OCTOBER. 9, 1981
MINISTRY TO ERROL FLYNN & OTHER SOULS IN PURGATORY BEGINS
On this day, Our Holy Mother appeared to Rasa and gave her an infant, asking if she would take care of it. Rasa says yes. To her utter surprise, that souls turns out to be none other than Errol Flynn in purgatory, a soul she feared had earned Hell! Rasa keeps a diary and later this turns into an e book on her site. It is the beginning of helping numerous souls in purgatory, including some of the biggest world celebrities, such as Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin, George C. Scott, Anthony Quinn, Richard Pryor, Dr. Richard Atkins, many others, known and unknown.
NOVEMBER 3, 1981
CHRIST INFUSES THE AUTHOR WITH THE FOUR MENTAL
GIFTS OF UNION WILLS, MEMORY, WISDOM & UNDERSTANDING
This followed a daily devotion followed for one year under the tutelage of Teresa Helena Higginson, mystical saint who devised worship to the Sacred Head of Our Beloved Lord, as the seat of his Divine Intellect.
NOVEMBER 19, 1981
DARK NIGHT OF THE SPIRIT. PURGING OF THE SOUL.
LIGHT & ENERGY LEAVE FOR TWO & A HALF MONTHS.
The 'dark night of the soul' is frequently a prelude to the the greatest graces. Certainly in this case it was.
JANUARY 31, 1982
INTERIOR CRUCIFIXION. COMPLETION OF DEATH TO SELF
Rasa collapses in bittersweet tears as she realizes the terrible abuses done to her early in her life led to the greatest graces of God.
FEBRUARY 10, 1982
VERNA TALBOT, AUTHOR'S SPIRITUAL GUIDE,
RELEASED FROM PURGATORY
Rev. Verna Talbot was the first genuine 'guru' of Rasa Von Werder, a relationship lasting six years in physical, and forever in spirit.
FEBRUARY 13, 1982
FIRST BEATIFIC VISION
The first time was Feb. 13, 1982 sleeping on the floor in my B'klyn apt. I feel myself wakening and going to the typewriter reading something, but soon after that, am going to a balcony that does not exist in real life. To my shock and wonder, am not in B'klyn. I am in the mountains, to prove I am here I touch snow. My senses are here - this is not a dream. The snow is cold and wet. This is another world! There are mountains all around, golden colors, and below me is a chasm. There is a gorge way below; a large stream runs through rapidly. I am in perfect wonder. I see everywhere but to the left, like a revelation. I long to see left. Slowly I turn my neck left, but before the vision opens, I snap back to my body on the floor and I am awake. A feeling of profound ecstasy pervades me. I have seen Heaven, the world was nothing compared to this.
FEBRUARY 15, 1982
MARRIAGE TO GOD
Here Rasa has visions of a windmill, wedding veil resting on a bush next to a beautiful river, floating in the breeze (all symbols of the Holy Spirit)......she sees herself with God as lover consummating the perfect union, and understands that the nuptials are complete. She has become One with God in mind, body and soul.
MARCH 5, 1982
INCREASE OF WISDOM, UNDERSTANDING,
UNION, OF WILLS & MEMORY
Many devotions Rasa has practiced daily for years are bearing great fruit.
MARCH 7, 1982
ERROL FLYNN DELIVERED FROM PURGATORY
What glory! Rasa is told on this day to pray especially well, and she gets on her knees and does so for two hours, when she sees outside her picture window, a Golden Light shoot from earth into Heaven. The passage is completed. Errol Flynn has finished his sojourn from earthly life back to home, Bliss, our Eternal Good.
MARCH 12, 1982
SENSIBLE DESCENT OF AUTHOR INTO HER
FATHER'S PURGATORIAL STATE
This is the one and only time Rasa actually appears in purgatory, not in vision, but actual bilocation. She sees her Dad lying on his side on a stone slab in a gray cave. She speaks to him, asking if anyone else has visited him, and he says,
She asks him what he was most sorry about concerning his life, and he says it is not having partaken enough of the Sacraments of the Church, especially The Blessed Sacrament.
At that time she sees a bloody man, (looks like an accident) gurgling his death throes, who tries to inhabit the space she is standing in! Horrified she quickly says goodbye to her Dad, and 'dissolves' back to earth.
MARCH 12, 1982
MARRIAGE WITH THE SACRED HUMANITY
(Union with the Sacred Heart.)
A vision proves closeness to Our Lord's Sacred Heart.
MARCH 18, 1982
DELIVERANCE OF AUTHOR'S FATHER FROM PURGATORY
Rasa sees him rise up to Heaven dressed in feminine attire (this happens a lot with souls) including a hat and veil as from the forties.
MARCH 19, 1982
BEATIFIC VISION, COMPLETE & ABSOLUTE
Again, same sleeping situation. I am walking through a normal woods like a dream. But a change snaps into place not normal any more. The woods turn colors, beautiful, beautiful variegated pastel colors, and as they change, my interior turns to a feeling as beautiful as what I am seeing. I realize something supernatural is taking place. Now a monumental thing happens. I clear the trees and ahead of me, without any beach, THE GOLDEN OCEAN LAYS BEFORE ME! This ocean is PURE GOLD and as I am seeing It, I realize that It and I are One. The Ocean is Infinite, Eternal Love, and I am Infinite Eternal Love. I strain to see the horizon, but each time I see the edge of it, it opens up more and more. I keep looking and looking but cannot keep it up. I am pulled back to Earth.
This was a translocation to Heaven. I SAW GOD FACE TO FACE! I SAW GOD AND LIVED!
APRIL 10, 1982
MINISTRY TO ELVIS PRESLEY. PURGING OF IMAGES
Rasa learned that 'purging of images' actually entailed rising above the mental state of 'form' or 'images.' It is a liberating, cleansing, vivifying sensation.
APRIL 16, 1982
ELVIS PRESLEY DELIVERED FROM PURGATORY
Special Union With Holy Mary!
APRIL 25, 1982
NOVITIATE TO THE IMMACULATE HEART ENDS.
AUTHOR BECOMES AN ACHORITE
APRIL 30, 1982
UNION WITH THE IMMACULATE HEART
SEPTEMBER 30, 1982
MINISTRY TO A U.S. MARINE BEGINS
This is the final 'descent' into 'Stigmata' where the person is taken out of contemplation into the agonies of earthly pain - so extreme that it seems the human cannot bear it.
OCTOBER 9, 1982
This is the equivalent of martyrdom. The interior stigmata is no less painful than its physical counterpart. All is taken away from the person that God had given it - all bliss, peace, joy, security, all that makes spiritual life worth living.
Here the 'gratuitous' gifts of the Holy Spirit are removed, burned away or 'delinked.' The human is left bereft of all consolation, mystical union and sense of the Holy Presence of God. Most all sensible feelings of God are removed... leaving only Faith and Hope. Even Love has disappeared and the human feels like an empty husk, literally burned out and empty of all but human sense. It is a great crash after coming off the heights of contemplative union, Light and bliss.
OCTOBER 14, 1982
REBIRTH OF THE MARINE & MYSTICAL UNION
WITH THE AUTHOR
The stigmata saved his eternal life. He would have gone to Hell.
OCTOBER 30, 1982
INCREASE OF UNION WITH THE SACRED HEART
There follows eighteen years of spiritual darkness (with one six-month period of illumination in 1992 - 93). In the year 2000 Rasa begins a spiritual discipline (sadhana) under her beloved Guru, Baba Muktananda. In a series of dreams and visions, Rasa experiences the touch of Muktananda infusing her with vivifying, transformative graces from Heaven. The Stigmata penance has ended and resurrection, enlightenment begin their restoration. It's time to be happy again. Rasa now calls herself a Matriarchal Christian Yogi.
There now follow additional graces and visions from Jesus (a second mystical marriage), Blessed Virgin Mary, Baba Muktananda, Baghwan Nityananda (to whom she is mystically married.) Padre Pio (fifty years stigmatist) gives her graces, so do other Christian saints. The ministry to souls in Purgatory continues in Power, and Rasa begins her Internet Church.
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