Thursday 26 February 2009

Meaning of 'The Sodlow War'

MotherGod has explained to me that in my ads for the books, I am not trying
to sell physical books, but IDEAS, MESSAGES, TRUTH. She said to me not to go
to the bottom line of sensationalism, the images, the 'hard sell' type of
ad, but thoughtfully and carefully review the messages in my books, and bit
by bit, send this out with my ads. She reminds me that only a tiny fraction
of the thousands of people who read the ads will buy the book -one out of
many thousands - but they can read the ad and get meaning out of it, as the
ad is a piece of the book. My aim is not to sell physical books for the
purpose of making money - that is the way of the world - my aim is to
represent MotherGod, to save the planet, to fight against evil and render it
harmless, to help animals, children, men and women, the helpless, those who
are disempowered. I bring Light to humanity, I am a vehicle, a friend of
MotherGod representing Her, and each of these ads is a part of, a piece of
Her image and my own. I need to represent these books in Spirit and Truth,
lingering thoughtfully on their meanings, not grabbing the more hardcore
part of them, the violence, the nude images and the ferocity of anything,
but the inner meaning, which brings Light and Healing. She has straightened
me out and now I continue to ask Her.



Rasa: OK Mother Dearest, I now ask you so you can enlighten me, what is the
meaning of the Sodlow flame war in the beginning of 'It's Not Over Till the
Fat Lady Sings?'



MOTHERGOD: THE MEANING IS THIS: YOU WERE SURROUNDED BY MISCREANTS, IGNOBLE
PEOPLE ON A GROUP WHICH PRIDED ITSELF ON DESTROYING THE MORALE OF CERTAIN
PEOPLE, MOSTLY GURUS, WHOM THEY WANTED TO TAKE DOWN. THEY ARE ICONOCLASTS,
AND THEY SUCCEEDED IN DE-NOBLING MOST OF THEIR VICTIMS BECAUSE MOST OF THEM
DID NOT FIGHT BACK, AND THE ONES WHO DID FIGHT BACK DID NOT SUCCEED. YOU
TOOK IT UPON YOURSELF NOT ONLY TO FIGHT BACK, BUT TO DO SO WITH ALL YOUR
MIND, HEART AND STRENGTH, AND YOU EMPLOYED YOUR FAITH AND ALL THE ARMAMENT
OF GOD FOR YOUR DEFENSE, TRUSTING FULLY AND WITH NO RESERVATION.

YOU HAD NO IDEA WHAT THE OUTCOME WOULD BE, IT WAS ALL INVISIBLE AND
IMPOSSIBLE TO PREDICT, AND SO, IT WAS INTERESTING HOW A PERSON NOT ON A
LEVEL PLAYING FIELD, BUT WITH A BUNCH OF GUERILLAS HIDING BEHIND TREES AND
IN BUSHES WERE STRIKING AT A WOMAN STANDING IN THE OPEN, A 'JUICY TARGET'
THEY CALLED IT, COULD WITHSTAND THESE MEN AND WOMEN. YOU WERE LIKE A TURKEY
IN THE MIDDLE OF A FIELD, WHILE THEY HID IN THE FOREST, WITH GUNS. AND YET,
THEY COULD NOT DESTROY YOU - THAT IS THE MESSAGE. WHAT A GREAT MESSAGE, IF
ANYONE WOULD READ IT. IF PEOPLE WOULD READ THE ARTICLES THAT EXPLAIN THE
SODLOW WAR, THEY WOULD LEARN MUCH, JUST AS THEY LEARN FROM THE BIBLE AND
HOLY SCRIPTURES OF HOW SAINTS FOUGHT AGAINST INJUSTICE. THE OLD TESTAMENT IS
A STRING OF CONFLICTS AND BATTLES OF A DISADVANTAGED FEW FIGHTING AGAINST
THE ONES WHO SEEMED TO HAVE THE POWER. LOOK AT THE PSALMS OF KING DAVID
CALLING OUT TO GOD FOR TRIUMPH AGAINST HIS ENEMIES, LOOK AT DAVID AND
GOLIATH, LOOK AT GIDEON AND HIS 500, LOOK AT THE PROPHET AND THE PRIESTS OF
BAAL, WHO TOOK DOWN 400 FALSE PROPHETS BY THE POWER OF GOD. CONFLICT OF THE
RIGHTEOUS AGAINST THE UNRIGHTEOUS IS A NEVER ENDING THEME IN THIS WORLD
WHICH IS ONE OF 'MIGHT MAKES RIGHT' AND ONE OF BULLIES AND ANGRY, TROUBLED
SOULS STRIKING OUT AGAINST INNOCENT VICTIMS. CONSIDER ALL THE WOMEN, ON
ANOTHER NOTE, WHO ARE WRONGFULLY HARMED BY MEN BECAUSE OF SEXISM. MEN THINK
IT IS ALRIGHT TO HURT WOMEN AND GET AWAY WITH IT, BECAUSE THEY ARE THE
'SECOND SEX' AND MALES HAVE BEEN THE FIRST FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS. SO RIGHT
OFF THE BAT, THEY HAD AN EARLY CONFIDENCE FOR DEFEAT OF YOU. ADD TO THAT
YOUR PAST IN THE ADULT TRADE, WHICH WAS NOT KNOWN BY EVERYONE AT THE TIME,
AND YOU WERE TRYING TO ESTABLISH YOURSELF AS A SPIRITUAL GURU. WHEN THEY
LEARNED OF THIS JUICY TIDBIT, THEY JUMPED FOR JOY, THAT THEY COULD DEFAME
YOU AND RENDER YOU THE LAUGHING STOCK OF THE INTERNET. YOU COULD HAVE JUST
LEFT THEIR GROUP IMMEDIATELY, GONE BACK INTO YOUR PRIVACY AND FORT OF YOUR
SITE AND YOUR GROUPS AND JUST REMAINED WITH YOUR FRIENDS, AND THE CONFLICT
WOULD HAVE DIED DOWN, BUT YOU CONTINUED TO RESIST TO THE DEATH, SO TO SPEAK,
OR TO THE END, TRUSTING IN GOD FOR THE OUTCOME. THIS RESISTANCE WAS
EXTREMELY UNUSUAL AND CERTAINLY A FIRST FOR A FEMALE - NONE OF THEM HAD SEEN
ANYTHING LIKE IT. BUT IN SPITE OF YOUR RESISTANCE AND YOUR BOLDNESS AGAINST
THEM, THEY KEPT ON, HEAPING ON YOU MORE AND MORE INSULTS, GETTING MORE
PEOPLE TO JOIN AND HAHAHA, ALL LAUGHING AND RIDICULING, ACCUSING AND
BELITTLING YOU AS A MOB. NOT A ONE OF THEM CONSIDERED THAT YOU COULD
ACTUALLY BE A REAL MESSENGER OF GOD, A TRUE GURU OR AVATAR OR ONE WITH GOD,
THE ASSUMPTIONS WERE ALL AGAINST YOU, IT WAS LIKE THEY WERE SAYING,

'NOT ONLY IS SHE NOT A GURU, BUT SHE IS A WOMAN (WHICH IS AUTOMATICALLY
LOWER THAN US AND WEAKER) AND A WOMAN FROM THE ADULT TRADE, WHICH MAKES HER
A LOWLIFE, A SLEAZY WHORE, AND WE HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO ATTACK AND DESTROY HER
REPUTATION. SHE IS CRAZY BECAUSE SHE SAYS SHE HAS MYSTICAL VISIONS AND GOD
APPEARS TO HER IN LOVING, ECSTATIC VISIONS.'

YOU KNEW VERY WELL THAT TO FIGHT BACK WOULD ESCALATE THE WAR, AND BRING MORE
UNRIGHTEOUSNESS AGAINST YOU, BUT YOUR JOY WAS IN THE STRENGTH OF THE LORD,
KNOWING THE OUTCOME WOULD BE GOD'S, AND YOU DECIDED 'TO HELL' WITH YOUR
REPUTATION, YOUR PRIVACY AND YOUR RESPECTABILITY, LET IT ALL HANG OUT AND
LOOSEN IT ALL UP, IT WAS A NO HOLDS BARRED, ALL OUT TYPE OF WAR WITH NO
CONCESSIONS WHATSOEVER, NO CEASEFIRES, NO SURRENDER OFFERS, NO NOTHING, JUST
HATE AGAINST YOU AND GOD, IT WAS HUMAN POWER (WITH DEMONIC FORCE IN THEM)
AGAINST GOD POWER.

WHAT WAS INTERESTING IS YOU HAD A TINY MINORITY OF PEOPLE ON YOUR SIDE, BUT
THEY WERE SO GOOD, SO GREAT, LIKE LITTLE DAVIDS AGAINST A MOB, AND THEY ALSO
CAME THROUGH FOR YOU, BECAUSE THESE PEOPLE, JP, MERCURIUS, GENE POOLE, WERE
ALWAYS ON THE SIDE OF GOD AND THERE ARE SO FEW PEOPLE ON EARTH ACTUALLY TRUY
ON THE SIDE OF GOD, MOST GO FOR HUMAN RESPECTABILITY.

AND SO BASICALLY YOU HAVE THE STORY CALLED

'SLAUGHTER OF THE PROPHETS OF BAAL LIKE THIS:

'AND ELIJAH SAID UNTO THEM, TAKE THE PROPHETS OF BAAL; LET NOT ONE OF THEM
ESCAPE. AND THEY TOOK THEM: AND ELIJAH BROUGHT THEM DOWN TO THE BROOK
KISHON, AND SLEW THEM...(1 KINGS 18:40)



Rasa: Mother, what was the outcome of all this, though? Naturally, there
was no physical violence whatsoever, only words. How would you equate these
with slaughter, and what did I actually win, and what happened to them?



MOTHERGOD: YOU WON A MAJOR VICTORY OVER YOURSELF AND THEM. FOR YOURSELF,
NO LONGER CARING WHAT PEOPLE SAID OR THOUGHT ABOUT YOU. PRIOR TO THAT, YOU
WANTED TO BUILD A NEW IMAGE AND LIFE AS RASA VON WERDER, GURU. AFTER THAT
YOU SAID,

'TO HELL WITH IT. I WILL FALL OR STAND ON MY OWN, WITHOUT HUMAN
RESPECTABILITY. IF THE POWER OF GOD IS HERE, I WILL STAND, AND IF IT IS
NOT, I WILL FALL, COME WHAT MAY, I WILL PROVE MYSELF. IF I AM NOT A GURU,
BUT A WEAKLING WITH NO POWER, I WILL FALL. BUT IF I AM A GURU, THEN I WILL
DEFEAT THEM. LET THE BATTLE PROCEED, I AM WILLING TO HANDLE THE OUTCOME.'

HOW DID YOU SLAUGHTER THEM YOU ARE ASKING? HOW DID WORDS FINISH THEM OFF OR
CHANGE THEM? WORDS ARE DEEDS, THEY ARE ACTIONS. JUST AS THEIR WORDS WERE
MEANT TO DESTROY, TO KILL, TO MAIN - YES - THEY DID NOT TOUCH YOU
PHYSICALLY. BUT THINK OF JIMMY SWAGGART. NOW JIMMY HAD A BIG REPUTATION,
AND HAD MULTI MILLIONS COMING IN WEEKLY, AND EVERYONE LOVED AND RESPECTED
HIM, BUT THE DAY IT WAS TOLD THAT HE FREQUENTED A PROSTITUTE HE LOST ALMOST
EVERYTHING, AND TODAY, HE HAS A MINOR LITTLE SHOW WHERE HE LOOKS AND SOUNDS
LIKE A LOSER, HE LOST EVERYTHING BECAUSE OF NO PHYSICAL ACTION, BUT WORDS
DESTROYING HIS REPUTATION. EVERYONE TO THIS DAY, WHEN HE IS REMEMBERED,
LAUGHS AT HIM. THIS IS WHAT THEY WANTED TO DO TO YOU, BUT IT DID NOT
HAPPEN. WHY DID IT NOT HAPPEN? BECAUSE IN HOLDING AGAINST THEM YOU SHOWED
LACK OF FEAR AND YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN A HYPOCRITE OR A PRETENDER, NEVER IN
YOUR LIFE. YOU ALWAYS WERE ON THE SIDE OF TRUTH. LOOK AT STRIPPING FOR
GOD, HOW YOU PREACHED WHILE BEING A DANCER, AN UNHEARD OF IDEA, BUT IN THIS
IDEA, YOU PROVED THAT A WOMAN IN THE SEX TRADE COULD NOT ONLY BE OF FAITH,
BUT BE IN THE POWER OF GOD, FOR IT TOOK GREAT POWER TO BE WHO YOU WERE, TO
DO WHAT YOU DID. WHAT WOMAN COULD FILL YOUR SHOES OR WALK YOUR PATH? NONE
OF THEM COULD, AND NONE WILL BUT FOR MANY YEARS, IF EVER. IT TOOK
SUPERHUMAN COURAGE AND FAITH TO BE THE STRIPPER FOR GOD, SO THEY WERE
ATTACKING A WOMAN OF SUPERHUMAN COURAGE AND FAITH, AND SHE PROVED HERSELF.
AGAIN AND AGAIN THEY ASSAULTED YOU DAILY, AND DAY BY DAY YOU FOUGHT WITH
FAITH, AND YOU LEFT NO STONE UNTURNED IN PROVING YOUR POINT, THAT WOMEN IN
THE SEX TRADE ARE NOT THE WICKED OR EVIL ONES, THAT IT IS PATRIARCHY THAT
DOES THIS TO WOMEN, BUT MORE THAN THAT, SINCE THEY DID NOT LISTEN TO ANY OF
YOUR ARGUMENTS AND LOGIC, THINKING YOU DID NOT DESERVE A HEARING, AND YOU
JUST HAD TOBE HUNG FROM THE NEAREST TREE, YOU THEN WENT ON COUNTER ATTACK
AND MADE THEM AFRAID FOR THEIR OWN REPUTATIONS AND SAFETY - WHAT THEY DID TO
YOU, YOU THREATENED TO DO TO THEM, WHICH WAS REALLY GREAT STRATEGY. BY
FIGHTING AND PUTTING OUT THE WORD THAT YOU WERE LOOKING FOR INFORMATION ON
THEM, THEY GOT SCARED, BECAUSE AL OF THEM HAD SOMETHING OR OTHER TO HIDE -
IT IS THE NATURE OF THE HUMAN RACE THAT THEY ALL HAVE SOMETHING TO HIDE, FOR
WHO IS WITHOUT SIN? AS YOU HELD ON WITH THE MONTHS GOING BY, SUDDENLY, LIKE
A BOLT OUT OF THE BLUE, INFORMATION CAME IN ABOUT THEM, MOSTLY JODSON, AND
YOU PROMULGATED IT, AND SODLOW WAS NEXT.



Rasa: It seems to be that Jodson was the one who was disposed of and lost
his standing in the community he was in, although few of the others lost
much.



MOTHERGOD: THEY WERE ALL CHANGED AND MADE MORE SOBER, THEY WILLNEVER AGAIN
DUMP ON SOMEONE LIKE YOU, ALTHOUGH THEY MIGHT TRY ON A SMALLER SCALE, BUT
CERTAINLY THEY WILL NEVER GO AFTER YOU AGAIN, THAT IS A PROVEN FACT. NOW
JODSON LOST HIS PLACE IN THE COMMUNITY BECAUSE HE WAS THE RINGLEADER, THE
MAN WHO PRIDED HIMSELF ON HIS VENOMOUS SPIRIT, AND HE PAID FOR IT, HE IS THE
SYMBOL OF THE WHOLE SHOW, AND SYMBOLICALLY AND REALISTICALLLY, HE WENT DOWN.
HE SUFFERED THE FATE OF WHAT HE HAD DONE OR TRIED TO DO TO SO MANY GURUS,
MANY OF WHOM WERE CLEAN AND WITHOUT SIN, BUT HE WANTED TO HARM AND HURT THEM
SO BADLY BY THEIR REPUTATION, AND SO, WHAT HE WANTED TO DO TO THEM CAME UPON
HIM.



Rasa: Mother, now you have given us an overview and meaning of this war.
How will it help those who read this? I don't think it is so much an ad for
the book, but a piece of it. Will people benefit?



MOTHERGOD: IF THERE IS ANY BENEFIT IN THE WAR BETWEEN GOOD AND EVIL, WITH
GOOD WINNING, AND THE PRINCIPLES OF TRUTH AND RIGHTEOUSNESS, IF THERE IS ANY
GOOD IN THIS, AND THERE IS, THEN PEOPLE WILL BENEFIT. THE WICKED WHO WANT
TO DO NOTHING BUT HARM WILL BE CHASTENED, AND THE GOOD WILL TAKE HEART. NOT
THE LEAST OF THIS YOU CAN POINT THEM OUT TO THE ARTICLES OF WHAT HAPPENS
WHEN GOD GOES TO WAR, AND HOW GOD SENDS OUT SHAKTI POWER, AND THE SAME
SHAKTI TAKES DOWN THE WICKED AND ILLUMINATES THE GOOD, THE SAME GOD, BY THE
SAME POWER AND ENERGY, CAN KILL AND DESTROY, OR BRING TO LIFE - WHATEVER
SHOULD HAPPEN, DOES HAPPEN. THESE ARE GEAT STORIES OF THE POWER OF GOD, THE
ENERGY OF GOD, THE HOLY SPIRIT POWER. PEOPLE DO NOT KNOW ABOUT THIS, AND
YOU NOT ONLY SPEAK OF IT, YOU PROVE IT. KEEP YOUR MIND ON TH3SE TRUTHS, AND
DO NOT LET YOURSELF SINK FOR ONE MINUTE TO THE LEVEL OF THE ORDINARY MORTALS
OF LIFE, THEY ARE DEEP IN DELUSION, SIN AND MAYA, AND THEY ARE LOOKING AT
THINGS PIECEMEAN. LIKE NOT SEEING THE FOREST FOR THE TREES, NOT SEEING
BEYOND THE VEIL OR ON THE OTHER SIDE, AND SEEING ONLY THIS WORLD AND THE
TRUTH OF THEIR MATERIAL REALITY. DO NOT BE LIKE THEM, MY DAUGHTER, BUT COME
TOME THAT ONE HOUR A DAY AND YOU WILL NEVER BE LOST.



Rasa: Thank you MotherGod, how can I ever lose when I am with You? You
have given me all power, all love, all energy, all Truth, and no one could
ever lose with You on their side, nor could anyone ever be unhappy knowing
You love them. Thank you so much, and Amen.



The book with the 'Sodlow' war within in plus many other things, and the new
Yoga book as well:



http://www.lulu.com/browse/search.php?search_forum=-1&search_cat=-1&show_results\
=topics&return_chars=200&search_keywords=&keys=&fSearch=RASA+VON+WERDER&fSearchF\
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