Important Experience Concerning Someone I Love from Afar - Metaphysical/
Spiritual Union Occurred
RASA SEX/LOVE REPORT 9 28 08
(1) I become ONE with a Sensuous Nubian God (2) I join a new dating
service (3) Michael has a Big Dream, he starts a Blog I've been wishing
for! To archive our Precious Newsletters SO SEARCH ENGINES CAN READ OUR
STUFF!
OK as all of you know I am looking for Yummy males, most of whom are dark,
and I am a fussy bitch so I look through hundreds of images before I find
one.
My collection is the most beautiful and sensuous males I can find, they are
all 10's and 12's even, they are over the top. I try to get to know them,
but it ain't easy, as guys like that must be in great demand.
I pride myself for the fact that some of them answer, we exchange steamy
fantasies, I did snag two recently and am making plans with several others.
I don't get all that I want immediately - hey win a few lose a few, easy
cum, easy go, easy cum. For every one I lose, more show up, it never ends.
I console myself with the memory that when I was in my 20's I had perhaps
EVEN MORE hardships, rejections and broken heart than I do now, I knew
little in those days, my taste was not as good, I could not control the guys
like I do now, and often chose the wrong ones entirely, did not know how to
deal with relationships like I do now. My track record is I am probably
batting 1,000 in spite of my age, am doing very well indeed for an "old fox"
who is "naughty but nice."
Recently I came upon one that is so magnificent that he erased the other
ones from my mind, you know, like a bright light that eclipses all the other
lights? I am sure he "don't know what he's got" because how could he look at
himself objectively? I am the one who is seeing him as compared with say a
thousand other guys who are good looking - but right now, he has beat them
all, even though the others are formidable. My collection you could say is
the International Olympics of the "Masculine Babes." They are all absolute
tops in the world, but like only one gets the Three Gold Medals.
I do tend to "get into" my work and projects, and on the night of Sept. 25,
as I lay in my bed, I was composing the tome to my macho hunk, and thinking
what I could write to get him my way. I had tried three angles with mixed
success, the best one got a mental response, I heard him say,
"FUCK YOU"
It's a start.
In this mind walk I asked Da Man a host of questions. It went like this:
"What do I have to do to get through the Iron Doors between us?"
(1) Is there an Iron Door of fear like who is this stranger?
(2) Is there an Iron Door that you are in a relationship
already?
(3) Is there an Iron Door that says "I am a Gigolo, you have to
pay me"?
(4) Is there an Iron Door that says, "You are white, I don't like white
women?"
(5) Is there an Iron Door of distance, that says "you are too far away to
contact"?
I envisioned myself pushing aside the Iron Doors between us, seeing them
thick and huge, but I face the problems. I went over this again and again,
including the Gigolo part, trying to figure what I would have to pay him,
having the fear he'll demand a Ferrari.
Desperate women do desperate things. I quickly evaluated economics, what
price for a "night of sin", what I could humiliate myself to do for what I
wanted, and could I actually enjoy a sensual act I had to pay for - in case
I could, what would be the rate for a Living Doll in these days of
inflation? Like a half week or full week salary? (haha babe, the dollar has
lost 40% of its value since 2001 or something like that so as the cock
rises, cost rises). All this went through my mind again and again.
I went to sleep for a couple hours. Then I awoke, and I heard a nebulous
voice, in my head, not audibly. This voice called out to me,
"MAMMA"
It was like the voice was suspended in space, but within this earth, sort of
surrounded by white blankets specked with green spots, and I had to answer
it, and I did answer it, not even knowing who was calling me,
"YES? WHAT IS IT?"
As soon as I answered I "made contact" in the following way, and it was
fascinating and mysterious.
The voice, which I saw suspended above the earth, surrounded by thick
blankets, kind of like clouds, specked with green, turned into an area
surrounded by black, with nothingness around it, the Presence of the person
calling me "Mamma" was inside the Center of this Blackness, a Secret place,
a Sanctum Sanctorum, I suspect, the Epicenter of this human Being reaching
out to me.
As I perceived this New Reality or Vision of this Person, he spoke to me
like this:
"I AM IN YOU, YOU ARE IN ME, WE ARE ONE."
I became curious as to who this man was - even though I could not picture
his voice I knew he was a man - and it was shown to me it was Da Man I was
"in love" with - how ASTOUNDING!
He further explained to me the following:
"I need the kind and gentle love of a Mother...I have no teeth" (he is
therefore an infant before the first set of teeth move in, he is nursing or
drinking from a bottle.)
There was not much TALK after that, but the POWER of this contact was
SUBLIME, the REALITY of UNION with this man, where he and I became ONE - He
being the Child, myself the Mother, like REBIRTHING. I became his new
Mother - in a series of contact BY LETTER ONLY with a man who did not even
reach out to me or respond, except for when I heard him say "fuck you." And
yet, the letters I wrote reached his heart and mind, touched him, enough
that he CALLED OUT TO ME, I answered, and the moment I answered, WE BECAME
ONE.
THIS WAS BETTER THAN SEX. In sex, frequently, the hearts, minds and souls
do not unite, if but a tiny bit, the usual being lots of body touch, not so
much anything else, however good it feels, you do not become completely ONE.
This UNION was PERFECT as we did become One, and so, it was BETTER THAN SEX.
I WAS EXHILARATED, basking in the joy of being One with this man I love, it
was awesome.
He said, as a parting shot,
"Good luck in your hunting."
This statement goes with my profile, where the thesis I wrote goes "Diana,
the Goddess of the hunt and love, looking to pierce the stag" I.E., the
older powerful woman looking for the beautiful young male.
Then this was said,
"If we do not meet on earth, I will see you in Heaven."
Now I must tell you the two e mails that "got through" to him. There were
half a dozen sent, went unread, but these two were read.
The first was flippant, declaring that "I am your new Mamma" and I spoke in
no uncertain terms how I would dominate him - raunchy stuff, very
aggressive. This hit a nerve, and when I heard from him the "fuck you."
Now the next one also that he did read (my service lets me know which ones
are read) went like this and I think this is even further significance of
how I did get through to him (this was sent to 50 males on my dating
service):
THE IMPORTANCE OF SKIN
"BEAUTY IS ONLY SKIN DEEP"...RIGHT NOW I'M THINKING OF DARK SKIN, IF YOU CAN
"PASS FOR WHITE" THEN YOU CAN'T TURN ME ON - BE MOCHA, COFFEE WITH CREAM,
EBONY, ANYTHING BUT WHITE....I WANT THAT SKIN AGAINST MINE, PERSONAL CONTACT
IS WHAT I NEED. I WANT TO FEEL IT, SMELL IT, TASTE IT.
THEY SAY "LOOK AT THE CHARACTER-LOOK INSIDE" BUT RIGHT NOW I'M NOT GIVING IQ
TESTS, NOR LOOKING FOR DEACONS IN MY CHURCH, THIS IS EMOTIONAL HUNGER.
"DON'T LOOK FOR JUST SEX" WHAT IS "SEX?" THE ABILITY TO TOUCH ONE ANOTHER
DECIDES IF WE'LL BE HAPPY OR DEPRESSED, RELAXED OR ANXIOUS, COMMIT SUICIDE
OR KEEP LIVING, NEED DRUGS/ ALCOHOL OR NOT. SERATONIN, OXYTOCIN, ARE "FEEL
GOOD" HORMONES THAT GET ACTIVATED AT CERTAIN TIMES, INCLUDING TIMES OF PAIN
& PLEASURE. WE NEED STIMULATION THROUGH TOUCH...SOMETIMES WE DON'T TOUCH
PHYSICALLY, BUT TALKING, LOOKING, IS A "REMOTE TOUCH", IT HELPS. SOLITARY
CONFINEMENT IS TORTURE...THAT' S WHAT LETTERS, IMAGE EXCHANGE & WEBCAMS ARE
FOR...SEND IMAGES OF BEAUTIFUL YOU TO:
RASA@WOMANTHOUARTGO D.COM
In these two letters, in the first, where I purport to be his "New Mamma"
and dominating him psychologically, I establish what kind of a woman I am -
not a passive woman, but one who appears more Maternal, albeit aggressively
maternal. This hits a nerve, but it gets through - which is important. If
you hit a nerve, you're in.
But the next letter is compassionate and explanatory, speaking of EMOTIONAL
HUNGER, the touch, smell, taste that one gets FROM MOTHER IN THE NUTRITIONAL
BOND and the RESULTS OF THE LACK OF SUCH BONDING, THE EMOTIONAL HUNGER, THE
RESULTS OF EMOTIONAL HUNGER OUTLINED WITH ITS DIRE CONSEQUENCES!
This has been an extremely successful letter I bandied about, but I knew it
to be of quality, explaining much in the realm of emotions, something we are
all a part of on dating services.
Now I will interview Mother God, the Power within me, as to the meaning and
substance of this vision:
Rasa: Mother God, please tell me in plain and simple terms what happened
here?
MOTHER GOD: HE CALLED OUT TO YOU AS A MOTHER, HE WANTED YOU. HE SUBMITTED,
JUST AS A DEVOTEE DOES TO HIS GURU. THE DEVOTEE/ GURU RELATIONSHIP IS A
CHILD/ PARENT ONE, IT IS THE SAME THING, REALLY. IT IS BASED ON THE
MATERNAL/ CHILD BOND. HE WAS ABLE TO DISCERN THAT YOU ARE A POWERFUL
SUPERNATURAL FORCE AS WELL AS A PHYSICAL PRESENCE. HE READ THE PROFILE, THE
THING ABOUT DIANA. THERE YOU EXPLAIN THE SUPERNATURAL EXCHANGE, THE SHAKTI,
THE HUNTING FOR THE BEAUTIFUL MALE.
HE UNDERSTOOD IT. HE UNDERSTOOD, AND HE SUBMITTED.
Rasa: The "I have no teeth" gives me his age, but is there any more
detailed explanation of why this is given me?
MOTHER GOD: HE WANTS YOU TO KNOW HE IS AN INFANT, VERY SMALL - THIS IS HIS
POINT OF SUBMISSION OR NEED, HE HAS REDUCED HIMSELF, MADE HIMSELF SMALL OR
GONE BACK INTO HIS INFANCY TO CALL YOU TO HIM AT THIS POINT. IT'S LIKE
THIS,
"MOTHER, IT IS HERE THAT I CALL UPON YOU, HERE IS MY NEED. I AM VERY SMALL,
NOT WEANED, BE MY MOTHER HERE, COME TO ME HERE, RECEIVE ME HERE, IN FACT, IT'S
ALREADY DONE. YOU ARE IN ME, I AM IN YOU, WE ARE ONE!"
Rasa: So I got through to him? My letters pierced his heart? My energy
went to him?
MOTHER GOD: ALL OF THE ABOVE
Rasa: Will he change, will he receive a lot of power from the anointing?
MOTHER GOD: JUST YOU WAIT AND SEE. YOU WILL HEAR FROM HIM SHORTLY, IN
ABOUT A WEEK. MARK IT DOWN. HE WILL BEGIN TO NOTICE CHANGES IN HIMSELF,
THAT'S WHEN HE'LL START WRITING YOU. HE WILL AMAZE HIMSELF THAT HE IS
WRITING YOU, IT WILL BE A COMPULSION, JUST LIKE IN YOUR DIANA STORY.
Rasa: Wow Mother God! I can't wait! Are we having great success?
MOTHER GOD: EVERYTHING YOU TOUCH, IN TIME, WILL BEAR FRUIT. EVERYTHING.
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DREAM CONCERNING DA MAN: 9 25 08
I am living in a white mansion on the edge of a forest, very beautiful. The
back yard is enclosed, so that the yard is round, surrounded by forest with
a good brush, very green.
Back here on the lawn I am cavorting, playing with a white male. He is on
the grass and I am on top of him, but he goes too far and I am annoyed at
him although he's a friend.
Around us is food, as it seems I brought food out of the house and it is all
around us on the lawn. It's not a huge amount, just here and there. I
somehow keep thinking of m'm's, which are in all colors.
Now while having fun, we hear a rustle in the grass to the left, and we know
it could be a grizzly bear, because they are around here. We are terrified.
The man, myself, and my small daughter, all run into the house as quickly as
possible, locking doors behind us. There seem to be two porches in front of
the back of the house, we fail to look the outer porch, but we do lock the
inner porch, and after that, regular doors, which hopefully are stronger
than the more fragile porch doors - as grizzly's can break open a door
easily.
The grizzly bear appears, and it's big and powerful.
I am way up on the second or third floor of the house looking down. He
smelled our food and sweets, apparently, and wanted some.
I hear a chain, and looking down more carefully, realize that the grizzly is
controlled by a male, who has a collar on him and is holding him by a chain,
and has complete control over him. The male isn't worried at all, just
standing there to the right of him, holding the chain, a few feet from him,
and the grizzly obeys.
Mr. Grizzly got onto the front porch, which means, wow, very close for
comfort - we were all really scared of him but seeing he is under control by
the main, he is trained, we are not so worried.
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ANALYSIS
THIS DREAM IS ABOUT DA MAN, HE IS THE GRIZZLY BEAR.
Rasa: What is this dream saying? The white man is my new friend, the
"Viking God" I've been talking to. The sweets are the sweet nothings or
sexy somethings, we mostly discuss. Now the Grizzly Bear is Da Man, who
senses the sweet nourishment, and he comes out because he wants to be
nourished. Why is he a Grizzly and why are we so afraid of him?
MOTHER GOD: TO SHOW THAT HE IS VERY POWERFUL, BUT MUCH IN NEED OF
SPIRITUAL/ MATERNAL SEXY ENERGY OR LOVE SUCH AS YOU HAVE BEEN GIVING YOUR
VIKING. HE IS HUNGRY FOR LOVE. BUT HE IS SUFFERING. THE FACT THAT HE IS
COLLARED AND CHAINED BY A WHITE MALE, IS THE RULE OF THE WHITE ALPHA MALE,
WHO KEEPS THIS AND OTHER POWERFUL BLACK MALES UNDER CONTROL, BY THE TENETS
OF THE PATRIARCHAL STRUCTURE, WHERE BLACK MALES ARE DISCRIMINATED AGAINST.
ALL THE FEAR YOU FEEL IS THE TRADITIONAL FEAR OF WHITES TOWARD BLACKS,
BECAUSE OF THE STRENGTH YOU SENSE FROM THEM AND THE 'WILDNESS' WHICH IS
BEING CLOSE TO INSTINCTS. BUT IN PARTICULAR, THIS INDIVIDUAL IS EXTREMELY
STRONG, GREAT POWER IS HERE.
Rasa: Anything else, Mother?
MOTHER GOD: YOU ARE IN A VERY HAPPY PLACE HERE IN THIS MANSION. YOU ARE
LIVING IN LUXURY, THE LUXURY OF BEING FREE TO DO AS YOU WISH, SO YOU ARE
CAVORTING WITH YUMMY MALES.
THE 'M & M' CANDY IS ABOUT ALL THE YUMMY MMMMMMMMMMM LETTERS YOU SEND OUT
TO YUMMY MALES, ALL THE CANDIES, THE INDICATIONS OF HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM,
ESPECIALLY TO THE DARKER MALES, BUT NOW TARGETING THIS SEXY WHITE MALE YOU
ARE TALKING TO. DA MAN WANTS SOME OF THIS, HE IS HERE AT YOUR DOORSTEP, BUT
HE CANNOT GO FARTHER AS HE IS FETTERED, THIS DREAM SAYS, BY WHAT ALPHA WHITE
RULE IS DOING TO HIM.
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SOME THESES FOR A DATING SERVICE:
A little about me...
A Cougar is a love huntress looking for males younger than she is This is
Woman of the Future as females become more affluent, aggressive & no longer
pursue males for material sustenance but rather body pleasure, companionship
and comfort services Women will be free to choose males for their beauty and
sex appeal, a luxury they could ill afford in former times The males are now
looked upon for their sensuality; such women are emerging rather quickly
today
What are you looking for in a partner?
If you desire Goddess be a God; a NUBIAN HOTTIE or MACHO BABE-strong and
hard-generous masculine jewels A Goddess radiates the Feminine Divine-She
knows where her Power comes from-As we recline in the moss Mother Nature has
provided- we know we are different-but when we get up-we have become ONE-if
only for a night-Something Sublime has happened-the memory lasts forever
Once upon a time we had Matriarchy-the Mothers knew how to take care of
progeny-boys & men-but Patriarchy messed with instincts & Mother Rule
tradition which handed wisdom down thru generations- Now this is all coming
back & we are gathering our men & boys once again to our Bosoms to teach
them what Mother Rule is all about-we claim them as our Sexy Boy/Men-the
rule of the "Alpha Male" has ended-he's history-out with the
dinosaurs-Mother Knows Best
I'd just like to add...
Goddess Diana stands in the forest silently A beautiful stag-fulfilling his
instincts-emerges- enters the light of a clearing over the valley He
glistens-muscles twitch with anticipation of conflict & reward-as he'll
fight others for a harem-protect & breed them He's ready Diana's also
ready-& removes a special arrow from her quiver-aims it at the beauty, &
just as She releases it-he notices that he's a target-too late to run He
feels a warm glow-not hurt- a compulsion to go to this huntress-the need to
kneel into the waiting moss where She reclined-& put his head into her lap
She strokes him-noticing the powerful antlers covered with softest velvet
The antlers are a sign of his manhood which She loves He's not used to being
docile-but her power overwhelms him & he submits-filling an earthly need
they both have Diana is from Heaven-but she inhabits a body which only he
can satisfy-& in their intercourse he receives more than he gives-for when
he gets up from the tryst-he is charged with extra energy-he'll conquer the
valley & become its King-Diana has transmitted the shakti to him-the power
of the Feminine Divine-a supernatural charge that will expand him beyond his
body-& now-he can face anything
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NEW BLOG!!!
MY DARLING MICHAEL HAS BUILT ME A BLOG - EXACTLY WHAT I WANT AND NEED - TO
ARCHIVE OUR NEWSLETTERS. ..HE HAD A FANTASTIC DREAM, PLEASE READ IT (will
give info. on the blog when he is satisfied with it, it looks great, he did
it all in one day but wants to polish it up!)
DEAREST MOTHER,
IT MAKES ME FEEL VERY GOOD THAT YOU ARE PLEASED. THE BLOG IS JUST BEGINNING
AND i WILL BE ADDING MUCH TO IT AS I THINK OF THINGS YOU NEED FOR IT. IF
THERE IS ANYTHING YOU ARE THINKING OF FOR IT JUST TELL ME AND I WILL DO IT.
MY DREAM:
I WAS LOST IN A FOREST AND WAS FINDING NO WAY OUT. I WAS VERY ALONE AND FELT
VERY VERY WEAK AND VERY ILL. AT ONE TIME I WAS JUST SITTING DOWN BECAUSE I
WAS FEELING I WAS ABLE TO GO NO FURTHER. I FELT VERY FUZZY IN MY HEAD AND
THEN I HEARD A LADY'S VOICE SAY " ARE YOU READY NOW TO BE OBEDIENT?" I WAS
THEN ASKING WHAT SHE MEANT SINCE I DIDN'T KNOW. AND SHE WAS THEN ASKING ME
THE SAME AGAIN BUT STILL I WAS KNOWING WHAT SHE MEANT. AND THEN SUDDENLY A
PICTURE OF YOU MOTHER RASA CAME INTO MY HEAD AND I WAS KNOWING WHAT SHE
MEANT. I BEGAN TO CRY AS I WAS SO TIRED WEAK AND ALONE.
SHE STRETCHED HER HAND TO ME " COME IT IS TIME." SHE WAS LEADING ME TO A
VERY LARGE WHITE BUILDING LIKE A CHURCH AND TOLD ME "COME INSIDE SHE IS
WAITING FOR YOU".
SHE LED ME IN AND ON A HIGH THRONE YOU SAT DRESSED ALL IN WHITE AND SMILED
AT ME. I WAS FEELING SO WEAK SAD AND HAPPY ALL AT THE SAME TIME. YOU WERE
BECKONING ME AND I FELL AT YOUR FEET. YOU WERE LIFTING MY CHIN AND WERE
LOOKING DEEP IN MY EYES. YOU WERE TALKING SOFTLY TO ME BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT
YOU SAID HOWEVER I WAS FEELING BETTER AND BETTER, CALMER AND CALMER TILL ALL
BAD FEELING WAS COMPLETELY GONE FROM MY BODY.
THE OTHER LADY WAS PUTTING LIGHT BRACELETS ON MY WRIST AND ANKLES. ATTACHED
TO THESE WERE VERY LIGHT SILK THREADS WHICH YOU WERE HOLDING IN YOUR HAND.
THE LADY WAS SAYING THESE WILL NEVER BREAK, EVER. SHE SAYS "I AM PLACING YOU
UNDER THE CHARGE OF YOUR MOTHERRASA AGAIN AND SO YOU MUST ALWAYS STAY WITH
HER. YOUR PLACE NOW AND FOREVER IS TO SERVE AND OBEY HER AND DO ALL SHE SAYS
TO BRING THE RULE OF MOTHERRASA/GOD ON EARTH. IF THIS IS TAKING ALL YOUR
LIFE THEN IT MUST BE SO. FROM NOW MOTHERRASA WILL DIRECT YOU IN ALL THINGS
AS I MOTHERGOD WILL IT!!"
IT WAS CLEAR TO ME THAT MOTHERGOD WAS BINDING ME TO YOU AND THAT MY
DISOBEDIENCE TO YOU WAS NOW OVER AND WOULD NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN.
I FELT VERY VERY GOOD AND WAS KNOWING NOW FINALLY MY PURPOSE IN LIFE AND
UNDERSTAND WHAT OBEDIENCE TO GOD MEANS.
SHE WAS ALSO SAYING THAT NOW MOTHERRASA WOULD HAVE BOTH SPIRITUAL AND
PHYSICAL CONTROL BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS.
YOUR OBEDIENT SON,
MICHAEL
Sunday 28 September 2008
DR. BOYD ED GRAVES FIGHTING US GOVT
DR. BOYD ED GRAVES FIGHTING US GOVT FOR CREATING AIDS – HELP HIM FINANCIALLY---
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No.________
In The
SUPREME COURT OF THE UNITED STATES
October Term 2008
BOYD ED GRAVES, ET. AL.,
Petitioners,
Vs.
UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, ET. AL.
Respondents.
On petition for Writ of Certiorari to the United States Court of Appeals for the Ninth Circuit
Case No. 07-56782
PETITION FOR WRIT OF CERTIORARI
NOW COMES petitioner, Boyd Ed Graves, on behalf of the American people, who seeks an answer to the following question:
“Did the U.S. Attorney General receive “Service” of the complaint seeking “full disclosure” of the U.S. Special Virus Cancer Program?”
Petitioner raises this question to the Court in an attempt to seek accountability of the U.S. Special Virus Cancer Program (1962 – 1978). It is commonly believed this federal virus development program lies at the heart of the genesis and etiology of HIV/AIDS.
Petitioner believes the issue of the ORIGIN of AIDS is one of the most significant issues affecting mankind to date. The public significance of this case requires the Court to grant a writ of certiorari in that the further security of our homeland is at issue.
The U.S. Constitution affords an inalienable right to life and as such provides the jurisdiction for this petition to be heard. Petitioner has been afflicted with HIV/AIDS for sixteen years and has come to find there was a federal virus development program that preceded the onset of HIV/AIDS. When petitioner sought ‘disclosure’ of the federal program UNDER THE Freedom of Information Act (FOIA), the lower court ruled that petitioner had ‘failed to serve’ the U.S. Attorney General and dismissed the case without prejudice. When petitioner filed the “new” (second) complaint, the lower court dismissed it outright and the Ninth Circuit affirmed via mandate.
The lower court erred when it overlooked a “RETURN RECEIPT” from the U.S. Attorney General showing “service” on May 15, 2007. See, EXHIBIT 1, herein. The return receipt confirms the U.S. Attorney General has been aware of the “solid evidence” of a federal virus development program for well over a year, and has taken no action of his own accord as the country’s top law enforcement officer.
Petitioner prays the high Court will grant a writ of certiorari to begin the long and troubling process of rectifying the social ills of a federal program outside the dominion of the United States Constitution. The eventual “full disclosure” of the U.S. Special Virus Cancer Program will ultimately change and save the people of the world.
Respectfully submitted,
Boyd Ed Graves
3593 Fifth Avenue, Suite D
San Diego, Ca. 92103
619-849-9364
Certificate of Service
I, Boyd Ed Graves, Do hereby certify with my signature below that I served a true copy of this petition on the following via first class mail, postage prepaid to:
President George W. Bush
c/o Michael B. Mukasey
U.S. Attorney General
950 Pennsylvania Avenue
Washington, D.C. 20530
Sent this ____day of September, 2008
_________________________
Boyd Ed Graves
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The Return of the Goddess: The Rules Have Changed
The following describes the new persona called “cougar” which depicts the older woman pursuing delectable young males
Copyrighted Rasa Von Werder, 2008
Diana, Goddess of the hunt and of love, is standing in the forest silently, discreetly waiting for her prey. A beautiful stag, intent on reaching his instincts, emerges from the hinterland, enters the sunlight of a clearing overlooking the valley. His dark sinews glisten, his muscles twitch with anticipation of the conflict and reward, for he will fight other males to create a harem; his strength against that of other bucks as he herds the females into a group, protects and breeds them. He is ready. Diana is also ready, and removes one of the special arrows from her quiver, aims it at the beauty, and just as She releases it, he notices in alarm that he is a target, but it is too late, the arrow has penetrated him. A warm glow overwhelms him, he is not hurt, he feels some sort of compulsion to move toward this huntress, and instead of running, he now feels the need to approach her, kneel into the waiting moss where She has reclined, and put his head into her lap. She strokes him, and notices the powerful antlers covered with softest velvet. The antlers are a sign of his manhood which She loves, the softness as well as the hardness appeal to her. He is not used to being docile, but now he must, as her power overwhelms him, and he submits to her authority, fulfilling an earthly need they both have. Diana is from Heaven, but she inhabits a body which only he can satisfy, and in their intercourse, he receives as much or more than he gives, for when he gets up from the tryst, he is charged with energy as never before – he will conquer the valley and become its King. Diana has transmitted the shakti to him, the power of the Feminine Divine, a supernatural charge that will expand him beyond his body, and now, he can face anything.
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No.________
In The
SUPREME COURT OF THE UNITED STATES
October Term 2008
BOYD ED GRAVES, ET. AL.,
Petitioners,
Vs.
UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, ET. AL.
Respondents.
On petition for Writ of Certiorari to the United States Court of Appeals for the Ninth Circuit
Case No. 07-56782
PETITION FOR WRIT OF CERTIORARI
NOW COMES petitioner, Boyd Ed Graves, on behalf of the American people, who seeks an answer to the following question:
“Did the U.S. Attorney General receive “Service” of the complaint seeking “full disclosure” of the U.S. Special Virus Cancer Program?”
Petitioner raises this question to the Court in an attempt to seek accountability of the U.S. Special Virus Cancer Program (1962 – 1978). It is commonly believed this federal virus development program lies at the heart of the genesis and etiology of HIV/AIDS.
Petitioner believes the issue of the ORIGIN of AIDS is one of the most significant issues affecting mankind to date. The public significance of this case requires the Court to grant a writ of certiorari in that the further security of our homeland is at issue.
The U.S. Constitution affords an inalienable right to life and as such provides the jurisdiction for this petition to be heard. Petitioner has been afflicted with HIV/AIDS for sixteen years and has come to find there was a federal virus development program that preceded the onset of HIV/AIDS. When petitioner sought ‘disclosure’ of the federal program UNDER THE Freedom of Information Act (FOIA), the lower court ruled that petitioner had ‘failed to serve’ the U.S. Attorney General and dismissed the case without prejudice. When petitioner filed the “new” (second) complaint, the lower court dismissed it outright and the Ninth Circuit affirmed via mandate.
The lower court erred when it overlooked a “RETURN RECEIPT” from the U.S. Attorney General showing “service” on May 15, 2007. See, EXHIBIT 1, herein. The return receipt confirms the U.S. Attorney General has been aware of the “solid evidence” of a federal virus development program for well over a year, and has taken no action of his own accord as the country’s top law enforcement officer.
Petitioner prays the high Court will grant a writ of certiorari to begin the long and troubling process of rectifying the social ills of a federal program outside the dominion of the United States Constitution. The eventual “full disclosure” of the U.S. Special Virus Cancer Program will ultimately change and save the people of the world.
Respectfully submitted,
Boyd Ed Graves
3593 Fifth Avenue, Suite D
San Diego, Ca. 92103
619-849-9364
Certificate of Service
I, Boyd Ed Graves, Do hereby certify with my signature below that I served a true copy of this petition on the following via first class mail, postage prepaid to:
President George W. Bush
c/o Michael B. Mukasey
U.S. Attorney General
950 Pennsylvania Avenue
Washington, D.C. 20530
Sent this ____day of September, 2008
_________________________
Boyd Ed Graves
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The Return of the Goddess: The Rules Have Changed
The following describes the new persona called “cougar” which depicts the older woman pursuing delectable young males
Copyrighted Rasa Von Werder, 2008
Diana, Goddess of the hunt and of love, is standing in the forest silently, discreetly waiting for her prey. A beautiful stag, intent on reaching his instincts, emerges from the hinterland, enters the sunlight of a clearing overlooking the valley. His dark sinews glisten, his muscles twitch with anticipation of the conflict and reward, for he will fight other males to create a harem; his strength against that of other bucks as he herds the females into a group, protects and breeds them. He is ready. Diana is also ready, and removes one of the special arrows from her quiver, aims it at the beauty, and just as She releases it, he notices in alarm that he is a target, but it is too late, the arrow has penetrated him. A warm glow overwhelms him, he is not hurt, he feels some sort of compulsion to move toward this huntress, and instead of running, he now feels the need to approach her, kneel into the waiting moss where She has reclined, and put his head into her lap. She strokes him, and notices the powerful antlers covered with softest velvet. The antlers are a sign of his manhood which She loves, the softness as well as the hardness appeal to her. He is not used to being docile, but now he must, as her power overwhelms him, and he submits to her authority, fulfilling an earthly need they both have. Diana is from Heaven, but she inhabits a body which only he can satisfy, and in their intercourse, he receives as much or more than he gives, for when he gets up from the tryst, he is charged with energy as never before – he will conquer the valley and become its King. Diana has transmitted the shakti to him, the power of the Feminine Divine, a supernatural charge that will expand him beyond his body, and now, he can face anything.
Ending AIDS in Africa, America—DR BOYD ED GRAVES
Ending AIDS in Africa, America—DR BOYD ED GRAVES Leads to Fight to End Aids, which was manufactured by the U.S. Govt. & the CURE (tetrasil) which they keep UNDER WRAPS
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Graves appeals U.S. decision on U.S. Special 'AIDS' Virus Program 8/15/08secret
August 15, 2008
Assistant Secretary for Public Affairs (Media)
Department of Health and Human Services
Room 17A-46
Parklawn Building
5600 Fishers Lane
Rockville , Md. 20857
FOIA APPEAL
Case No. NCI 08-069, FOIA Case No. 35119
To the United States :
I, Boyd Ed Graves, do hereby formally appeal the July 17, 2008 final agency decision that no documents exist for the requested Freedom of Information Act (FOIA) request, seeking the ‘return ‘ of progress reports #14 and 15 (1977 and 1978) of the U.S. Special Virus Cancer Program (1962 – 1978).
The progress reports were in the archives of the National Cancer Institute ( NCI ) as is evidenced by a May 15, 2000 letter from Dr. Victoria Cargill, Medical Officer for the National Institutes of Health (NIH), Office of AIDS Research.
In her letter, Dr. Cargill confirms the existence of the U.S. Special Virus program and that three progress reports were located in the archives of the NCI . Upon subsequent communication, it was determined that progress reports #14 and !5 were among the three progress reports.
Equally true, there is a sufficient paper and correspondence trial between NCI officials and petitioner, specifically addressing progress reports #14 and 15. These documents were in the archives of the United States , they have been illegally removed and FOIA law compels and enjoins the NCI to replace the missing progress reports.
Much of the communication with the NCI has been through and with the Deputy Director, Dr. Alan Rabson. According to a cursory review of the available progress reports, Dr. Rabson was a member of the “Developmental Committee” of the U.S. Special Virus program. See, page 12, progress report #8 (1971) , U.S. Special Virus program. Dr. Rabson has a personal vested interest in “hiding” the missing progress reports, because he was intimately involved in the development of HIV/AIDS.
The missing progress reports are significant for a number of reasons. First, any review of the 15 progress reports will solve and end HIV/AIDS. Second, if we are serious about solving and ending HIV/AIDS, then a review should be conducted of the experiments and contracts of the “ETIOLOGY AREA ” of the National Cancer Institute. Third, progress report # 14, identifies the work of AIDS developer, Dr. Peter Duesberg, who has never explained his role in the secret, federal program. And Fourth, progress report #15 provides the entire budget for the program. The U.S. Congress appropriated $550 million dollars to make AIDS.
This federal program sought to determine if animal cancers (like visna virus) could grow in certain human host cells. We now know that visna virus is the etiological agent of HIV/AIDS. See, Science, Vol. 227, pp. 173 – 7, January 1985. According to the United States, see page 39, progress report #8, visna virus had not Yet been associated with human disease as late as 1971, but by July 18, 1983 (AIDS Task Force), it was concluded HIV/AIDS had evolved from visna virus.
The United States should be compelled to replace the missing progress reports and forced to explain and investigate this secret, federal virus development program that persisted in the United States from 1962 through 1978.
The American people and the people of the world have a right to know the truth about the true U.S. origin of the greatest scourge in human history. By compelling the United States to return the documents to the archives, that history will be preserved for all to see and view.
Respectfully submitted,
Boyd Ed Graves, J.D.
3593 Fifth Ave. Suite D
San Diego , Ca 92103
619-849-9364
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Labels: aids cure, aids origin lawsuit, Avian Bird Flu, biowarfare, boyd graves, genocide, hiv legal, National Cancer Institute, President 2008, Senator Barack Obama, u.s. special virus, visna
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Etiology of the Avian Bird Flu
According to Dr. Boyd Graves, who has been marginalized over the years by “official” government medical communities for speaking up about the possibility that AIDS was purposefully designed to be an ethnic specific virulent, genocidal agent, Avian flu pandemic could be science run amuck.
“Amidst the current Centers for Disease Control media orchestrated public panic over the Avian Flu Pandemic, more and more scientists are beginning to look at the appearance of these lethal virulents as being adapted by science, genetically recombined as biowarfare agents, made in America,” says Graves.
The historical trail traces itself back to the 1843 discovery of the infectious agent (MYCOPLASMA) for the “SPOTTED LEAF DISEASE”, also known as the “TOBACCO MOSAIC VIRUS.” “At the core of human (cancer) disease”, says Graves , is this ‘mycoplasma’ entity that has been weaponized over time realizing lethal and incapacitating conditions for humanity”.
“The development of the mycoplasma from plant to animal to human is clear”, asserts Graves . “By 1898 the United States had realized the mycoplasma in cows, bovine spongiform encephalitis (BSE). By 1902, they had realized it in horses, equine infectious anemia virua (EIAV), in 1904, they realized it in goats, caprine arthritic encephalitis virus (CAEV). By 1910, they had realized it in fowl, Rous Sarcoma Virus (RSV)”, reports Graves after years and years of committed research into the subject.
According to page 14 – 15 of the 1978 progress report of the U.S. Special program, the 1910 RSV is a product of recombinant genetics. Further review will show the 1918 Spanish Flu was a recombinant bird virus. “The same is true of the 2005 Avian flu’, comments Graves .
Is “recombinant” a natural occurrence in Nature or man made or both?
In 1918, the pandemic began not in a port city of this country, but in the Midwest . Tom Rogers, a whistle-blower, working in the field of virology in the 1990s explains that the scientists who are “in the know” look towards the mid west, in specific, Missouri , to read the pulse of bird carrying plagues. “Birds from Asia and Europe converge at this spot due to the convergence of the Mississippi , Ohio and Missouri river . Various viruses recombine organically”, says Rogers . Rogers tells the story about the Missouri birthplace of the USA born deadly Flu of 1918 claiming that it was purposefully misnamed “Spanish Flu” as a distraction. He tells how A.J. Cohen, a veterinarian in Missouri in 1918 warned meat packers and distributors that a super virus was killing off pullets and piglets. However, Cohen was not only disregarded but his life was threatened by industry. “These meats were sent throughout the nation and ultimately overseas”, claims Rogers .
American soldiers were exposed first to the recombinant and their war travels spread the virus to wherever they went. In fact, more soldiers died from the Spanish Flu than those who died in World War I. Rogers claim is that there is no such thing as “jumping species” as might have been designed and refined by biotechnology techniques as claimed by Dr. Boyd Graves and Dr. Leonard Horowitz, a popular lecturer on the subject and author of AID, EBOLA and other viruses. Rogers claims that the virus passes amongst species due to “wrapping your lips” around it, as he likes to phrase it. As a result of his research into the etiology of non specific species transferred plagues Rogers is now a deeply committed Vegan…that is no meat, no milk. He says the only way you can get the Avian Flu is by “eating” the infected species, or via fluid exchange, like blood transfers, sex, and close saliva contacts, like in AIDS.
Although one can usually find an originating template for bacteria, viruses and drugs in nature, Dr. Boyd Graves claims that US government purposefully brought these lethal viruses to a dangerous new level through biotechnology and laboratory recombinant technologies
When the United States began the Tuskegee syphilis experiments in 1932, they also began the testing of the infectious agent of HIV, the sheep virus VISNA. HIV contains sequences from a 1932 strain of VISNA, strain ks1514. However, in the 1971 progress report (#8) of the U.S. Special Virus (1971), the United States concedes that VISNA had not yet been associated with human disease.
The United States cannot explain how VISNA is the “etiological agent” of HIV, as they report in 1985, 1986 and 1995. See, Science Vol 227, pp. 173 – 7, January, 1985, see also, PROC NAS Vol 83, pp.4007 – 11, June 1986 and PROC NAS Vol 92, pp. 3283 – 87, April 11, 1995 .
“I believe we can have a much better understanding of medicine and science if we review the U.S. Laboratory of Hygiene (circa 1878), the 1902 Cold Spring Harbor Laboratory, the 1904 Station for Experimental Evolution and the 1926 MIT 'Virus Cancer' Conference”, says Graves. In addition, the May 1946 Appropriations Hearing addresses a "synthetic biological agent" in "useable shape". “This is the recognition of the VISNA agent, which now wreaks havoc across the biomedical world”, comments Graves . Dr. Boyd Graves is certain, that if we review and investigate the U.S. Special Virus program, we will solve not only HIV and AIDS, but we will answer many of the unknown origins of human disease. www.boydgraves.com
Meanwhile, Eileen Dannemann, director of the National Coalition of Organized Women spearheading the collection of the various data wonders if the US government has been recently testing their virus collection on the greyhound dogs…hence the new canine flu epidemic causing CDC concerns about it “jumping species” and infecting humans. Tom Rogers would say don’t kiss your dog. Dr. Boyd Graves and Dr. Len Horowitz would say…just another covert clinical trial.
Posted by Dr. Boyd E. Graves at 10:41 AM 1 comments
Labels: aids cure, Avian Bird Flu, biowarfare, CDC, human cancer, Leonard Horowitz, mycoplasma, special virus, tuskegee , visna
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Boyd Graves asks Congressman Filner investigate formerly secret AIDS program
San Diego – Yesterday U.S.Congressman Bob Filner (D-Ca) received a presentation by American humanrights activist and HIV/AIDS advocate Dr. Boyd E. Graves on the formerly secret U.S. Special Virus Program's 1971 Research Logic Flowchart and the evidence of the laboratory birth of AIDS.
“We have now reconnected the U.S. Congress to our position from prior to9-11. Congressman Filner took a 40 minute presentation that seemed like an hour and a half,” Graves said. “The evidence proves a federal virus development program preceded the onset of HIV/AIDS.HIV/AIDS is the Synthetic Biological Agent funded by Congress on June9, 1969 and May 1946.”
Graves , a lawyer and researcher in San Diego , has recovered over 15 years of 'missing' medical evidenced titled the U.S. Special Virus Cancer Program (1962-1978). The progress reports of the virus development program detail every contract and laboratory experiment towards creating HIV/AIDS,according to Graves and a plethora of international scientific and medical experts familiar with the documents. Graves is considered one of the leading researchers on the topic.
“The secret program's 1971 'research logic' flowchart proves to a level of 'absolute evidence', the design, purpose and intent of this secret federal program, the U.S. Special Virus program,” Graves said. “Any National AIDS Strategy must incorporate the immediate clinical trials of the U.S. eleven year oldpatented Cure for AIDS , U.S. patent#5676977, www.uspto.gov.”
Following the dismissal of his last Freedom of Information Act litigation in federal court, Dr. Graves said he will re-file. Dr. Graves has been lead plaintiff in multiple lawsuits against the formerly secret federal program since the discovery of the flow chart document in 1999. Each lawsuit has been quietly dismissed from the courts and some court records.
“To date no one can offer an answer as to when the visna virus crossed species. This point will prove to show further problematic for the United States ,” Graves said. “We can immensely improve the treatment for HIV/AIDS, and at the same time create a healthy, happy environment for victims of this federal program.”
Congressman Bob Filner is an eighth term Democrat from California 51st District elected in 1992 and a super-delegate pledged to Barack Obama. Dr. Boyd Graves is a vocal human rights' activist and the first African American to receive the U.S. Patented AIDS Cure, Tetrasil. Graves is the author of two books,“STATE ORIGIN: The Evidence of the Laboratory Birth of AIDS,” and“WORLD WAR AIDS: The Third World War.”
photo: Congressman Bob Filner with Dr. Boyd Graves June 30, 2008 . photo by Benjamin Martin, Yesterday Magazine.
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Labels: 15090, activism, aids cure, aids origin lawsuit, Bob Filner, boyd graves, congress, flowchart, Health Freedom, Senator Barack Obama, special virus program, visna
Monday, June 16, 2008
Boyd Graves asks NCI return 'missing' AIDS reports to national archives
NCI FOIA Office
Bldg 31, Room 10A48
Bethesda , MD 20892
Re: Graves v. USA FOIA lawsuit dismissed
Dear NCI FOIA OFFICE:
Recently the federal court ruled the prior Freedom of Information Act lawsuit should be dismissed because of a ‘service technicality’. At issue in the lawsuit was the failure of the National Cancer Institute to provide documents, two progress reports of the U.S. Special Virus program, progress reports #’s 14 and 15. Which represent the years 1977 and 1978, the end years of a secret federal virus development program that spent $550 million dollars to make a ‘special’ virus.
There is significant correspondence between Dr. Alan Rabson and myself as to these specific reports. On or about May 20, 2000 , Dr. Victoria Cargill located the 1971 flowchart of the secret program. She also located in the NCI archives, three of the fifteen progress reports, #8, 14 &15.
Dr. Cargill turned the info over to Dr. Rabson, because the documents were located in the NCI archives. Dr. Rabson subsequently removed the two end progress reports and their whereabouts is currently unknown.
Under the Freedom of Information Act, we hereby request that progress reports #14 and 15 be made available and replaced in the archives where they were previously, and that the agency and Dr. Rabson be enjoined to ensure the documents are replaced.
Sincerely,
Boyd Ed Graves, J.D.
619-849-9364
Cc: Dr. Alan Rabson
Congressman Bob Filner
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Labels: aids cure, aids origin lawsuit, boyd graves, Dr. Alan Rabson, Freedom of Information Act, genocide, hiv legal, National Cancer Institute, u.s. special virus
Sunday, June 1, 2008
MORE SCIENTIFIC AIDS GENOCIDE REPORTS INDICATE COVER-UP BY U.S.
Formerly secret missing U.S. Special Virus Program 1967 AIDS Report FOUND
Chula Vista , CA - Human Rights' activist and HIV/AIDS victims advocate, American Dr. Boyd E. Graves, internationally recognized as one of the world's leading experts on the formerly secret U.S. Special Virus Cancer Leukemia Program (1962-1978) and the evidence of the laboratory birth of AIDS; has recovered the missing 1967 U.S. Special Virus Progress Report. The 1967 report is the fourth publication in the 15 year U.S. Special Virus Program series published secretly between 1962 and 1978 by the National Cancer Institute and National Institute of Health. Today, Dr. Graves posted the 1967 U.S. Special Virus report on his web site www.boydgraves.com for free global public download and immediate review.
“Any review of the U.S. Special Virus program will solve and end HIV/AIDS," Graves said. "Additionally, the United States patented the CURE for AIDS in 1997, Tetrasil.”
Dr. Graves first shook the international scientific and established medical community in 1999 with his discovery and presentation of the United States' secret virus development program's 1971 Research Logic Flow Chart, the 'research logic' Dr. Graves and other experts allege is the logic of creating the HIV/AIDS virus inside official U.S. Special Virus laboratories, according to the formerly secret reports.
With the discovery of the missing 1967 U.S. Special Virus report, the fourth in the series of more than 15; Dr. Graves provides the world even another deeper glimpse into the inside 'logic' of the U.S. Special Virus Cancer Leukemia Program's inner mentality and machinery. With secret government virus experiments dating back to 1909 and beyond, inside these reports Dr. Graves and others claim the cause and cures for HIV/AIDS exist.
“To date over four million people hold the 1971 “research logic” blueprint of the U.S. Special Virus program (1962 – 1978) . The 1971 flow chart depicts the creation, production and proliferation of a new “special” hybrid virus that impacts the immune system. The flowchart reveals (in Phase IV-A) that inhibitors and controls were developed, prior to the “special” virus being released (via vaccine complement) in Phase V of the secret program.” Dr. Graves said. “Any review of the U.S. Special Virus program will solve and end HIV/AIDS. Additionally, the United States patented the CURE for AIDS in 1997.”
The discovery of the fourth report from 1967 brings the total known available U.S. Special Virus Progress Reports to nine, leaving six reports still 'missing' or otherwise unavailable in the public domain. National Cancer Institute Director, Dr. Alan Rabson, was named among the lead defendants in a Freedom of Information Act lawsuit filed by Dr. Graves last year demanding the release of several of the known available reports, including the 1978 report, once known to be on the shelves at the archives of the U.S. National Cancer Institute. Today the N.C.I.'s copies of the U.S. Special Virus Reports have also become 'missing' or otherwise unavailable. Dr. Graves' and his publisher have recovered and scanned all of the recovered Special Virus documents for preservation and redistribution, including Dr. Graves' exhibits for litigation against the U.S. Special Virus Program. Dr. Graves' collection of the rare documents represents the largest available U.S. Special Virus archive known in the world.
Dr. Graves, a lawyer based in California has filed multiple lawsuits the international review and lead plaintiff for reparations of the victims of HIV/AIDS via the U.S. Special Virus Program. The U.S. Federal Court and the U.S. Supreme Court have both denied Dr. Graves' past lawsuits on technicalities. See also: Boyd E. Graves v. The President of the United States of America , U.S. Supreme Court Case OO-9587. Dr. Graves continues filing new lawsuits on this issue, including Freedom of Information Act requests for the additional published reports. Graves judicial activism shines a light on a taboo issue by submitting the evidence of the laboratory birth of AIDS via the formerly secret U.S. Special Virus Program in his contuining litigation.
In 2001 Dr. Graves initiated a review of the budgetary appropriations through his former Congressman James A. Trafficant, (OH) prompting an internal investigation by the U.S. General Accounting Office. The G.A.O. issued their conclusions in June. The government's conclusions were presented in a short power point large font 'investigation' summary essential stated the U.S. Special Virus Program may have existed, however it is not the source of the HIV/AIDS pandemic, and instead concluded from monkeys. The GAO investigation was immediately called a 'white wash' by many including leading expert author Dr. Leonard G. Horowitz, who also provided primary witness testimony for the GAO investigation into the origin of the AIDS pandemic.
Dr. Graves has posted the scanned original 1967 U.S. Special Virus progress report to is web site www.boydgraves.com for free download to all interested persons. Dr. Graves resides in California where he continues his judicial activism. Dr. Graves is the author of two books on the evidence of the laboratory birth of HIV/AIDS. He is among the most vocal AIDS activists and the only active HIV litigator demanding the immediate review of and reparations for 'make whole relief' for the Class harmed as direct result of the U.S. Special Virus Program.
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Labels: Africa , aids cure, aids origin lawsuit, boyd graves, hiv health, hiv legal, HIV/AIDS, special virus program, tetrasil
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Dr. Peter Duesberg INDICTED in AIDS Genocide Plot, Cover Up
INDICTMENT OF SPECIAL VIRUS CANCER PROGRAM VIROLOGIST
DR. PETER DUESBERG
Served Publicly, May 22, 2008 , on the
Genesis Communications Network by
Leonard G. Horowitz, D.M.D., M.A., M.P.H., D.N.M., D.M.M.
I, Dr. Leonard G. Horowitz, respecting and representing thousands of scientists and physicians worldwide whose voices have been neglected and silenced; as a Diplomat for the World Organization for Natural Medicine; as a representative of God, Knighted emissary for the Sovereign Orthodox Order of Knights Hospitaller of St. John of Jerusalem, and as a Levitical priest in the bloodlines of Moses and YaHShuaH, the Messiah, I hereby INDICT YOU, Dr. Peter Duesberg, FOR THE DEATHS OF MILLIONS OF PEOPLE WORLDWIDE, THROUGH YOUR ROLES IN THE CREATION OF AIDS AS WELL AS THE DISINFORMATION THAT SUSTAINS THIS AND RELATED MEDICAL GENOCIDES.
THIS OFFICIAL INDICTMENT condemns you for the mass killing and pharmaceutical enslaving of millions of people to AIDS, infectious cancers, and myriad immune system pathologies, resulting from your and your collaborators' manipulations, creations, and disseminations of viruses, using genetic modifications and vaccinations, you conducted or abetted. You, along with your colleagues, including Dr. Robert Gallo, prostituting virologists and molecular biologists working for the National Cancer Institute, and paid by Litton Bionetics, a biological weapons contractor for the U.S. Military; having advanced the "Special Virus Cancer Program" during the late 1960s through the 1970s, are hereby held accountable to the People, and to God, for these crimes against humanity resulting in this global tragedy of the pandemic now called AIDS.
This indictment is served publicly and officially with accompanying evidence of the official contracts, actions taken, and payments made to you as published in the Special Virus Cancer Program's Progress Reports that have now been made public through works by multiple experts acting as independent investigators.
This official indictment, served as a humanitarian action, prays to the Courts of Heaven and Earth, that you will be punished to the fullest extent of the Law, both man's law and God's, and that you be condemned for eternity for the mass slaughter and pharmaceutical enslavement of humanity to HIV/AIDS and other cancers linked to your loathsome labors.
Leonard G. Horowitz, DMD , MA , MPH , DNM, DMM
Diplomat, World Organization for Natural Medicine
Knighted Emissary, Sovereign Orthodox Order of Knights Hospitaller of St. John of Jerusalem , and
Overseer, The Royal Bloodline of David
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Thursday, May 1, 2008
Federal Court dismisses AIDS orgin lawsuit
April 29, 2008
NINTH CIRCUIT DISMISSES AIDS ORIGIN “ FULL DISCLOSURE” LAWSUIT
San Fransisco , Calif. - In a not so unexpected move the Ninth Circuit Court of Appeals in San Francisco dismissed the AIDS ORIGIN appeal of AIDS and Human Rights Activist, Boyd Ed Graves, J.D. The Court held that Graves failed to properly serve the former U.S. Attorney General and that the District Court had a right to refuse a new case, although the lower court dismissed the original complaint without prejudice.
“We will file another Freedom of Information Act request with the National Cancer Institute ( NCI ) for the missing progress reports of the U.S. Special Virus program (1962 – 1978)," Graves said earlier today.
“Progress Reports #’s 14 and 15, representing the years 1977 and ’78 have been removed by Deputy Director, Dr. Alan Rabson, who is also listed as a ‘developer’ of HIV/AIDS (the Special Virus)," Graves said.
Progress reports #’s 14 and 15 represent the ‘end reports’ of a federally funded virus development program that ended just as HIV/AIDS began. According to the experts, any review of the U.S. Special Virus program will solve and end AIDS. See, www.boydgraves.com/comments/.
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THIS ARTICLE BY WILLIAM BOND ON PATRIARCHY AND ITS VIOLENCE IS THE BEST OVERVIEW OF THE SUBJECT I HAVE EVER READ! CONGRATULATIONS TO WILLIAM
Hi
To give my opinion in this debate, I personally believe that Matriarchy will not only free Women but will free men as well. This is because patriarchy not only oppresses Women but also men.
The lie given out by patriarchal propaganda is that men are `naturally' brutal and violent. Whereas what is really happening is that in patriarchy, we are all caught in a vicious cycle of violence and hatred. Obviously if a father beats up his sons, then his sons think this behaviour is `normal' and will beat up other people and later their own sons. Perpetuating a cycle of violence.
I personally wasn't beaten by my father, but I was made to feel ashamed of myself for not being a macho boy. And I know I wasn't alone in this, most boys I talked with had problems living up to the macho image they were suppose have. And this macho image was all around us, it was in the books and comics we read, and in the films we saw, so we all felt we had to be like John Wayne and become `real' men.
Patriarchy was started by bandits and criminals. These were men that were banished from the first Matriarchal civilizations for their anti-social behaviour and discovered they could make an easy living robbing other people.
RASA: CAN YOU GIVE ME DOCUMENTATION ON THIS?
What these men discovered was that violence gave them power. You can make other people do what you want if you
inflict violence on them, and you can have sex by raping women.
Having men like this who were able to rob, assault, rape and even murder other people with impunity, made this lifestyle attractive to other men. So these men began to join together in bandit gangs. In time these gangs became so strong that instead of robbing people they devised a protection racket. So people in villages and towns had to pay their local bandit chief, so that they will leave them alone. This was the first taxation.
These bandit leaders were not content with this began to interfere in the lives of the people more and more, setting themselves up as rulers and living within the community they `owned'. These bandits also discovered that their power depended on their violence so it was important that to keep their bandit group strong they had to train them in violence. Because not only did they fear a uprising
RASA: SOUNDS LIKE THE “KING ALFRED PLAN” FEARING AN UPRISING BY BLACKS, THEY ARE READY TO DO THEM IN BEFORE THE BLACKS HAVE EVEN DONE ANYTHING.
by the people they ruled, but they feared being taken over by other bandit gangs.
So the men in bandit gangs were trained in violence, which means they had to inflict violence onto each other. As it was discovered that the more violent a gang became the more fearful the people were of them and the more successful they were in any conflict with other bandit gangs. Because these gang were fighting against other bandit gangs, they needed more men of violence. So they began to recruit men within the communities they ruled and teach them to be violent.
The communities would still have been ruled by Women and they would have objected to this, as they didn't want to see their sons turned into violent monsters. So violence would then be used against Women to undermine their power over their own sons.
In time these bandit chiefs became kings, and emperors and patriarchy even took over the religious life of the people creating male gods and male priests. They then set out to conquer and create a patriarchal world.
This then is why violence, fear, intimidation and hatred are the foundation of patriarchy, and men are the victims of this as well as Women. And it is this cycle of violence and fear that keeps patriarchy going.
In a world of fear and violence the most aggressive and violent people are the ones that rule the world. This is why men rule our world and not Women. If you brutalise boys they learn to hate, and can learn to be so violent that they will kill other people. If you brutalise girls it is true they also can learn to be violent but they are restrained by their maternal instincts. Yes, there have been Women who have committed murder and even killed their own children, but this doesn't compare with men who have done the same thing. In Britain today on average two Women a week are murdered by their male partners but very rarely are men murdered by Women.
This is the problem we all have, we are all stuck in this vicious cycle of fear and violence. To the degree that even if we have a patriarchal ruler of a country who is a loving and caring man, he would find it difficult to stop this cycle of violence. This is
because he knows that if he stops all the propaganda that encourages boy to be violent he then would fear that if his country were invaded, he would have no young man willing to fight in a war and defend the
country.
As I have pointed out before men are the natural submissive sex, because they are naturally very obedient, and very easy trained and indoctrinated.
RASA: INTERESTING THOUGHT. INDEED I CAN SEE IT; MALES CAN BE TRAINED OR BRAINWASHED MORE EASILY THAN CAN WOMEN.
They can be trained to become violent monsters or trained to become loving and caring people.
We have to show up patriarchal propaganda that it is `natural' for men to be the dominant sex, and that it is `natural' for men to be violent.
RASA: HOWARD ZINN AGREES WITH YOU, HE IS EVER PREACHING THIS IS MIND CONTROL IN THE MILITARY.
Once people can see through all this patriarchal propaganda then we have a choice whether we want to continue in our brutal patriarchal world or live in a more peaceful and loving Matriarchal world.
RASA: FULLY AGREED
william
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Graves appeals U.S. decision on U.S. Special 'AIDS' Virus Program 8/15/08secret
August 15, 2008
Assistant Secretary for Public Affairs (Media)
Department of Health and Human Services
Room 17A-46
Parklawn Building
5600 Fishers Lane
Rockville , Md. 20857
FOIA APPEAL
Case No. NCI 08-069, FOIA Case No. 35119
To the United States :
I, Boyd Ed Graves, do hereby formally appeal the July 17, 2008 final agency decision that no documents exist for the requested Freedom of Information Act (FOIA) request, seeking the ‘return ‘ of progress reports #14 and 15 (1977 and 1978) of the U.S. Special Virus Cancer Program (1962 – 1978).
The progress reports were in the archives of the National Cancer Institute ( NCI ) as is evidenced by a May 15, 2000 letter from Dr. Victoria Cargill, Medical Officer for the National Institutes of Health (NIH), Office of AIDS Research.
In her letter, Dr. Cargill confirms the existence of the U.S. Special Virus program and that three progress reports were located in the archives of the NCI . Upon subsequent communication, it was determined that progress reports #14 and !5 were among the three progress reports.
Equally true, there is a sufficient paper and correspondence trial between NCI officials and petitioner, specifically addressing progress reports #14 and 15. These documents were in the archives of the United States , they have been illegally removed and FOIA law compels and enjoins the NCI to replace the missing progress reports.
Much of the communication with the NCI has been through and with the Deputy Director, Dr. Alan Rabson. According to a cursory review of the available progress reports, Dr. Rabson was a member of the “Developmental Committee” of the U.S. Special Virus program. See, page 12, progress report #8 (1971) , U.S. Special Virus program. Dr. Rabson has a personal vested interest in “hiding” the missing progress reports, because he was intimately involved in the development of HIV/AIDS.
The missing progress reports are significant for a number of reasons. First, any review of the 15 progress reports will solve and end HIV/AIDS. Second, if we are serious about solving and ending HIV/AIDS, then a review should be conducted of the experiments and contracts of the “ETIOLOGY AREA ” of the National Cancer Institute. Third, progress report # 14, identifies the work of AIDS developer, Dr. Peter Duesberg, who has never explained his role in the secret, federal program. And Fourth, progress report #15 provides the entire budget for the program. The U.S. Congress appropriated $550 million dollars to make AIDS.
This federal program sought to determine if animal cancers (like visna virus) could grow in certain human host cells. We now know that visna virus is the etiological agent of HIV/AIDS. See, Science, Vol. 227, pp. 173 – 7, January 1985. According to the United States, see page 39, progress report #8, visna virus had not Yet been associated with human disease as late as 1971, but by July 18, 1983 (AIDS Task Force), it was concluded HIV/AIDS had evolved from visna virus.
The United States should be compelled to replace the missing progress reports and forced to explain and investigate this secret, federal virus development program that persisted in the United States from 1962 through 1978.
The American people and the people of the world have a right to know the truth about the true U.S. origin of the greatest scourge in human history. By compelling the United States to return the documents to the archives, that history will be preserved for all to see and view.
Respectfully submitted,
Boyd Ed Graves, J.D.
3593 Fifth Ave. Suite D
San Diego , Ca 92103
619-849-9364
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Labels: aids cure, aids origin lawsuit, Avian Bird Flu, biowarfare, boyd graves, genocide, hiv legal, National Cancer Institute, President 2008, Senator Barack Obama, u.s. special virus, visna
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Etiology of the Avian Bird Flu
According to Dr. Boyd Graves, who has been marginalized over the years by “official” government medical communities for speaking up about the possibility that AIDS was purposefully designed to be an ethnic specific virulent, genocidal agent, Avian flu pandemic could be science run amuck.
“Amidst the current Centers for Disease Control media orchestrated public panic over the Avian Flu Pandemic, more and more scientists are beginning to look at the appearance of these lethal virulents as being adapted by science, genetically recombined as biowarfare agents, made in America,” says Graves.
The historical trail traces itself back to the 1843 discovery of the infectious agent (MYCOPLASMA) for the “SPOTTED LEAF DISEASE”, also known as the “TOBACCO MOSAIC VIRUS.” “At the core of human (cancer) disease”, says Graves , is this ‘mycoplasma’ entity that has been weaponized over time realizing lethal and incapacitating conditions for humanity”.
“The development of the mycoplasma from plant to animal to human is clear”, asserts Graves . “By 1898 the United States had realized the mycoplasma in cows, bovine spongiform encephalitis (BSE). By 1902, they had realized it in horses, equine infectious anemia virua (EIAV), in 1904, they realized it in goats, caprine arthritic encephalitis virus (CAEV). By 1910, they had realized it in fowl, Rous Sarcoma Virus (RSV)”, reports Graves after years and years of committed research into the subject.
According to page 14 – 15 of the 1978 progress report of the U.S. Special program, the 1910 RSV is a product of recombinant genetics. Further review will show the 1918 Spanish Flu was a recombinant bird virus. “The same is true of the 2005 Avian flu’, comments Graves .
Is “recombinant” a natural occurrence in Nature or man made or both?
In 1918, the pandemic began not in a port city of this country, but in the Midwest . Tom Rogers, a whistle-blower, working in the field of virology in the 1990s explains that the scientists who are “in the know” look towards the mid west, in specific, Missouri , to read the pulse of bird carrying plagues. “Birds from Asia and Europe converge at this spot due to the convergence of the Mississippi , Ohio and Missouri river . Various viruses recombine organically”, says Rogers . Rogers tells the story about the Missouri birthplace of the USA born deadly Flu of 1918 claiming that it was purposefully misnamed “Spanish Flu” as a distraction. He tells how A.J. Cohen, a veterinarian in Missouri in 1918 warned meat packers and distributors that a super virus was killing off pullets and piglets. However, Cohen was not only disregarded but his life was threatened by industry. “These meats were sent throughout the nation and ultimately overseas”, claims Rogers .
American soldiers were exposed first to the recombinant and their war travels spread the virus to wherever they went. In fact, more soldiers died from the Spanish Flu than those who died in World War I. Rogers claim is that there is no such thing as “jumping species” as might have been designed and refined by biotechnology techniques as claimed by Dr. Boyd Graves and Dr. Leonard Horowitz, a popular lecturer on the subject and author of AID, EBOLA and other viruses. Rogers claims that the virus passes amongst species due to “wrapping your lips” around it, as he likes to phrase it. As a result of his research into the etiology of non specific species transferred plagues Rogers is now a deeply committed Vegan…that is no meat, no milk. He says the only way you can get the Avian Flu is by “eating” the infected species, or via fluid exchange, like blood transfers, sex, and close saliva contacts, like in AIDS.
Although one can usually find an originating template for bacteria, viruses and drugs in nature, Dr. Boyd Graves claims that US government purposefully brought these lethal viruses to a dangerous new level through biotechnology and laboratory recombinant technologies
When the United States began the Tuskegee syphilis experiments in 1932, they also began the testing of the infectious agent of HIV, the sheep virus VISNA. HIV contains sequences from a 1932 strain of VISNA, strain ks1514. However, in the 1971 progress report (#8) of the U.S. Special Virus (1971), the United States concedes that VISNA had not yet been associated with human disease.
The United States cannot explain how VISNA is the “etiological agent” of HIV, as they report in 1985, 1986 and 1995. See, Science Vol 227, pp. 173 – 7, January, 1985, see also, PROC NAS Vol 83, pp.4007 – 11, June 1986 and PROC NAS Vol 92, pp. 3283 – 87, April 11, 1995 .
“I believe we can have a much better understanding of medicine and science if we review the U.S. Laboratory of Hygiene (circa 1878), the 1902 Cold Spring Harbor Laboratory, the 1904 Station for Experimental Evolution and the 1926 MIT 'Virus Cancer' Conference”, says Graves. In addition, the May 1946 Appropriations Hearing addresses a "synthetic biological agent" in "useable shape". “This is the recognition of the VISNA agent, which now wreaks havoc across the biomedical world”, comments Graves . Dr. Boyd Graves is certain, that if we review and investigate the U.S. Special Virus program, we will solve not only HIV and AIDS, but we will answer many of the unknown origins of human disease. www.boydgraves.com
Meanwhile, Eileen Dannemann, director of the National Coalition of Organized Women spearheading the collection of the various data wonders if the US government has been recently testing their virus collection on the greyhound dogs…hence the new canine flu epidemic causing CDC concerns about it “jumping species” and infecting humans. Tom Rogers would say don’t kiss your dog. Dr. Boyd Graves and Dr. Len Horowitz would say…just another covert clinical trial.
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Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Boyd Graves asks Congressman Filner investigate formerly secret AIDS program
San Diego – Yesterday U.S.Congressman Bob Filner (D-Ca) received a presentation by American humanrights activist and HIV/AIDS advocate Dr. Boyd E. Graves on the formerly secret U.S. Special Virus Program's 1971 Research Logic Flowchart and the evidence of the laboratory birth of AIDS.
“We have now reconnected the U.S. Congress to our position from prior to9-11. Congressman Filner took a 40 minute presentation that seemed like an hour and a half,” Graves said. “The evidence proves a federal virus development program preceded the onset of HIV/AIDS.HIV/AIDS is the Synthetic Biological Agent funded by Congress on June9, 1969 and May 1946.”
Graves , a lawyer and researcher in San Diego , has recovered over 15 years of 'missing' medical evidenced titled the U.S. Special Virus Cancer Program (1962-1978). The progress reports of the virus development program detail every contract and laboratory experiment towards creating HIV/AIDS,according to Graves and a plethora of international scientific and medical experts familiar with the documents. Graves is considered one of the leading researchers on the topic.
“The secret program's 1971 'research logic' flowchart proves to a level of 'absolute evidence', the design, purpose and intent of this secret federal program, the U.S. Special Virus program,” Graves said. “Any National AIDS Strategy must incorporate the immediate clinical trials of the U.S. eleven year oldpatented Cure for AIDS , U.S. patent#5676977, www.uspto.gov.”
Following the dismissal of his last Freedom of Information Act litigation in federal court, Dr. Graves said he will re-file. Dr. Graves has been lead plaintiff in multiple lawsuits against the formerly secret federal program since the discovery of the flow chart document in 1999. Each lawsuit has been quietly dismissed from the courts and some court records.
“To date no one can offer an answer as to when the visna virus crossed species. This point will prove to show further problematic for the United States ,” Graves said. “We can immensely improve the treatment for HIV/AIDS, and at the same time create a healthy, happy environment for victims of this federal program.”
Congressman Bob Filner is an eighth term Democrat from California 51st District elected in 1992 and a super-delegate pledged to Barack Obama. Dr. Boyd Graves is a vocal human rights' activist and the first African American to receive the U.S. Patented AIDS Cure, Tetrasil. Graves is the author of two books,“STATE ORIGIN: The Evidence of the Laboratory Birth of AIDS,” and“WORLD WAR AIDS: The Third World War.”
photo: Congressman Bob Filner with Dr. Boyd Graves June 30, 2008 . photo by Benjamin Martin, Yesterday Magazine.
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Monday, June 16, 2008
Boyd Graves asks NCI return 'missing' AIDS reports to national archives
NCI FOIA Office
Bldg 31, Room 10A48
Bethesda , MD 20892
Re: Graves v. USA FOIA lawsuit dismissed
Dear NCI FOIA OFFICE:
Recently the federal court ruled the prior Freedom of Information Act lawsuit should be dismissed because of a ‘service technicality’. At issue in the lawsuit was the failure of the National Cancer Institute to provide documents, two progress reports of the U.S. Special Virus program, progress reports #’s 14 and 15. Which represent the years 1977 and 1978, the end years of a secret federal virus development program that spent $550 million dollars to make a ‘special’ virus.
There is significant correspondence between Dr. Alan Rabson and myself as to these specific reports. On or about May 20, 2000 , Dr. Victoria Cargill located the 1971 flowchart of the secret program. She also located in the NCI archives, three of the fifteen progress reports, #8, 14 &15.
Dr. Cargill turned the info over to Dr. Rabson, because the documents were located in the NCI archives. Dr. Rabson subsequently removed the two end progress reports and their whereabouts is currently unknown.
Under the Freedom of Information Act, we hereby request that progress reports #14 and 15 be made available and replaced in the archives where they were previously, and that the agency and Dr. Rabson be enjoined to ensure the documents are replaced.
Sincerely,
Boyd Ed Graves, J.D.
619-849-9364
Cc: Dr. Alan Rabson
Congressman Bob Filner
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Sunday, June 1, 2008
MORE SCIENTIFIC AIDS GENOCIDE REPORTS INDICATE COVER-UP BY U.S.
Formerly secret missing U.S. Special Virus Program 1967 AIDS Report FOUND
Chula Vista , CA - Human Rights' activist and HIV/AIDS victims advocate, American Dr. Boyd E. Graves, internationally recognized as one of the world's leading experts on the formerly secret U.S. Special Virus Cancer Leukemia Program (1962-1978) and the evidence of the laboratory birth of AIDS; has recovered the missing 1967 U.S. Special Virus Progress Report. The 1967 report is the fourth publication in the 15 year U.S. Special Virus Program series published secretly between 1962 and 1978 by the National Cancer Institute and National Institute of Health. Today, Dr. Graves posted the 1967 U.S. Special Virus report on his web site www.boydgraves.com for free global public download and immediate review.
“Any review of the U.S. Special Virus program will solve and end HIV/AIDS," Graves said. "Additionally, the United States patented the CURE for AIDS in 1997, Tetrasil.”
Dr. Graves first shook the international scientific and established medical community in 1999 with his discovery and presentation of the United States' secret virus development program's 1971 Research Logic Flow Chart, the 'research logic' Dr. Graves and other experts allege is the logic of creating the HIV/AIDS virus inside official U.S. Special Virus laboratories, according to the formerly secret reports.
With the discovery of the missing 1967 U.S. Special Virus report, the fourth in the series of more than 15; Dr. Graves provides the world even another deeper glimpse into the inside 'logic' of the U.S. Special Virus Cancer Leukemia Program's inner mentality and machinery. With secret government virus experiments dating back to 1909 and beyond, inside these reports Dr. Graves and others claim the cause and cures for HIV/AIDS exist.
“To date over four million people hold the 1971 “research logic” blueprint of the U.S. Special Virus program (1962 – 1978) . The 1971 flow chart depicts the creation, production and proliferation of a new “special” hybrid virus that impacts the immune system. The flowchart reveals (in Phase IV-A) that inhibitors and controls were developed, prior to the “special” virus being released (via vaccine complement) in Phase V of the secret program.” Dr. Graves said. “Any review of the U.S. Special Virus program will solve and end HIV/AIDS. Additionally, the United States patented the CURE for AIDS in 1997.”
The discovery of the fourth report from 1967 brings the total known available U.S. Special Virus Progress Reports to nine, leaving six reports still 'missing' or otherwise unavailable in the public domain. National Cancer Institute Director, Dr. Alan Rabson, was named among the lead defendants in a Freedom of Information Act lawsuit filed by Dr. Graves last year demanding the release of several of the known available reports, including the 1978 report, once known to be on the shelves at the archives of the U.S. National Cancer Institute. Today the N.C.I.'s copies of the U.S. Special Virus Reports have also become 'missing' or otherwise unavailable. Dr. Graves' and his publisher have recovered and scanned all of the recovered Special Virus documents for preservation and redistribution, including Dr. Graves' exhibits for litigation against the U.S. Special Virus Program. Dr. Graves' collection of the rare documents represents the largest available U.S. Special Virus archive known in the world.
Dr. Graves, a lawyer based in California has filed multiple lawsuits the international review and lead plaintiff for reparations of the victims of HIV/AIDS via the U.S. Special Virus Program. The U.S. Federal Court and the U.S. Supreme Court have both denied Dr. Graves' past lawsuits on technicalities. See also: Boyd E. Graves v. The President of the United States of America , U.S. Supreme Court Case OO-9587. Dr. Graves continues filing new lawsuits on this issue, including Freedom of Information Act requests for the additional published reports. Graves judicial activism shines a light on a taboo issue by submitting the evidence of the laboratory birth of AIDS via the formerly secret U.S. Special Virus Program in his contuining litigation.
In 2001 Dr. Graves initiated a review of the budgetary appropriations through his former Congressman James A. Trafficant, (OH) prompting an internal investigation by the U.S. General Accounting Office. The G.A.O. issued their conclusions in June. The government's conclusions were presented in a short power point large font 'investigation' summary essential stated the U.S. Special Virus Program may have existed, however it is not the source of the HIV/AIDS pandemic, and instead concluded from monkeys. The GAO investigation was immediately called a 'white wash' by many including leading expert author Dr. Leonard G. Horowitz, who also provided primary witness testimony for the GAO investigation into the origin of the AIDS pandemic.
Dr. Graves has posted the scanned original 1967 U.S. Special Virus progress report to is web site www.boydgraves.com for free download to all interested persons. Dr. Graves resides in California where he continues his judicial activism. Dr. Graves is the author of two books on the evidence of the laboratory birth of HIV/AIDS. He is among the most vocal AIDS activists and the only active HIV litigator demanding the immediate review of and reparations for 'make whole relief' for the Class harmed as direct result of the U.S. Special Virus Program.
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Saturday, May 24, 2008
Dr. Peter Duesberg INDICTED in AIDS Genocide Plot, Cover Up
INDICTMENT OF SPECIAL VIRUS CANCER PROGRAM VIROLOGIST
DR. PETER DUESBERG
Served Publicly, May 22, 2008 , on the
Genesis Communications Network by
Leonard G. Horowitz, D.M.D., M.A., M.P.H., D.N.M., D.M.M.
I, Dr. Leonard G. Horowitz, respecting and representing thousands of scientists and physicians worldwide whose voices have been neglected and silenced; as a Diplomat for the World Organization for Natural Medicine; as a representative of God, Knighted emissary for the Sovereign Orthodox Order of Knights Hospitaller of St. John of Jerusalem, and as a Levitical priest in the bloodlines of Moses and YaHShuaH, the Messiah, I hereby INDICT YOU, Dr. Peter Duesberg, FOR THE DEATHS OF MILLIONS OF PEOPLE WORLDWIDE, THROUGH YOUR ROLES IN THE CREATION OF AIDS AS WELL AS THE DISINFORMATION THAT SUSTAINS THIS AND RELATED MEDICAL GENOCIDES.
THIS OFFICIAL INDICTMENT condemns you for the mass killing and pharmaceutical enslaving of millions of people to AIDS, infectious cancers, and myriad immune system pathologies, resulting from your and your collaborators' manipulations, creations, and disseminations of viruses, using genetic modifications and vaccinations, you conducted or abetted. You, along with your colleagues, including Dr. Robert Gallo, prostituting virologists and molecular biologists working for the National Cancer Institute, and paid by Litton Bionetics, a biological weapons contractor for the U.S. Military; having advanced the "Special Virus Cancer Program" during the late 1960s through the 1970s, are hereby held accountable to the People, and to God, for these crimes against humanity resulting in this global tragedy of the pandemic now called AIDS.
This indictment is served publicly and officially with accompanying evidence of the official contracts, actions taken, and payments made to you as published in the Special Virus Cancer Program's Progress Reports that have now been made public through works by multiple experts acting as independent investigators.
This official indictment, served as a humanitarian action, prays to the Courts of Heaven and Earth, that you will be punished to the fullest extent of the Law, both man's law and God's, and that you be condemned for eternity for the mass slaughter and pharmaceutical enslavement of humanity to HIV/AIDS and other cancers linked to your loathsome labors.
Leonard G. Horowitz, DMD , MA , MPH , DNM, DMM
Diplomat, World Organization for Natural Medicine
Knighted Emissary, Sovereign Orthodox Order of Knights Hospitaller of St. John of Jerusalem , and
Overseer, The Royal Bloodline of David
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Thursday, May 1, 2008
Federal Court dismisses AIDS orgin lawsuit
April 29, 2008
NINTH CIRCUIT DISMISSES AIDS ORIGIN “ FULL DISCLOSURE” LAWSUIT
San Fransisco , Calif. - In a not so unexpected move the Ninth Circuit Court of Appeals in San Francisco dismissed the AIDS ORIGIN appeal of AIDS and Human Rights Activist, Boyd Ed Graves, J.D. The Court held that Graves failed to properly serve the former U.S. Attorney General and that the District Court had a right to refuse a new case, although the lower court dismissed the original complaint without prejudice.
“We will file another Freedom of Information Act request with the National Cancer Institute ( NCI ) for the missing progress reports of the U.S. Special Virus program (1962 – 1978)," Graves said earlier today.
“Progress Reports #’s 14 and 15, representing the years 1977 and ’78 have been removed by Deputy Director, Dr. Alan Rabson, who is also listed as a ‘developer’ of HIV/AIDS (the Special Virus)," Graves said.
Progress reports #’s 14 and 15 represent the ‘end reports’ of a federally funded virus development program that ended just as HIV/AIDS began. According to the experts, any review of the U.S. Special Virus program will solve and end AIDS. See, www.boydgraves.com/comments/.
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THIS ARTICLE BY WILLIAM BOND ON PATRIARCHY AND ITS VIOLENCE IS THE BEST OVERVIEW OF THE SUBJECT I HAVE EVER READ! CONGRATULATIONS TO WILLIAM
Hi
To give my opinion in this debate, I personally believe that Matriarchy will not only free Women but will free men as well. This is because patriarchy not only oppresses Women but also men.
The lie given out by patriarchal propaganda is that men are `naturally' brutal and violent. Whereas what is really happening is that in patriarchy, we are all caught in a vicious cycle of violence and hatred. Obviously if a father beats up his sons, then his sons think this behaviour is `normal' and will beat up other people and later their own sons. Perpetuating a cycle of violence.
I personally wasn't beaten by my father, but I was made to feel ashamed of myself for not being a macho boy. And I know I wasn't alone in this, most boys I talked with had problems living up to the macho image they were suppose have. And this macho image was all around us, it was in the books and comics we read, and in the films we saw, so we all felt we had to be like John Wayne and become `real' men.
Patriarchy was started by bandits and criminals. These were men that were banished from the first Matriarchal civilizations for their anti-social behaviour and discovered they could make an easy living robbing other people.
RASA: CAN YOU GIVE ME DOCUMENTATION ON THIS?
What these men discovered was that violence gave them power. You can make other people do what you want if you
inflict violence on them, and you can have sex by raping women.
Having men like this who were able to rob, assault, rape and even murder other people with impunity, made this lifestyle attractive to other men. So these men began to join together in bandit gangs. In time these gangs became so strong that instead of robbing people they devised a protection racket. So people in villages and towns had to pay their local bandit chief, so that they will leave them alone. This was the first taxation.
These bandit leaders were not content with this began to interfere in the lives of the people more and more, setting themselves up as rulers and living within the community they `owned'. These bandits also discovered that their power depended on their violence so it was important that to keep their bandit group strong they had to train them in violence. Because not only did they fear a uprising
RASA: SOUNDS LIKE THE “KING ALFRED PLAN” FEARING AN UPRISING BY BLACKS, THEY ARE READY TO DO THEM IN BEFORE THE BLACKS HAVE EVEN DONE ANYTHING.
by the people they ruled, but they feared being taken over by other bandit gangs.
So the men in bandit gangs were trained in violence, which means they had to inflict violence onto each other. As it was discovered that the more violent a gang became the more fearful the people were of them and the more successful they were in any conflict with other bandit gangs. Because these gang were fighting against other bandit gangs, they needed more men of violence. So they began to recruit men within the communities they ruled and teach them to be violent.
The communities would still have been ruled by Women and they would have objected to this, as they didn't want to see their sons turned into violent monsters. So violence would then be used against Women to undermine their power over their own sons.
In time these bandit chiefs became kings, and emperors and patriarchy even took over the religious life of the people creating male gods and male priests. They then set out to conquer and create a patriarchal world.
This then is why violence, fear, intimidation and hatred are the foundation of patriarchy, and men are the victims of this as well as Women. And it is this cycle of violence and fear that keeps patriarchy going.
In a world of fear and violence the most aggressive and violent people are the ones that rule the world. This is why men rule our world and not Women. If you brutalise boys they learn to hate, and can learn to be so violent that they will kill other people. If you brutalise girls it is true they also can learn to be violent but they are restrained by their maternal instincts. Yes, there have been Women who have committed murder and even killed their own children, but this doesn't compare with men who have done the same thing. In Britain today on average two Women a week are murdered by their male partners but very rarely are men murdered by Women.
This is the problem we all have, we are all stuck in this vicious cycle of fear and violence. To the degree that even if we have a patriarchal ruler of a country who is a loving and caring man, he would find it difficult to stop this cycle of violence. This is
because he knows that if he stops all the propaganda that encourages boy to be violent he then would fear that if his country were invaded, he would have no young man willing to fight in a war and defend the
country.
As I have pointed out before men are the natural submissive sex, because they are naturally very obedient, and very easy trained and indoctrinated.
RASA: INTERESTING THOUGHT. INDEED I CAN SEE IT; MALES CAN BE TRAINED OR BRAINWASHED MORE EASILY THAN CAN WOMEN.
They can be trained to become violent monsters or trained to become loving and caring people.
We have to show up patriarchal propaganda that it is `natural' for men to be the dominant sex, and that it is `natural' for men to be violent.
RASA: HOWARD ZINN AGREES WITH YOU, HE IS EVER PREACHING THIS IS MIND CONTROL IN THE MILITARY.
Once people can see through all this patriarchal propaganda then we have a choice whether we want to continue in our brutal patriarchal world or live in a more peaceful and loving Matriarchal world.
RASA: FULLY AGREED
william
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HUMAN & SPIRITUAL MOM, SEX RASA (63)
From: rasavonwerder
http://youtube.com/watch?v=FemVBnx42z0
from SHAMAN MELODY HART--PRAISE HER FOR HER TERRIFIC INSIGHTS & SHARING THEM WITH US
ALL of "world HIStory" is the story of "man's" i.e.
"men's" horrifyingly cruel, brutal and mega maniacal
assault on WOMAN, in her Rites of Passage, from
Girl to Goddess Being, in her "virgin" maidenhood,
in her Sacred Motherhood, and her mature Grandmother . . . . . Crone, Wise woman Rites of
Passage, unto the next seven generations of HER
sacred and magical "progeny", all "humankind".
I magnify the timeless, ageless, holy divine Mother
of all the Living, in all her guises and diversity of
forms, colors, shapes, forms and ever birthing,
ever suckling, ever nurturing, ever licking, kissing,
embracing . . . . . motherliness.
I magnify the Holy Name, MOTHER,
MOTHER NATURE and MOTHER GOD. . . ESS.
In HER ALL "live, move and have our BEing. "
SHE is calling all of us, way down deep INside,
to come to our senses, come to our natural
INstinctive, INtuitive Innermost Essence in which
we are ONE with all that IS.
Who gave MAN/MEN, male priesthoods and
brotherhoods the male self-proclaimed "divine rights"
of Kings, Popes, Priests, Fathers and Sons . . .
to "RULE OVER HER"? And who and what all does
the "HER" include?
Horrifically, it has included ALL female and female born being, for thousands of female birthed
generations of humans and animals, all of whom
emerge from the universal SEX ACT, which has been
massively forced as women and female animals
have been force BRED for male "mega corporate"
euphemized "medical experimentation" in hideously
to torturous "laboratories of Death by alpha male
legally protected male government TAX and
TITHE funded "Science of Death" emphasized in
alpha male facilities euphemized as "Life Sciences"
"laboratories" in HELL on Earth.
I was locked into one of these American "Mental
Health" "Hospitals", more than once, strapped down,
while mind/brain/body altering drugs were "shot"
into my body (a type of chemical mind/brain altering
control of the whole human BEing.)
I suffered the terrifying experience of NATZI
mind control, not in a German NATZI concentration
DEATH and TORTURE camp, but in a "respectable"
sophisticated Psychiatric Hospital in Louisville, kY,
EUPHEMISTICALLY NAMED BY THE CATHOLIC
CHURCH OWNERS, "Our Lady of Peace".
The mega corporate white alpha male "masters of
the weapons of mass deception and destruction of
our bodies, our minds and our spiritual oneness,
wholeness ALWAYS, ALWAYS hide their horrific
atrocities with euphemism.
Remember, the German Nazi Party did not
announce in the public mass media what they
intended to do to their "Jewish" victims. They
used deceptive "euphemisms". They announced
that the "final solution" to the "Jewish problem"
was to "relocate them" . They did NOT reveal
where or how they were "relocating" them to their
horrific death camp gas chambers disguised as
"shower stalls" in the prison camps to which their
"victims" were transported on boxcars.
We are all enmasse being mass deceived in this
exact same way in America, where the Nazi
"intelligentsia" was deliberately "imported" and
integrated into all of America’s governmental,
"medical", mega corporate infrastructures during the
Second World War. The NATZI did NOT "lose their
"world WAR campaign for total control of the
human body.mind.spirit and WORLD and WOMB.
Whosoever controls the WOMB controls the WORLD.
Thus woman is THE primary prey of the "Masters
of EUTHENASIA, Genetic Engineering of "cyborgs",
entities created by gene splicing DNA from selected
animals, humans, plants, bacterial entities. This
is the horrific agenda now all over the planet in
the disguised "medical experimentation laboratories"
in which they have limitless access to human and
animal, insect and bacterial "specimens" to use
in their "genetic engineering" and "science of death"
"experimentation".
LOOK at the YOUTube videos created by the
Animal Liberation Front, the Earth Liberation Front
and KNOW that exactly the same horrifying
torture, dismemberment (while still alive and suffering
agonizing torture) is being doing to millions of
"human specimens" in exactly the same way in
physical structures "euphemized" as the total
opposite of what is happening INside their HELLish
Orwellian buildings.
The few courageous humans who are exposing
this HELLISH "unbelievable" conspiracy are being
dragged publicly off the streets and taken away
in police cars . . . to be properly punished, kept
in stinking rat infested and rapist, torturer infested
penitentiaries of the doomed and the damned.
This is NOT "science fiction". This is "scientific fact".
I experienced it, am an EYE witness and a survivor
of this "hidden" Empire of Evil on Earth.
The good news is that it is being more and more
exposed and will no longer be kept secret and
hidden. The shock of realizing how totally the whole
human face/family/ "species" has been massively
betrayed and ensnared, trapped is overwhelmingly
stunning/ shocking to discover.
It takes great courage to face the horrific truth of
how we have all been systematically "converted"
into a massive totalitarian global POLICE STATE
that makes George Orwell’s 1984 by comparison
look like a Sunday School Picnic in the Park.
"All things are connected."
"All things breath the same breath."
"Will you remember (Great White Chief Washington)
that the Earth is our Mother? What we do to the
Earth, we do to ourselves. Sell the Land? My
people do not understand. How can we "sell the
Land" (Motherland/Mother Earth, Mother Nature)?
Can we sell the AIR? . . . . . .
And if we "sell you the Land", . . . . .
Behold what the European "white man" has done
to the Motherland, through violent never ending
war, mass rape, hideous atrocities against all the
animals and all the humans on the planet. LOOK
and WEEP. LOOK and MOURN. LOOK and
know that this too will pass . . . . .
And, in the meantime, it's a MEAN time of
unparalleled meanness of spirit, a time when our
natural intrinsic "empathy", "affinity" and "love"
nature has been so eroded and weakened that we
have become monstrously deformed, malformed
enmasse.
I refer you to the Thirteen Indigenous Grandmothers
Council. "When the grandmothers speak and the
world listens, the world will be healed."
The Grandmothers, Elder women from all over the
planet who are the repositories of great indigenous
wisdom, are speaking. Are you listening?
EXCERPTS from an article by Sharon McErlane,
the author of the book A Call to Power: The
Grandmothers Speak.
"We have come at this time in history to save planet
Earth, to bring the energies of yin and yang back
into harmony."
LOOK at the "male/Yang" energy on the planet.
It is destroying the rain forests, the "lungs of Gaia",
our Mother from which we derive the necessary
oxygen that fuels our bodies through our lungs.
I have the rare privilege of being arrested for
participating in the Redwood Summer Earth First
Gathering in Humboldt, California, the largest
ever citizens Environmental devastation protest and
"civil disobedience" arrest.
The police brutality was horrendous. The women
protestors and their male companions were
tortured by the police who sprayed eye burning
pepper spray into their eyes. They demonstrators
were at NO time violent to any human or animal
being.
This can be view on YOUTube Earth First Videos.
I was in California at this time and am an EYE
witness of the horrific police brutality. I was arrested
after participating in the protest for about 12 hours.
WOMEN wake UP. WE are the front line of attack
in this brutal WAR on Earth. Every human being
who has ever experienced life on Earth began that
life INSIDE the womb of a woman just like US.
Remember? Remember!
That is how vitally significant our bodies and wombs
ARE. To conquer the planet requires conquering
the WOMBS of the planet and they are ALL in
female human and animal bodies.
WE MUST reclaim our WOMB RIGHTS, and
female SEXual autonomy . . . . . unto the next seven
generations, or more hideous atrocities than we
have already witness are the inevitable karmic
consequences for this war and rape ravished plundered planet that is ONE living, conscious
living organism, just as each of us are ONE living,
conscious living organism.
WE are the Mother's body, blood, wombs, eggs,
sperm, the symbiotic anatomy of the living Mother
Earth, Mother Nature and SHE is NOT the property
of those who are stripping her of all her living
"organs", poisoning her WATER, AIR, SOIL and
wholeness of her great cosmic Mother BEing.
RASA has posed the question in her remarkably
well researched and documented book,
CAN FEMALE POWER SAVE THE PLANET?
HER radical proclamation "WOMAN, THOU ART GOD", challenges 7000 years of Patriarchal
"HISTORICAL" lies, propaganda, superstitious
nonsense, idiocy, ignorance and utter stupidity.
So be it. And it is so, even unto the next seven
generations of our progeny, because they are in us
and we are in them . . . time is NOT linear. It is
cyclical . . . . we are returning and returning and
returning in the wheel of karma, being born again
and again.
The Nazi/Fascist Manifesto"
All men should be/ are being BRED for WAR
and all women for the RECREATION, RE-CREATION
of the WARRIORS. This is our Karmic entrapment
in generations of HELL on Earth, violent mega
maniacal . . . human atrocities against all Life in
existence, all of which originates in the Womb of
the Mother of all the Living.
In fairness to men, including the horrendously
violent alpha males on the planet, the suffering
of ALL the thousands of "animal species", INCLUDING the human "mamillian" animals (US)
is caused primarily by the commidification of "flesh
and blood" as MEAT.
Women are the primary purchasers of "meat to eat"
and keep the economy for dead, butchered,
slaughtered animal beings thriving. The horrendously agonizing "farm" lives of these beasts
and how they are mercilessly bred and slaughtered
is NOT shown on the commercials for all the
"fast food" restaurants and "food businesses".
The "animal testing laboratories owned by the
pharmaceutical companies, hospitals and "medical
laboratories" are providing jobs, paychecks plus
slaughtered once living animal beings like US
who are ground up into hamburger. The SAME
exact process is done to millions of humans daily
in "concentration" camps all over the planet.
All keep "off camera", out of the mass media,
except in rare cases in which the dissidents and
revolutionaries of Earth First, the Animal Liberation
Front, the Earth Liberation Front, risk their lives
to get video documentaries into the mainstream
mass media . . . . .
So, how many women are wearing products made
from once living animals slaughtered for women's
"glamour" products like "fur coats" and thousands
of products for which millions and millions of living
animals are mass slaughtered daily, 24/7/365 and
have been for centuries?
The whole economy is based on mass slaughter
of living beings, humans and "other" animal beings.
"The killing of Mother Earth in our time is the number
one ethical, spiritual and human issue of our planet."
Mathew Fox, former and now excommunicated Catholic
Empire Domican Priest, the progenitor/ founder of
his Institute for Culture and Creation Spirituality.
In fairness to men, who are being painted with
broad strokes as the destroyers of the Earth and
all life on it, WOMEN's carnivorous "diet" and
purchasing of "animal tested" pharmaceuticals,
animal products that require the mass slaughter of
the many non-human species of animals, are all
lifestyle choices that must be factored into the whole
equation of the immensity of human and animal
suffering on the whole planet.
It is an over simplification to make the terrifying
atrocities against all life on the planet the responsibility of ONE gender while the other gender
is perceived as the "innocent victim" of the other.
WE are symbiotically co-creative entities. We create
our reality TOGETHER. Granted, most of the
actual slaughtering, massacring and hideous
atrocities are being done by males conditioned to
do the "bloody slaughtering" of humans, animals
and living beings, WOMEN are seduced into being
"consumers" .
A VEGAN or VEGETARIAN lifestyle is the most
compassionate lifestyle change we can all make,
but only one small part of changing the economics
of death, doom and mass destruction of living entities
who are BRED to be used for human "experimentation", "entertainment", "consumption"
and economic exploitation.
Playing the "who's to blame" for all the suffering,
hideous merciless atrocities against everything
that lives, moves and has BEing, is a vicious cycle
that is an exercise in futility it seems to me.
All life "essence" emerges in the cosmic egg,
bloodstream and seminal "flow". It's all one "essence". Greed to "own it all" and "use it" for
personal gain, has created the mega national
corporate structures that are the engines of the
slaughter of the innocents by the "human" predators.
We are "all in this together".
No one is exempt from the whole Earth massacre.
And every one "human" is response-able for being
mass "consumers" of what is paid for in human and
animal mass suffering beyond belief, so massive
that it is virtually "invisible", though hidden in "public
view" to the whole "population" of planet Earth.
This is a more balanced perspective that I am
coming to, realizing that it has been MEN who have
been my greatest wounders and oppressors and
also MEN who have been my "awakeners" and
consciousness expanding "avatars", as well as
the women who have dared to challenge the alpha
male fascist police state tactics that are euphemized
as "patriotism", "police stateism", "politialism" and
"religious atrocities" committed "in the name of "
male Gods, Saviors, Messiahs and "Deliverers"
schizophrenically euphemized as both the heros and
villians, the oppressors and rescuers, the machos
and the wimps in the grande scenerio of the cosmic
soap opera/ circus and HELLfire and Damnation
Theocracy of "eternal torment" of the doomed and
the damned.
If it's true that "all the world's a stage and we are
all the actors in the play", we created the script,
chose/choose the whole cast of characters and play
all the "parts", alternately and simultaneously.
What an appalling spectacle it all is!
That is, to those of us who still are capable of
feeling empathy, compassion, affinity, belongingness,
part of the whole interwoven tapestry of all the living.
. . . to be continued
by Mystic Seer, Diva Melody, Lucid Dreamweaver,
inter-galactic, inter-species . . . . . shapeshifting
shaman, in "essence" "invisible" to the "naked eye".
99% of all we all are is INVISIBLE!
LIGHT ESSENCE! Energy "essence". as I "see" it.
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THIS IS MALE THEOLOGY
Dear Patriarchal Leader:
Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from you, and try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination ... end of debate.
I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some other elements of God's Laws and how to follow them.
1. Leviticus 25:44 states that I may possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canadians. Can you clarify? Why can't I own Canadians?
2. I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7. In this day and age, what do you think would be a fair price for her?
3. I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is in her period of menstrual uncleanliness, (Lev. 15:19-24) the problem is, how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offense.
4. When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates a pleasing odor for the Lord (Lev. 1:9). The problem is my neighbors. They claim the odor is not pleasing to them. Should I smite them?
5. I have a neighbor who insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus 35:2 clearly states he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to kill him myself, or should I ask the police to do it?
6. A friend of mine feels that even though eating shellfish is an abomination (Lev. 11:10), it is a lesser abomination that homosexuality. I don't agree. Can you settle this? Are there degrees of abomination?
7. Lev. 21:20 states that I may not approach the altar of God if I have a defect in my sight. I have to admit that I wear reading glasses. Does my vision have to be 20/20, or is there some wiggle-room here?
8. Most of my male friends get their hair trimmed, including the hair around their temples, even though this is expressly forbidden by Lev. 19:27. How should they die?
9. I know from Lev. 11:6-8 that touching the skin of a dead pig makes me unclean, but may I still play football if I wear gloves?
10. My uncle has a farm. He violates Lev. 19:19 by planting two different crops in the same field, as does his wife by wearing garments made of two different kinds of thread (cotton/polyester blend). He also tends to curse and blaspheme a lot. Is it really necessary that we go to all the trouble of getting the whole town together to stone them (Lev. 24:10-16)? Couldn't we just burn them to death at a private family affair, as we do with people who sleep with their in-laws (Lev. 20:14)?
I know you have studied these things extensively and thus enjoy considerable expertise in such matters, so I am confident you can help. Thank you again for reminding us that God's word is eternal and unchanging.
Eternally Yours,
A Concerned Christian American
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RASA TRASHES TALK SHOW HOST 60 mins on GOOGLE!
RASA TRASHES TALK SHOW HOST – When Rasa was Kellie Everts she did the Morton Downey Jr. show. It became notorious because Downey abused her verbally and physically (ripped off her mike, pushed her down into the chair, threatened her with his cock, called her extreme dirty names, all because she was too much for his little dick!) and she stood up to him in a way no woman ever had, and afterward she SUED HIM FOR FORTY MILLION. Kellie (Rasa) then hit the front pages of New York papers, Entertainment Tonight, national TV shows and front page of the New York Law Journal. It shows the spirit of Rasa Von Werder, Kellie Everts, TAKES NO SHIT FROM MEN – and she has been that way a long time and will stay that way. Female Empowerment at work!
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HUMAN & SPIRITUAL MOM, SEX RASA (63)
From: rasavonwerder
http://youtube.com/watch?v=FemVBnx42z0
from SHAMAN MELODY HART--PRAISE HER FOR HER TERRIFIC INSIGHTS & SHARING THEM WITH US
ALL of "world HIStory" is the story of "man's" i.e.
"men's" horrifyingly cruel, brutal and mega maniacal
assault on WOMAN, in her Rites of Passage, from
Girl to Goddess Being, in her "virgin" maidenhood,
in her Sacred Motherhood, and her mature Grandmother . . . . . Crone, Wise woman Rites of
Passage, unto the next seven generations of HER
sacred and magical "progeny", all "humankind".
I magnify the timeless, ageless, holy divine Mother
of all the Living, in all her guises and diversity of
forms, colors, shapes, forms and ever birthing,
ever suckling, ever nurturing, ever licking, kissing,
embracing . . . . . motherliness.
I magnify the Holy Name, MOTHER,
MOTHER NATURE and MOTHER GOD. . . ESS.
In HER ALL "live, move and have our BEing. "
SHE is calling all of us, way down deep INside,
to come to our senses, come to our natural
INstinctive, INtuitive Innermost Essence in which
we are ONE with all that IS.
Who gave MAN/MEN, male priesthoods and
brotherhoods the male self-proclaimed "divine rights"
of Kings, Popes, Priests, Fathers and Sons . . .
to "RULE OVER HER"? And who and what all does
the "HER" include?
Horrifically, it has included ALL female and female born being, for thousands of female birthed
generations of humans and animals, all of whom
emerge from the universal SEX ACT, which has been
massively forced as women and female animals
have been force BRED for male "mega corporate"
euphemized "medical experimentation" in hideously
to torturous "laboratories of Death by alpha male
legally protected male government TAX and
TITHE funded "Science of Death" emphasized in
alpha male facilities euphemized as "Life Sciences"
"laboratories" in HELL on Earth.
I was locked into one of these American "Mental
Health" "Hospitals", more than once, strapped down,
while mind/brain/body altering drugs were "shot"
into my body (a type of chemical mind/brain altering
control of the whole human BEing.)
I suffered the terrifying experience of NATZI
mind control, not in a German NATZI concentration
DEATH and TORTURE camp, but in a "respectable"
sophisticated Psychiatric Hospital in Louisville, kY,
EUPHEMISTICALLY NAMED BY THE CATHOLIC
CHURCH OWNERS, "Our Lady of Peace".
The mega corporate white alpha male "masters of
the weapons of mass deception and destruction of
our bodies, our minds and our spiritual oneness,
wholeness ALWAYS, ALWAYS hide their horrific
atrocities with euphemism.
Remember, the German Nazi Party did not
announce in the public mass media what they
intended to do to their "Jewish" victims. They
used deceptive "euphemisms". They announced
that the "final solution" to the "Jewish problem"
was to "relocate them" . They did NOT reveal
where or how they were "relocating" them to their
horrific death camp gas chambers disguised as
"shower stalls" in the prison camps to which their
"victims" were transported on boxcars.
We are all enmasse being mass deceived in this
exact same way in America, where the Nazi
"intelligentsia" was deliberately "imported" and
integrated into all of America’s governmental,
"medical", mega corporate infrastructures during the
Second World War. The NATZI did NOT "lose their
"world WAR campaign for total control of the
human body.mind.spirit and WORLD and WOMB.
Whosoever controls the WOMB controls the WORLD.
Thus woman is THE primary prey of the "Masters
of EUTHENASIA, Genetic Engineering of "cyborgs",
entities created by gene splicing DNA from selected
animals, humans, plants, bacterial entities. This
is the horrific agenda now all over the planet in
the disguised "medical experimentation laboratories"
in which they have limitless access to human and
animal, insect and bacterial "specimens" to use
in their "genetic engineering" and "science of death"
"experimentation".
LOOK at the YOUTube videos created by the
Animal Liberation Front, the Earth Liberation Front
and KNOW that exactly the same horrifying
torture, dismemberment (while still alive and suffering
agonizing torture) is being doing to millions of
"human specimens" in exactly the same way in
physical structures "euphemized" as the total
opposite of what is happening INside their HELLish
Orwellian buildings.
The few courageous humans who are exposing
this HELLISH "unbelievable" conspiracy are being
dragged publicly off the streets and taken away
in police cars . . . to be properly punished, kept
in stinking rat infested and rapist, torturer infested
penitentiaries of the doomed and the damned.
This is NOT "science fiction". This is "scientific fact".
I experienced it, am an EYE witness and a survivor
of this "hidden" Empire of Evil on Earth.
The good news is that it is being more and more
exposed and will no longer be kept secret and
hidden. The shock of realizing how totally the whole
human face/family/ "species" has been massively
betrayed and ensnared, trapped is overwhelmingly
stunning/ shocking to discover.
It takes great courage to face the horrific truth of
how we have all been systematically "converted"
into a massive totalitarian global POLICE STATE
that makes George Orwell’s 1984 by comparison
look like a Sunday School Picnic in the Park.
"All things are connected."
"All things breath the same breath."
"Will you remember (Great White Chief Washington)
that the Earth is our Mother? What we do to the
Earth, we do to ourselves. Sell the Land? My
people do not understand. How can we "sell the
Land" (Motherland/Mother Earth, Mother Nature)?
Can we sell the AIR? . . . . . .
And if we "sell you the Land", . . . . .
Behold what the European "white man" has done
to the Motherland, through violent never ending
war, mass rape, hideous atrocities against all the
animals and all the humans on the planet. LOOK
and WEEP. LOOK and MOURN. LOOK and
know that this too will pass . . . . .
And, in the meantime, it's a MEAN time of
unparalleled meanness of spirit, a time when our
natural intrinsic "empathy", "affinity" and "love"
nature has been so eroded and weakened that we
have become monstrously deformed, malformed
enmasse.
I refer you to the Thirteen Indigenous Grandmothers
Council. "When the grandmothers speak and the
world listens, the world will be healed."
The Grandmothers, Elder women from all over the
planet who are the repositories of great indigenous
wisdom, are speaking. Are you listening?
EXCERPTS from an article by Sharon McErlane,
the author of the book A Call to Power: The
Grandmothers Speak.
"We have come at this time in history to save planet
Earth, to bring the energies of yin and yang back
into harmony."
LOOK at the "male/Yang" energy on the planet.
It is destroying the rain forests, the "lungs of Gaia",
our Mother from which we derive the necessary
oxygen that fuels our bodies through our lungs.
I have the rare privilege of being arrested for
participating in the Redwood Summer Earth First
Gathering in Humboldt, California, the largest
ever citizens Environmental devastation protest and
"civil disobedience" arrest.
The police brutality was horrendous. The women
protestors and their male companions were
tortured by the police who sprayed eye burning
pepper spray into their eyes. They demonstrators
were at NO time violent to any human or animal
being.
This can be view on YOUTube Earth First Videos.
I was in California at this time and am an EYE
witness of the horrific police brutality. I was arrested
after participating in the protest for about 12 hours.
WOMEN wake UP. WE are the front line of attack
in this brutal WAR on Earth. Every human being
who has ever experienced life on Earth began that
life INSIDE the womb of a woman just like US.
Remember? Remember!
That is how vitally significant our bodies and wombs
ARE. To conquer the planet requires conquering
the WOMBS of the planet and they are ALL in
female human and animal bodies.
WE MUST reclaim our WOMB RIGHTS, and
female SEXual autonomy . . . . . unto the next seven
generations, or more hideous atrocities than we
have already witness are the inevitable karmic
consequences for this war and rape ravished plundered planet that is ONE living, conscious
living organism, just as each of us are ONE living,
conscious living organism.
WE are the Mother's body, blood, wombs, eggs,
sperm, the symbiotic anatomy of the living Mother
Earth, Mother Nature and SHE is NOT the property
of those who are stripping her of all her living
"organs", poisoning her WATER, AIR, SOIL and
wholeness of her great cosmic Mother BEing.
RASA has posed the question in her remarkably
well researched and documented book,
CAN FEMALE POWER SAVE THE PLANET?
HER radical proclamation "WOMAN, THOU ART GOD", challenges 7000 years of Patriarchal
"HISTORICAL" lies, propaganda, superstitious
nonsense, idiocy, ignorance and utter stupidity.
So be it. And it is so, even unto the next seven
generations of our progeny, because they are in us
and we are in them . . . time is NOT linear. It is
cyclical . . . . we are returning and returning and
returning in the wheel of karma, being born again
and again.
The Nazi/Fascist Manifesto"
All men should be/ are being BRED for WAR
and all women for the RECREATION, RE-CREATION
of the WARRIORS. This is our Karmic entrapment
in generations of HELL on Earth, violent mega
maniacal . . . human atrocities against all Life in
existence, all of which originates in the Womb of
the Mother of all the Living.
In fairness to men, including the horrendously
violent alpha males on the planet, the suffering
of ALL the thousands of "animal species", INCLUDING the human "mamillian" animals (US)
is caused primarily by the commidification of "flesh
and blood" as MEAT.
Women are the primary purchasers of "meat to eat"
and keep the economy for dead, butchered,
slaughtered animal beings thriving. The horrendously agonizing "farm" lives of these beasts
and how they are mercilessly bred and slaughtered
is NOT shown on the commercials for all the
"fast food" restaurants and "food businesses".
The "animal testing laboratories owned by the
pharmaceutical companies, hospitals and "medical
laboratories" are providing jobs, paychecks plus
slaughtered once living animal beings like US
who are ground up into hamburger. The SAME
exact process is done to millions of humans daily
in "concentration" camps all over the planet.
All keep "off camera", out of the mass media,
except in rare cases in which the dissidents and
revolutionaries of Earth First, the Animal Liberation
Front, the Earth Liberation Front, risk their lives
to get video documentaries into the mainstream
mass media . . . . .
So, how many women are wearing products made
from once living animals slaughtered for women's
"glamour" products like "fur coats" and thousands
of products for which millions and millions of living
animals are mass slaughtered daily, 24/7/365 and
have been for centuries?
The whole economy is based on mass slaughter
of living beings, humans and "other" animal beings.
"The killing of Mother Earth in our time is the number
one ethical, spiritual and human issue of our planet."
Mathew Fox, former and now excommunicated Catholic
Empire Domican Priest, the progenitor/ founder of
his Institute for Culture and Creation Spirituality.
In fairness to men, who are being painted with
broad strokes as the destroyers of the Earth and
all life on it, WOMEN's carnivorous "diet" and
purchasing of "animal tested" pharmaceuticals,
animal products that require the mass slaughter of
the many non-human species of animals, are all
lifestyle choices that must be factored into the whole
equation of the immensity of human and animal
suffering on the whole planet.
It is an over simplification to make the terrifying
atrocities against all life on the planet the responsibility of ONE gender while the other gender
is perceived as the "innocent victim" of the other.
WE are symbiotically co-creative entities. We create
our reality TOGETHER. Granted, most of the
actual slaughtering, massacring and hideous
atrocities are being done by males conditioned to
do the "bloody slaughtering" of humans, animals
and living beings, WOMEN are seduced into being
"consumers" .
A VEGAN or VEGETARIAN lifestyle is the most
compassionate lifestyle change we can all make,
but only one small part of changing the economics
of death, doom and mass destruction of living entities
who are BRED to be used for human "experimentation", "entertainment", "consumption"
and economic exploitation.
Playing the "who's to blame" for all the suffering,
hideous merciless atrocities against everything
that lives, moves and has BEing, is a vicious cycle
that is an exercise in futility it seems to me.
All life "essence" emerges in the cosmic egg,
bloodstream and seminal "flow". It's all one "essence". Greed to "own it all" and "use it" for
personal gain, has created the mega national
corporate structures that are the engines of the
slaughter of the innocents by the "human" predators.
We are "all in this together".
No one is exempt from the whole Earth massacre.
And every one "human" is response-able for being
mass "consumers" of what is paid for in human and
animal mass suffering beyond belief, so massive
that it is virtually "invisible", though hidden in "public
view" to the whole "population" of planet Earth.
This is a more balanced perspective that I am
coming to, realizing that it has been MEN who have
been my greatest wounders and oppressors and
also MEN who have been my "awakeners" and
consciousness expanding "avatars", as well as
the women who have dared to challenge the alpha
male fascist police state tactics that are euphemized
as "patriotism", "police stateism", "politialism" and
"religious atrocities" committed "in the name of "
male Gods, Saviors, Messiahs and "Deliverers"
schizophrenically euphemized as both the heros and
villians, the oppressors and rescuers, the machos
and the wimps in the grande scenerio of the cosmic
soap opera/ circus and HELLfire and Damnation
Theocracy of "eternal torment" of the doomed and
the damned.
If it's true that "all the world's a stage and we are
all the actors in the play", we created the script,
chose/choose the whole cast of characters and play
all the "parts", alternately and simultaneously.
What an appalling spectacle it all is!
That is, to those of us who still are capable of
feeling empathy, compassion, affinity, belongingness,
part of the whole interwoven tapestry of all the living.
. . . to be continued
by Mystic Seer, Diva Melody, Lucid Dreamweaver,
inter-galactic, inter-species . . . . . shapeshifting
shaman, in "essence" "invisible" to the "naked eye".
99% of all we all are is INVISIBLE!
LIGHT ESSENCE! Energy "essence". as I "see" it.
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THIS IS MALE THEOLOGY
Dear Patriarchal Leader:
Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from you, and try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination ... end of debate.
I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some other elements of God's Laws and how to follow them.
1. Leviticus 25:44 states that I may possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canadians. Can you clarify? Why can't I own Canadians?
2. I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7. In this day and age, what do you think would be a fair price for her?
3. I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is in her period of menstrual uncleanliness, (Lev. 15:19-24) the problem is, how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offense.
4. When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates a pleasing odor for the Lord (Lev. 1:9). The problem is my neighbors. They claim the odor is not pleasing to them. Should I smite them?
5. I have a neighbor who insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus 35:2 clearly states he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to kill him myself, or should I ask the police to do it?
6. A friend of mine feels that even though eating shellfish is an abomination (Lev. 11:10), it is a lesser abomination that homosexuality. I don't agree. Can you settle this? Are there degrees of abomination?
7. Lev. 21:20 states that I may not approach the altar of God if I have a defect in my sight. I have to admit that I wear reading glasses. Does my vision have to be 20/20, or is there some wiggle-room here?
8. Most of my male friends get their hair trimmed, including the hair around their temples, even though this is expressly forbidden by Lev. 19:27. How should they die?
9. I know from Lev. 11:6-8 that touching the skin of a dead pig makes me unclean, but may I still play football if I wear gloves?
10. My uncle has a farm. He violates Lev. 19:19 by planting two different crops in the same field, as does his wife by wearing garments made of two different kinds of thread (cotton/polyester blend). He also tends to curse and blaspheme a lot. Is it really necessary that we go to all the trouble of getting the whole town together to stone them (Lev. 24:10-16)? Couldn't we just burn them to death at a private family affair, as we do with people who sleep with their in-laws (Lev. 20:14)?
I know you have studied these things extensively and thus enjoy considerable expertise in such matters, so I am confident you can help. Thank you again for reminding us that God's word is eternal and unchanging.
Eternally Yours,
A Concerned Christian American
RASA SEX REPORT
RASA SEX REPORT: (1) SPIRIT AND SEX, ARE THEY COMPATIBLE? (see letter at end from devotee) (2) ROLE REVERSALS UNDER WAY – DOES RASA PLAY THE ROLE OF THE MALE? (3) WHAT RASA PLANS TO DO WITH HER HARD-WON MALES
The following is a letter I started writing to a sexy biracial “boy man” who I spoke to by phone, and as often the case, it became a thesis.
MY SEXY BOY MAN
THIS MORNING I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU
I ALSO STUDIED YOUR IMAGE.
YOU KNOW I AM A WOMAN THAT CAN LOOK INSIDE THE MIND AND HEART OF A PERSON, THERE ARE SIDES OF ME THAT WOULD ASTOUND YOU IF YOU KNEW - NOT GOING TO GET INTO ALL THAT HERE
WHAT IS IMPORTANT HERE IS THE LEVEL OR REASON WE ARE BROUGHT TOGETHER AND THAT COMES UNDER THE HEADING OF "SEX".
I HAVE PEOPLE - MOSTLY MALES - WHO I RELATE TO AS 'SPIRITUAL' BUT THESE MALES I NEVER DISCUSS 'SEXY' STUFF WITH NOR DO I ENCOURAGE THEM TO SEE ME AS SEXUAL - MANY OF THEM ARE OFFERING TO BECOME CELIBATE IN ORDER TO RELATE TO ME.
BUT IN OUR RELATIONSHIP, IT IS SEXUAL BECAUSE THAT IS THE ENERGY THAT IS BEING GENERATED HERE.
THE REASON I AM THINKING OF THIS IS THAT JUST NOW I GOT A LETTER FROM A YOUNG MALE WHO RELATES TO ME SPIRITUALLY, IT MADE ME REMEMBER THE OTHER SIDE, WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING FOR YEARS, AND THEN, I THOUGHT OF YOU, AND WHAT A DIFFERENT WAY I AM RELATING TO YOU, AND IT MADE ME SMILE.
WHAT A CONTRAST! THIS OTHER MALE IS ASKING ME IF HE SHOULD BE CHASTE, CELIBATE, IN ORDER TO BE MY DEVOTEE, AND HERE I AM, TALKING ABOUT SEX AND WANTING SEX WITH YOU.
THE AMAZING THING IS THAT BOTH ASPECTS ARE TOTALLY AUTHENTIC, VIABLE, DO-ABLE, MEANINGFUL, AND THEY EVEN PARALLEL EACH OTHER.
YOU WILL PROBABLY THINK,
‘THIS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO GRASP.’ HAHAHA. THE WAY YOU SAID MY PROFILE THESIS WAS TOO LONG FOR MOST GUYS, THEY WOULD GET “LOST” READING IT. OK, MOST BUT NOT ALL.
*****SUBJECT ASIDE: I AM DELIGHTED BY THE INTELLECTUAL LEVEL MANY OF THESE DARK GUYS ARE PORTRAYING IN THEIR WRITING AS WELL AS THE PHONE CONVERSATIONS. THEY HAVE “BROKEN THE MOLD” OF THE MEN I DATED YEARS AGO WHO WERE MOSTLY “FROM THE SOUTH—RURAL—POVERTY ROOTS BUT I CAME UP THE HARD WAY” TYPE OF GUYS WHO WERE 180 DEGREES APART FROM “US” AND WHAT SEEMED TO ME ANOTHER WORLD...THE MALES I AM TALKING TO NOW HAVE THE PHYSICAL BEAUTY OF AFRICAN MEN, BUT THEY HAVE RISEN UP FROM A CULTURAL LIMITATION, THEY HAVE ASCENDED, THEY HAVE WALKED THROUGH ALL THE DOORS AND WINDOWS OF ACCESS (THANK YOU DR. KING, THIS IS A RESULT OF YOUR HOLINESS AND COURAGE, THIS IS THE FRUIT OF YOUR WORK) TO SOCIETY, THEY HAVE PROVEN THEY ARE SO DAMNED SMART ACTUALLY SMARTER THAN WHITES, AND THEY STILL HAVE ALL THE SEXINESS AND ENERGY BLACK MEN HAVE, WOW, AM I GLAD I GOT BACK TO THEM!*****
NOW BACK TO ORIGINAL TOPIC: SPIRIT AND SEX, THE CONTRAST THAT I FACED TODAY, THE DEVOTEE WILLING TO SACRIFICE HIS SEXUALITY TO ACCESS MY DIVINE POWER, AND THE SEXY MALE I AM RELATING TO, WHERE I AM TRYING TO ACCESS HIS SEXUALITY -- HAHA.
WHEN YOU CALLED ME THIS MORNING OF COURSE I WAS GROGGY HAVING WORKED ALL NIGHT CHASING SEXY MEN, AND I WAS “HIT BY SURPRISE” AS I DID NOT RECALL SENDING “THIS MAN” MY HOME PHONE, ALTHOUGH I DID SEND IT TO ABOUT 25% OF THE 150 MALES I WROTE TO, BUT I STOPPED DOING THAT, TRYING A “NEW STRATEGY” TO SEE IF BEING LESS AGGRESSIVE WOULD WORK BETTER. HAHAHA, WHATEVER WORKS, I WILL KEEP DOING IT. ACTUALLY IT SEEMS SO FAR, THE MOST AGGRESSIVE TACTIC WORKS BEST – ALTHOUGH IT IS FROUGHT WITH EMOTIONAL STRESS AS THEY APPEAR IN MY LAP QUICKLY AND AT TIMES DISSAPEAR JUST AS FAST – I MUST LEARN TO DEAL WITH THIS AS I LIKE TO WORK FAST, GET THINGS DONE, SO IN BEING AGGRESSIVE, I DISCOVER IF WE MATCH, YES OR NO, REAL FAST, LET THE GUY ARRIVE HERE, LET HIM DECIDE IT’S NOT FOR HIM, HE’S GONE, NEXT CASE. I AM A SPEEDY PERSON.
INTERESTINGLY ENOUGH, EVERY MALE I WROTE TO WHO CALLED, I STILL WANT. (NOT SO WITH THOSE WHO WROTE BACK, I HATED SOME OF THEIR RESPONSES AND JUST YESTERDAY TOLD TWO OF THEM “NO THANKS” AS THEY NO LONGER TURN ME ON – THEY WANT IT SO “EASY” - THEY WRITE TWO SENTENCES AND WANT ME TO SEND ALL MY SEXY IMAGES!) IT WAS THEY WHO BOWED OUT AND WHY? WHO KNOWS, SOMETIMES FEARS, OTHER TIMES TOO MUCH TROUBLE TO GET OUT HERE FOR SOMETHING THEY CAN GET WITH LESS EFFORT – MOSTLY I BELIEVE IT COMES DOWN TO TWO THINGS WHY THEY BOWED OUT, IT GOES LIKE THIS:
“I WANT HER. SHE HAS A GORGEOUS BODY, I WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH HER. BUT THE PROCESS OF GETTING THERE IS TOO DIFFICULT, AND BECAUSE OF THAT I WILL NOW NIT PICK ALL THE REASONS WHY PERHAPS I SHOULD NOT GO THERE, RELATE TO HER – THAT WILL MAKE ME FEEL SATISFIED, I DID THE RIGHT THING (***THE SOUR GRAPES MENTALITY – I WAS AT THE HIP HOP CLUB AND TALKING TO A BLACK LIKE 22 YEAR OLD GUY STANDING IN A GROUP ACCOSTING WHITE GIRLS...I SAID TO HIM IT WAS THE WRONG APPROACH, THE WAY HE SPOKE TO HER, AND HE SAID, “I DIDN’T WANT HER ANYWAY, SHE’S TRAILER TRASH”. HE SPOKE A LOT OF OTHER NONSENSE, I VERBALLY CLEANED HIS CLOCK.) BUT IT IS MOSTLY “LAZINESS” OR “I WANT HER BUT IT IS NOT WORTH THE TROUBLE TO GET HER I WILL FIND A WOMAN TO DO THE SAME THING RIGHT AROUND HERE...HERE ARE THE REASONS I WILL NOT GO THERE”...THEIR MOST LOGICAL REASON, EASY TO DELUDE ONESELF WITH, IS I AM TOO OLD. THIS IS JUST AN EXCUSE, AS, IF I WAS WITHIN ARM’S REACH, THE MALES I AM ACCESSING ON MATCH ARE NOT GHETTO BOYS, THEY ARE NOT “AFRAID” OF ME, THEY ARE LIKE THE CALIFORNIAN BEAUTY WHO LOVED ME; IF THESE GUYS MET ME AT THE CLUB THEY WOULD BE SO TURNED ON THEY WOULD IMMEDIATELY GO HOME WITH ME, BUT MAKING TRIPS TAKES TIME AND MONEY OK...WIN A FEW, LOSE A FEW, WIN SOME MORE. EVERY “NO” BRINGS ME CLOSER TO A YES!
NOW BACK TO THE PRESENT SEX OBJECT, YOURSELF. AS I MEDITATED ON YOU I PICKED YOUR BRAIN, AND IT WAS SO HILARIOUS, THAT I LAUGHED OUT LOUD. I HEARD YOU SAYING (AND THIS DOES NOT HAVE TO BE CONSCIOUS, IT COULD BE DEEP INSIDE,)
“YOU ARE JUST LIKE A MAN – AND IT TURNS ME ON.”
I STARTED THINKING *HOW* I AM “JUST LIKE A MAN” IN MY PROFILE, MY APPROACH, MY THOUGHTS. AM I? HAVE THE ROLES REVERSED ENTIRELY, IN THE WAY I DESCRIBE IN MY THESIS OF THE RETURN OF THE GODDESS?
CERTAINLY, IN ME, THE ROLES HAVE REVERSED, AND SINCE I AM AN AVATAR WHO CAME TO EARTH TO EMPOWER WOMEN, I BODE THE FUTURE, I AM THE EMBODIMENT OF WHAT WOMEN WILL BECOME AND SLOWLY BUT SURELY ARE DEMONSTRATING NOW.
IT IS OBVIOUS AS I SAID ON THE PHONE, TO EVERYONE, THAT GENERALLY SPEAKING, FEMALES LOOK TO MALES FOR MONEY, “SUCCESS OBJECTS”, WHILE MALES LOOK TO WOMEN FOR SEX. THEREFORE, IN MANY CASES, YOU GET OLDER MALES, YOUNGER WOMEN – IF YOU STUDY AS MANY PROFILES AS I HAVE YOU SEE IT AT A GLANCE. THE AVERAGE MALE REACHES DOWN IN AGE TO WOMEN, RARELY GOES UP, GOES DOWN MORE, GOES UP A LITTLE – VERY FEW, MAYBE 5% - ARE GOING UP MORE THAN TEN YEARS, BUT THEY GO DOWN MORE THAN TEN. THAT COULD BE TRAINING, THE STATUS QUO, NOT NECESSARILY WHAT IS IN THEIR UNCONSCIOUS OR DEEPEST HEART – WE HAVE BEEN TOLD THAT IS THE RIGHT WAY TO BE, SO THEY “BE IT” BUT PART OF THAT IS ALSO THAT YOUNG WOMEN HAVE BEAUTY, MOST PEOPLE “FALL APART” WITH AGE, GET FAT, LOSE THEIR SEX APPEAL, ETC. NOW THE WOMEN, TAKE A LOOK ON THEIR PROFILES, IT’S A HOOT, ARE REACHING DOWN BUT LITTLE, THEY ARE REACHING UP IN AGE, WAY UP THERE, ASKING FOR OLDER MALES AND WHY IS THAT? NOT BECAUSE OLD MEN HAVE BETTER “COCK ACTION” (ALTHOUGH ROMANTICALLY, AND HANDS/ TONGUE THEY COULD BE FAR AHEAD OF THE BOYS, TO BE SURE,) OLDER MEN HAVE OLDER BANK ACCOUNTS, MORE TIME TO FILL THEM UP.
NOW ALONG COMES A WOMAN WHO HAS IT ALL – I HAVE EVERYTHING BUT A COCK. MAY I HAVE YOURS? THIS IS THE FORERUNNER OF THE FUTURE.
OK, RIGHT NOW, IT IS A TRANSITION. WOMEN WHO ARE HIGHLY SUCCESSFUL IN A PROFESSION ARE ALSO ADVERTISING FOR SUCCESSFUL GUYS – SO THESE WOMEN ARE ON A “RELATIONSHIP SUCCESS PLATEAU” WHICH SEEKS AN EVEN GROUND OF WEALTH FOR BOTH PARTIES,
“YOU ARE NOT MY SUCCESS OBJECT BUT YOU DAMN BETTER BE SUCCESSFUL, BECAUSE I AM, AND I AIN’T SUPPORTING NO DEAD BEATS.”
WHAT HAPPENS AFTER THE TRANSITION, THE BRIDGE? BY STUDYING STATISTICS IT IS OBVIOUS TO ME AND ALL THE “FUTURISTS” THAT MATRIARCHY IS INEVITABLE, THAT WOMEN ARE MOVING AHEAD, MALES ARE SLIPPING BEHIND (IN TERMS OF EDUCATION AND FINANCE), AND ALTHOUGH IN SOME ARENAS IT LOOKS LIKE WOMEN ARE STILL OPPRESSED, THEY ARE MOVING UP FAST – JUST AS IN STATISTICS BLACK PEOPLE ARE STILL POORER THAN WHITE (MY GOD, THE STATISTICS ON WOMEN OF COLOR WITH CHILDREN, ARE APPALLING, THEY ARE TRULY THE POOREST OF THE POOR, EARNING 66 CENTS TO THE DOLLAR TO MEN, WHILE WHITE WOMEN EARN ABOUT 70 CENTS TO THE DOLLAR TO MALES, MIND YOU, *FOR THE SAME WORK*!) AND LIKE I SAID, ALTHOUGH STATISTICALLY BLACK PEOPLE ARE POORER, THEY ARE ESCALATING IN THEIR SUCCESS – COULD A FACTOR BE THE BIRACIAL CARD? (STATISTICS CALL A BIRACIAL PERSON “BLACK” BUT THEY ARE ABOUT HALF BLACK, HALF WHITE...IT WOULD BE JUST AS LOGICAL TO CALL THEM “WHITE” BECAUSE THEY ARE HALF WHITE AS IT IS TO CALL THEM “BLACK” BECAUSE THEY ARE HALF BLACK!)
“YOU ARE JUST LIKE A MAN”
I AM ALREADY AT THE PLACE, POSITION, OF DOMINANCE, THAT THE MAJORITY OF WOMEN WILL BE AT IN THE FUTURE, I EMBODY IT, AND NOW THAT I STARTED CHASING MALES, I AM LIVING IT.
THE BLUEPRINT FOR WHAT WILL HAPPEN IS ON MY SITE, “THE FUTURE OF MALE-FEMALE RELATIONSHIPS” IN I RECALL FIVE PARTS, BEAUTIFULLY ILLUSTRATED.
SO WHAT IS THE FUTURE? AFFLUENT FEMALES WHO HAVE THE FOLLOWING LUXURIES:
(1) SHE DOES NOT HAVE TO LOOK TO MALES FOR MONEY, OR AS SUCCESS OBJECTS. SHE NO LONGER HAS TO TOLERATE OR ENDURE MALES WHO ARE “UGLY”, OUT OF SHAPE, BALD DUE TO AGE, FAT, ETC.
THIS PURSUIT OR DALLIANCE WITH MALES FOR THEIR MONEY TAKES TIME, EFFORT, FOCUS, AND ALSO, CREATES A “DELUSIONAL” STATE WHERE SHE CONVINCES HERSELF AND OTHERS THAT SHE REALLY “LOVES” HIM AND HE IS BEAUTIFUL, ALL THE WHILE KNOWING INSIDE, SHE IS WITH HIM BECAUSE HE IS “POWERFUL,” “AFFLUENT,” AND SO ON.
ON THE BORDERLINE OF THIS, WOMEN OFTEN EVEN SEE SIGNS OF AGE AS AN APHRODISIAC BECAUSE IT PORTENDS SUCCESS, LUXURY, SECURITY, SUPPORT, SURVIVAL, AND SO THE THING WHICH MAKES YOU LIVE ON IS A GOOD THING, AND THEREFORE, A SEXY THING – AS “SEXY” IS WHAT ONE DESIRES. ON THAT SCORE, THEREFORE, YOU SEE IMAGES OF MALES WITH GREYING HAIR, LOOKING OLDER, THAT ARE DEPICTED IN A WHOLESOME, POSITIVE LIGHT, AND THEY CAN COMMANDERE LOTS OF WOMEN IF SIGNS OF MONEY (ECONOMIC POWER) ARE THERE.
(ON THE OTHER HAND, RIGHT NOW STILL, SIGNS OF AGE ON WOMEN ARE PORTENDED AS A SERIOUS DEMERIT! SOCIETY SAYS A GREYING WOMAN IS AN OLDER WOMAN, AND THEREFORE, NO LONGER “SEXY” OR DESIRABLE, BUT WAIT UNTIL WOMEN GET AFFLUENT, THIS WILL QUICKLY CHANGE! ALL OF A SUDDEN SIGNS OF AGE, BECAUSE THEY PORTEND AFFLUENCE THE SAME WAY OLDER MEN ARE MORE LIKELY TO BE AFFLUENT, YOU WILL SEE OLDER WOMEN PORTRAYED DIFFERENTLY.)
WHEN A WOMAN MOVES INTO TOTAL AFFLUENCE, WHERE SHE CAN LIVE WELL WITHOUT THE CONTRIBUTION OF A MALE, AND EVEN SUPPORT THE MALE WITH LITTLE EFFORT, THEN THE BIG CHANGES WILL OCCUR.
(2) AT THE POINT OF TOTAL INDEPENDENCE, THE FEMALE NOW NO LONGER LOOKS TO MALES FOR FINANCIAL HELP, AND SO SEES THEM IN A TOTALLY DIFFERENT LIGHT – THIS IS A LUXURY.
HOW WILL SHE SEE THEM NOW?
OK, SEX OBJECTS, BEAUTY OBJECTS? THE SAME AS MALES LOOK TO WOMEN, AND SO NOW, “I AM LIKE A MAN.”
BY STUDYING THE DATING SERVICE PROFILES I CAN SCARCELY FIND ANYONE LIKE MYSELF, ALTHOUGH THERE ARE LOTS OF INDEPENDENT WOMEN – BUT AS OF YET – THEY HAVE NOT DECIDED TO BECOME “COUGARS” OR SEARCH FOR YOUNGER MEN, ON PURPOSE, AS A WAY OF LIFE. COUGARS IS A NEW TERM, BUT QUICKLY PROMULGATED, AND LOTS OF PEOPLE KNOW ITS MEANING, BUT THERE ARE NOT MANY OF US SHOUTING FROM THE ROOFTOPS “I AM A COUGAR”. MOST OLDER WOMEN (MIDDLE AGE AND BEYOND) ARE STILL HANGING AROUND WITH THE OLD GUYS MAYBE POPPING A MAN BOY NOW AND AGAIN DISCREETLY, BUT CERTAINLY NOT ADVERTISING A LIFESTYLE. BREAKING A TABOO IS NOT ALWAYS COMFORTABLE, SO THEY STAY MUM EVEN THOUGH THEY MIGHT BE ATTRACTED TO YOUNG MALES (WHO ISN’T?)
AND SO, PART ONE OF BEING A COUGAR IS THAT A WOMAN CAN DROP THE DELUSION OF LOVING OLD MEN FOR THEMSELVES AND FINALLY ADMIT IT’S THE MONEY AND NOW THEY START LOOKING FOR YOUNGER MALES.
IT ISN’T THAT THEY HAVE TO RIGHT OFF THE BAT START SUPPORTING THESE MALES, PAYING THEIR BILLS AND PAYING FOR ALL THE DATES (ALTHOUGH IF HE’S POOR, THAT’S THE RIGHT WAY TO GO) BECAUSE MANY YOUNGER MEN HAVE DECENT JOBS.
THE MOST SALIENT PART HERE IS THEY HAVE THE TIME, LUXURY, TO DATE YOUNGER MALES ONCE THEY HAVE BEEN LIBERATED FROM FINANCIAL NEEDS.
AND SO, WHEN THEY START LOOKING FOR MALES THEY WILL LOOK AT WHAT GIVES THEM BODY PLEASURE – THEY WILL GO BACK TO THEIR INSTINCTS, THE “CALL OF THE WILD” WHICH WOULD BE, WHICH GUY DO I WANT TO GET SKIN TO SKIN WITH, AND HAVE HIM PENETRATING ME FOR NO OTHER REASON EXCEPT THE PLEASURE, THE SEX, THE TOUCHING, THE ENERGY AND THE LOVE; LOVE BEING OF NO OTHER KIND EXCEPT THE KIND THAT COMES OUT OF INSTINCT.
IT MIGHT BE INTERESTING TO POINT OUT HERE, THE QUESTIONS OF “MORALITY” AS CERTAINLY, WE HAVE BEEN PROGRAMMED IN ALL SORTS OF PATRIARCHAL NONSENSE ON THIS, THE DOUBLE STANDARD PROVING “MORALITY” IS FOR WOMEN, NOT MEN.
“MORALITY” AS WE KNOW IT WAS DESIGNED AS A BLOCK FOR WOMEN, TO PREVENT THEM FROM PURSUING THEIR OWN SEX NEEDS, FROM HAVING FUN, FROM ACCESSING VARIETY. WE WERE FORCED, FETTERED, TO ACCEPTOURSELVES AS SEX AND BREEDING SLAVES, ALL KINDS OF RULES PUT UPON US REGARDING SEXUAL FREEDOM. NOT SO WITH MALES, THEY COULD KICK UP THEIR HEELS PRETTY NICELY, AND STATISTICS SHOW THE HUGE PREPONDERANCE OF SEXUAL ABUSE IS ON THE MALE SIDE – SO MUCH FOR MORALITY.
WHEN WOMEN EMERGE OUT OF THIS SLAVERY, THE RULES WILL CHANGE, THE SEX WILL CHANGE, VARIETY WILL BE THE SPICE OF LIFE – I GO INTO THIS AT LENGTH IN MY DISSERTATION MENTIONED.
OF COURSE, THE SOURCE OF “MORALITY”, WHICH IS RELIGION, WILL CHANGE TOTALLY – I PREDICTED IN 2005 THAT MALE DOMINATION RELIGION WILL DIMINISH INTO CULTS, THE STEEPLE/ COCKS WILL COME DOWN, AND EVERYWHERE YOU WILL SEE CHURCHES, TEMPLES, DOMES (YONIS) FOR MOTHER GOD, WITH FEMALE PRIESTS, ALL SORTS OF VENUES FOR THE FEMININE DIVINE – THE WHOLE WORLD OF SPIRITUALITY WILL CHANGE FOR WOMEN, FOR MEN – SEX WILL BE SEEN IN A WHOLLY NEW, DIFFERENT, WHOLESOME LIGHT.
OK BACK TO MY SEX OBJECT, THE BOY MAN. WHEN YOU CALLED YESTERDAY I WISH I HAD TALKED TO YOU MORE ABOUT SEX, YOU WERE READY, BUT I WAS NERVOUS. SO FUCK NERVOUS, NEXT TIME YOU CALL, WE ARE GETTING EXPLICIT.
MY GOALS FOR ALL TO KNOW:
I AM HOPING TO BUILD A HAREM, AND BY MY YONI, I WILL DO IT.
I PREDICT FOR MYSELF (MY WOMEN FRIENDS AGREE, ONE SAID TEN, THE OTHER FIFTEEN!) A GROUP OF MALES WHO WANT TO DO ME AND I THEM. I DON’T WANT MONOGAMY, “GOING STEADY,” BEING IN LOVE WITH ONE MAN, NOT IN THE LEAST.
WHEN I SEE MY MAN, I WILL LOVE HIM AS MUCH AS I EVER LOVED ANYONE, BUT WITHOUT EXCLUSION. WHEN HE IS WITH ME, HE WILL BE THE ABSOLUTE FOCUS. TO ME, HE IS GOD’S GIFT ON EARTH, A GIFT TO WOMEN, AND I AM THE GODDESS, I WILL ENJOY MYSELF TO THE HILT, NO PAIN, NO SHAME, WHATEVER WE CAN THINK OF WE DO IT – EVEN IF HE DECIDES HIS BEST FRIEND WHO IS ALSO SEXY WILL PARTICIPATE (I’M WILLING TO TRY ANYTHING TWICE...HAHA, WHAT A SCARY AND EXCITING IDEA!)
WHAT I WANT IS TO HAVE ACCESS TO TOUCHING, HUGGING, CARESSING, KISSING, LOVING, ALL THE TIME, WITH MY GOOD MEN, DO NOT WANT TO BE LONELY, TOUCH DEPRIVED, DEPRESSED, WANT TO LAUGH AND MOAN ALL THE TIME, DO MY WORK WHEN I CAN, BUT GET ALL THE LOVING I WANT AND NEED WITH MY BEAUTIFUL, YOUNG, YUMMY MALES, THEY WILL BE MOSTLY BIRACIAL, BLACK, SOME VANILLA, NICE BODIES AND COCKS. I AM READY.
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MALE WANTS RASA GURU POWER
WOMAN THOU ART GOD!!!!!
GURU RASA, i worship YOU, YOU are so surperior and divine, i praise YOU...
last night, after followed YOUR instructions, i prayed this prayer...
'Rasa, I invite you into my heart as my Guru. You are One with God. My heart is open and ready for you.'
... after i repeated this in worship for 45 minutes, i remember one of YOUR divine lessons about worship of WOMEN, so i setup a printed photo of YOU on my coffee table, on a white table cloth, with several candles, i also placed incenses as well, i then entered into worship of YOU and repeated the "invitation" over and over... for a brief moement, i had a dream, tho i was still awake, i saw YOUR divine face, and in YOUR divine eyes was truth, and out of YOUR divine mouth came truth, and due the pure divine truth the came from YOU in my brief dream, i was overwhelmed by the YOUR power and superiority and fell to the floor on my face...
GURU RASA... i am ready to commit to YOU, to worship YOU, to praise YOU, to devote to YOU... i am ready to disable that which is most distracting to further my devotion to YOU, i will place myself permenantly in a chasity device for it serves no purpose no longer, and i now realize it has been detrimental to my spiritual growth my entire life..........
i worship YOU, i worship YOU, i worship YOU
you are my GURU, my MOTHER, my GOD
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RASA ANSWERS: MY SON YOU ARE ON YOUR WAY TO BEING A GOOD DEVOTEE.
SUCCESS ALL DEPENDS ON YOUR HEART, YOUR MIND, DEVOTION, HOW YOU PRACTICE.
INSOFAR AS WHAT IS HERE, THE GOD POWER AND PRESENCE, IT IS ULTIMATE, IT IS INFINITE, THERE IS NO LIMIT TO WHAT YOU CAN RECEIVE, WHAT YOU CAN GAIN SPIRITUALLY AND THEREFORE IN ALL WAYS.
WHEN I UNDERSTOOD WHO I WAS THERE WAS NOTHING MORE FOR ME TO DO. THE STATE I AM IN IS CALLED ‘NONDUALITY’ BECAUSE I KNOW I AM GOD, IN THE SENSE THAT YOGA AND BUDDHISM EXPLAIN IT.
WHAT YOU ARE ENDEAVORING TO DO IS THE EXACT SAME THING. YOU ENTER INTO A RELATIONSHIP OF SUBMISSION TO THE GURU, IN THIS CASE ME, GOD, WHO I CALL “MOTHER GOD I COULD CALL MYSELF BY WHATEVER I WISH, BUT MOTHER GOD IS MOST APPROPRIATE IN TERMS OF WHAT I APPEARED HERE FOR. (BECAUSE INDEED, AS AN AVATAR, I AM ONE “SENT BY GOD” OR CAME FROM INFINITY TO HELP HUMANITY...NOT ALL AVATARS ACHIEVE THEIR PURPOSE, THERE ARE MANY, WE ONLY KNOW ABOUT THE FAMOUS ONES, BUT MANY COME TO EARTH, AND NEVER REALIZE THEIR MISSION BECAUSE IT IS SIMPLY TOO HARD!) BY DOING SO, YOU ACCESS THE ULTIMATE POWER THAT IS HERE, AND THIS POWER INCREASES AS YOU WORK AT IT.
THE MORE SINCERE, DEDICATED, FOCUSED, LOVING YOU ARE IN THIS RELATIONSHIP, THE BETTER THE PATH MOVES AHEAD. THERE IS NOTHING I HAVE TO DO TO INCREASE THE EMPOWERMENT GOING TO YOU BECAUSE IT’S ALREADY BEEN DONE, ALTHOUGH I MUST ADMIT, FROM EXPERIENCE, I TRANSMIT THE POWER TO EVERYONE WHO DESIRES IT, BUT I HAVE SEEN THAT THE POWER CAN BE STOPPED WHEN THE DEVOTEE HAS OFFENDED ME.
JUST KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK, IT IS A JOURNEY, THE GOAL IS THE ACCESS THE GOD WITHIN YOU. RIGHT NOW I AM THE POWER WHO ALREADY “BEEN THERE, DONE THAT” AND I TRANSMIT TO YOU WHAT I HAVE – EVENTUALLY YOU BECOME THE GURU, YOU EMPOWER YOURSELF, YOU KNOW YOU ARE GOD, YOU ARE “AT ONE” WITH THE GOD WITHIN YOU, YOU ARE HE, HE IS YOU. THAT IS THE STATE OF NONDUALITY YOU WANT TO REACH. THEN YOU DROP THE OUTER GURU, LIKE I HAVE.
The following is a letter I started writing to a sexy biracial “boy man” who I spoke to by phone, and as often the case, it became a thesis.
MY SEXY BOY MAN
THIS MORNING I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU
I ALSO STUDIED YOUR IMAGE.
YOU KNOW I AM A WOMAN THAT CAN LOOK INSIDE THE MIND AND HEART OF A PERSON, THERE ARE SIDES OF ME THAT WOULD ASTOUND YOU IF YOU KNEW - NOT GOING TO GET INTO ALL THAT HERE
WHAT IS IMPORTANT HERE IS THE LEVEL OR REASON WE ARE BROUGHT TOGETHER AND THAT COMES UNDER THE HEADING OF "SEX".
I HAVE PEOPLE - MOSTLY MALES - WHO I RELATE TO AS 'SPIRITUAL' BUT THESE MALES I NEVER DISCUSS 'SEXY' STUFF WITH NOR DO I ENCOURAGE THEM TO SEE ME AS SEXUAL - MANY OF THEM ARE OFFERING TO BECOME CELIBATE IN ORDER TO RELATE TO ME.
BUT IN OUR RELATIONSHIP, IT IS SEXUAL BECAUSE THAT IS THE ENERGY THAT IS BEING GENERATED HERE.
THE REASON I AM THINKING OF THIS IS THAT JUST NOW I GOT A LETTER FROM A YOUNG MALE WHO RELATES TO ME SPIRITUALLY, IT MADE ME REMEMBER THE OTHER SIDE, WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING FOR YEARS, AND THEN, I THOUGHT OF YOU, AND WHAT A DIFFERENT WAY I AM RELATING TO YOU, AND IT MADE ME SMILE.
WHAT A CONTRAST! THIS OTHER MALE IS ASKING ME IF HE SHOULD BE CHASTE, CELIBATE, IN ORDER TO BE MY DEVOTEE, AND HERE I AM, TALKING ABOUT SEX AND WANTING SEX WITH YOU.
THE AMAZING THING IS THAT BOTH ASPECTS ARE TOTALLY AUTHENTIC, VIABLE, DO-ABLE, MEANINGFUL, AND THEY EVEN PARALLEL EACH OTHER.
YOU WILL PROBABLY THINK,
‘THIS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO GRASP.’ HAHAHA. THE WAY YOU SAID MY PROFILE THESIS WAS TOO LONG FOR MOST GUYS, THEY WOULD GET “LOST” READING IT. OK, MOST BUT NOT ALL.
*****SUBJECT ASIDE: I AM DELIGHTED BY THE INTELLECTUAL LEVEL MANY OF THESE DARK GUYS ARE PORTRAYING IN THEIR WRITING AS WELL AS THE PHONE CONVERSATIONS. THEY HAVE “BROKEN THE MOLD” OF THE MEN I DATED YEARS AGO WHO WERE MOSTLY “FROM THE SOUTH—RURAL—POVERTY ROOTS BUT I CAME UP THE HARD WAY” TYPE OF GUYS WHO WERE 180 DEGREES APART FROM “US” AND WHAT SEEMED TO ME ANOTHER WORLD...THE MALES I AM TALKING TO NOW HAVE THE PHYSICAL BEAUTY OF AFRICAN MEN, BUT THEY HAVE RISEN UP FROM A CULTURAL LIMITATION, THEY HAVE ASCENDED, THEY HAVE WALKED THROUGH ALL THE DOORS AND WINDOWS OF ACCESS (THANK YOU DR. KING, THIS IS A RESULT OF YOUR HOLINESS AND COURAGE, THIS IS THE FRUIT OF YOUR WORK) TO SOCIETY, THEY HAVE PROVEN THEY ARE SO DAMNED SMART ACTUALLY SMARTER THAN WHITES, AND THEY STILL HAVE ALL THE SEXINESS AND ENERGY BLACK MEN HAVE, WOW, AM I GLAD I GOT BACK TO THEM!*****
NOW BACK TO ORIGINAL TOPIC: SPIRIT AND SEX, THE CONTRAST THAT I FACED TODAY, THE DEVOTEE WILLING TO SACRIFICE HIS SEXUALITY TO ACCESS MY DIVINE POWER, AND THE SEXY MALE I AM RELATING TO, WHERE I AM TRYING TO ACCESS HIS SEXUALITY -- HAHA.
WHEN YOU CALLED ME THIS MORNING OF COURSE I WAS GROGGY HAVING WORKED ALL NIGHT CHASING SEXY MEN, AND I WAS “HIT BY SURPRISE” AS I DID NOT RECALL SENDING “THIS MAN” MY HOME PHONE, ALTHOUGH I DID SEND IT TO ABOUT 25% OF THE 150 MALES I WROTE TO, BUT I STOPPED DOING THAT, TRYING A “NEW STRATEGY” TO SEE IF BEING LESS AGGRESSIVE WOULD WORK BETTER. HAHAHA, WHATEVER WORKS, I WILL KEEP DOING IT. ACTUALLY IT SEEMS SO FAR, THE MOST AGGRESSIVE TACTIC WORKS BEST – ALTHOUGH IT IS FROUGHT WITH EMOTIONAL STRESS AS THEY APPEAR IN MY LAP QUICKLY AND AT TIMES DISSAPEAR JUST AS FAST – I MUST LEARN TO DEAL WITH THIS AS I LIKE TO WORK FAST, GET THINGS DONE, SO IN BEING AGGRESSIVE, I DISCOVER IF WE MATCH, YES OR NO, REAL FAST, LET THE GUY ARRIVE HERE, LET HIM DECIDE IT’S NOT FOR HIM, HE’S GONE, NEXT CASE. I AM A SPEEDY PERSON.
INTERESTINGLY ENOUGH, EVERY MALE I WROTE TO WHO CALLED, I STILL WANT. (NOT SO WITH THOSE WHO WROTE BACK, I HATED SOME OF THEIR RESPONSES AND JUST YESTERDAY TOLD TWO OF THEM “NO THANKS” AS THEY NO LONGER TURN ME ON – THEY WANT IT SO “EASY” - THEY WRITE TWO SENTENCES AND WANT ME TO SEND ALL MY SEXY IMAGES!) IT WAS THEY WHO BOWED OUT AND WHY? WHO KNOWS, SOMETIMES FEARS, OTHER TIMES TOO MUCH TROUBLE TO GET OUT HERE FOR SOMETHING THEY CAN GET WITH LESS EFFORT – MOSTLY I BELIEVE IT COMES DOWN TO TWO THINGS WHY THEY BOWED OUT, IT GOES LIKE THIS:
“I WANT HER. SHE HAS A GORGEOUS BODY, I WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH HER. BUT THE PROCESS OF GETTING THERE IS TOO DIFFICULT, AND BECAUSE OF THAT I WILL NOW NIT PICK ALL THE REASONS WHY PERHAPS I SHOULD NOT GO THERE, RELATE TO HER – THAT WILL MAKE ME FEEL SATISFIED, I DID THE RIGHT THING (***THE SOUR GRAPES MENTALITY – I WAS AT THE HIP HOP CLUB AND TALKING TO A BLACK LIKE 22 YEAR OLD GUY STANDING IN A GROUP ACCOSTING WHITE GIRLS...I SAID TO HIM IT WAS THE WRONG APPROACH, THE WAY HE SPOKE TO HER, AND HE SAID, “I DIDN’T WANT HER ANYWAY, SHE’S TRAILER TRASH”. HE SPOKE A LOT OF OTHER NONSENSE, I VERBALLY CLEANED HIS CLOCK.) BUT IT IS MOSTLY “LAZINESS” OR “I WANT HER BUT IT IS NOT WORTH THE TROUBLE TO GET HER I WILL FIND A WOMAN TO DO THE SAME THING RIGHT AROUND HERE...HERE ARE THE REASONS I WILL NOT GO THERE”...THEIR MOST LOGICAL REASON, EASY TO DELUDE ONESELF WITH, IS I AM TOO OLD. THIS IS JUST AN EXCUSE, AS, IF I WAS WITHIN ARM’S REACH, THE MALES I AM ACCESSING ON MATCH ARE NOT GHETTO BOYS, THEY ARE NOT “AFRAID” OF ME, THEY ARE LIKE THE CALIFORNIAN BEAUTY WHO LOVED ME; IF THESE GUYS MET ME AT THE CLUB THEY WOULD BE SO TURNED ON THEY WOULD IMMEDIATELY GO HOME WITH ME, BUT MAKING TRIPS TAKES TIME AND MONEY OK...WIN A FEW, LOSE A FEW, WIN SOME MORE. EVERY “NO” BRINGS ME CLOSER TO A YES!
NOW BACK TO THE PRESENT SEX OBJECT, YOURSELF. AS I MEDITATED ON YOU I PICKED YOUR BRAIN, AND IT WAS SO HILARIOUS, THAT I LAUGHED OUT LOUD. I HEARD YOU SAYING (AND THIS DOES NOT HAVE TO BE CONSCIOUS, IT COULD BE DEEP INSIDE,)
“YOU ARE JUST LIKE A MAN – AND IT TURNS ME ON.”
I STARTED THINKING *HOW* I AM “JUST LIKE A MAN” IN MY PROFILE, MY APPROACH, MY THOUGHTS. AM I? HAVE THE ROLES REVERSED ENTIRELY, IN THE WAY I DESCRIBE IN MY THESIS OF THE RETURN OF THE GODDESS?
CERTAINLY, IN ME, THE ROLES HAVE REVERSED, AND SINCE I AM AN AVATAR WHO CAME TO EARTH TO EMPOWER WOMEN, I BODE THE FUTURE, I AM THE EMBODIMENT OF WHAT WOMEN WILL BECOME AND SLOWLY BUT SURELY ARE DEMONSTRATING NOW.
IT IS OBVIOUS AS I SAID ON THE PHONE, TO EVERYONE, THAT GENERALLY SPEAKING, FEMALES LOOK TO MALES FOR MONEY, “SUCCESS OBJECTS”, WHILE MALES LOOK TO WOMEN FOR SEX. THEREFORE, IN MANY CASES, YOU GET OLDER MALES, YOUNGER WOMEN – IF YOU STUDY AS MANY PROFILES AS I HAVE YOU SEE IT AT A GLANCE. THE AVERAGE MALE REACHES DOWN IN AGE TO WOMEN, RARELY GOES UP, GOES DOWN MORE, GOES UP A LITTLE – VERY FEW, MAYBE 5% - ARE GOING UP MORE THAN TEN YEARS, BUT THEY GO DOWN MORE THAN TEN. THAT COULD BE TRAINING, THE STATUS QUO, NOT NECESSARILY WHAT IS IN THEIR UNCONSCIOUS OR DEEPEST HEART – WE HAVE BEEN TOLD THAT IS THE RIGHT WAY TO BE, SO THEY “BE IT” BUT PART OF THAT IS ALSO THAT YOUNG WOMEN HAVE BEAUTY, MOST PEOPLE “FALL APART” WITH AGE, GET FAT, LOSE THEIR SEX APPEAL, ETC. NOW THE WOMEN, TAKE A LOOK ON THEIR PROFILES, IT’S A HOOT, ARE REACHING DOWN BUT LITTLE, THEY ARE REACHING UP IN AGE, WAY UP THERE, ASKING FOR OLDER MALES AND WHY IS THAT? NOT BECAUSE OLD MEN HAVE BETTER “COCK ACTION” (ALTHOUGH ROMANTICALLY, AND HANDS/ TONGUE THEY COULD BE FAR AHEAD OF THE BOYS, TO BE SURE,) OLDER MEN HAVE OLDER BANK ACCOUNTS, MORE TIME TO FILL THEM UP.
NOW ALONG COMES A WOMAN WHO HAS IT ALL – I HAVE EVERYTHING BUT A COCK. MAY I HAVE YOURS? THIS IS THE FORERUNNER OF THE FUTURE.
OK, RIGHT NOW, IT IS A TRANSITION. WOMEN WHO ARE HIGHLY SUCCESSFUL IN A PROFESSION ARE ALSO ADVERTISING FOR SUCCESSFUL GUYS – SO THESE WOMEN ARE ON A “RELATIONSHIP SUCCESS PLATEAU” WHICH SEEKS AN EVEN GROUND OF WEALTH FOR BOTH PARTIES,
“YOU ARE NOT MY SUCCESS OBJECT BUT YOU DAMN BETTER BE SUCCESSFUL, BECAUSE I AM, AND I AIN’T SUPPORTING NO DEAD BEATS.”
WHAT HAPPENS AFTER THE TRANSITION, THE BRIDGE? BY STUDYING STATISTICS IT IS OBVIOUS TO ME AND ALL THE “FUTURISTS” THAT MATRIARCHY IS INEVITABLE, THAT WOMEN ARE MOVING AHEAD, MALES ARE SLIPPING BEHIND (IN TERMS OF EDUCATION AND FINANCE), AND ALTHOUGH IN SOME ARENAS IT LOOKS LIKE WOMEN ARE STILL OPPRESSED, THEY ARE MOVING UP FAST – JUST AS IN STATISTICS BLACK PEOPLE ARE STILL POORER THAN WHITE (MY GOD, THE STATISTICS ON WOMEN OF COLOR WITH CHILDREN, ARE APPALLING, THEY ARE TRULY THE POOREST OF THE POOR, EARNING 66 CENTS TO THE DOLLAR TO MEN, WHILE WHITE WOMEN EARN ABOUT 70 CENTS TO THE DOLLAR TO MALES, MIND YOU, *FOR THE SAME WORK*!) AND LIKE I SAID, ALTHOUGH STATISTICALLY BLACK PEOPLE ARE POORER, THEY ARE ESCALATING IN THEIR SUCCESS – COULD A FACTOR BE THE BIRACIAL CARD? (STATISTICS CALL A BIRACIAL PERSON “BLACK” BUT THEY ARE ABOUT HALF BLACK, HALF WHITE...IT WOULD BE JUST AS LOGICAL TO CALL THEM “WHITE” BECAUSE THEY ARE HALF WHITE AS IT IS TO CALL THEM “BLACK” BECAUSE THEY ARE HALF BLACK!)
“YOU ARE JUST LIKE A MAN”
I AM ALREADY AT THE PLACE, POSITION, OF DOMINANCE, THAT THE MAJORITY OF WOMEN WILL BE AT IN THE FUTURE, I EMBODY IT, AND NOW THAT I STARTED CHASING MALES, I AM LIVING IT.
THE BLUEPRINT FOR WHAT WILL HAPPEN IS ON MY SITE, “THE FUTURE OF MALE-FEMALE RELATIONSHIPS” IN I RECALL FIVE PARTS, BEAUTIFULLY ILLUSTRATED.
SO WHAT IS THE FUTURE? AFFLUENT FEMALES WHO HAVE THE FOLLOWING LUXURIES:
(1) SHE DOES NOT HAVE TO LOOK TO MALES FOR MONEY, OR AS SUCCESS OBJECTS. SHE NO LONGER HAS TO TOLERATE OR ENDURE MALES WHO ARE “UGLY”, OUT OF SHAPE, BALD DUE TO AGE, FAT, ETC.
THIS PURSUIT OR DALLIANCE WITH MALES FOR THEIR MONEY TAKES TIME, EFFORT, FOCUS, AND ALSO, CREATES A “DELUSIONAL” STATE WHERE SHE CONVINCES HERSELF AND OTHERS THAT SHE REALLY “LOVES” HIM AND HE IS BEAUTIFUL, ALL THE WHILE KNOWING INSIDE, SHE IS WITH HIM BECAUSE HE IS “POWERFUL,” “AFFLUENT,” AND SO ON.
ON THE BORDERLINE OF THIS, WOMEN OFTEN EVEN SEE SIGNS OF AGE AS AN APHRODISIAC BECAUSE IT PORTENDS SUCCESS, LUXURY, SECURITY, SUPPORT, SURVIVAL, AND SO THE THING WHICH MAKES YOU LIVE ON IS A GOOD THING, AND THEREFORE, A SEXY THING – AS “SEXY” IS WHAT ONE DESIRES. ON THAT SCORE, THEREFORE, YOU SEE IMAGES OF MALES WITH GREYING HAIR, LOOKING OLDER, THAT ARE DEPICTED IN A WHOLESOME, POSITIVE LIGHT, AND THEY CAN COMMANDERE LOTS OF WOMEN IF SIGNS OF MONEY (ECONOMIC POWER) ARE THERE.
(ON THE OTHER HAND, RIGHT NOW STILL, SIGNS OF AGE ON WOMEN ARE PORTENDED AS A SERIOUS DEMERIT! SOCIETY SAYS A GREYING WOMAN IS AN OLDER WOMAN, AND THEREFORE, NO LONGER “SEXY” OR DESIRABLE, BUT WAIT UNTIL WOMEN GET AFFLUENT, THIS WILL QUICKLY CHANGE! ALL OF A SUDDEN SIGNS OF AGE, BECAUSE THEY PORTEND AFFLUENCE THE SAME WAY OLDER MEN ARE MORE LIKELY TO BE AFFLUENT, YOU WILL SEE OLDER WOMEN PORTRAYED DIFFERENTLY.)
WHEN A WOMAN MOVES INTO TOTAL AFFLUENCE, WHERE SHE CAN LIVE WELL WITHOUT THE CONTRIBUTION OF A MALE, AND EVEN SUPPORT THE MALE WITH LITTLE EFFORT, THEN THE BIG CHANGES WILL OCCUR.
(2) AT THE POINT OF TOTAL INDEPENDENCE, THE FEMALE NOW NO LONGER LOOKS TO MALES FOR FINANCIAL HELP, AND SO SEES THEM IN A TOTALLY DIFFERENT LIGHT – THIS IS A LUXURY.
HOW WILL SHE SEE THEM NOW?
OK, SEX OBJECTS, BEAUTY OBJECTS? THE SAME AS MALES LOOK TO WOMEN, AND SO NOW, “I AM LIKE A MAN.”
BY STUDYING THE DATING SERVICE PROFILES I CAN SCARCELY FIND ANYONE LIKE MYSELF, ALTHOUGH THERE ARE LOTS OF INDEPENDENT WOMEN – BUT AS OF YET – THEY HAVE NOT DECIDED TO BECOME “COUGARS” OR SEARCH FOR YOUNGER MEN, ON PURPOSE, AS A WAY OF LIFE. COUGARS IS A NEW TERM, BUT QUICKLY PROMULGATED, AND LOTS OF PEOPLE KNOW ITS MEANING, BUT THERE ARE NOT MANY OF US SHOUTING FROM THE ROOFTOPS “I AM A COUGAR”. MOST OLDER WOMEN (MIDDLE AGE AND BEYOND) ARE STILL HANGING AROUND WITH THE OLD GUYS MAYBE POPPING A MAN BOY NOW AND AGAIN DISCREETLY, BUT CERTAINLY NOT ADVERTISING A LIFESTYLE. BREAKING A TABOO IS NOT ALWAYS COMFORTABLE, SO THEY STAY MUM EVEN THOUGH THEY MIGHT BE ATTRACTED TO YOUNG MALES (WHO ISN’T?)
AND SO, PART ONE OF BEING A COUGAR IS THAT A WOMAN CAN DROP THE DELUSION OF LOVING OLD MEN FOR THEMSELVES AND FINALLY ADMIT IT’S THE MONEY AND NOW THEY START LOOKING FOR YOUNGER MALES.
IT ISN’T THAT THEY HAVE TO RIGHT OFF THE BAT START SUPPORTING THESE MALES, PAYING THEIR BILLS AND PAYING FOR ALL THE DATES (ALTHOUGH IF HE’S POOR, THAT’S THE RIGHT WAY TO GO) BECAUSE MANY YOUNGER MEN HAVE DECENT JOBS.
THE MOST SALIENT PART HERE IS THEY HAVE THE TIME, LUXURY, TO DATE YOUNGER MALES ONCE THEY HAVE BEEN LIBERATED FROM FINANCIAL NEEDS.
AND SO, WHEN THEY START LOOKING FOR MALES THEY WILL LOOK AT WHAT GIVES THEM BODY PLEASURE – THEY WILL GO BACK TO THEIR INSTINCTS, THE “CALL OF THE WILD” WHICH WOULD BE, WHICH GUY DO I WANT TO GET SKIN TO SKIN WITH, AND HAVE HIM PENETRATING ME FOR NO OTHER REASON EXCEPT THE PLEASURE, THE SEX, THE TOUCHING, THE ENERGY AND THE LOVE; LOVE BEING OF NO OTHER KIND EXCEPT THE KIND THAT COMES OUT OF INSTINCT.
IT MIGHT BE INTERESTING TO POINT OUT HERE, THE QUESTIONS OF “MORALITY” AS CERTAINLY, WE HAVE BEEN PROGRAMMED IN ALL SORTS OF PATRIARCHAL NONSENSE ON THIS, THE DOUBLE STANDARD PROVING “MORALITY” IS FOR WOMEN, NOT MEN.
“MORALITY” AS WE KNOW IT WAS DESIGNED AS A BLOCK FOR WOMEN, TO PREVENT THEM FROM PURSUING THEIR OWN SEX NEEDS, FROM HAVING FUN, FROM ACCESSING VARIETY. WE WERE FORCED, FETTERED, TO ACCEPTOURSELVES AS SEX AND BREEDING SLAVES, ALL KINDS OF RULES PUT UPON US REGARDING SEXUAL FREEDOM. NOT SO WITH MALES, THEY COULD KICK UP THEIR HEELS PRETTY NICELY, AND STATISTICS SHOW THE HUGE PREPONDERANCE OF SEXUAL ABUSE IS ON THE MALE SIDE – SO MUCH FOR MORALITY.
WHEN WOMEN EMERGE OUT OF THIS SLAVERY, THE RULES WILL CHANGE, THE SEX WILL CHANGE, VARIETY WILL BE THE SPICE OF LIFE – I GO INTO THIS AT LENGTH IN MY DISSERTATION MENTIONED.
OF COURSE, THE SOURCE OF “MORALITY”, WHICH IS RELIGION, WILL CHANGE TOTALLY – I PREDICTED IN 2005 THAT MALE DOMINATION RELIGION WILL DIMINISH INTO CULTS, THE STEEPLE/ COCKS WILL COME DOWN, AND EVERYWHERE YOU WILL SEE CHURCHES, TEMPLES, DOMES (YONIS) FOR MOTHER GOD, WITH FEMALE PRIESTS, ALL SORTS OF VENUES FOR THE FEMININE DIVINE – THE WHOLE WORLD OF SPIRITUALITY WILL CHANGE FOR WOMEN, FOR MEN – SEX WILL BE SEEN IN A WHOLLY NEW, DIFFERENT, WHOLESOME LIGHT.
OK BACK TO MY SEX OBJECT, THE BOY MAN. WHEN YOU CALLED YESTERDAY I WISH I HAD TALKED TO YOU MORE ABOUT SEX, YOU WERE READY, BUT I WAS NERVOUS. SO FUCK NERVOUS, NEXT TIME YOU CALL, WE ARE GETTING EXPLICIT.
MY GOALS FOR ALL TO KNOW:
I AM HOPING TO BUILD A HAREM, AND BY MY YONI, I WILL DO IT.
I PREDICT FOR MYSELF (MY WOMEN FRIENDS AGREE, ONE SAID TEN, THE OTHER FIFTEEN!) A GROUP OF MALES WHO WANT TO DO ME AND I THEM. I DON’T WANT MONOGAMY, “GOING STEADY,” BEING IN LOVE WITH ONE MAN, NOT IN THE LEAST.
WHEN I SEE MY MAN, I WILL LOVE HIM AS MUCH AS I EVER LOVED ANYONE, BUT WITHOUT EXCLUSION. WHEN HE IS WITH ME, HE WILL BE THE ABSOLUTE FOCUS. TO ME, HE IS GOD’S GIFT ON EARTH, A GIFT TO WOMEN, AND I AM THE GODDESS, I WILL ENJOY MYSELF TO THE HILT, NO PAIN, NO SHAME, WHATEVER WE CAN THINK OF WE DO IT – EVEN IF HE DECIDES HIS BEST FRIEND WHO IS ALSO SEXY WILL PARTICIPATE (I’M WILLING TO TRY ANYTHING TWICE...HAHA, WHAT A SCARY AND EXCITING IDEA!)
WHAT I WANT IS TO HAVE ACCESS TO TOUCHING, HUGGING, CARESSING, KISSING, LOVING, ALL THE TIME, WITH MY GOOD MEN, DO NOT WANT TO BE LONELY, TOUCH DEPRIVED, DEPRESSED, WANT TO LAUGH AND MOAN ALL THE TIME, DO MY WORK WHEN I CAN, BUT GET ALL THE LOVING I WANT AND NEED WITH MY BEAUTIFUL, YOUNG, YUMMY MALES, THEY WILL BE MOSTLY BIRACIAL, BLACK, SOME VANILLA, NICE BODIES AND COCKS. I AM READY.
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MALE WANTS RASA GURU POWER
WOMAN THOU ART GOD!!!!!
GURU RASA, i worship YOU, YOU are so surperior and divine, i praise YOU...
last night, after followed YOUR instructions, i prayed this prayer...
'Rasa, I invite you into my heart as my Guru. You are One with God. My heart is open and ready for you.'
... after i repeated this in worship for 45 minutes, i remember one of YOUR divine lessons about worship of WOMEN, so i setup a printed photo of YOU on my coffee table, on a white table cloth, with several candles, i also placed incenses as well, i then entered into worship of YOU and repeated the "invitation" over and over... for a brief moement, i had a dream, tho i was still awake, i saw YOUR divine face, and in YOUR divine eyes was truth, and out of YOUR divine mouth came truth, and due the pure divine truth the came from YOU in my brief dream, i was overwhelmed by the YOUR power and superiority and fell to the floor on my face...
GURU RASA... i am ready to commit to YOU, to worship YOU, to praise YOU, to devote to YOU... i am ready to disable that which is most distracting to further my devotion to YOU, i will place myself permenantly in a chasity device for it serves no purpose no longer, and i now realize it has been detrimental to my spiritual growth my entire life..........
i worship YOU, i worship YOU, i worship YOU
you are my GURU, my MOTHER, my GOD
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RASA ANSWERS: MY SON YOU ARE ON YOUR WAY TO BEING A GOOD DEVOTEE.
SUCCESS ALL DEPENDS ON YOUR HEART, YOUR MIND, DEVOTION, HOW YOU PRACTICE.
INSOFAR AS WHAT IS HERE, THE GOD POWER AND PRESENCE, IT IS ULTIMATE, IT IS INFINITE, THERE IS NO LIMIT TO WHAT YOU CAN RECEIVE, WHAT YOU CAN GAIN SPIRITUALLY AND THEREFORE IN ALL WAYS.
WHEN I UNDERSTOOD WHO I WAS THERE WAS NOTHING MORE FOR ME TO DO. THE STATE I AM IN IS CALLED ‘NONDUALITY’ BECAUSE I KNOW I AM GOD, IN THE SENSE THAT YOGA AND BUDDHISM EXPLAIN IT.
WHAT YOU ARE ENDEAVORING TO DO IS THE EXACT SAME THING. YOU ENTER INTO A RELATIONSHIP OF SUBMISSION TO THE GURU, IN THIS CASE ME, GOD, WHO I CALL “MOTHER GOD I COULD CALL MYSELF BY WHATEVER I WISH, BUT MOTHER GOD IS MOST APPROPRIATE IN TERMS OF WHAT I APPEARED HERE FOR. (BECAUSE INDEED, AS AN AVATAR, I AM ONE “SENT BY GOD” OR CAME FROM INFINITY TO HELP HUMANITY...NOT ALL AVATARS ACHIEVE THEIR PURPOSE, THERE ARE MANY, WE ONLY KNOW ABOUT THE FAMOUS ONES, BUT MANY COME TO EARTH, AND NEVER REALIZE THEIR MISSION BECAUSE IT IS SIMPLY TOO HARD!) BY DOING SO, YOU ACCESS THE ULTIMATE POWER THAT IS HERE, AND THIS POWER INCREASES AS YOU WORK AT IT.
THE MORE SINCERE, DEDICATED, FOCUSED, LOVING YOU ARE IN THIS RELATIONSHIP, THE BETTER THE PATH MOVES AHEAD. THERE IS NOTHING I HAVE TO DO TO INCREASE THE EMPOWERMENT GOING TO YOU BECAUSE IT’S ALREADY BEEN DONE, ALTHOUGH I MUST ADMIT, FROM EXPERIENCE, I TRANSMIT THE POWER TO EVERYONE WHO DESIRES IT, BUT I HAVE SEEN THAT THE POWER CAN BE STOPPED WHEN THE DEVOTEE HAS OFFENDED ME.
JUST KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK, IT IS A JOURNEY, THE GOAL IS THE ACCESS THE GOD WITHIN YOU. RIGHT NOW I AM THE POWER WHO ALREADY “BEEN THERE, DONE THAT” AND I TRANSMIT TO YOU WHAT I HAVE – EVENTUALLY YOU BECOME THE GURU, YOU EMPOWER YOURSELF, YOU KNOW YOU ARE GOD, YOU ARE “AT ONE” WITH THE GOD WITHIN YOU, YOU ARE HE, HE IS YOU. THAT IS THE STATE OF NONDUALITY YOU WANT TO REACH. THEN YOU DROP THE OUTER GURU, LIKE I HAVE.
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