Raleigh my dear Son,
This is excellent because you are giving testimony to who I am and what
MotherGod has sent me to earth for, and it is all true. You have seen it in
your dream visions and your channeling of Kali and Kala, and you know in
your heart this Truth. My sheep hear my voice, but those who are not my
sheep do not respond to my voice. My voice in this case is the voice of the
Holy Spirit which has a certain Mission to do, through my life. Those who
are out of step with this Mission cannot understand, and they become
It is vitally important to air out the Mission that God specifically chose
me for, that which I will render God and humankind the most service, and it
is as you stated; to teach and show that women in the adult trade, and all
women, are both sexual and spiritual, that they are not to be degraded or
persecuted by sexuality or nudity, that sex is not dirty nor to be used
against women and that the archetypical woman is both spiritually and
sexually powerful. - She is 'all things to all people'; both men and women
should worship this archetype of Woman as Symbol and messenger of God, in
fact, the very embodiment of God. Patriarchy has taken great pains to take
this image and smite it by the double standard, by denigration of sex and
woman's body, and by encouraging the 'respectable' half of women to
persecute the 'disrespectable' other half. Males in general are taught to
disrespect women and to give credit only to those called 'Madonnas,' which
are the carriers of his seed, thereby making them 'sexless' breeding
vehicles, as if they are designed for celibacy in all things but carrying
their sperm toward Fatherhood. This crazy logic is perhaps at the heart of
all attacks upon Womankind, so that women are wholly under the control of
men by being susceptible to degradation and destruction, rendering them
'outside the grace of God' and unfit for human fellowship when they do not
personify the 'Madonna' image. This sort of thinking gives men thorough
control over women because it breaks all women into two camps, renders those
that are on the lower scale lacking in self esteem and IN THE SERVICES OF
MANKIND. There are physical repercussions to being a Pariah. These people
get LESS FOOD, LESS LOVE, LESS AFFIRMATION, and HIGHER RENTS AND BILLS WHEN
IT IS KNOWN WHO THEY ARE and they are encouraged to hate themselves and be
available for use as objects and slaves. Once you get a person to HATE
THEMSELVES you have all but destroyed them.
What is so convenient as that males have the female allies in the women who
count themselves and pride themselves on being RESPECTABLE and these
so-called 'honest, moral' women then help men persecute the other half, so
it is much easier for men to destroy women this way, in fact, men would not
be able to control women at all did not women cooperate in their own self
destruction as a gender. If all women held hands together and stood up
against men, men would not have a snowball's chance in Hell of defeating
Women like Angelica and so many others who claim respectability are playing
right into the hands of Satan and Patriarchy. Wanting to SAVE THEIR OWN
NECKS for the benefits they receive from Patriarchy - housing, friendship,
networking, nice jobs, affirmation, more food and luxuries, more support in
all ways, they sell out their sisters who do not have such things. Although
I am not in the boat that the poorest of the poor are in and I have many
advantages, nevertheless, as a Pariah due to the trade I was in and still
defend, I am treated with UTTER DISRESPECT AND CONTEMPT by the general
populace, when they know my former professions. Horrible things are said
about me wherever I go in town or on the internet, I have stalkers
everywhere who do what Angelica has done. There are PHYSICAL as well as
EMOTIONAL, MENTAL results of treating people as a Pariah. You are like GAME
or THE HUNTED, and people MAKE SPORT of you and they feel they can hurt,
harm, injure you IN MANY WAYS EVEN PHYSICAL and get away with it because
society, both male and female, have declared you, the Pariah, to be
worthless and of no consequence. I live with this Cross not once in a
while, but every day that I have intercourse with fellow humans.
That being said, I declare the following: Jesus said about His Cross,
'For this I came into the world.'
And when Peter said,
'The Cross is not for you, Lord!' Jesus declared,
'Get behind me, Satan!'
And so, for anyone who thinks I should take the path of 'respectability' I
'Get behind me, Satan.'
(Get behind means one says to the devil I am the leader, you get away from
me with your evil talk.)
Now when Jesus came into the world to teach LOVE which includes HEALING AND
TRANSFORMATION He entered a dark and dreary Judaism who hated people that
were different and had the idea, even for their own,
'an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.'
Jesus taught us that OUR NEIGHBOR IS THE SAMARITAN (WHO THE JEWS HAD UTTER
CONTEMPT FOR) AND YOU SHOULD STOP AND ATTEND TO THE NEEDS OF THAT POOR
SAMARITAN AND SACRIFICE FOR HIM.
Jesus taught UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND FORGIVENESS, new ideas in the world He
faced, and He was HATED AND MISUNDERSTOOD, PERSECUTED AND CALUMNIATED for
representing the TRUTH THAT WAS AHEAD OF HIS TIME, AND FOR BREAKING THE
RULES AND CONVENTIONS OF HIS DAY. Today, of course, everyone knows His
gospel, and many follow it in truth or in fakery, but everyone knows it, it
has caught up to society.
Now in our day, something has also been needed and a great wrong of this
society has the need to be addressed. That is the issue of sexuality and
women, as already stated. Who better to represent such issues except a
woman who has been there, done that, and been persecuted for it? How could
a woman NOT IN MY SKIN represent the PARIAH THAT IS PERSECUTED FOR SEX?
Most of the women called 'respectable' do NOT want to defend and help out
those who are not. Look at the NOW women who have condemned the victims,
the women in the sex trade, as being in the wrong profession. Such women
have NO EMPATHY OR COMPASSION for the
disrespected victims of Patriarchal limits of opportunity and perception.
What I am saying is that God did not choose a woman of respect, a Madonna,
to represent the Whore, to pick up her Cross, but God chose a woman
victimized as Whore to carry it. This is MY CROSS, which I am BEING
CRUCIFIED ON but in seeing the bigger picture, I REJOICE AT MY CROSS THE WAY
JESUS DID AT HIS!
When Jesus came to earth He was FULLY RECOGNIZANT OF HIS MISSION, He knew He
CAME INTO THE WORLD FOR a REASON, and He rejoiced in His Mission, and in
COOPERATING WITH GOD; it was what He wanted and He de facto ASKED GOD TO
SEND HIM TO EARTH FOR THAT.
The persecution I am getting is EXACTLY WHAT HAS TO HAPPEN IN ORDER TO RAISE
THE ISSUES NEEDING REDRESS. As I am personally attacked and called names,
it is brought into question WHETHER OR NOT ANY FEMALE IN MY POSITION
DESERVES SUCH PUNISHMENT and the spiritual answer is NO, but one must be
attacked in order for that issue to be aired.
Now Jesus WAS NO ORDINARY MAN and certainly God did not send Him to earth
without weapons. These weapons are called THE ANOINTING. If Jesus did not
HAVE His anointing, (the Power of God) no good would have come out of His
Death and Resurrection, because millions of people get persecuted and
killed, but you do not have a legacy of Transformation out of these cases.
But with Jesus, IF YOU BELIEVE, you can JOIN UP WITH HIM AND RECEIVE HIS
ANOINTING AS GOD SET IT UP THAT WAY.
Now you all know that I have said I have an Anointing, and they who believe
in it have received its power. (I have all the Gifts of the Holy Spirit,
special infused Gifts from Jesus and Mary, other powers from Saints both
Christian and Eastern) All the True Disciples of Jesus received various
degrees of this Anointing according to their capacity and how the situation
evolved. First, they received the part to follow Him and serve Him in His
earthly ministry. This was not the ultimate nor strongest Anointing - they
could not yet stand on their own spiritual feet and when Jesus went down, in
the flesh, they went down. But persevering, and awaiting the FULL
ANOINTING, THE DESCENT OF THE HOLY GHOST, they all received His power and
His courage, and you could scarcely recognize them apart from Jesus; they
became LIVING CHRISTS. With the FULL ANOINTING they were able to carry on
JUST LIKE JESUS HAD and they could do HEALING, TRANSFORMATION, TRANSMISSION
OF HOLY SPIRIT GIFTS, and Jesus even told them,
'GREATER THINGS YOU CAN DO.'
God was living fully in them after this time, and they were SUPERMEN AND
Now we are just getting started here on the internet and our official Church
and devotee list has just started and many of our greatest experiences are
ahead of us. But I can guarantee you it will come down just like for Jesus,
with disciples and friends coming forward, attack and betrayal, people
getting confused and tempted, denial of Jesus by friends and then remorse,
reconciliation with Jesus, the worst punishment for the Guru and fear from
the disciples except for the valiant like the Mary's and John, and in the
end, Victory for the Mission and Cause. Those who persevere in their faith
and commitment will be rewarded with SPIRITUAL GIFTS and those who punished
and attacked the innocent will be dealt with by God.
The attacks are so severe, so unreasonable and illogical, so demonic, that
even the most intelligent of disciples waver in their thoughts and feelings,
but it gets sorted out with introspection and prayer.
Now just like Jesus and all the Ones sent by God, I am ready, willing, able
and capable to handle my Cross. Like Jesus came to save OTHERS - HE DID NOT
NEED TO BE SAVED, I also am here FOR OTHERS. What do I mean by that? I
mean that I AM ALREADY SAVED BY GOD AND SPIRITUALLY PERFECTED, AND I CAME
BACK TO EARTH TO GATHER UP MEN AND WOMEN WHO NEED MY HELP, TO BE SAVED FROM
PATRIARCHAL DEMONIC DESTRUCTION, AND ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO ARE PERSECUTED
BECAUSE OF BEING 'PARIAHS.' There are a number of things I do, but that is
the specific thing that no one else is doing (think about this) in her own
flesh and blood, that of defending the sexuality of women openly, opening up
her own self to punishment by doing this particular thing. (It is how it
has to happen, Gandhi helped Hindus, Martin Luther King Jr. helped blacks,
Emmeline Pankhurt helped women, and Rasa is to help those called 'whores,
sluts, prostitutes, porn stars' and thereby pushed into being pariahs and
untouchables. I am not 'saving them from sin' but I am saving them from
Satan! I am not trying to reform them or make them repent, but I am bringing
understanding to society to STOP PUNISHING THEM.
(Rasa has to STAND TALL in spite of all the persecution and not FALL DOWN in
grief, despair, depression, anxiety, but she must stay powerful and exert
the power of the Holy Spirit in her life, and this template will give Light
and Strength to all those who avail themselves of it.)
You must believe that I HAVE THE GIFTS TO DO WHAT I AM DOING and I will not
fall, as long as I STAY CLOSE TO GOD and you will not fall in my service AS
LONG AS YOU STAY CLOSE TO GOD. I have watched my enemies take away the weak
and the lukewarm in the two years I have been internet ministering - that
has to happen. Some of them will come back. Be at your watch, for your and
my enemies are coming at us all the time, be strong in your faith and
commitment to all that we represent, and do not deny the leader. Do not be
lukewarm or wishy washy in the defense of Jesus, but be strong in your
defense, and do not say that Caiaphas, the High Priest has a good point or
much to teach us, his teachings are evil. Do not say the Pharisees have
much to teach us either, because Jesus said,
'The prostitutes will go into Heaven before you.'
There are those who SLAP JESUS when He is before the council of the
unrighteous, do not be one of them who seeks favor from those who are
We are in perilous times and we are fighting for our salvation personally
and for the Planet communally, and we have much work to be done. We have to
gird our loins, and be ready for flight, so to speak, and put the Blood of
Jesus over or lintels. Toward the end I declare to my friends and devotees
again, that I have the Anointing and I invite you to receive of it. Humble
yourselves, it is a gift of God and humbling yourself in way will not
diminish you. You will not become small and weak; you will get bigger and
taller if you avail yourself of this Anointing. For those who are not sure,
please read the dreams and visions which the devotees have had, on my site,
and many more have come in that will be in books:
I would also like to add with all my heart that big women should not be
persecuted, and that is another plot of Patriarchy. First, they make us fat
by processed foods, by forcing it on us through advertising (you have to be
a great saint to resist) and they fill these foods with secret additives
that make us addicted to fattening foods.Women of weight should not be
shunned, disrespected or laughed at; why are we always following the ideal
of male standards and not our own? I am happy in my own skin, and if he
doesn't like it, that is his problem.
The other issue that Raleigh brings up is the poor women on the streets. Why
not invite these women to lunch or dinner? Drive by, men and women,
couples, stop and offer them not need of quick and cheap sex, but a meal at
a good restaurant and some pleasant and affirming conversation. Tell them
you love them. Give them a donation also because you have taken away some
of their time at work, a great gift for Christmas.
Guru Rasa Von Werder
Our New Book:
Dear Amazon Storm,
You know I love you dearly, Amazon Storm., but
you have twisted and misinterpreted my
words on Angelica's public forum. There is so much
unnecessary bickering between Angelica and Guru Rasa, that I think
it is unwise to post this on Angelica's group, as it will add more flames to
fire. Instead, I wish to post this on Guru Rasa's group to lend Guru Rasa
The support she needs and to validate the justness of her cause.
AMAZON STORM STATED ON ANGELICA"S FORUM:
"Raleigh, it clearly appears that
Mother Rasa does not repent of her
past actions???? Two wrongs do not
make a right! We shall continue to
follow Angelica's path. Good bye to
Mother Rasa. Hello Angelica!"
As I stated last night, for me to deny that
Guru Rasa is an Avatar is like Peter denying
Christ for fear of the Romans.
I must give up fear; fear of losing your heart,
fear of losing Angelica's respect, but I am not
saying Good Bye to Guru Rasa. Maybe you are,
but I hope you stay with Guru Rasa and myself,
fighting for Matriarchy on WTAG. I feel there is much
to learn from Angelica, but Angelica distracts
the mission with the bickering with Guru Rasa.
I will post this on WTAG, because
it is what Kali has instructed me to do.
There is no need to drag Angelica into more
conflict with Guru Rasa, as Kali's mission
is love. There are some things Angelica will
never understand. Angelica also knows things,
I may never understand, but I will open my mind and try.
Angelica has brought me so much great knowledge,
but Angelica's mind is closed to the plight of the
poor street Womyn. In my opinion. Angelica has not
seen the starving homeless young Womyn who feel
they must sell their bodies to survive. This jumping on Guru Rasa, because
her past as a "porno star" (BTW: I disagree with that label) gets everyone
off the track of what really matters; the lives of our future children, and
for Guru Rasa , she focuses on the Grrls. I see Boys in need, too, in need
of guidance and role models. I think Matriarchy will help boys/men also.
I know Angelica will see this post and I hope she is not upset with me,
but I must support those who fight for the poor!
Back to Guru Rasa's past as Kellie Everts? It is easy to say we will be
upright and moral and refuse to sell our souls for the dollar bill! But who
it! We have discussed this topic endlessly on WTAG. Remember Numa, the
Womyn who brought up the discussion months ago, on how we all sell our
souls for the dollar in today's USA. We can sit smugly at our internet
stations, and judge, but somewhere on the street right now, there are Womyn
who suffer from lack of food, lack of shelter, lack of hygiene, lack of
EVERYBODY is too busy to help. Everybody has to go home
and watch the next episode of CSI, work overtime to pay for
their cable TV bill, their heat bill, and they have no idea of
the ordeals of those stuck on the streets. They assume the
street people are lazy, shiftless, and stupid. Ask the people who
work in the shelters and missions, and you will get a different story.
Guru Rasa is an Avatar, who has come like Christ, to free the poor Womyn,
the persecuted Womyn, and she has sympathy and empathy for all.
Like previous Avatars, such as Gandhi, Christ, Dr. King,
Mary, Shakamuni Buddha, the Dalai Lama, Mother Theresa, etc..
she has come to free the poor, the downtrodden, the persecuted, while you
sit all smug and judge her! In essence, freeing the meek, the poor, the
persecuted, will free everyone. Perhaps , this is why I can appreciate
Guru Rasa's work, while patriarchal people try to ridicule and criticize
I have dedicated my life to be a promoter of justice. Guru Rasa has inspired
me. Rasa annoints, advocates, represents, and validates, She reminds us
of Truth, Beauty, and the Path of the Goddess and does not degrade sex as
something dirty. Men will not be free, until Womyn are free, it is in men's
interest to support and submit to Guru Rasa and/or any strong Matriarch
(Beata, Angelica, etc) who can bring about change.
You stood over me while I posted on T.V. and edited my text to death,
so you could "kiss up" to Angelica. Why?! Angelica lives in a country
that does not know poverty. I figured that is why she does not understand.
I respect and honor Angelica as much as everyone else does, but
she is not ALWAYS right! I work side be side with the homeless, 6 days a
every week of the year!
Now let me write what I really need to say. Guru Rasa is a Goddess.
It seems as if she understands the plight of the poor Womyn who have few
resources. There are more of them than you think.
I did not want to say this, but I feel I must. I must speak out that this
it's back on the poor, the ones who they feel are not Hollywood Star
beautiful, the heavy set ones, the Big Beautiful Women whom they choose to
stigmatize with the negative term "obese", the ones who do not fit into
their nice little boxes, etc,, ad nauseum.
Submission to Guru Rasa's path is a gift to me from Kali.
Guru Rasa is a pariah, but a profound expression of the REAL TRUTH!
She is an Avatar. I REITERATE I will not deny my Guru.
Kali has insisted that I post this. Now I hope you and
Angelica are not ticked off at me, but someone must speak
up for the Womyn out there that have no internet access and are
on a street corner huddling in the cold right now, wondering where there
next meal will come or will tonight be the last night of their lives.
This is the REALITY I know and where I work!
With Love and respectful difference of opinion