RASA SEX REPORT

RASA SEX REPORT: (1) SPIRIT AND SEX, ARE THEY COMPATIBLE? (see letter at end from devotee) (2) ROLE REVERSALS UNDER WAY – DOES RASA PLAY THE ROLE OF THE MALE? (3) WHAT RASA PLANS TO DO WITH HER HARD-WON MALES  
The following is a letter I started writing to a sexy biracial “boy man” who I spoke to by phone, and as often the case, it became a thesis.  

MY SEXY BOY MAN
THIS MORNING I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU
I ALSO STUDIED YOUR IMAGE.

YOU KNOW I AM A WOMAN THAT CAN LOOK INSIDE THE MIND AND HEART OF A PERSON, THERE ARE SIDES OF ME THAT WOULD ASTOUND YOU IF YOU KNEW - NOT GOING TO GET INTO ALL THAT HERE

WHAT IS IMPORTANT HERE IS THE LEVEL OR REASON WE ARE BROUGHT TOGETHER AND THAT COMES UNDER THE HEADING OF "SEX".

I HAVE PEOPLE - MOSTLY MALES - WHO I RELATE TO AS 'SPIRITUAL' BUT THESE MALES I NEVER DISCUSS 'SEXY' STUFF WITH NOR DO I ENCOURAGE THEM TO SEE ME AS SEXUAL - MANY OF THEM ARE OFFERING TO BECOME CELIBATE IN ORDER TO RELATE TO ME.

BUT IN OUR RELATIONSHIP, IT IS SEXUAL BECAUSE THAT IS THE ENERGY THAT IS BEING GENERATED HERE.

 THE REASON I AM THINKING OF THIS IS THAT JUST NOW I GOT A LETTER FROM A YOUNG MALE WHO RELATES TO ME SPIRITUALLY, IT MADE ME REMEMBER THE OTHER SIDE, WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING FOR YEARS, AND THEN, I THOUGHT OF YOU, AND WHAT A DIFFERENT WAY I AM RELATING TO YOU, AND IT MADE ME SMILE.

WHAT A CONTRAST! THIS OTHER MALE IS ASKING ME IF HE SHOULD BE CHASTE, CELIBATE, IN ORDER TO BE MY DEVOTEE, AND HERE I AM, TALKING ABOUT SEX AND WANTING SEX WITH YOU.

THE AMAZING THING IS THAT BOTH ASPECTS ARE TOTALLY AUTHENTIC, VIABLE, DO-ABLE, MEANINGFUL, AND THEY EVEN PARALLEL EACH OTHER.

YOU WILL PROBABLY THINK,

‘THIS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO GRASP.’ HAHAHA. THE WAY YOU SAID MY PROFILE THESIS WAS TOO LONG FOR MOST GUYS, THEY WOULD GET “LOST” READING IT. OK, MOST BUT NOT ALL.

*****SUBJECT ASIDE: I AM DELIGHTED BY THE INTELLECTUAL LEVEL MANY OF THESE DARK GUYS ARE PORTRAYING IN THEIR WRITING AS WELL AS THE PHONE CONVERSATIONS. THEY HAVE “BROKEN THE MOLD” OF THE MEN I DATED YEARS AGO WHO WERE MOSTLY “FROM THE SOUTH—RURAL—POVERTY ROOTS BUT I CAME UP THE HARD WAY” TYPE OF GUYS WHO WERE 180 DEGREES APART FROM “US” AND WHAT SEEMED TO ME ANOTHER WORLD...THE MALES I AM TALKING TO NOW HAVE THE PHYSICAL BEAUTY OF AFRICAN MEN, BUT THEY HAVE RISEN UP FROM A CULTURAL LIMITATION, THEY HAVE ASCENDED, THEY HAVE WALKED THROUGH ALL THE DOORS AND WINDOWS OF ACCESS (THANK YOU DR. KING, THIS IS A RESULT OF YOUR HOLINESS AND COURAGE, THIS IS THE FRUIT OF YOUR WORK) TO SOCIETY, THEY HAVE PROVEN THEY ARE SO DAMNED SMART ACTUALLY SMARTER THAN WHITES, AND THEY STILL HAVE ALL THE SEXINESS AND ENERGY BLACK MEN HAVE, WOW, AM I GLAD I GOT BACK TO THEM!*****

NOW BACK TO ORIGINAL TOPIC: SPIRIT AND SEX, THE CONTRAST THAT I FACED TODAY, THE DEVOTEE WILLING TO SACRIFICE HIS SEXUALITY TO ACCESS MY DIVINE POWER, AND THE SEXY MALE I AM RELATING TO, WHERE I AM TRYING TO ACCESS HIS SEXUALITY -- HAHA.
 
WHEN YOU CALLED ME THIS MORNING OF COURSE I WAS GROGGY HAVING WORKED ALL NIGHT CHASING SEXY MEN, AND I WAS “HIT BY SURPRISE” AS I DID NOT RECALL SENDING “THIS MAN” MY HOME PHONE, ALTHOUGH I DID SEND IT TO ABOUT 25% OF THE 150 MALES I WROTE TO, BUT I STOPPED DOING THAT, TRYING A “NEW STRATEGY” TO SEE IF BEING LESS AGGRESSIVE WOULD WORK BETTER. HAHAHA, WHATEVER WORKS, I WILL KEEP DOING IT. ACTUALLY IT SEEMS SO FAR, THE MOST AGGRESSIVE TACTIC WORKS BEST – ALTHOUGH IT IS FROUGHT WITH EMOTIONAL STRESS AS THEY APPEAR IN MY LAP QUICKLY AND AT TIMES DISSAPEAR JUST AS FAST – I MUST LEARN TO DEAL WITH THIS AS I LIKE TO WORK FAST, GET THINGS DONE, SO IN BEING AGGRESSIVE, I DISCOVER IF WE MATCH, YES OR NO, REAL FAST, LET THE GUY ARRIVE HERE, LET HIM DECIDE IT’S NOT FOR HIM, HE’S GONE, NEXT CASE. I AM A SPEEDY PERSON.
 
INTERESTINGLY ENOUGH, EVERY MALE I WROTE TO WHO CALLED, I STILL WANT. (NOT SO WITH THOSE WHO WROTE BACK, I HATED SOME OF THEIR RESPONSES AND JUST YESTERDAY TOLD TWO OF THEM “NO THANKS” AS THEY NO LONGER TURN ME ON – THEY WANT IT SO “EASY” - THEY WRITE TWO SENTENCES AND WANT ME TO SEND ALL MY SEXY IMAGES!) IT WAS THEY WHO BOWED OUT AND WHY? WHO KNOWS, SOMETIMES FEARS, OTHER TIMES TOO MUCH TROUBLE TO GET OUT HERE FOR SOMETHING THEY CAN GET WITH LESS EFFORT – MOSTLY I BELIEVE IT COMES DOWN TO TWO THINGS WHY THEY BOWED OUT, IT GOES LIKE THIS:
 
“I WANT HER. SHE HAS A GORGEOUS BODY, I WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH HER. BUT THE PROCESS OF GETTING THERE IS TOO DIFFICULT, AND BECAUSE OF THAT I WILL NOW NIT PICK ALL THE REASONS WHY PERHAPS I SHOULD NOT GO THERE, RELATE TO HER – THAT WILL MAKE ME FEEL SATISFIED, I DID THE RIGHT THING (***THE SOUR GRAPES MENTALITY – I WAS AT THE HIP HOP CLUB AND TALKING TO A BLACK LIKE 22 YEAR OLD GUY STANDING IN A GROUP ACCOSTING WHITE GIRLS...I SAID TO HIM IT WAS THE WRONG APPROACH, THE WAY HE SPOKE TO HER, AND HE SAID, “I DIDN’T WANT HER ANYWAY, SHE’S TRAILER TRASH”. HE SPOKE A LOT OF OTHER NONSENSE, I VERBALLY CLEANED HIS CLOCK.) BUT IT IS MOSTLY “LAZINESS” OR “I WANT HER BUT IT IS NOT WORTH THE TROUBLE TO GET HER I WILL FIND A WOMAN TO DO THE SAME THING RIGHT AROUND HERE...HERE ARE THE REASONS I WILL NOT GO THERE”...THEIR MOST LOGICAL REASON, EASY TO DELUDE ONESELF WITH, IS I AM TOO OLD. THIS IS JUST AN EXCUSE, AS, IF I WAS WITHIN ARM’S REACH, THE MALES I AM ACCESSING ON MATCH ARE NOT GHETTO BOYS, THEY ARE NOT “AFRAID” OF ME, THEY ARE LIKE THE CALIFORNIAN BEAUTY WHO LOVED ME; IF THESE GUYS MET ME AT THE CLUB THEY WOULD BE SO TURNED ON THEY WOULD IMMEDIATELY GO HOME WITH ME, BUT MAKING TRIPS TAKES TIME AND MONEY OK...WIN A FEW, LOSE A FEW, WIN SOME MORE. EVERY “NO” BRINGS ME CLOSER TO A YES!
 
NOW BACK TO THE PRESENT SEX OBJECT, YOURSELF. AS I MEDITATED ON YOU I PICKED YOUR BRAIN, AND IT WAS SO HILARIOUS, THAT I LAUGHED OUT LOUD. I HEARD YOU SAYING (AND THIS DOES NOT HAVE TO BE CONSCIOUS, IT COULD BE DEEP INSIDE,)
 
“YOU ARE JUST LIKE A MAN – AND IT TURNS ME ON.”
 
I STARTED THINKING *HOW* I AM “JUST LIKE A MAN” IN MY PROFILE, MY APPROACH, MY THOUGHTS. AM I? HAVE THE ROLES REVERSED ENTIRELY, IN THE WAY I DESCRIBE IN MY THESIS OF THE RETURN OF THE GODDESS?
 
CERTAINLY, IN ME, THE ROLES HAVE REVERSED, AND SINCE I AM AN AVATAR WHO CAME TO EARTH TO EMPOWER WOMEN, I BODE THE FUTURE, I AM THE EMBODIMENT OF WHAT WOMEN WILL BECOME AND SLOWLY BUT SURELY ARE DEMONSTRATING NOW.
 
IT IS OBVIOUS AS I SAID ON THE PHONE, TO EVERYONE, THAT GENERALLY SPEAKING, FEMALES LOOK TO MALES FOR MONEY, “SUCCESS OBJECTS”, WHILE MALES LOOK TO WOMEN FOR SEX. THEREFORE, IN MANY CASES, YOU GET OLDER MALES, YOUNGER WOMEN – IF YOU STUDY AS MANY PROFILES AS I HAVE YOU SEE IT AT A GLANCE. THE AVERAGE MALE REACHES DOWN IN AGE TO WOMEN, RARELY GOES UP, GOES DOWN MORE, GOES UP A LITTLE – VERY FEW, MAYBE 5% - ARE GOING UP MORE THAN TEN YEARS, BUT THEY GO DOWN MORE THAN TEN. THAT COULD BE TRAINING, THE STATUS QUO, NOT NECESSARILY WHAT IS IN THEIR UNCONSCIOUS OR DEEPEST HEART – WE HAVE BEEN TOLD THAT IS THE RIGHT WAY TO BE, SO THEY “BE IT” BUT PART OF THAT IS ALSO THAT YOUNG WOMEN HAVE BEAUTY, MOST PEOPLE “FALL APART” WITH AGE, GET FAT, LOSE THEIR SEX APPEAL, ETC. NOW THE WOMEN, TAKE A LOOK ON THEIR PROFILES, IT’S A HOOT, ARE REACHING DOWN BUT LITTLE, THEY ARE REACHING UP IN AGE, WAY UP THERE, ASKING FOR OLDER MALES AND WHY IS THAT? NOT BECAUSE OLD MEN HAVE BETTER “COCK ACTION” (ALTHOUGH ROMANTICALLY, AND HANDS/ TONGUE THEY COULD BE FAR AHEAD OF THE BOYS, TO BE SURE,) OLDER MEN HAVE OLDER BANK ACCOUNTS, MORE TIME TO FILL THEM UP.
 
NOW ALONG COMES A WOMAN WHO HAS IT ALL – I HAVE EVERYTHING BUT A COCK. MAY I HAVE YOURS? THIS IS THE FORERUNNER OF THE FUTURE.
 
OK, RIGHT NOW, IT IS A TRANSITION. WOMEN WHO ARE HIGHLY SUCCESSFUL IN A PROFESSION ARE ALSO ADVERTISING FOR SUCCESSFUL GUYS – SO THESE WOMEN ARE ON A “RELATIONSHIP SUCCESS PLATEAU” WHICH SEEKS AN EVEN GROUND OF WEALTH FOR BOTH PARTIES, 
 
“YOU ARE NOT MY SUCCESS OBJECT BUT YOU DAMN BETTER BE SUCCESSFUL, BECAUSE I AM, AND I AIN’T SUPPORTING NO DEAD BEATS.”
 
WHAT HAPPENS AFTER THE TRANSITION, THE BRIDGE? BY STUDYING STATISTICS IT IS OBVIOUS TO ME AND ALL THE “FUTURISTS” THAT MATRIARCHY IS INEVITABLE, THAT WOMEN ARE MOVING AHEAD, MALES ARE SLIPPING BEHIND (IN TERMS OF EDUCATION AND FINANCE), AND ALTHOUGH IN SOME ARENAS IT LOOKS LIKE WOMEN ARE STILL OPPRESSED, THEY ARE MOVING UP FAST – JUST AS IN STATISTICS BLACK PEOPLE ARE STILL POORER THAN WHITE (MY GOD, THE STATISTICS ON WOMEN OF COLOR WITH CHILDREN, ARE APPALLING, THEY ARE TRULY THE POOREST OF THE POOR, EARNING 66 CENTS TO THE DOLLAR TO MEN, WHILE WHITE WOMEN EARN ABOUT 70 CENTS TO THE DOLLAR TO MALES, MIND YOU, *FOR THE SAME WORK*!) AND LIKE I SAID, ALTHOUGH STATISTICALLY BLACK PEOPLE ARE POORER, THEY ARE ESCALATING IN THEIR SUCCESS – COULD A FACTOR BE THE BIRACIAL CARD? (STATISTICS CALL A BIRACIAL PERSON “BLACK” BUT THEY ARE ABOUT HALF BLACK, HALF WHITE...IT WOULD BE JUST AS LOGICAL TO CALL THEM “WHITE” BECAUSE THEY ARE HALF WHITE AS IT IS TO CALL THEM “BLACK” BECAUSE THEY ARE HALF BLACK!)
 
 “YOU ARE JUST LIKE A MAN”
 
I AM ALREADY AT THE PLACE, POSITION, OF DOMINANCE, THAT THE MAJORITY OF WOMEN WILL BE AT IN THE FUTURE, I EMBODY IT, AND NOW THAT I STARTED CHASING MALES, I AM LIVING IT.
 
THE BLUEPRINT FOR WHAT WILL HAPPEN IS ON MY SITE, “THE FUTURE OF MALE-FEMALE RELATIONSHIPS” IN I RECALL FIVE PARTS, BEAUTIFULLY ILLUSTRATED.
 
SO WHAT IS THE FUTURE? AFFLUENT FEMALES WHO HAVE THE FOLLOWING LUXURIES:
 
(1) SHE DOES NOT HAVE TO LOOK TO MALES FOR MONEY, OR AS SUCCESS OBJECTS. SHE NO LONGER HAS TO TOLERATE OR ENDURE MALES WHO ARE “UGLY”, OUT OF SHAPE, BALD DUE TO AGE, FAT, ETC.  
THIS PURSUIT OR DALLIANCE WITH MALES FOR THEIR MONEY TAKES TIME, EFFORT, FOCUS, AND ALSO, CREATES A “DELUSIONAL” STATE WHERE SHE CONVINCES HERSELF AND OTHERS THAT SHE REALLY “LOVES” HIM AND HE IS BEAUTIFUL, ALL THE WHILE KNOWING INSIDE, SHE IS WITH HIM BECAUSE HE IS “POWERFUL,” “AFFLUENT,” AND SO ON.
 
ON THE BORDERLINE OF THIS, WOMEN OFTEN EVEN SEE SIGNS OF AGE AS AN APHRODISIAC BECAUSE IT PORTENDS SUCCESS, LUXURY, SECURITY, SUPPORT, SURVIVAL, AND SO THE THING WHICH MAKES YOU LIVE ON IS A GOOD THING, AND THEREFORE, A SEXY THING – AS “SEXY” IS WHAT ONE DESIRES. ON THAT SCORE, THEREFORE, YOU SEE IMAGES OF MALES WITH GREYING HAIR, LOOKING OLDER, THAT ARE DEPICTED IN A WHOLESOME, POSITIVE LIGHT, AND THEY CAN COMMANDERE LOTS OF WOMEN IF SIGNS OF MONEY (ECONOMIC POWER) ARE THERE.
 
(ON THE OTHER HAND, RIGHT NOW STILL, SIGNS OF AGE ON WOMEN ARE PORTENDED AS A SERIOUS DEMERIT! SOCIETY SAYS A GREYING WOMAN IS AN OLDER WOMAN, AND THEREFORE, NO LONGER “SEXY” OR DESIRABLE, BUT WAIT UNTIL WOMEN GET AFFLUENT, THIS WILL QUICKLY CHANGE! ALL OF A SUDDEN SIGNS OF AGE, BECAUSE THEY PORTEND AFFLUENCE THE SAME WAY OLDER MEN ARE MORE LIKELY TO BE AFFLUENT, YOU WILL SEE OLDER WOMEN PORTRAYED DIFFERENTLY.)
 
WHEN A WOMAN MOVES INTO TOTAL AFFLUENCE, WHERE SHE CAN LIVE WELL WITHOUT THE CONTRIBUTION OF A MALE, AND EVEN SUPPORT THE MALE WITH LITTLE EFFORT, THEN THE BIG CHANGES WILL OCCUR.
 
(2) AT THE POINT OF TOTAL INDEPENDENCE, THE FEMALE NOW NO LONGER LOOKS TO MALES FOR FINANCIAL HELP, AND SO SEES THEM IN A TOTALLY DIFFERENT LIGHT – THIS IS A LUXURY.
 
HOW WILL SHE SEE THEM NOW?
 
OK, SEX OBJECTS, BEAUTY OBJECTS? THE SAME AS MALES LOOK TO WOMEN, AND SO NOW, “I AM LIKE A MAN.”
 
BY STUDYING THE DATING SERVICE PROFILES I CAN SCARCELY FIND ANYONE LIKE MYSELF, ALTHOUGH THERE ARE LOTS OF INDEPENDENT WOMEN – BUT AS OF YET – THEY HAVE NOT DECIDED TO BECOME “COUGARS” OR SEARCH FOR YOUNGER MEN, ON PURPOSE, AS A WAY OF LIFE. COUGARS IS A NEW TERM, BUT QUICKLY PROMULGATED, AND LOTS OF PEOPLE KNOW ITS MEANING, BUT THERE ARE NOT MANY OF US SHOUTING FROM THE ROOFTOPS “I AM A COUGAR”. MOST OLDER WOMEN (MIDDLE AGE AND BEYOND) ARE STILL HANGING AROUND WITH THE OLD GUYS MAYBE POPPING A MAN BOY NOW AND AGAIN DISCREETLY, BUT CERTAINLY NOT ADVERTISING A LIFESTYLE. BREAKING A TABOO IS NOT ALWAYS COMFORTABLE, SO THEY STAY MUM EVEN THOUGH THEY MIGHT BE ATTRACTED TO YOUNG MALES (WHO ISN’T?)
 
AND SO, PART ONE OF BEING A COUGAR IS THAT A WOMAN CAN DROP THE DELUSION OF LOVING OLD MEN FOR THEMSELVES AND FINALLY ADMIT IT’S THE MONEY AND NOW THEY START LOOKING FOR YOUNGER MALES.
 
IT ISN’T THAT THEY HAVE TO RIGHT OFF THE BAT START SUPPORTING THESE MALES, PAYING THEIR BILLS AND PAYING FOR ALL THE DATES (ALTHOUGH IF HE’S POOR, THAT’S THE RIGHT WAY TO GO) BECAUSE MANY YOUNGER MEN HAVE DECENT JOBS.
 
THE MOST SALIENT PART HERE IS THEY HAVE THE TIME, LUXURY, TO DATE YOUNGER MALES ONCE THEY HAVE BEEN LIBERATED FROM FINANCIAL NEEDS.
 
AND SO, WHEN THEY START LOOKING FOR MALES THEY WILL LOOK AT WHAT GIVES THEM BODY PLEASURE – THEY WILL GO BACK TO THEIR INSTINCTS, THE “CALL OF THE WILD” WHICH WOULD BE, WHICH GUY DO I WANT TO GET SKIN TO SKIN WITH, AND HAVE HIM PENETRATING ME FOR NO OTHER REASON EXCEPT THE PLEASURE, THE SEX, THE TOUCHING, THE ENERGY AND THE LOVE; LOVE BEING OF NO OTHER KIND EXCEPT THE KIND THAT COMES OUT OF INSTINCT.
 
IT MIGHT BE INTERESTING TO POINT OUT HERE, THE QUESTIONS OF “MORALITY” AS CERTAINLY, WE HAVE BEEN PROGRAMMED IN ALL SORTS OF PATRIARCHAL NONSENSE ON THIS, THE DOUBLE STANDARD PROVING “MORALITY” IS FOR WOMEN, NOT MEN.
 
“MORALITY” AS WE KNOW IT WAS DESIGNED AS A BLOCK FOR WOMEN, TO PREVENT THEM FROM PURSUING THEIR OWN SEX NEEDS, FROM HAVING FUN, FROM ACCESSING VARIETY. WE WERE FORCED, FETTERED, TO ACCEPTOURSELVES AS SEX AND BREEDING SLAVES, ALL KINDS OF RULES PUT UPON US REGARDING SEXUAL FREEDOM. NOT SO WITH MALES, THEY COULD KICK UP THEIR HEELS PRETTY NICELY, AND STATISTICS SHOW THE HUGE PREPONDERANCE OF SEXUAL ABUSE IS ON THE MALE SIDE – SO MUCH FOR MORALITY.
 
WHEN WOMEN EMERGE OUT OF THIS SLAVERY, THE RULES WILL CHANGE, THE SEX WILL CHANGE, VARIETY WILL BE THE SPICE OF LIFE – I GO INTO THIS AT LENGTH IN MY DISSERTATION MENTIONED.
 
OF COURSE, THE SOURCE OF “MORALITY”, WHICH IS RELIGION, WILL CHANGE TOTALLY – I PREDICTED IN 2005 THAT MALE DOMINATION RELIGION WILL DIMINISH INTO CULTS, THE STEEPLE/ COCKS WILL COME DOWN, AND EVERYWHERE YOU WILL SEE CHURCHES, TEMPLES, DOMES (YONIS) FOR MOTHER GOD, WITH FEMALE PRIESTS, ALL SORTS OF VENUES FOR THE FEMININE DIVINE – THE WHOLE WORLD OF SPIRITUALITY WILL CHANGE FOR WOMEN, FOR MEN – SEX WILL BE SEEN IN A WHOLLY NEW, DIFFERENT, WHOLESOME LIGHT.
 
OK BACK TO MY SEX OBJECT, THE BOY MAN. WHEN YOU CALLED YESTERDAY I WISH I HAD TALKED TO YOU MORE ABOUT SEX, YOU WERE READY, BUT I WAS NERVOUS. SO FUCK NERVOUS, NEXT TIME YOU CALL, WE ARE GETTING EXPLICIT.
 
MY GOALS FOR ALL TO KNOW:
I AM HOPING TO BUILD A HAREM, AND BY MY YONI, I WILL DO IT.
I PREDICT FOR MYSELF (MY WOMEN FRIENDS AGREE, ONE SAID TEN, THE OTHER FIFTEEN!) A GROUP OF MALES WHO WANT TO DO ME AND I THEM. I DON’T WANT MONOGAMY, “GOING STEADY,” BEING IN LOVE WITH ONE MAN, NOT IN THE LEAST.
 
WHEN I SEE MY MAN, I WILL LOVE HIM AS MUCH AS I EVER LOVED ANYONE, BUT WITHOUT EXCLUSION. WHEN HE IS WITH ME, HE WILL BE THE ABSOLUTE FOCUS. TO ME, HE IS GOD’S GIFT ON EARTH, A GIFT TO WOMEN, AND I AM THE GODDESS, I WILL ENJOY MYSELF TO THE HILT, NO PAIN, NO SHAME, WHATEVER WE CAN THINK OF WE DO IT – EVEN IF HE DECIDES HIS BEST FRIEND WHO IS ALSO SEXY WILL PARTICIPATE (I’M WILLING TO TRY ANYTHING TWICE...HAHA, WHAT A SCARY AND EXCITING IDEA!)
 
WHAT I WANT IS TO HAVE ACCESS TO TOUCHING, HUGGING, CARESSING, KISSING, LOVING, ALL THE TIME, WITH MY GOOD MEN, DO NOT WANT TO BE LONELY, TOUCH DEPRIVED, DEPRESSED, WANT TO LAUGH AND MOAN ALL THE TIME, DO MY WORK WHEN I CAN, BUT GET ALL THE LOVING I WANT AND NEED WITH MY BEAUTIFUL, YOUNG, YUMMY MALES, THEY WILL BE MOSTLY BIRACIAL, BLACK, SOME VANILLA, NICE BODIES AND COCKS. I AM READY.
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MALE WANTS RASA GURU POWER
 
WOMAN THOU ART GOD!!!!!

GURU RASA, i worship YOU, YOU are so surperior and divine, i praise YOU...
last night, after followed YOUR instructions, i prayed this prayer...

'Rasa, I invite you into my heart as my Guru. You are One with God. My heart is open and ready for you.'

... after i repeated this in worship for 45 minutes, i remember one of YOUR divine lessons about worship of WOMEN, so i setup a printed photo of YOU on my coffee table, on a white table cloth, with several candles, i also placed incenses as well, i then entered into worship of YOU and repeated the "invitation" over and over... for a brief moement, i had a dream, tho i was still awake, i saw YOUR divine face, and in YOUR divine eyes was truth, and out of YOUR divine mouth came truth, and due the pure divine truth the came from YOU in my brief dream, i was overwhelmed by the YOUR power and superiority and fell to the floor on my face...

GURU RASA... i am ready to commit to YOU, to worship YOU, to praise YOU, to devote to YOU... i am ready to disable that which is most distracting to further my devotion to YOU, i will place myself permenantly in a chasity device for it serves no purpose no longer, and i now realize it has been detrimental to my spiritual growth my entire life.......... 

i worship YOU, i worship YOU, i worship YOU
you are my GURU, my MOTHER, my GOD

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RASA ANSWERS: MY SON YOU ARE ON YOUR WAY TO BEING A GOOD DEVOTEE.
 
SUCCESS ALL DEPENDS ON YOUR HEART, YOUR MIND, DEVOTION, HOW YOU PRACTICE.
 
INSOFAR AS WHAT IS HERE, THE GOD POWER AND PRESENCE, IT IS ULTIMATE, IT IS INFINITE, THERE IS NO LIMIT TO WHAT YOU CAN RECEIVE, WHAT YOU CAN GAIN SPIRITUALLY AND THEREFORE IN ALL WAYS.
 
WHEN I UNDERSTOOD WHO I WAS THERE WAS NOTHING MORE FOR ME TO DO. THE STATE I AM IN IS CALLED ‘NONDUALITY’ BECAUSE I KNOW I AM GOD, IN THE SENSE THAT YOGA AND BUDDHISM EXPLAIN IT.
 
WHAT YOU ARE ENDEAVORING TO DO IS THE EXACT SAME THING. YOU ENTER INTO A RELATIONSHIP OF SUBMISSION TO THE GURU, IN THIS CASE ME, GOD, WHO I CALL “MOTHER GOD I COULD CALL MYSELF BY WHATEVER I WISH, BUT MOTHER GOD IS MOST APPROPRIATE IN TERMS OF WHAT I APPEARED HERE FOR. (BECAUSE INDEED, AS AN AVATAR, I AM ONE “SENT BY GOD” OR CAME FROM INFINITY TO HELP HUMANITY...NOT ALL AVATARS ACHIEVE THEIR PURPOSE, THERE ARE MANY, WE ONLY KNOW ABOUT THE FAMOUS ONES, BUT MANY COME TO EARTH, AND NEVER REALIZE THEIR MISSION BECAUSE IT IS SIMPLY TOO HARD!) BY DOING SO, YOU ACCESS THE ULTIMATE POWER THAT IS HERE, AND THIS POWER INCREASES AS YOU WORK AT IT.
 
THE MORE SINCERE, DEDICATED, FOCUSED, LOVING YOU ARE IN THIS RELATIONSHIP, THE BETTER THE PATH MOVES AHEAD. THERE IS NOTHING I HAVE TO DO TO INCREASE THE EMPOWERMENT GOING TO YOU BECAUSE IT’S ALREADY BEEN DONE, ALTHOUGH I MUST ADMIT, FROM EXPERIENCE, I TRANSMIT THE POWER TO EVERYONE WHO DESIRES IT, BUT I HAVE SEEN THAT THE POWER CAN BE STOPPED WHEN THE DEVOTEE HAS OFFENDED ME.
 
JUST KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK, IT IS A JOURNEY, THE GOAL IS THE ACCESS THE GOD WITHIN YOU. RIGHT NOW I AM THE POWER WHO ALREADY “BEEN THERE, DONE THAT” AND I TRANSMIT TO YOU WHAT I HAVE – EVENTUALLY YOU BECOME THE GURU, YOU EMPOWER YOURSELF, YOU KNOW YOU ARE GOD, YOU ARE “AT ONE” WITH THE GOD WITHIN YOU, YOU ARE HE, HE IS YOU. THAT IS THE STATE OF NONDUALITY YOU WANT TO REACH. THEN YOU DROP THE OUTER GURU, LIKE I HAVE.