I have gotten some insights myself, and it is this, it just came to me. For
the most part, we are not trying to be POPULAR in the way that EARTH PEOPLE,
people of the world, are trying to get popular. If we did all we would have
to do is fit in and be like everyone else, imitate the mainstream, when in
Rome do as the Romans, and we would fit in like everyone else, be like them,
and work for Mammon, money, and maybe get by.
But we WOULD ACCOMPLISH NOTHING by this.
We are FRONT RUNNERS, MISSIONARIES OF A NEW GOD. Like the great disciples
of Jesus, we are disciples of MotherGod and we must expect LACK OF
UNDERSTANDING, PERSECUTION, BEING IGNORED & CRITICIZED.
When an Avatar comes to earth TO CHANGE WHAT IS by necessity She is AHEAD OF
HER TIME and because She has come to help CHANGE WHAT IS, obviously, WHAT IS
does not recognize Her because it is what must be changed and She is ahead
of Her time, but in time, the rest of the world catches up to Her.
This MotherGod we preach is not here in popularity yet, but we are of Her,
and She has sent us ahead of time, to prepare the way for Her. We can by no
means expect to be popular right away, it will take the rest of our lives,
with some results, but not from the mainstream and only from a small band of
believers. In many years, say fifty to one hundred, the world will catch up
and we helped it to get there.
If we do not do our work, the world will not be enabled to get there.
We must work close to MotherGod, holding Her strongly in our hearts and
minds, cling to Her, Her Breast and Her Infinite Mind and Power, and not
worry so much about the lack of love and understanding from the world, just
keep working FOR HER. She will reward us in all ways, both temporal and
infinite, and we must only look to Her and not worry regarding the rest.
If we produced books ONLY FOR SELLING we would be just like everyone else
and that is not who we are, we are special. We produce books of THE FUTURE
VISION, THE VISION OF HER, HER POWER, HER LOVE, HER PREROGATIVES. Let the
rest of the world imitate and keep repeating each other's successes, all
based on fads and styles, but we do not imitate, we follow our Highest Muse,
which is Mother Inside. No point in grieving over lack of appreciation and
love from the world.
What we must hold firm on is THE VISION OF HER, THE UNDERSTANDING OF HER,
THIS IS WHAT WE MUST HONE EVERY DAY THROUGH PRAYER, AND THIS VISION IS WHERE
WE GET OUR ENERGY AND LIGHT AND SATISFACTION, IT IS MOTHER'S MILK.