FROM THE BEGINNING OF THE UNITIVE STATE (Unitive State means state of
Sainthood or where Oneness begins)
Jan. 11, 1978:
Betrothal to Our Lord Jesus Christ. Rings of Faith, Hope and Charity
are given to Rasa by Jesus himself. (Infused Theological Virtues).
On this night, it was stupendous. It happened in a hotel in Chicago.
Rasa had a dream and knew that this dream portended great heartbreak
and pain from a man she was enamored of. She looked at Jesus photo on
her wall and said to him,
'Promise me that I will not die without paying for my sins.'
The room filled with blue light and everything became supernatural.
Rasa heard Our Lord say,
'I PROMISE YOU THAT YOU WILL DIE IN MY ARMS.'
Rasa cried tears of joy and pain. She then said to Our Lord,
'As proof of this, will you give me a ring?'
She held out her left hand and suddenly from Heaven came a Blue Light
in a stream, striking the pinky of her hand. Rasa said,
'That's not the right finger!'
Then a second light descended from Heaven (these lights exploded like
fireworks when they hit her hand) and struck her index finger,
exploding there. Rasa said,
'That is also not the right finger!'
Suddenly the third light came from Heaven and struck the finger next
to the pinky - the one signifiying betrothal or marriage (union) and
exploded. Rasa cried again with joy and relief. Our Lord had
betrothed her and sealed his promise.
Then she heard Our Lord say,
'I WILL GIVE YOU THREE PROMISES AS GIFTS OF OUR UNION....WHAT WOULD
Rasa said she only wanted Our Lord, nothing else. He told her to ask
for something to do with her life on earth. Rasa asked for three
things. One will be disclosed here,
'I want to have spiritual relationships with men.'
(This request would be ratified before long in the amazing ministry to
Purgatory that Rasa would be given, and also in the celibacy she would
receive which would render spiritual relationships more probable.)
As Rasa slept this magic night, she felt Bliss all around her, and
that she was a fish swimming in the Infinite Ocean of Bliss. Every
time she woke up she went under the covers in the pitch black to see
if she could see the rings, and throughout the night, she could see
the three rings glowing.
May 27, 1978: Vow of celibacy.
Five days prior to this, Rasa was on her knees to Our Holy Mother,
praying the rosary. She made a special request,
'I want you, Holy Mother, to be not only the Mother of my soul, but of
The room filled with blue light and became supernatural. Our Holy
Mother spoke to Rasa, saying,
'I WANT YOU TO STOP HAVING SEX WITH MEN.'
Rasa dwelt upon this and five days later made her pledge to Our Holy
Mother. Our Dear Lady gave her the grace to keep this vow. In 1990
God spoke to Rasa and said she could be released from her vow, as it
had done its work. She was not interested in sex any more. Rasa
declined to end the vow. God has shown her in many dreams and visions
that this vow was a great instrument in her subsequent success not
only in the spiritual realm, but in the earthly sense as well. It
kept her from much harm and brought her good of all kinds. Sexual
desire/activity would have deterred and obscured the perfect focus
that she has.
Feb. 9, 1982:
Great dream of Our Lord as 'Julius Caesar' (a man in armour on a white
horse) or 'Commander in Chief.'
In this dream there is a great silence, like awe, and then He appears
on the horse. He dismounts, where we lounge together, I laying on top
of him. He tells me that
'YOU ARE ME, AND I AM YOU.'
I have become 'God's General,' or a soul God can trust to lead an
army! Jesus as Commanding General and I are One! That means I am
ready for spiritual leadership!
April 16, 1981 (Holy Thursday): Gift of 'Cleansing of Images' as
described by Ven. Mary of Agreda. In this miracle of vision I am
lifted above images, memories and experiences for four days and nights
and enjoy profound peace. It is a gift because of Mary of Agreda, as
I have just finished her four-volume book, 'Mystical City of God.'
(My favorite book of all time.) This is also a prelude to the
experience of seeing God face to face, coming forth in ten months.
Oct. 5, 1982: Gifts of Poverty, Chastity and Obedience from Our
Blessed Mother (Infused Virtues.)
Rasa is standing in the middle of the living room, wherein are
portraits of the Sacred Heart of Jesus on one side, and on the other,
The Immaculate Heart of Mary. Rasa is facing Jesus and praying the
holy rosary. She hears the voice of Our Holy Mother beckoning her to
turn around. As she does, the room fills with blue light and turns
'DO YOU LIKE THE RINGS MY SON GAVE YOU?' Holy Mary asks.
'Yes, what more could anyone ask for? Rasa answers.
Quickly Holy Mary says,
'I HAVE MY GIFTS TO GIVE YOU TOO.'
'What are they, Mother?'
'THEY ARE POVERTY, CHASTITY AND OBEDIENCE.'
Rasa asks Mary to explain poverty and obedience. Holy Mary says,
'TO BE ATTACHED ONLY TO GOD,' and
'TO OBEY ALL THAT YOU KNOW OF MY SON AND MYSELF.'
As Holy Mary and Rasa communicate, Rasa sees three grey bands, (like
ropes monks or nuns would wear) made of light, surrounding her waist.
They are extending upward into Heaven, where they are (she believes)
anchored or held by God through Holy Mary.
Rasa knows her time is short - the vision will fade. She quickly
spills out to Mary her many hopes for the future, toward building a
'Mary Magdalene Monastery' and many other projects. Mary listens
patiently and says one more thing,
'I WILL COME FOR YOU WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED WITH YOUR WORK.'
The vision fades. Rasa has now been assured of eternal life and
predestination by both Our Lord and Holy Mary! They will be present
when she dies!
Rasa also realizes that Holy Mary appeared to answer her prayer. She
had heard from a stigmatized monk named Brother Gino that Mary
appeared to him and cried. He asked her why She was crying and She said,
'BECAUSE I HAVE GRACES TO GIVE WHICH NO ONE ASKS FOR!'
Brother Gino does not explain what these graces are, but Rasa begins
to pray for them daily, for about three weeks or so. Now she knows
what those graces are! (No wonder no one prays for them!....most
people do not want Mary's precious graces! But oh, my dear God, how
valuable they are! People want the trash and they throw out the Gold!)
Rasa begins ministry to souls in Purgatory, beginning with Errol Flynn