AT EVERY MOMENT, NOT TO PEOPLE, PRAYING
MORE, AFFIRMING MORE, DOING MANTRAS, DEEP BREATING, TAKING CARE OF THE BODY
THROUGH PROPER DIET, EXERCISE, MASSAGE AND THE LIKE. PUT NOTHING EVIL INTO
THE BODY, TAKE CARE OF YOUR MIND AND BODY AND SOUL, AND THEN YOU RADIATE
HEALTH AND HAPPINESS, AND PEOPLE WILL SEE YOU HAVE IT, AND THEN THEY WILL
WANT IT, AND WILL ASK THEMSELVES HOW YOU GOT THERE AND WILL LISTEN TO WHAT
YOU HAVE TO SAY. ESPECIALLY IMPORTANT FOR YOU ARE WITHSTANDING THE ATTACKS
AND NOT LETTING THEM BOTHER YOU IN THE LEAST, WHICH IS ABSLUTE PROOF YOU
HAVE TOTAL FAITH AND CONFIDENCE IN GOD AND NOT IN THE WORDS OF PEOPLE,
CERTAINLY NOT IN THE WORDS OF DEMONICS.
IF YOU TELL PEOPLE THAT BEING RIGHTEOUS MEANS SUFFERING, THEY RUN THE OTHER
Rasa: I will do that. I am new on the internet and learning its ways, but
I think I have it mastered now.
About suffering, did not the saints suffer more than other humans? All the
books tell me so.
MOTHERGOD: HERE WE COME TO THE DEFINITION OF SUFFERING AND NOT SUFFERING.
IN THE WORLD, TO HAVE A NICE CAR, HOUSE, GOOD JOB, FAMILY MEANS HAPPINESS.
THE LACK OF MATERIAL THINGS, HUMAN COMFORT AND HUMAN LOVE, MEANS MISERY, AND
THEY SPEND MOST OF THEIR TIME WORKING TOWARD PHYSICAL HAPPINESS.
BUT TO A SAINT, HAPPINESS IS KNOWING THEY ARE ONE WITH GOD, TO THE WORLDLY
THIS IS FOOLISH. SO A SAINT IS THE OPPOSITE OF THE WORLD, AND THE WORLD
LOOKS UPON THEM AS A FOOL AND A USURPER, AN IDIOT WHO MAKES THEM FEEL
GUILTY. THEY WANT TO GET RID OF A SAINT, THEY PERSECUTE A SAINT BECAUSE A
SAINT REPREENTS THE ULTIMATE TRUTH, AND GOD HELP HIM IF HE OR SHE IS A
PROPHET, A DO GOODER, A PREACHER OR TEACHER. HE WILL BE MOCKED, ABUSED AND
SO FORTH, BECAUSE HE SAYS THINGS THAT ARE AGAINST THE WORLD, LIKE LOVE YOUR
ENEMIES AND FORGIVE THEM. THE WORLD HATES THAT. THE WORLD IS ANIMALISTIC
AND MATERIALISTIC AND FILLED WITH WROTH, HATE AND ENVY. YES, ALL THE VICES
AND SINS GO WITH BEING IN THE WORLD, EVEN IF THEY ARE NOT ALWAYS BLATANTLY
EVIDENT, THERE IS MUCH EVIL INSIDE THE WORLDLY.
AND SO, AS I SAID, THE SAINT OR THE PERSON OF TRUTH BECOMES A TARGET TO
THESE PEOPLE, AND THEY BLAME THE SAINT FOR ALL SORTS OF TRANSGRESSIONS HE OR
SHE NEVER COMMITTED. NATURALLY, FROM THAT POINT OF VIEW, THE SAINT SUFFERS.
HOWEVER, INSIDE, THE SAINT IS HAPPY AS DONG THE WILL OF GOD AND THAT IS REAL
Rasa: So what should I tell people, then? Love God but keep it quiet so
you won't be persecuted, or have the guts to glorify God and you will?
MOTHERGOD: TO THOSE WHO CAN GLORIFY GOD PUBLICLY, IT IS A GIFT, A GIFT OF
STRENGTH AND COURAGE. NOT ALL CAN DO THAT, BUT ALL CAN LOVE GOD IN THEIR
OWN CLOSET OR SECRETLY SO TO SPEAK, AND LIVE WITHIN THE LAWS OF GOD QUIETLY,
WITHOUT PUTTING THEMSELVES ON THE FRONT LINES. SUCH A PERSON WHO DOES NOT
HAVE THE GIFTS OF SOME SAINTS, CAN INFLUENCE THEMSELVES AND A SMALLER NUMBER
OF PEOPLE IN QUIET WAYS, AND THAT IS ENOUGH. THERE ARE EXAMPLES OF SAINTS -
NOT MANY - WHO WERE QUIET. THE MOST FAMOUS IS ST. THERESA OF LISEUX, WHO
STAYED WITHIN THE CONVENT AND WROTE A BOOK OF 'THE LITTLE WAY' OF SACRIFICE
AND LOVE, AND THAT INFLUENCED MILLIONS. BUT SHE WAS NOT PERSECUTED. BEING
GOOD IS A TRIAL IN ITSELF, EVEN IF NO ONE ATTACKS YOU EXCEPT THE DEVIL.
Rasa: Define the happiness of a saint.
MOTHERGOD: THE SAINT KNOWS SHE AND GOD ARE ONE.
Rasa: Define God
MOTHERGOD: GOD IS ALL GOOD, ALL LOVE, WISDOM, TRUTH, CHARITY FOR ALL
(WANTING ALL TO BE HAPPY), GOD IS BEAUTY, TRUTH, EVERLASTING LIFE, KINDNESS,
MERCY, BENEVOLENCE, JUSTICE, ALL GOOD THINGS.
WHEN YOU KNOW YOU ARE ONE WITH THESE THINGS, IT IS ITS OWN REWARD, IT MAKES
YOU FEEL GOOD INSIDE.
GOD IS A SPIRIT AND YOU IN THE BODY ARE ITS FORM.
Rasa: Explain the unhappiness that comes by being against the Spirit of
MOTHERGOD: HAVING NO BENEVOLENCE OR CHARITY INSIDE, NO GRACE, BEING EMPTY,
FREQUENTLY THE SPIRIT OF SATAN, EVIL, LIVES IN THESE PEOPLE. REMEMBER, THE
MAJORITY GO TO HELL.
Rasa: Yes, I see it in people, this spirit of Satan, indeed, in even the
most harmless looking people. If you talk to them a long time, it comes
out, and if they are tested by life, the decisions they make portend an evil
spirit, in other words, decisions against charity, benevolence, the love of
others. There is deep evil in this, very deep. I see it all the time on
the internet and elsewhere, just the constant attacks against others, not
only against me although I am a prime target, but they go after anyone
within reach. I have seen it hundreds of times, it is deplorable. On the
spiritual groups, where there is much chatting, there is so much warfare and
hate, it is sick. And they cannot see it at all; they always feel justified
in their ways and evil words.
MOTHERGOD: THEY WILL PAY FOR ALL THEIR EVIL WORDS, OH, HOW THEY WILL PAY.
DO NOT BOTHER ABOUT THEM ANY MORE, JUST KEEP MOVING. YOU STAYED AND
STRUGGLED TO LEARN A LESSON AND TO BREAK THEIR KNEES, BUT THAT BEING DONE,
IGNORE THE REST.
Rasa: Thank you MotherGod and Amen, now onward to chores. I will meditate
with you later. I love you.