GOING VERY WELL. WILL WRITE ON IT SOON. SOME MENTAL/EMOTIONAL
'SETTINGS' IF YOU WILL, HAVE TO BE ADJUSTED. ONE CAN BE IN A POSITION
TO RECEIVE OR BE IN THE STATE (MYSELF) AND YET THE STATE DOES NOT GET
'PUT IN' FOR LACK OF 'ADJUSTMENT OF THE SETTINGS,' WHICH SETTINGS ARE
IN THE MIND MOSTLY. THIS IS THE PART TO BE WORKED ON AND I AM DOING WELL.
I HAVE CHANGED THESE THINGS - ENCOURAGED BY SWAMI, I HAVE PULLED IN,
BACK INTO MYSELF, THE WORSHIP OF JESUS AND MARY AND ALL OTHER DIETIES,
LIKE AN OCTAPUS PULLING IN ITS TENTACLES. THESE WORSHIP OF GOD AS
IMAGE ARE PROJECTIONS OF GOD WITHIN (IN MOST CASES, NOT ALL).....
ALSO STOPPED SAYAING MASS AND ROSARIES (A BIG PLUNGE FOR ME, REQUIRING
COURAGE) IN ORDER TO FOCUS ON THE GOD WITHIN, NOT TO FORMALLY
MEDITATE, BUT BEGIN TO GALVANIZE ALL ENERGIES FOR THE GOD WITHIN. IT
IS A PULLING IN AND BEING MORE FREE. WHAT IS DIFFERENT BETWEEN MYSELF
AND THE 'NORMAL' PERSON IS THE NORMAL PERSON MUST STILL UNDERGO YEARS
OF DISCIPLINE TO BEGIN TO REACH THIS STATE. I HAVE ALREADY DONE THAT.
I AM DEAD TO 'SELF' OR EGO (ALTHOUGH THIS IS HARD TO RECOGNIZE FROM
THE OUTSIDE. IT IS THE INNER STATE THAT IS GENUINE, NOT THE
PERSONALITY. PEOPLE GET MIXED UP BY YOUR PERSONALITY.) BEING DEAD TO
SELF, LIKE SWAMI SAID, ONE DOES NOT HAVE TO DO SACRAMENTS AND RITUALS,
BUT SIMPLY WORSHIP GOD WITHIN - WHICH IS WHAT ALL THE GREAT YOGIS DID.
ALTHOUGH THEY DID SOMETIMES SWERVE BACK AND FORTH (WHICH IS OK) BUT
THE POINT IS, I DO NOT HAVE TO TEND TO OUTSIDE RELIGIOUS THINGS. I CAN
BE FREE.
THIS IS A WHOLE WORLD OF RELEASING, LETTING GO, LOSING FEAR, LOSING
THE NEED TO SUFFER (A STRONG POINT WITH ME AS JOINING WITH JESUS'
REDEMPTIVE SUFFERINGS) AND ALSO NOT LETTING PEOPLE AFFECT YOU.
(CONSTANT ATTACKS AND REJECTIONS ON THE INTERNET COULD MAKE YOUR HAIR
GO WHITE.....BUT IT ISN'T)
NOW THESE 'ADJUSTMENTS' ARE BEING FINE TUNED DAILY. YES, I AM
ADJUSTING. IT IS AN ATTITUDE, A POINT OF VIEW, A PERSPECTIVE AND A
MENTAL STATE WHICH ULTIMATELY AFFECTS THE EMOTIONS, BODY, EVERYTHING.
IT IS A RELEASE FROM THE OUTSIDE WORLD WHICH DOES NOT MAKE THE OUTSIDE
WORLD GO AWAY, BUT NOW, ONE IS LIVING WITHIN IT WITHOUT REACTING AS AN
EGO-DRIVEN OR SUBJECTIVE-FEELING PERSON. ONE'S MIND/FEELINGS ARE FREE
FROM THE WORLD AND PEOPLE, LIKE SITTING IN ANAOTHER PLACE, IN THE
SPIRIT OBVIOUSLY, IN THE GOD WITHIN.
NOW THERE ARE MANY TERMS BEING THROWN AROUND AND THIS I COULD DISCUSS
WITH YOU. FOR INSTANCE, THEY ARE SAYING THIS IS NOT 'WITNESS
CONSCIOUSNESS' BUT SOMETHING BEYOND IT. I AM SO BEWILDERED BY ALL
THEIR TERMS, ACCUSATIONS, CRITICISMS AND SO ON, THAT I AM SORT OF DONE
WITH THEM - THE OUTSIDE GURUS, AND SIMPLY LISTENING TO GOD WITHIN.
THEY COULD KILL YOU WITH THEIR TERMS. AND THERE ARE ALL DIFFERENT YOGA
DISCIPLINE TERMS AND BUDDHIST TERMS AND ONE'S MIND COULD REALLY GET
GRATED BY ALL THIS CONFUSION. SO I AM STAYING ABOVE IT. I ALSO DO NOT
NEED THE CRITICISM THAT WAS HEAPED UPON ME BY HOLY SOULS AND REALIZE
THAT EVEN HOLY SOULS CAN HURT ME. JUST STAY AWAY FROM THEM ALL AND LET
THE COMPASS WITHIN ME STEER ME RIGHT. THAT IS MY REPORT SO WHAT SAY YOU?
DID YOU READ MY FIVE ARTICLES ON WORSHIP AND HUNGER FOR MOTHERGOD?
I AM ON A NEW TANGENT NOW. WE ARE MOVING INTO MATRIARCHY BIG TIME. GOD
GAVE ME A REVELATION ON THE 14TH OF SEPT.VERY IMPORTANT.:
'I AM THE LIVING MATRIARCH SENT BY GOD TO SHOW A WAY TO THE WORLD.'
I ASKED GOD ABOUT MATRIARCH AND GURU AND GOD SAID,
'A GURU CAN BE A GURU OF ANYTHING. YOU ARE A GURU AND A MATRIARCH. YOU
ARE THEIR MOTHER. GURU IS A WORD DENOTING MATERNITY OR PATERNITY
TOWARD CHILDREN, IN SPIRIT. AND SO, YOU ARE BOTH GURU AND MATRIARCH.
YOU WERE SENT TO EARTH FOR THIS. BE CALM AND HAPPY!'
I SENSE A NEW BEGINNING. AFTER ALL, PEOPLE STARTED COMING TO ME WHEN I
PUT OUT THE SHINGLE FOR GURU. AND NOW, BEING GURU/MATRIARCH, EVEN MORE
ARE COMING. WE HIT RECORD HIGHS ON THE SITE AND ARE GAINING ON THE
YAHOO GROUPS. 2,166 PEOPLE ON WTAG ONE DAY! ON BOTH SITES, 2000 PEOPLE
A DAY AVERAGE. SOON IT WILL BE 50,000 TO 60,000 PEOPLE A MONTH. NOT
BAD FOR A LADY WHO ONLY STARTED GETTING HER WINGS AROUND APRIL THIS
YEAR! OF COURSE, THIS TRAFFIC CAME WITH WORK. BY HAVING A GREAT SITE
AND ALSO POSTING CONSTANTLY. JUST JOINED AND POSTED TO 500 GROUPS IN
ONE WEEK! AND GETTING VOLUMES OF MAIL AND ALL SORTS OF NEW PEOPLE,
INCLUDING WOMEN.
THE WOMEN ARE THE HARDEST TO GET ALONG WITH AND I AM WONDERING IF IT
IS NECESSARY FOR ME TO CONCERN MYSELF WITH THEM THAT MUCH. I HAVE TO
JUST REALYZE MOST OF MY CONSTITUENTS WILL BE MEN AND RELAX. IT IS THE
MEN THAT ARE PUSHING ME ALL THE TIME TO GET WOMEN - BECAUSE IT IS THEY
WHO WANT MORE WOMEN. SO LET THEM GET THE WOMEN AND BRING THEM TO ME!
MUCH LOVE, RASA
Wednesday, 17 December 2008
WORSHIP OF BEAUTIFUL WOMEN IS HUNGER FOR MOTHERGOD Part V
Patriarchy's Short-Term Ends Come to an End
Since MotherGod worship has been supressed, (and few people have
access to the underground woman-religions), people have sought other
ways to satisfy their yearnings. I have said in the past four
articles how this need surfaces in the public attention given to
beautiful women. 'Beautiful' could be conventional or far from it. It
can be a rock star, a magazine or tv model, a movie actress, a
wrestling star, a bodybuilder or a dominant woman. Different women
are riveting for different reasons but they all display some sort of
superiority or special merit.
Private women also have their 'followings,' as everyone knows. Even
plain women have guys after them, as the need for woman by man is
desperation.
However, there is a monkey wrench in all of this. Some might object
to this thesis and simply say,
'Men are horndogs and women are being exploited. Women are being used
to sell everything, promote everything. And they do not get out of
this as much as the men are getting. And what about the violence, the
cruelty, the rapes, the put downs, the slander against womankind by men?
These are all good and true statements. It is so. Men are abusing
women. But let me put it to you it is love turned to perversion.
Every one of these men who rapes, violates, injures and murders women
did not start out that way. They were once helpless infants in the
arms of a woman. They loved, in a natural way, a mother or mother
figure. Something went wrong in these men. There are two types of
things that went wrong. One, personal things such as mental and
emotional illness or demonic possession. And second, the conditioning
of Patriarchy which forces men to look down on women. Boys did not
start out hating women. They all began as needy children who loved
what they needed - their Mom. But programming and hard life changes that.
Rejection is one of the basic problems. Men cannot handle it as well
as women can - they get violent or suicidal. But the man who was
rejected suffers because the one he desired did not want him. My
point is, there is a powerful, overwhelming need, so strong, that men
go crazy when they cannot have it. Yes, men turn to raping, torturing
not just the women who reject them, (or symbols of same) but the
children that they had together. I do not want to relate here all the
stories we have heard. They are in our heads. (You do not see the
opposite - women torturing children because men have rejected them!)
So in these cases, it is love gone bad, love that has turned to hate,
perversion and rage.
In the public sphere, once again, the thing that should be cherished -
womankind - is sadly exploited. There are many reasons for this, but
basically, it is conspiracy. If they can push women down to
second-class citizens, then they can get what they want out of the
thing they desire. Woman becomes domesticated animal. He takes her
out of freedom, pens her up and has her produce children and work as a
conubial slave, with rewards from good to none. Sometimes she gets
another dependent by having him, but without the recognition of authority.
While writing this series a couple days ago I had a horrific dream.
God showed me what men were up to. It was simple. They kill for money.
Nothing complicated or mysterious. You are given money and you kill.
That is it. If you look at all of Patriarchy from the beginning of its
maddening start, you will see it . It is violence and murder for
greed, for filthy lucre. How did women get swept aside? They were
one of the commodities. If a man has the money, he can get the women.
Patriarchy is a system of force, killing and slavery.
Now you look around us and in the United States, it's not so bad.
The 'civilized' world has come a long way. But it's not like this
everywhere. Some countries are as evil as it ever was. We will not
get into all of that here - we all know the facts.
WHAT HAS HAPPENED NOW TO CHANGE ALL THIS?
Without a doubt, in the last hundred and fifty years, big changes
have occured. The beginning of Matriarchy can be traced back to the
first wave of the 'feminist' movement in the 1860's. And how did THAT
get started? When the industrial revolution set in, the age of
technology began, and then, liberation of women. Why? When machines
can do what men used to do, men lose the edge they had over women.
Now this has escalated to such a point that the male is becoming
obsolete or 'redundant.' (I have a book by two guys called, 'The
Redundant Male.') What exactly do I mean?
Throughout all of history, wars were fought basically with bodies and
swords. A woman could not compete with that. Because God made her
body to bear children, she could not afford to grow huge muscles - her
power went into reproduction. (She was made to create, not to
destroy.) Male used this one weapon - his bigger size and muscle
strength - to kill other men, hold women in place, and even kill women
if they stood up to him or threatened him (like women standing up with
superior minds or intuition or spiritual light.)
As soon as muscle power was not needed, by technology taking over
(think of World War I and then World War II, how technology escalated
in such a short time) men were not needed. A war machine of today,
with all its armaments, could easily be controlled by women and we
could wage a successful war if need be, without any men at all. This
seems far fetched, but there is scant little hand-to-hand combat these
days. Think of it. Nobody is going out to 'Flander's Field' duking
it out, even with guns. It is done with machinery - tanks and machine
guns, in lowest level of the fighting. Physical strength is probably
the least thing needed in the theater of war today. More than ever it
is BRAINS RUNNING MACHINERY that wins. Women can handle this. They
are beginning to do a lot of it, and in the future, will do more. This
does not mean I am advocating war - I am for peace if possible - but
what I am saying is that if a Hitler or Stalin came around again, it
is possible that women could handle it with technology.
The way we grow our food has also changed - technology. Women can
easily run the machines. Many are.
Men have lost their edge. The cork they have held down is popping up.
THE RELIGION OF WORSHIPPING WOMAN AS GOD
Now we return to the thesis of these articles: Worship of beautiful
women is hunger for MotherGod. How does all this come together, where
are we now and which way are we going?
As all of what I have stated has happened, something is also changing
in religion. Religion as we know it for the most part, has been the
theology of males. It was not for the good of all, but let us say it
has been the PUBLIC RELATIONS MANUAL OF MEN. In this manual was the
dogma that all would be programmed in from birth. There are the handy
myths that tell us what God did and when He did it. (It is assumed God
is a male.) Then He creates everyone and everything, and it is He who
makes man superior and woman inferior.
So right from the beginning, man has permission to lord it over woman,
and he is the steward of all mankind (he's not just one of God's
creatures, he's the boss!) and that gives him permission to lord it
over nature. His handbook gives man the OK to destroy nature, animals
and women. Very convenient for him.
There are variations in Holy Scriptures, but the manuals of men all
begin and end up the same way - God affording men power over women and
all the living.
Even if a Saint creates a great religion the males take it, twist it
around, and use it to suit their needs. In India, for instance, you
have as many Goddesses as Gods, but again, men forced women into
suicide when their husbands died, on the off chance they had poisoned
the bloke! Even today, in Christianity, by custom of both Catholic
and Protestant Churches, women still stand second best in ministering
the gospel, if they minister at all.
But enough about the Autumn of Patriarchy. Let us talk about the
Springtime of what is to come. Religion will change - and soon. What
we have now will mellow toward women, or shrink and dissapear; at best
pared down into cults - the 'MaleGod' cults. I doubt that the
Catholic Church will be able to hold out much longer against women
priests. Women will revolutionize the Catholic Church, once they get
their foot in the door. In Protestant circles women will become
prominent, and they will not seek permission from men to minister.
They will not be talking about St. Paul's Christ being the head of the
man, and man the head of the woman. New types of Christian Churches
will emerge, with women running them and working out the dogma. The
language of course, will be inclusive, Mother/Father God, and She/He
created us.
To me most interesting will be the Goddess worshippers coming out into
the open. Women will have two things they did not have before. One,
freedom to worship MotherGod in the open, and two, they will have more
money than they ever had. (Of course, older women have had lots of
money through inheritence. But the climate of the world being what it
is, they did not spend their windfalls on building Temples to Goddess.
But soon, this will change.) Their new money will enable women to
build Centers, Temples and Churches in a magnificent way. There will
be great variety in worshipping MotherGod! And it will be beautiful!
What will happen to this cult of beautiful women (in the media) that
men worship now? I suspect that will subside. It will never go away,
but men (and women) will not worship empty symbols the way they have.
'When that which is perfect has come, that which is in part shall be
done away with.'
The real 'goddesses,' which are of Spirit and Truth, will be revered.
Humanity will find what it has been yearning for, and its hunger will
be fulfilled.
Rasa Von Werder
September 8, 2005
Since MotherGod worship has been supressed, (and few people have
access to the underground woman-religions), people have sought other
ways to satisfy their yearnings. I have said in the past four
articles how this need surfaces in the public attention given to
beautiful women. 'Beautiful' could be conventional or far from it. It
can be a rock star, a magazine or tv model, a movie actress, a
wrestling star, a bodybuilder or a dominant woman. Different women
are riveting for different reasons but they all display some sort of
superiority or special merit.
Private women also have their 'followings,' as everyone knows. Even
plain women have guys after them, as the need for woman by man is
desperation.
However, there is a monkey wrench in all of this. Some might object
to this thesis and simply say,
'Men are horndogs and women are being exploited. Women are being used
to sell everything, promote everything. And they do not get out of
this as much as the men are getting. And what about the violence, the
cruelty, the rapes, the put downs, the slander against womankind by men?
These are all good and true statements. It is so. Men are abusing
women. But let me put it to you it is love turned to perversion.
Every one of these men who rapes, violates, injures and murders women
did not start out that way. They were once helpless infants in the
arms of a woman. They loved, in a natural way, a mother or mother
figure. Something went wrong in these men. There are two types of
things that went wrong. One, personal things such as mental and
emotional illness or demonic possession. And second, the conditioning
of Patriarchy which forces men to look down on women. Boys did not
start out hating women. They all began as needy children who loved
what they needed - their Mom. But programming and hard life changes that.
Rejection is one of the basic problems. Men cannot handle it as well
as women can - they get violent or suicidal. But the man who was
rejected suffers because the one he desired did not want him. My
point is, there is a powerful, overwhelming need, so strong, that men
go crazy when they cannot have it. Yes, men turn to raping, torturing
not just the women who reject them, (or symbols of same) but the
children that they had together. I do not want to relate here all the
stories we have heard. They are in our heads. (You do not see the
opposite - women torturing children because men have rejected them!)
So in these cases, it is love gone bad, love that has turned to hate,
perversion and rage.
In the public sphere, once again, the thing that should be cherished -
womankind - is sadly exploited. There are many reasons for this, but
basically, it is conspiracy. If they can push women down to
second-class citizens, then they can get what they want out of the
thing they desire. Woman becomes domesticated animal. He takes her
out of freedom, pens her up and has her produce children and work as a
conubial slave, with rewards from good to none. Sometimes she gets
another dependent by having him, but without the recognition of authority.
While writing this series a couple days ago I had a horrific dream.
God showed me what men were up to. It was simple. They kill for money.
Nothing complicated or mysterious. You are given money and you kill.
That is it. If you look at all of Patriarchy from the beginning of its
maddening start, you will see it . It is violence and murder for
greed, for filthy lucre. How did women get swept aside? They were
one of the commodities. If a man has the money, he can get the women.
Patriarchy is a system of force, killing and slavery.
Now you look around us and in the United States, it's not so bad.
The 'civilized' world has come a long way. But it's not like this
everywhere. Some countries are as evil as it ever was. We will not
get into all of that here - we all know the facts.
WHAT HAS HAPPENED NOW TO CHANGE ALL THIS?
Without a doubt, in the last hundred and fifty years, big changes
have occured. The beginning of Matriarchy can be traced back to the
first wave of the 'feminist' movement in the 1860's. And how did THAT
get started? When the industrial revolution set in, the age of
technology began, and then, liberation of women. Why? When machines
can do what men used to do, men lose the edge they had over women.
Now this has escalated to such a point that the male is becoming
obsolete or 'redundant.' (I have a book by two guys called, 'The
Redundant Male.') What exactly do I mean?
Throughout all of history, wars were fought basically with bodies and
swords. A woman could not compete with that. Because God made her
body to bear children, she could not afford to grow huge muscles - her
power went into reproduction. (She was made to create, not to
destroy.) Male used this one weapon - his bigger size and muscle
strength - to kill other men, hold women in place, and even kill women
if they stood up to him or threatened him (like women standing up with
superior minds or intuition or spiritual light.)
As soon as muscle power was not needed, by technology taking over
(think of World War I and then World War II, how technology escalated
in such a short time) men were not needed. A war machine of today,
with all its armaments, could easily be controlled by women and we
could wage a successful war if need be, without any men at all. This
seems far fetched, but there is scant little hand-to-hand combat these
days. Think of it. Nobody is going out to 'Flander's Field' duking
it out, even with guns. It is done with machinery - tanks and machine
guns, in lowest level of the fighting. Physical strength is probably
the least thing needed in the theater of war today. More than ever it
is BRAINS RUNNING MACHINERY that wins. Women can handle this. They
are beginning to do a lot of it, and in the future, will do more. This
does not mean I am advocating war - I am for peace if possible - but
what I am saying is that if a Hitler or Stalin came around again, it
is possible that women could handle it with technology.
The way we grow our food has also changed - technology. Women can
easily run the machines. Many are.
Men have lost their edge. The cork they have held down is popping up.
THE RELIGION OF WORSHIPPING WOMAN AS GOD
Now we return to the thesis of these articles: Worship of beautiful
women is hunger for MotherGod. How does all this come together, where
are we now and which way are we going?
As all of what I have stated has happened, something is also changing
in religion. Religion as we know it for the most part, has been the
theology of males. It was not for the good of all, but let us say it
has been the PUBLIC RELATIONS MANUAL OF MEN. In this manual was the
dogma that all would be programmed in from birth. There are the handy
myths that tell us what God did and when He did it. (It is assumed God
is a male.) Then He creates everyone and everything, and it is He who
makes man superior and woman inferior.
So right from the beginning, man has permission to lord it over woman,
and he is the steward of all mankind (he's not just one of God's
creatures, he's the boss!) and that gives him permission to lord it
over nature. His handbook gives man the OK to destroy nature, animals
and women. Very convenient for him.
There are variations in Holy Scriptures, but the manuals of men all
begin and end up the same way - God affording men power over women and
all the living.
Even if a Saint creates a great religion the males take it, twist it
around, and use it to suit their needs. In India, for instance, you
have as many Goddesses as Gods, but again, men forced women into
suicide when their husbands died, on the off chance they had poisoned
the bloke! Even today, in Christianity, by custom of both Catholic
and Protestant Churches, women still stand second best in ministering
the gospel, if they minister at all.
But enough about the Autumn of Patriarchy. Let us talk about the
Springtime of what is to come. Religion will change - and soon. What
we have now will mellow toward women, or shrink and dissapear; at best
pared down into cults - the 'MaleGod' cults. I doubt that the
Catholic Church will be able to hold out much longer against women
priests. Women will revolutionize the Catholic Church, once they get
their foot in the door. In Protestant circles women will become
prominent, and they will not seek permission from men to minister.
They will not be talking about St. Paul's Christ being the head of the
man, and man the head of the woman. New types of Christian Churches
will emerge, with women running them and working out the dogma. The
language of course, will be inclusive, Mother/Father God, and She/He
created us.
To me most interesting will be the Goddess worshippers coming out into
the open. Women will have two things they did not have before. One,
freedom to worship MotherGod in the open, and two, they will have more
money than they ever had. (Of course, older women have had lots of
money through inheritence. But the climate of the world being what it
is, they did not spend their windfalls on building Temples to Goddess.
But soon, this will change.) Their new money will enable women to
build Centers, Temples and Churches in a magnificent way. There will
be great variety in worshipping MotherGod! And it will be beautiful!
What will happen to this cult of beautiful women (in the media) that
men worship now? I suspect that will subside. It will never go away,
but men (and women) will not worship empty symbols the way they have.
'When that which is perfect has come, that which is in part shall be
done away with.'
The real 'goddesses,' which are of Spirit and Truth, will be revered.
Humanity will find what it has been yearning for, and its hunger will
be fulfilled.
Rasa Von Werder
September 8, 2005
WORSHIP OF BEAUTIFUL WOMEN IS HUNGER FOR MOTHERGOD Part IV
'Why Did Men Separate Us Into Madonnas and Whores?'
How did it come about, the creation of women into two kinds of women?
Today it is so prevalent (although Matriarchy is coming, old stuff is
still here) that people more or less assume that the hooker on Cherry
Street is one kind of woman morally speaking, while the Lady of the
Manor is a Lady whether or not she practices virtue. The hooker on
Cherry St. may be a saint and Lady Jane a demon, but society does not
see it that way. This demarcation was created~~~~~for what? For the
convenience of men. Huh? What convenience? We have forgotten where
this came from, but getting back to the root of thing will help us
eradicate it.
Once upon a time, long, long ago, there were no rules against sex.
You don't need sex morality rules(except for serious
trangressions...we are talking normal sex here) in a Matriarchy. Huh?
What were they, a bunch of swingers? (heh, heh, heh, the regular
snickers in Patriarchy, always laughing about the thing they
repress....I can hear the canned laughter in the sitcomes now.)
In a Matriarchy NOBODY CARED NOR NEEDED TO KNOW WHO THE FATHER WAS.
In other words, all power lay in the hands of women. Women got
pregnant and were the parent. A male might or might not be
acknowledged as the Dad. Because property rights were in the hands of
women, this property was handed down to daughters. Women made the
rules - created the laws and the schedules. Men more or less obeyed,
and everything went smoothly.
It was when men took over that they NEEDED to create sex rules in
order to determine PATERNITY OF THE CHILDREN. The rules were created
not to stop men from doing sex with anyone and everyone - but to
prevent women from doing sex with anyone and everyone. That way hubby
knows that Jr. who he's feeding with his hard-earned money and leaving
the house to, is his Jr., and not the guy's down the street.
An elaborate set of rules got put into place, with much force,
threats, violence and brainwashing; women were beaten and hypnotized
into submission. Call it religious, social, cultural norms or
whatever. It was all created and with great effort perpetrated by
males and women who in time, supported them. Just look at the
faithful of Protestant and Catholic Churches, for example. Here you
have women preachers, on the television pulpit, otherwise intelligent
women like Joyce Meyer, saying,
'Woman must submit to the man.'
Now most of the women who will read this article know that this is old
hat, outdated, dumber than dumb, and yet many women in power, like
Joyce Meyer, are still proclaiming this lie. (And these women are
looked up to by truth-hungry men and women who want to do right!) It
is a dirty shame!
It is now time that the Wiccans step forward! I can't wait till the
day when we have some sort of freedom of speech for women. I imagine
a network...... (half of all television, it seems to me, is propoganda
for males - be it Trinity, EWTN, the Sports channel for their dumb
sports, the hunting channel for their evil carnage, the movie channels
for their male-hero worship crap, and a lot of other nonsense made to
sell businesses owned by males).....I imagine a network created for
Women's Spirituality. There would be all the Goddess-worshipping
women with their own shows, preaching their gospel, whatever it is.
There would be Mary Ellen (of TheContemplatives@...) with her
show, about her clans and sharing love and wisdom by the campfires.
Another show would be a Matriarchal yogi, another one I would run
about Our Holy Mother being an Incarnation of God. Protestant and
Catholic Women who believe in total equal rights for women in religion
could have their shows. In between we run entertainment that
glorifies the lives of women: Women saints, appearances of the Virgin
Mary, women of history, women of today, women getting into politics
and government and so forth. We are talking real freedom and speech
and not a network to support sappy 'women's interest' shmaltz - which
basically comes down to decorating houses, cleaning houses, buying
appliances, taking care of small children, romances, supporting hubby
and all the traditional things women are supposed to be limited to.
We are not limited!
What is a woman? What is a Mother? She is the designated ruler of
the planet. The head of the household, the family, the Church, the
government and the world. She needs to take charge, NOW!
But this madonna-whore myth is one of the basic Communist-style lies
men have put upon the human race. And because of it, a lot of
complicated behavior happens. Now why does it work for men?
He keeps woman in control by fear and by reprisals. The fear is loss
of reputation, loss of acceptance from others, ostracism and hatred
from her fellow humans. And so, women who deviate from the 'morality'
as taught by men - which women must follow but men don't have to - are
punished. Once this is set in place, women must maintain their
respectability or be outcast to some degree. Nobody wants to be an
outcast, everone complies - if they can afford to! These are the
'good half' of women who make suitable wives and therefore, get the
'goodies' of men - the money, the houses, whatever. They live in a
world where everyone looks up to themselves and declares,
'What a good soul am I!'
They love themselves and have self esteem. Life is good - because
they have been 'good.'
But now here is a problem. And it is for men. They have forced women
into being 'nice,' but they need 'bad girls' or 'whores' to have fun
with! And so a second set of women is created like so. Women who do
not have the support of their families or financial help - have to go
into 'lowly' professions. Some are maids, janitors, minimum wage
earners, but some enter - you guessed it - the sex trade. Now once a
woman enters the sex trade and is BRANDED as such she is a pariah, an
'untouchable.' Of course, not all sex-trade workers are alike. If
you did a few things here and there, like nude modeling, or some
stripping, or dominating or some semi-sexual stuff, you are a partial
but not total outcast. But if, God forbid, you had to walk the
streets, then you are doomed - forever. You become unsuitable
marriage material for any respectable (wealthy) man and so, you are
probably not going to have all the comforts of life.
This works perfectly for men because the marriage-material women are
fenced off into houses where they breed, cook and clean and serve male
needs, while the whore-style women are in their ghetto ready to serve
sex. The men are free to GO TO the whore, and then GO HOME to their
wives, but the wives cannot GO ANYWHERE but have to stay in their
prison of respectability. Each woman is in her own place, serving
male needs, and never the twain shall meet. This works very well for
men, but not so well for women. (But of course, they don't have the
slightest concern over that.)
It is THROUGH RELIGION that this Patriarchal puke is taught and held
in place. Religion is Patriarchal religion. It is the rules and laws
made up by men, to serve their version of God, and to meet their own
personal needs. And so, if you study the old Testament, you have the
basis of this. These old fogeys were enforcing male interests and our
present day Western culture is based on that. Jesus tried to change
it - but they didn't let Him. (They asked Ghandi what he thought of
Christianity and he said he loved it. But it has never been
practiced. So true.) Now after Jesus died, and the males stole it
from Magdalene (His chief Apostle) and the other women - they had
their way with Jesus' gospel. They twisted it around, as usual, to
usurp women and serve male needs. There is no resemblance to what
Jesus taught to modern-day Christianity. None whatsoever. Jesus did
not have hate, sexism and hypocrisy.
Now on the bright side, I will add, and you have no doubt noticed,
that all the shitgut of men is exploding out. It is falling apart.
The institutions by which they ruled are either drastically changing
(big corporations now MUST hire women and the previously shunned) or
they are going OUT OF BUSINESS (The Catholic Church,.... oh how I long
to buy one of their old Cathedrals for worship of Mary as God!) The
marriage institution is no longer sacrosanct. Women are having kids
without benefit of it - they are suffering - but they are free and the
pain is short term. Their children survive and respect women! The
so-called whores are having a better time of it. They are not treated
as badly as before - it is being realized that 'The Colonel's Lady and
Rosy O'Grady are sisters under the skin.'
What women are realizing now - I am far from the only one - is that we
have been deprived of the basic right of the combination of our
spirituality and sexuality. We were once magnificent creatures, free
as the birds. Our images were on the altars, and they were sexy. We
were worshipped, we were honored. Instead of being pursued for our
beauty and body parts as 'sex trade workers' and 'whores' to be used
and then cast aside (denigrated, denounced, pitied) we represented all
that humanity craved - the Source of Life. Men worshipped our breasts
as food givers, our vaginas as the birth canal, our hips as the
holders of new life, and our whole bodies were sacred. The words we
spoke were listened to! We were obeyed!
To Be Continued
Rasa Von Werder
September 5, 2005
How did it come about, the creation of women into two kinds of women?
Today it is so prevalent (although Matriarchy is coming, old stuff is
still here) that people more or less assume that the hooker on Cherry
Street is one kind of woman morally speaking, while the Lady of the
Manor is a Lady whether or not she practices virtue. The hooker on
Cherry St. may be a saint and Lady Jane a demon, but society does not
see it that way. This demarcation was created~~~~~for what? For the
convenience of men. Huh? What convenience? We have forgotten where
this came from, but getting back to the root of thing will help us
eradicate it.
Once upon a time, long, long ago, there were no rules against sex.
You don't need sex morality rules(except for serious
trangressions...we are talking normal sex here) in a Matriarchy. Huh?
What were they, a bunch of swingers? (heh, heh, heh, the regular
snickers in Patriarchy, always laughing about the thing they
repress....I can hear the canned laughter in the sitcomes now.)
In a Matriarchy NOBODY CARED NOR NEEDED TO KNOW WHO THE FATHER WAS.
In other words, all power lay in the hands of women. Women got
pregnant and were the parent. A male might or might not be
acknowledged as the Dad. Because property rights were in the hands of
women, this property was handed down to daughters. Women made the
rules - created the laws and the schedules. Men more or less obeyed,
and everything went smoothly.
It was when men took over that they NEEDED to create sex rules in
order to determine PATERNITY OF THE CHILDREN. The rules were created
not to stop men from doing sex with anyone and everyone - but to
prevent women from doing sex with anyone and everyone. That way hubby
knows that Jr. who he's feeding with his hard-earned money and leaving
the house to, is his Jr., and not the guy's down the street.
An elaborate set of rules got put into place, with much force,
threats, violence and brainwashing; women were beaten and hypnotized
into submission. Call it religious, social, cultural norms or
whatever. It was all created and with great effort perpetrated by
males and women who in time, supported them. Just look at the
faithful of Protestant and Catholic Churches, for example. Here you
have women preachers, on the television pulpit, otherwise intelligent
women like Joyce Meyer, saying,
'Woman must submit to the man.'
Now most of the women who will read this article know that this is old
hat, outdated, dumber than dumb, and yet many women in power, like
Joyce Meyer, are still proclaiming this lie. (And these women are
looked up to by truth-hungry men and women who want to do right!) It
is a dirty shame!
It is now time that the Wiccans step forward! I can't wait till the
day when we have some sort of freedom of speech for women. I imagine
a network...... (half of all television, it seems to me, is propoganda
for males - be it Trinity, EWTN, the Sports channel for their dumb
sports, the hunting channel for their evil carnage, the movie channels
for their male-hero worship crap, and a lot of other nonsense made to
sell businesses owned by males).....I imagine a network created for
Women's Spirituality. There would be all the Goddess-worshipping
women with their own shows, preaching their gospel, whatever it is.
There would be Mary Ellen (of TheContemplatives@...) with her
show, about her clans and sharing love and wisdom by the campfires.
Another show would be a Matriarchal yogi, another one I would run
about Our Holy Mother being an Incarnation of God. Protestant and
Catholic Women who believe in total equal rights for women in religion
could have their shows. In between we run entertainment that
glorifies the lives of women: Women saints, appearances of the Virgin
Mary, women of history, women of today, women getting into politics
and government and so forth. We are talking real freedom and speech
and not a network to support sappy 'women's interest' shmaltz - which
basically comes down to decorating houses, cleaning houses, buying
appliances, taking care of small children, romances, supporting hubby
and all the traditional things women are supposed to be limited to.
We are not limited!
What is a woman? What is a Mother? She is the designated ruler of
the planet. The head of the household, the family, the Church, the
government and the world. She needs to take charge, NOW!
But this madonna-whore myth is one of the basic Communist-style lies
men have put upon the human race. And because of it, a lot of
complicated behavior happens. Now why does it work for men?
He keeps woman in control by fear and by reprisals. The fear is loss
of reputation, loss of acceptance from others, ostracism and hatred
from her fellow humans. And so, women who deviate from the 'morality'
as taught by men - which women must follow but men don't have to - are
punished. Once this is set in place, women must maintain their
respectability or be outcast to some degree. Nobody wants to be an
outcast, everone complies - if they can afford to! These are the
'good half' of women who make suitable wives and therefore, get the
'goodies' of men - the money, the houses, whatever. They live in a
world where everyone looks up to themselves and declares,
'What a good soul am I!'
They love themselves and have self esteem. Life is good - because
they have been 'good.'
But now here is a problem. And it is for men. They have forced women
into being 'nice,' but they need 'bad girls' or 'whores' to have fun
with! And so a second set of women is created like so. Women who do
not have the support of their families or financial help - have to go
into 'lowly' professions. Some are maids, janitors, minimum wage
earners, but some enter - you guessed it - the sex trade. Now once a
woman enters the sex trade and is BRANDED as such she is a pariah, an
'untouchable.' Of course, not all sex-trade workers are alike. If
you did a few things here and there, like nude modeling, or some
stripping, or dominating or some semi-sexual stuff, you are a partial
but not total outcast. But if, God forbid, you had to walk the
streets, then you are doomed - forever. You become unsuitable
marriage material for any respectable (wealthy) man and so, you are
probably not going to have all the comforts of life.
This works perfectly for men because the marriage-material women are
fenced off into houses where they breed, cook and clean and serve male
needs, while the whore-style women are in their ghetto ready to serve
sex. The men are free to GO TO the whore, and then GO HOME to their
wives, but the wives cannot GO ANYWHERE but have to stay in their
prison of respectability. Each woman is in her own place, serving
male needs, and never the twain shall meet. This works very well for
men, but not so well for women. (But of course, they don't have the
slightest concern over that.)
It is THROUGH RELIGION that this Patriarchal puke is taught and held
in place. Religion is Patriarchal religion. It is the rules and laws
made up by men, to serve their version of God, and to meet their own
personal needs. And so, if you study the old Testament, you have the
basis of this. These old fogeys were enforcing male interests and our
present day Western culture is based on that. Jesus tried to change
it - but they didn't let Him. (They asked Ghandi what he thought of
Christianity and he said he loved it. But it has never been
practiced. So true.) Now after Jesus died, and the males stole it
from Magdalene (His chief Apostle) and the other women - they had
their way with Jesus' gospel. They twisted it around, as usual, to
usurp women and serve male needs. There is no resemblance to what
Jesus taught to modern-day Christianity. None whatsoever. Jesus did
not have hate, sexism and hypocrisy.
Now on the bright side, I will add, and you have no doubt noticed,
that all the shitgut of men is exploding out. It is falling apart.
The institutions by which they ruled are either drastically changing
(big corporations now MUST hire women and the previously shunned) or
they are going OUT OF BUSINESS (The Catholic Church,.... oh how I long
to buy one of their old Cathedrals for worship of Mary as God!) The
marriage institution is no longer sacrosanct. Women are having kids
without benefit of it - they are suffering - but they are free and the
pain is short term. Their children survive and respect women! The
so-called whores are having a better time of it. They are not treated
as badly as before - it is being realized that 'The Colonel's Lady and
Rosy O'Grady are sisters under the skin.'
What women are realizing now - I am far from the only one - is that we
have been deprived of the basic right of the combination of our
spirituality and sexuality. We were once magnificent creatures, free
as the birds. Our images were on the altars, and they were sexy. We
were worshipped, we were honored. Instead of being pursued for our
beauty and body parts as 'sex trade workers' and 'whores' to be used
and then cast aside (denigrated, denounced, pitied) we represented all
that humanity craved - the Source of Life. Men worshipped our breasts
as food givers, our vaginas as the birth canal, our hips as the
holders of new life, and our whole bodies were sacred. The words we
spoke were listened to! We were obeyed!
To Be Continued
Rasa Von Werder
September 5, 2005
WORSHIP OF BEAUTIFUL WOMEN IS HUNGER FOR MOTHERGOD Part III
'The Sexless Goddesses'
Rasa Von Werder
www.WomanThouArtGod.com
Now we need to take a break from the sexed-up men and the women they
cherish. We need to go to another plateau of MotherGod worship and it
is this:
Enter the Blessed Virgin. She always was a virgin and remained one
Her entire life. When Jesus was conceived, it was the power of the
Holy Spirit. When He was born, He dematerialized and appeared outside
Her womb. She never had sex with St. Joseph (who was also celibate)
and never married again. We who are the most fanatical Mary-devotees
believe this wholly and totally, and no Protestant or pundit can tell
us otherwise. So-called brothers or sisters were cousins, and that is
that.
Now where does this sexless Goddess come in? Why does this image of
Mother Mary suit so many of us? We swear by her. To us, She is the
ideal image of Mother (and to me personally, of God. She is Woman and
God as Jesus is man and God, She is Incarnate God, Avatar, equal to
Jesus. And when someone told me She was higher than Jesus, being His
Mother, I did not cringe.)
Not everyone seeks a sultry woman to represent MotherGod. For some
sexless works. It works for me! Studies have shown that most people
cannot picture their own Moms as sexual beings. What does this image
provoke? What thoughts and feelings? You picture unconditional love.
She is no dominatrix ready to punish you for your sins! She is the
Refuge of Sinners, in fact. You run to her when you've made a
mistake, and in times of terror. When I have feared for my life or
had to face hard things, I held the image of Her strongly in my mind.
She stands at the Cross - His Cross and yours. You trust Her, you
depend on Her to see you through. She has gotten me through more shit
than I can remember.
The Sexless Goddess is an image of MotherGod very necessary for
mankind. Sometimes one needs a serene, above-it-all, indominable figure.
The image of Mary is without breasts, no curves, and the face of an
angel or martyr - the greatest Saint who ever lived. She sacrificed
Her Son to save mankind, and endured all His sufferings with Him.
There does come a time when people are ready to face the fact that
their sexuality could stand in the way of union with God. They want
to get above it and beyond it. They don't want to be attached or
addicted to sex. Perhaps they may want to forget it for a short time
- like a few hours - when they go to Church. Or they want to forget
it completely, for the rest of their life.
Some men, who have sought women for sex year after year after year,
might just decide that this isn't the way to fulfillment, and they
have seen they did not find fulfillment, but more and more pain. They
are tired of it, ready to give up. It's not a novelty any more.
They've done it thousands of times, and they are no better off than
they were originally. Now these men (and women as well) are ready to
deal with the sexless Goddesses of this world. Who are they?
They are the ministers, shamans, priestesses, gurus, swamis, and
spiritual leaders of all types. Although all women are SYMBOLS of
MotherGod, many are EMPTY SYMBOLS. What do I mean by that? I do not
mean that God is not in them - as God is in all people. What I mean
is they have no grace, shakti or anointing to give. So a man can
pursue a rock star, a celebrity, a beauty, a dominatrix, a bodybuilder
or wrestler, but sooner or later, if she has no spiritual power to
give him, he gets nothing but the emptyness of his own fantasy.
Nothing tangible is given to him, in spite of his hunger. Not so with
the Real Deal - the women who have God's grace to give. This is a
very important point.
Recently a friend of mine told me a 'Devi' almost banned him from her
group because he posted the url of a 'Church' that worshipped Marilyn
Monroe, Madonna, Britney Spears and other sexpots . The guru did not
get it, and do you blame her? Here was perhaps a woman who had
dedicated her life to bring God to others, sacrificed for this and
been graced, and now some guy comes along and says we should worship
Marilyn! Although I have said that we as a culture and society have
turned our attention to these Goddesses - I did not say they have
power! (Except for the power of imagination and faith within us!)
THE LOVE GODDESSES
Indeed, Love Goddesses have no love - someone said. No love given
them, he meant. A case in point was the sexually abused Rita Cansino,
who later became Rita Hayworth. Her own Dad has his way with her as
they earned their bread, flamenco dancing on the road. And he would
gamble their earnings away and made Rita fish (we're talking real
fish, off the bay!) for something to eat. No, Rita was not a Goddess
you could look upon for help. She was a broken vessal. Her famous
line was,
'They go to bed with Gilda, and they wake up with Rita.'
Another case, quite pathetic, was Hedy Lamarr. I read the book of her
life, 'Ecstasy and Me.' In it she said that being that Love Goddess,
that Star, she had all she ever wanted in life. The red carpet
everywhere. But one thing she did not have was virtue. She was a
convicted kleptomaniac. I lived in the Los Angeles area when Hedy was
arrested for shoplifting at Robinsons, a top department store. (I
recall the elbow length black leather gloves I bought there for $60.
in 1965) It was not a fluke. I knew her fence - who I did not
realize was her fence till I figured the whole thing out later. I
used to go to his 'underground store' looking for bargains. He knew
Hedy, and after years of seeing in the paper her getting picked up
again and again, it added up. The underground store was stolen goods
(which he denied to me, they were just clothes I bought, rather
out-of-date and overpriced), so I knew Hedy's fence. Now here you
have a Goddess men worship? But does she deserve it?
And poor Marilyn. I know she went to Heaven, because I communicated
with her there. She told me,
'Love everyone.'
She also said to me,
'Be a star - it's easy!'
I had all I could do to get away from the hordes of men after me, and
she was telling me to love everyone?
'I can't love everyone,' I told her.
But she meant spiritual love, of course. There was a broken soul, and
the world still worships her. Now that she is in Heaven, she can give
help (albeit not a great deal, beause you have to be high up in Heaven
to wield power). Marilyn lived a sorrowful, sad life, not filled with
grace and light, trying to kill herself many times and finally
succeeded. No strength there to give to others! Frank Sinatra (in
spirit) told me he could not marry her because she was too needy.
'She would have consumed me,'
he told me.
WOMEN OF POWER
But some women do have power! There are few spiritual female leaders
in the mainstream world, but before long we will see the hidden and
powerful women emerging. The Wiccans will soon come out of hiding,
the Druids, Gnostics and Pagans will be mainstream. Soon, as
Matriarchy comes closer and closer, all this will be in the open and
much appreciated.
We do have a fairly large number of female 'Devis', 'Swamis' and
'Gurus' on the internet, and no surprize, that they get more men than
women. There are not enough of such women out there yet - but they
are emerging.
In the mainstream, two women I am familiar with come to mind. One is
Juanita Bynum, the Protestant evangelical on Trinity Broadcasting. As
soon as Rev. Bynum comes out, spiritual mayhem breaks loose. It takes
but five minutes, and people fall into trancelike states, onto the
floor, holding their hearts, crying, rolling around in ecstasy, waving
their hands higher and higher in a sign of bliss. I have seen her do
this again and again. What is going on? Anointing! She has a great
anointing, which is power from God, from the Holy Spirit. People are
HUNGRY for women ministers, and when a good one comes along, they are
ready to give their hearts to her! They TRUST her.
Women of the past were Maria Von Etter (evangelist, faith healer, who
did so-called 'trance evangelism.' Both she and members of her
audience would go into a swoon where they would stay immobilized for
hours, absent to the world, but present to God!) Then came Aimee
Semple McPherson, 'The Greatest Woman of the Twentieth Century,' (see
article on my site!) the most amazing faith healer who ever lived!
Then the beloved Kathryn Kuhlman! People are hungry for such women!
Against all odds, these great females came out. They were oppossed,
threatened, warned not to do what they did, but they broke through and
made an impact. Women who do make it create more of a stir than men
because of the incredible hunger of mankind for MotherGod.
Now there are more than one great female yogis emerging in our
mainstream. The one I am most familiar with is Saint Amma, the
hugger. I know who she is because she appeared to me and anointed me.
Her power is absolutely sublime. We had incredible darshan. I gave
her my spiritual support and she touched me, took me aside, and spoke
to me in perfect English. She told me,
'You teach! You must teach! You teach!'
Her touch and hug was indescribable. I was euphoric for days. She
gave me, in the spirit world, what people receive in person. I was
lucky I did not have to go there in person, as it was impossible.
Amma, in speaking to me in English, exhibited her Holy Spirit Gift
called 'mission tongues.' This was well known in the old days. It
enables a missionary to communicate with those of foreign languages.
Her hug is not the hug of a relative. It is a sacrament - a
transmission of Shakti or Holy Spirit. And oh, what she transmits is
sublime!
Saint Amma touches thousands of people with her every visit. She
transmits great spiritual power; healing and lifting people, and they
are anointed and blissed out. Her presence is a touch of Mother for
those who have none, or those who didn't get enough. In one moment,
you have the presence of a Mother condensed, spiritualized and shot
into you like a love drug. There are others, as I said, but I know
Saint Amma 'personally.'
Now to the question of the title of this article - of how men worship
beautiful women because of their hunger for MotherGod. Some of
these women were or are physically beautiful, (I have a picture of
Saint Amma very young, weilding a devi sword, and she is drop-dead
gorgeous!) but the primary beauty in these 'sexless' Goddesses is
their spiritual beauty.
It is interesting that the throngs of men (oh, so many) who gather
around women seek in them all the qualities of God - this is not
surprizing. They seek Beauty - God is Beauty. They seek Power - God
is power. They seek Authority and Domination and God is certainly
that! In women, they seek all of the above, and sometimes they find
it, and sometimes they don't. But they never stop looking!
Rasa Von Werder
September 5, 2005
Rasa Von Werder
www.WomanThouArtGod.com
Now we need to take a break from the sexed-up men and the women they
cherish. We need to go to another plateau of MotherGod worship and it
is this:
Enter the Blessed Virgin. She always was a virgin and remained one
Her entire life. When Jesus was conceived, it was the power of the
Holy Spirit. When He was born, He dematerialized and appeared outside
Her womb. She never had sex with St. Joseph (who was also celibate)
and never married again. We who are the most fanatical Mary-devotees
believe this wholly and totally, and no Protestant or pundit can tell
us otherwise. So-called brothers or sisters were cousins, and that is
that.
Now where does this sexless Goddess come in? Why does this image of
Mother Mary suit so many of us? We swear by her. To us, She is the
ideal image of Mother (and to me personally, of God. She is Woman and
God as Jesus is man and God, She is Incarnate God, Avatar, equal to
Jesus. And when someone told me She was higher than Jesus, being His
Mother, I did not cringe.)
Not everyone seeks a sultry woman to represent MotherGod. For some
sexless works. It works for me! Studies have shown that most people
cannot picture their own Moms as sexual beings. What does this image
provoke? What thoughts and feelings? You picture unconditional love.
She is no dominatrix ready to punish you for your sins! She is the
Refuge of Sinners, in fact. You run to her when you've made a
mistake, and in times of terror. When I have feared for my life or
had to face hard things, I held the image of Her strongly in my mind.
She stands at the Cross - His Cross and yours. You trust Her, you
depend on Her to see you through. She has gotten me through more shit
than I can remember.
The Sexless Goddess is an image of MotherGod very necessary for
mankind. Sometimes one needs a serene, above-it-all, indominable figure.
The image of Mary is without breasts, no curves, and the face of an
angel or martyr - the greatest Saint who ever lived. She sacrificed
Her Son to save mankind, and endured all His sufferings with Him.
There does come a time when people are ready to face the fact that
their sexuality could stand in the way of union with God. They want
to get above it and beyond it. They don't want to be attached or
addicted to sex. Perhaps they may want to forget it for a short time
- like a few hours - when they go to Church. Or they want to forget
it completely, for the rest of their life.
Some men, who have sought women for sex year after year after year,
might just decide that this isn't the way to fulfillment, and they
have seen they did not find fulfillment, but more and more pain. They
are tired of it, ready to give up. It's not a novelty any more.
They've done it thousands of times, and they are no better off than
they were originally. Now these men (and women as well) are ready to
deal with the sexless Goddesses of this world. Who are they?
They are the ministers, shamans, priestesses, gurus, swamis, and
spiritual leaders of all types. Although all women are SYMBOLS of
MotherGod, many are EMPTY SYMBOLS. What do I mean by that? I do not
mean that God is not in them - as God is in all people. What I mean
is they have no grace, shakti or anointing to give. So a man can
pursue a rock star, a celebrity, a beauty, a dominatrix, a bodybuilder
or wrestler, but sooner or later, if she has no spiritual power to
give him, he gets nothing but the emptyness of his own fantasy.
Nothing tangible is given to him, in spite of his hunger. Not so with
the Real Deal - the women who have God's grace to give. This is a
very important point.
Recently a friend of mine told me a 'Devi' almost banned him from her
group because he posted the url of a 'Church' that worshipped Marilyn
Monroe, Madonna, Britney Spears and other sexpots . The guru did not
get it, and do you blame her? Here was perhaps a woman who had
dedicated her life to bring God to others, sacrificed for this and
been graced, and now some guy comes along and says we should worship
Marilyn! Although I have said that we as a culture and society have
turned our attention to these Goddesses - I did not say they have
power! (Except for the power of imagination and faith within us!)
THE LOVE GODDESSES
Indeed, Love Goddesses have no love - someone said. No love given
them, he meant. A case in point was the sexually abused Rita Cansino,
who later became Rita Hayworth. Her own Dad has his way with her as
they earned their bread, flamenco dancing on the road. And he would
gamble their earnings away and made Rita fish (we're talking real
fish, off the bay!) for something to eat. No, Rita was not a Goddess
you could look upon for help. She was a broken vessal. Her famous
line was,
'They go to bed with Gilda, and they wake up with Rita.'
Another case, quite pathetic, was Hedy Lamarr. I read the book of her
life, 'Ecstasy and Me.' In it she said that being that Love Goddess,
that Star, she had all she ever wanted in life. The red carpet
everywhere. But one thing she did not have was virtue. She was a
convicted kleptomaniac. I lived in the Los Angeles area when Hedy was
arrested for shoplifting at Robinsons, a top department store. (I
recall the elbow length black leather gloves I bought there for $60.
in 1965) It was not a fluke. I knew her fence - who I did not
realize was her fence till I figured the whole thing out later. I
used to go to his 'underground store' looking for bargains. He knew
Hedy, and after years of seeing in the paper her getting picked up
again and again, it added up. The underground store was stolen goods
(which he denied to me, they were just clothes I bought, rather
out-of-date and overpriced), so I knew Hedy's fence. Now here you
have a Goddess men worship? But does she deserve it?
And poor Marilyn. I know she went to Heaven, because I communicated
with her there. She told me,
'Love everyone.'
She also said to me,
'Be a star - it's easy!'
I had all I could do to get away from the hordes of men after me, and
she was telling me to love everyone?
'I can't love everyone,' I told her.
But she meant spiritual love, of course. There was a broken soul, and
the world still worships her. Now that she is in Heaven, she can give
help (albeit not a great deal, beause you have to be high up in Heaven
to wield power). Marilyn lived a sorrowful, sad life, not filled with
grace and light, trying to kill herself many times and finally
succeeded. No strength there to give to others! Frank Sinatra (in
spirit) told me he could not marry her because she was too needy.
'She would have consumed me,'
he told me.
WOMEN OF POWER
But some women do have power! There are few spiritual female leaders
in the mainstream world, but before long we will see the hidden and
powerful women emerging. The Wiccans will soon come out of hiding,
the Druids, Gnostics and Pagans will be mainstream. Soon, as
Matriarchy comes closer and closer, all this will be in the open and
much appreciated.
We do have a fairly large number of female 'Devis', 'Swamis' and
'Gurus' on the internet, and no surprize, that they get more men than
women. There are not enough of such women out there yet - but they
are emerging.
In the mainstream, two women I am familiar with come to mind. One is
Juanita Bynum, the Protestant evangelical on Trinity Broadcasting. As
soon as Rev. Bynum comes out, spiritual mayhem breaks loose. It takes
but five minutes, and people fall into trancelike states, onto the
floor, holding their hearts, crying, rolling around in ecstasy, waving
their hands higher and higher in a sign of bliss. I have seen her do
this again and again. What is going on? Anointing! She has a great
anointing, which is power from God, from the Holy Spirit. People are
HUNGRY for women ministers, and when a good one comes along, they are
ready to give their hearts to her! They TRUST her.
Women of the past were Maria Von Etter (evangelist, faith healer, who
did so-called 'trance evangelism.' Both she and members of her
audience would go into a swoon where they would stay immobilized for
hours, absent to the world, but present to God!) Then came Aimee
Semple McPherson, 'The Greatest Woman of the Twentieth Century,' (see
article on my site!) the most amazing faith healer who ever lived!
Then the beloved Kathryn Kuhlman! People are hungry for such women!
Against all odds, these great females came out. They were oppossed,
threatened, warned not to do what they did, but they broke through and
made an impact. Women who do make it create more of a stir than men
because of the incredible hunger of mankind for MotherGod.
Now there are more than one great female yogis emerging in our
mainstream. The one I am most familiar with is Saint Amma, the
hugger. I know who she is because she appeared to me and anointed me.
Her power is absolutely sublime. We had incredible darshan. I gave
her my spiritual support and she touched me, took me aside, and spoke
to me in perfect English. She told me,
'You teach! You must teach! You teach!'
Her touch and hug was indescribable. I was euphoric for days. She
gave me, in the spirit world, what people receive in person. I was
lucky I did not have to go there in person, as it was impossible.
Amma, in speaking to me in English, exhibited her Holy Spirit Gift
called 'mission tongues.' This was well known in the old days. It
enables a missionary to communicate with those of foreign languages.
Her hug is not the hug of a relative. It is a sacrament - a
transmission of Shakti or Holy Spirit. And oh, what she transmits is
sublime!
Saint Amma touches thousands of people with her every visit. She
transmits great spiritual power; healing and lifting people, and they
are anointed and blissed out. Her presence is a touch of Mother for
those who have none, or those who didn't get enough. In one moment,
you have the presence of a Mother condensed, spiritualized and shot
into you like a love drug. There are others, as I said, but I know
Saint Amma 'personally.'
Now to the question of the title of this article - of how men worship
beautiful women because of their hunger for MotherGod. Some of
these women were or are physically beautiful, (I have a picture of
Saint Amma very young, weilding a devi sword, and she is drop-dead
gorgeous!) but the primary beauty in these 'sexless' Goddesses is
their spiritual beauty.
It is interesting that the throngs of men (oh, so many) who gather
around women seek in them all the qualities of God - this is not
surprizing. They seek Beauty - God is Beauty. They seek Power - God
is power. They seek Authority and Domination and God is certainly
that! In women, they seek all of the above, and sometimes they find
it, and sometimes they don't. But they never stop looking!
Rasa Von Werder
September 5, 2005
MARY ELLENS' SUPER ANSWER TO HUNGER FOR MOTHERGOD
YOUR CONTRIBUTION HERE IS SO VALUABLE AND I AM DEEPLY TOUCHED. THIS
WILL GO ON ALL MY GROUPS. THE WISDOM HERE, THE POWER, THE PATHOS IS
REMARKABLE. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
THIS TOOK MUCH RESEARCH AND LOVE, THANK YOU AGAIN! RASA
----- Original Message -----
From: Mary Ellen
To: thecontemplatives@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Sunday, September 04, 2005 1:57 PM
Subject: [thecontemplatives] Re: THE HUNGER FOR MOTHER GOD - Part I
Hello All,
The need we have to put a "face" on God/dess has been with us
since time began. Sometimes, God/dess is seen as woman - sometimes
as an old man - sometimes as a woman and a man - sometimes as a
sacrificial lamb - and, even sometimes as Miss April 1997. Perhaps
this need stems from an innate desire to develop a relationship with
our vision of Deity.
Rasa's, posting on this subject brought tomind a couple of
prayers that I thought appropriate for the discussion. Plese take a
look at these and add some of your own.
The PRAYER OF THE MAGDALA (Mary Magdalene) from the Book of Perfect
Thought:
I was sent by the Power and came to those who thought of me.
I was found by those who sought me.
Behold me, ye who thought of me.
And ye who wanted to hear me, listen to me.
And ye who expected me, accept me.
And do not drive me away from before your eyes.
And let not your voice or your ear hate me.
Do not ignore me anywhere or at any time.
Be careful, do not ignore me, for
I am the first and the last.
I am the honored one and the despised one.
I am the harlot and I am the saint.
I am the woman and I am the virgin.
I am the mother and I am the daughter.
I am barren and I have many children.
I have many husbands and I am unmarried.
I am the physician who heals and I am the one who wounds.
I am the bride and I am the bridegroom.
I am the mother of my husband and my husband is my father.
I am the daughter of my husband, and my husband is my son.
I am the sister of my husband and my husband is my brother.
I am the slave of my father and I am the mistress of my son.
Or, the SONG OF ISIS (circa 300 B.C.):
I was sent by the Power and came to those who thought of me.
I was found by those who sought me.
Behold me, ye who thought of me.
And ye who wanted to hear me, listen to me.
And ye who expected me, accept me.
And do not drive me away from before your eyes.
And let not your voice or your ear hate me.
Do not ignore me anywhere or at any time.
Be careful, do not ignore me, for
I am the first and the last.
I am the honored one and the despised one.
I am the harlot and I am the saint.
I am the woman and I am the virgin.
I am the mother and I am the daughter.
I am barren and I have many children.
I have many husbands and I am unmarried.
I am the physician who heals and I am the one who wounds.
I am the bride and I am the bridegroom.
I am the mother of my husband and my husband is my father.
I am the daughter of my husband, and my husband is my son.
I am the sister of my husband and my husband is my brother.
I am the slave of my father and I am the mistress of my son.
For I am the first and the last
I am the venerated and the despised
I am the prostitute and the saint
I am the wife and the virgin
I am the mother and the daughter
I am the arms of my mother
I am barren and my children are many
I am the married woman and the spinster
I am the woman who gives birth and she who never procreated
I am the consolation for the pain of birth
I am the wife and the husband nd it was my man who created me
I am the mother of my father
I am the sister of my husband and he is my rejected son
Always respect me,
For I am the shameful and the magnificent one.
And, this from our Moslem sisters:
I am the Bosnian woman,
raped and beaten by
Serbian soldiers as
my husband is forced to look on,
and the world turns away.
The blood that runs from the bodies of
Algerian women
runs from me,
and stains the ground for all the world to see.
I am the woman on a Baghdad street corner,
begging journalists for a can of milk
so that I may feed my starving child.
I am the mother in Palestine,
mourning her eight year old son,
shot in the head by a soldier's rubber bullet.
I am the Egyptian daughter
struggling to survive in a Cairo slum,
as the government lines its pockets with foreign aid money,
and the desert dust rises to choke the young.
I am the Indonesian woman
who makes $2 a day
sewing basketball sneakers for the NBA,
while restlessness burns the country around me.
I am the Iranian student,
sporting jeans and Mickey Mouse tee shirts
under my black chador, laughing and loving,
still recovering from an eight year war that cost the lives of so
many men.
I am sister, wife, daughter, and mother to 500 million men.
I am all of my 500 million sisters,
and they are me.
I have always been more
than a threat
or a symbol of hatred and oppression.
I have always been more than
a terrorist's helpmate.
I have always been more than
a veil or a scarf.
I have always been more than
one wife of many.
I have always been more than
a green card special.
In all of these myths,
I have always been voiceless,
when the truth is so much
louder.
I have never been that easy for you to
pin down,
yet I have never been the mystery that
you have created for me.
I am the warrior daughter of Khadija, A'isha,
Maryam, and Sara.
I am the mother of prophets,
the wife of khalifas,
the sister of shaheed.
I am the woman who wakes at dawn to face Makkah in prayer,
bowing in submission only to The All Knowing.
I am fighting jihad,
fighting daily to maintain
iman and identity,
to open the closed eyes of the world.
I am the woman who raises her voice
among men
to shout:
Takbeer!
Allahu Akbar!
Brightest Blessings,
Mary Ellen
WILL GO ON ALL MY GROUPS. THE WISDOM HERE, THE POWER, THE PATHOS IS
REMARKABLE. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
THIS TOOK MUCH RESEARCH AND LOVE, THANK YOU AGAIN! RASA
----- Original Message -----
From: Mary Ellen
To: thecontemplatives@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Sunday, September 04, 2005 1:57 PM
Subject: [thecontemplatives] Re: THE HUNGER FOR MOTHER GOD - Part I
Hello All,
The need we have to put a "face" on God/dess has been with us
since time began. Sometimes, God/dess is seen as woman - sometimes
as an old man - sometimes as a woman and a man - sometimes as a
sacrificial lamb - and, even sometimes as Miss April 1997. Perhaps
this need stems from an innate desire to develop a relationship with
our vision of Deity.
Rasa's, posting on this subject brought tomind a couple of
prayers that I thought appropriate for the discussion. Plese take a
look at these and add some of your own.
The PRAYER OF THE MAGDALA (Mary Magdalene) from the Book of Perfect
Thought:
I was sent by the Power and came to those who thought of me.
I was found by those who sought me.
Behold me, ye who thought of me.
And ye who wanted to hear me, listen to me.
And ye who expected me, accept me.
And do not drive me away from before your eyes.
And let not your voice or your ear hate me.
Do not ignore me anywhere or at any time.
Be careful, do not ignore me, for
I am the first and the last.
I am the honored one and the despised one.
I am the harlot and I am the saint.
I am the woman and I am the virgin.
I am the mother and I am the daughter.
I am barren and I have many children.
I have many husbands and I am unmarried.
I am the physician who heals and I am the one who wounds.
I am the bride and I am the bridegroom.
I am the mother of my husband and my husband is my father.
I am the daughter of my husband, and my husband is my son.
I am the sister of my husband and my husband is my brother.
I am the slave of my father and I am the mistress of my son.
Or, the SONG OF ISIS (circa 300 B.C.):
I was sent by the Power and came to those who thought of me.
I was found by those who sought me.
Behold me, ye who thought of me.
And ye who wanted to hear me, listen to me.
And ye who expected me, accept me.
And do not drive me away from before your eyes.
And let not your voice or your ear hate me.
Do not ignore me anywhere or at any time.
Be careful, do not ignore me, for
I am the first and the last.
I am the honored one and the despised one.
I am the harlot and I am the saint.
I am the woman and I am the virgin.
I am the mother and I am the daughter.
I am barren and I have many children.
I have many husbands and I am unmarried.
I am the physician who heals and I am the one who wounds.
I am the bride and I am the bridegroom.
I am the mother of my husband and my husband is my father.
I am the daughter of my husband, and my husband is my son.
I am the sister of my husband and my husband is my brother.
I am the slave of my father and I am the mistress of my son.
For I am the first and the last
I am the venerated and the despised
I am the prostitute and the saint
I am the wife and the virgin
I am the mother and the daughter
I am the arms of my mother
I am barren and my children are many
I am the married woman and the spinster
I am the woman who gives birth and she who never procreated
I am the consolation for the pain of birth
I am the wife and the husband nd it was my man who created me
I am the mother of my father
I am the sister of my husband and he is my rejected son
Always respect me,
For I am the shameful and the magnificent one.
And, this from our Moslem sisters:
I am the Bosnian woman,
raped and beaten by
Serbian soldiers as
my husband is forced to look on,
and the world turns away.
The blood that runs from the bodies of
Algerian women
runs from me,
and stains the ground for all the world to see.
I am the woman on a Baghdad street corner,
begging journalists for a can of milk
so that I may feed my starving child.
I am the mother in Palestine,
mourning her eight year old son,
shot in the head by a soldier's rubber bullet.
I am the Egyptian daughter
struggling to survive in a Cairo slum,
as the government lines its pockets with foreign aid money,
and the desert dust rises to choke the young.
I am the Indonesian woman
who makes $2 a day
sewing basketball sneakers for the NBA,
while restlessness burns the country around me.
I am the Iranian student,
sporting jeans and Mickey Mouse tee shirts
under my black chador, laughing and loving,
still recovering from an eight year war that cost the lives of so
many men.
I am sister, wife, daughter, and mother to 500 million men.
I am all of my 500 million sisters,
and they are me.
I have always been more
than a threat
or a symbol of hatred and oppression.
I have always been more than
a terrorist's helpmate.
I have always been more than
a veil or a scarf.
I have always been more than
one wife of many.
I have always been more than
a green card special.
In all of these myths,
I have always been voiceless,
when the truth is so much
louder.
I have never been that easy for you to
pin down,
yet I have never been the mystery that
you have created for me.
I am the warrior daughter of Khadija, A'isha,
Maryam, and Sara.
I am the mother of prophets,
the wife of khalifas,
the sister of shaheed.
I am the woman who wakes at dawn to face Makkah in prayer,
bowing in submission only to The All Knowing.
I am fighting jihad,
fighting daily to maintain
iman and identity,
to open the closed eyes of the world.
I am the woman who raises her voice
among men
to shout:
Takbeer!
Allahu Akbar!
Brightest Blessings,
Mary Ellen
WORSHIP OF BEAUTIFUL WOMEN IS HUNGER FOR MOTHERGOD Part II
The second issue I will address is the one called 'Boots and Leather,'
where we take a look at an aspect of femdom (female domination of
males.) Although the males say they are 'into' the boots and leather,
they are really saying they are 'into' the female who wears them.
They may get a mild kick out of handling the articles theselves, as
they remind them of the female, but they get a mega-charge from the
woman in them. This is, once again (as are all aspects of female
domination) looking to MotherGod as AUTHORITY. Anything that evokes
authority - be it a uniform that signifies one in charge - (or cigars
which at one time evoked men in power), when coupled with the female,
reminds the male of his Mom. Naturally, Mom was at one time authority
and discipline, whatever form it took. And that means MotherGod.
Now there's a huge language of articles connected with femdom. There
are whips, paddles, chains, locks, restraints, collars, - all
instruments of restraint, punishment and the like - which are
connected with Mother.
'Toilet slavery,' another aspect of femdom, naturally connects with
toilet training by Mom. (There is an absolutely fanatical following
for this 'fetish.')
The man who is attracted to femdom is attracted to femminine
authority, which at base is the femminine divine, which means God as
Woman. Now if we had legitimate Churches wherein the male could look
to women as authority they probably would not be so much femdom! He
could wait after Church and shake hands with the Pastor and have a
chat with her, and he could seek her out for counseling and volunteer
service. This would satisfy his longing to some degree. But because
there is no such outlet available, this whole underground movement has
been around for a long time, probably since Patriarchy got started.
FETISHES
There are of course, numerous 'fetishes' which can be body parts of
the female and any number of other things. There are as many reasons
why these get started as there are males. Usually it is connected with
early emotional/sexual experiences. Not all of these can be directly
traced to Mother, but many are. There are some that simply connect
with early memories and first loves, and even negative experiences of
sex or lack of sex. Then a fetish is created that the male can't
eradicate. Women don't seem to get fetishes, studies show, although
obviously they have interests and tastes.
I shall not elaborate on the femdom scene any more than necessary to
make my point. The point being that when a male is in femdom he seeks
AUTHORITY, DISCIPLINE, RESTRAINT, PUNISHMENT (usually this is mere
play acting with little pain or discomfort) and all the things that
remind him of Mommy Dearest. Naturally, this is not a conscious
decision. It comes out of the wellsprings of deeply rooted and hidden
emotional needs.
THE WORSHIPPING OF WOMEN'S POWER
There is a relatively new aspect of this 'femdom' scene. It is the
worshipping of females as physical power symbols. This sprang up only
after women became extremely athletic in sports - especially wrestling
and bodybuilding. Sometimes these tie in together, as women who were
worshipped as bodybuilders are now pursuing wrestling, and from there
come paid 'sessions.' Now in the wrestling sessions, you can imagine
what happens. A powerful woman turns on a male. They wrestle. He
gets sexed up. Where it goes from there is up to the woman. It may or
may not end up in sex. Whatever happens, the woman gets paid for the
'session.'
In bodybuilding, it is truly an amazing phenomenon. Things have
happened in this muscle game
that no one could have imagined. First, beautiful women entered
beauty contests, along with the men who showed all their muscles.
(The women were given no money, the males a little money. I recall
the first Mr. Olympia contests where Arnold received $750. to win.
Today, the males get $120,000. The females, by the way, get only
$10,000. for Mz Olympia. A horrendous sexist reality.)
In the early contests, the women had to be conventionally beautiful,
like let us say, Rita Hayworth or Hedy Lamaar or some imitation
thereof. They had to have great but not amazing bodies. An average
thin girl with a good figure and pretty face could win easily. Now
you see a transition. In 1979 there are about two or three contests
where women flex muscles, and as soon as that happens, you don't have
to be conventionally beautiful and a different sort of woman has a
chance. You have black women entering for the first time and those
who excel in muscles, but might not be pretty. At first, the
prettiest muscle girls win the contests. Soon, that goes by the
wayside. Pretty gives way to more and more muscular.
Enter today - 2005. What is reality now? For quite some time a
hybrid female has emerged. She is drugged up like the male, she is
starving and dehydrated, and at 1 to 3% fat, she has no breasts. So
the majority of female champions have to have implants. (Because it
helps them win, a costly and dangerous operation considering how
little money these women are paid when they do win.) Her face, which
might have once been beautiful, is now a shambles. The skin has
thickened and has peculiar downward lines. It is covered in acne,
concealed by makeup, so her face is all bumps. The face of an angel
is now harsh and contorted. But her muscles? They make some blush,
because this is not a woman; she is a chemically altered female with
both male and female traits. Her voice sounds like a transvestite and
her clitoris is two inches long. The muscles, of course, are 'to die
for.' And she almost did.
Now thirty years ago, most people would have run away from this
creature. But we easily adjust. The men are lining up for worship!
What do they see in such a woman? It is POWER. What is power? It
is Mother, it is Authority, it is MotherGod!
These amazing women, who have suffered so much, given so much, spent
so much time and money, what happens to them? What glory do they get
and how much money? Does the business compensate them royally? Do
they live on easy street? No. In order to have the privilege of
competing, these women must support themselves. Most cannot hold down
regular jobs. All their time and energy is spent in the gym and all
that goes with competition. They have to do something similar to the
women in the sex trade - those God-awful 'sessions.' The lucky ones
have internet sites where they sell galleries of photos or live webcam
interactions. The others put up with the 'muscle worship.'
'What goes on in these sessions?'
I asked a friend who knows.
'They feel her muscles and worship them.'
'And then what?' I ask.
'And then whatever. Use your imagination .'
But my point here is, men are lining up for these sessions. The women
do make a decent living, but all on their own, not from the sexist
bodybuilding establishment where resources are reserved for men.
IS ALL THIS PERVERSION?
Before I move on with my discourse I would like to address a few
issues, because the naysayers are already wailing. People are saying
this 'body worship' and 'woman worship' has nothing to do with
MotherGod. It is all sex, addiction, perversion, bondage and has
nothing whatever to do with spirituality.
Now hold on! Please take a look at the big picture I am seeing, not
the one of the individual male and female exchanging what makes them
tic. In sessions on the surface only one thing is happening -
gratification for the male and money for the female. But this is not
what I am addressing. I am talking about what is happening in the
unconscious and not only on an individual basis, but a global scale!
The social reality that I am purporting is this:
MotherGod worship is natural - it is within the marrow of our bones.
We are bonded with Mother, who is the first and foremost image of
MotherGod. We come out of her egg, then gestate in her womb, and then
remain at her breast and her maternal care for years, intimately
associated with her. She is Mother, Goddess, God, for a long time.
For some, always.
Please put aside the concept of 'horny men - sex' for a moment and see
a human need - one that is as deep as the child within, and the need
for God. Each human longs for Home, for Center, for Absolute Truth,
Love, Power, Harmony, Peace. All these qualities are of God and also
of MOTHER. Now humans crave the SOURCE of all goodness, and MOTHER is
the symbol of that source. It has been outlawed - banned - reviled -
this symbol of Spirituality. It has dug deep into the trenches of
hibernation as a legitimate, mainstream Church.
In order to understand my reasoning you have to see the big picture,
not the small. This is a mankind that for thousands of years has been
told IT CANNOT WORSHIP ITS MOTHER AND IT CANNOT LOOK AT GOD AS ITS
MOTHER. Now think of that. Think of a mighty river dammed up and
that river is seeking a way to continue, to move on. That river of
MotherGod love has turned to alternative ways of worship - when
worship in Church is not available. It is the women that can be seen
with the eyes. These women now replace what once was MotherWorship
and although no one calls it that, IT IS RELIGION.
I know eyebrows will raise, but it is the big picture.
Rasa Von Werder
September 4, 2005
where we take a look at an aspect of femdom (female domination of
males.) Although the males say they are 'into' the boots and leather,
they are really saying they are 'into' the female who wears them.
They may get a mild kick out of handling the articles theselves, as
they remind them of the female, but they get a mega-charge from the
woman in them. This is, once again (as are all aspects of female
domination) looking to MotherGod as AUTHORITY. Anything that evokes
authority - be it a uniform that signifies one in charge - (or cigars
which at one time evoked men in power), when coupled with the female,
reminds the male of his Mom. Naturally, Mom was at one time authority
and discipline, whatever form it took. And that means MotherGod.
Now there's a huge language of articles connected with femdom. There
are whips, paddles, chains, locks, restraints, collars, - all
instruments of restraint, punishment and the like - which are
connected with Mother.
'Toilet slavery,' another aspect of femdom, naturally connects with
toilet training by Mom. (There is an absolutely fanatical following
for this 'fetish.')
The man who is attracted to femdom is attracted to femminine
authority, which at base is the femminine divine, which means God as
Woman. Now if we had legitimate Churches wherein the male could look
to women as authority they probably would not be so much femdom! He
could wait after Church and shake hands with the Pastor and have a
chat with her, and he could seek her out for counseling and volunteer
service. This would satisfy his longing to some degree. But because
there is no such outlet available, this whole underground movement has
been around for a long time, probably since Patriarchy got started.
FETISHES
There are of course, numerous 'fetishes' which can be body parts of
the female and any number of other things. There are as many reasons
why these get started as there are males. Usually it is connected with
early emotional/sexual experiences. Not all of these can be directly
traced to Mother, but many are. There are some that simply connect
with early memories and first loves, and even negative experiences of
sex or lack of sex. Then a fetish is created that the male can't
eradicate. Women don't seem to get fetishes, studies show, although
obviously they have interests and tastes.
I shall not elaborate on the femdom scene any more than necessary to
make my point. The point being that when a male is in femdom he seeks
AUTHORITY, DISCIPLINE, RESTRAINT, PUNISHMENT (usually this is mere
play acting with little pain or discomfort) and all the things that
remind him of Mommy Dearest. Naturally, this is not a conscious
decision. It comes out of the wellsprings of deeply rooted and hidden
emotional needs.
THE WORSHIPPING OF WOMEN'S POWER
There is a relatively new aspect of this 'femdom' scene. It is the
worshipping of females as physical power symbols. This sprang up only
after women became extremely athletic in sports - especially wrestling
and bodybuilding. Sometimes these tie in together, as women who were
worshipped as bodybuilders are now pursuing wrestling, and from there
come paid 'sessions.' Now in the wrestling sessions, you can imagine
what happens. A powerful woman turns on a male. They wrestle. He
gets sexed up. Where it goes from there is up to the woman. It may or
may not end up in sex. Whatever happens, the woman gets paid for the
'session.'
In bodybuilding, it is truly an amazing phenomenon. Things have
happened in this muscle game
that no one could have imagined. First, beautiful women entered
beauty contests, along with the men who showed all their muscles.
(The women were given no money, the males a little money. I recall
the first Mr. Olympia contests where Arnold received $750. to win.
Today, the males get $120,000. The females, by the way, get only
$10,000. for Mz Olympia. A horrendous sexist reality.)
In the early contests, the women had to be conventionally beautiful,
like let us say, Rita Hayworth or Hedy Lamaar or some imitation
thereof. They had to have great but not amazing bodies. An average
thin girl with a good figure and pretty face could win easily. Now
you see a transition. In 1979 there are about two or three contests
where women flex muscles, and as soon as that happens, you don't have
to be conventionally beautiful and a different sort of woman has a
chance. You have black women entering for the first time and those
who excel in muscles, but might not be pretty. At first, the
prettiest muscle girls win the contests. Soon, that goes by the
wayside. Pretty gives way to more and more muscular.
Enter today - 2005. What is reality now? For quite some time a
hybrid female has emerged. She is drugged up like the male, she is
starving and dehydrated, and at 1 to 3% fat, she has no breasts. So
the majority of female champions have to have implants. (Because it
helps them win, a costly and dangerous operation considering how
little money these women are paid when they do win.) Her face, which
might have once been beautiful, is now a shambles. The skin has
thickened and has peculiar downward lines. It is covered in acne,
concealed by makeup, so her face is all bumps. The face of an angel
is now harsh and contorted. But her muscles? They make some blush,
because this is not a woman; she is a chemically altered female with
both male and female traits. Her voice sounds like a transvestite and
her clitoris is two inches long. The muscles, of course, are 'to die
for.' And she almost did.
Now thirty years ago, most people would have run away from this
creature. But we easily adjust. The men are lining up for worship!
What do they see in such a woman? It is POWER. What is power? It
is Mother, it is Authority, it is MotherGod!
These amazing women, who have suffered so much, given so much, spent
so much time and money, what happens to them? What glory do they get
and how much money? Does the business compensate them royally? Do
they live on easy street? No. In order to have the privilege of
competing, these women must support themselves. Most cannot hold down
regular jobs. All their time and energy is spent in the gym and all
that goes with competition. They have to do something similar to the
women in the sex trade - those God-awful 'sessions.' The lucky ones
have internet sites where they sell galleries of photos or live webcam
interactions. The others put up with the 'muscle worship.'
'What goes on in these sessions?'
I asked a friend who knows.
'They feel her muscles and worship them.'
'And then what?' I ask.
'And then whatever. Use your imagination .'
But my point here is, men are lining up for these sessions. The women
do make a decent living, but all on their own, not from the sexist
bodybuilding establishment where resources are reserved for men.
IS ALL THIS PERVERSION?
Before I move on with my discourse I would like to address a few
issues, because the naysayers are already wailing. People are saying
this 'body worship' and 'woman worship' has nothing to do with
MotherGod. It is all sex, addiction, perversion, bondage and has
nothing whatever to do with spirituality.
Now hold on! Please take a look at the big picture I am seeing, not
the one of the individual male and female exchanging what makes them
tic. In sessions on the surface only one thing is happening -
gratification for the male and money for the female. But this is not
what I am addressing. I am talking about what is happening in the
unconscious and not only on an individual basis, but a global scale!
The social reality that I am purporting is this:
MotherGod worship is natural - it is within the marrow of our bones.
We are bonded with Mother, who is the first and foremost image of
MotherGod. We come out of her egg, then gestate in her womb, and then
remain at her breast and her maternal care for years, intimately
associated with her. She is Mother, Goddess, God, for a long time.
For some, always.
Please put aside the concept of 'horny men - sex' for a moment and see
a human need - one that is as deep as the child within, and the need
for God. Each human longs for Home, for Center, for Absolute Truth,
Love, Power, Harmony, Peace. All these qualities are of God and also
of MOTHER. Now humans crave the SOURCE of all goodness, and MOTHER is
the symbol of that source. It has been outlawed - banned - reviled -
this symbol of Spirituality. It has dug deep into the trenches of
hibernation as a legitimate, mainstream Church.
In order to understand my reasoning you have to see the big picture,
not the small. This is a mankind that for thousands of years has been
told IT CANNOT WORSHIP ITS MOTHER AND IT CANNOT LOOK AT GOD AS ITS
MOTHER. Now think of that. Think of a mighty river dammed up and
that river is seeking a way to continue, to move on. That river of
MotherGod love has turned to alternative ways of worship - when
worship in Church is not available. It is the women that can be seen
with the eyes. These women now replace what once was MotherWorship
and although no one calls it that, IT IS RELIGION.
I know eyebrows will raise, but it is the big picture.
Rasa Von Werder
September 4, 2005
THE HUNGER FOR MOTHER GOD - Part I
I have found it - Eureka! It is the "general theory" of Matriarchy,
akin to the "general theory" Einstein was looking for but never found.
It awakened in me like this. There were a few steps.
First step, I checked the statistics on what people were reading on my
site, www.womanthouartgod.com. Posting on spiritual groups, I
expected they would be reading spiritual articles. Hahaha! Over a
period of three weeks, daily, as I searched the stats, they were
reading the same things - 1400 people a day from spiritual sites were
reading 'Is Sex a Sin?'
Illustrated with nude photos. Then they looked at the galleries - not
grace or strength galleries, but 'Woman Thou Art Beauty.' Then they
read, or looked at, 'What's Wrong With Women',
illustrated with beautiful sexy women wrestling, then fourth, the
statistics says it's back to 'Is Sex a Sin' and again, the galleries.
Nowhere in the top ten are listed the spiritual or highest minded
articles! The Beatific Vision is passed over, How to Pray, How to
Build a Church, Yoga and Mystical Union with God are passed over, and
so are all the Pastor Letters. Now you could understand, had I posted
to the general public, you would say,
'Of course, most people (especially men) are low minded, faces in the
dirt sort of blokes.'
But where I posted were the HIGHEST MINDED SORT OF PEOPLE - the
spirituality groups where they are speaking things concerning God;
Enlightenment, Self Realization, Yoga, Buddhism and Feminine Divine
groups. These are the best people. And when they get to my site -
this is what they look at. Now me scratches head, and after seeing
this day after day, I decides,
'These are not pigs....this is human nature. For some reason, mortals
want to look at pictures of beautiful women and read (if they are
reading!) the articles that are illustrated with beautiful (nude as
possible) women. Now I move on.
I then go through about 10,000 yahoo groups, seeking new places to
join and post. I go a bit off the beaten path. Not spirituality this
time, but normal stuff like bodybuilding, sexy women, dominating
women, women in boots, muscles of women, wrestling females, and so on.
Now I see something again, that creates a spark. I find SHRINES,
yes, shrines, to women, all over the place. I find men are in love
with a certain female, whoever she may be - famous or unknown. They
open a group for her and each one says she is the most beautiful woman
in the world. Some of these shrines are dead, unvisited for years,
but they stand there like mausoleums to lost love. Now I find the
famous women, like bodybuilders. These women have the biggest
membership. The average top female bodybuilder has about two
thousand members. As the norm for a spirituality site is maybe 150 -
this is a big difference! I find the groups with the most members
are usually dealing with exceptional women (be they muscles, beauty,
wrestling or the like) and also dealing with sex or dating or
relationships - where men have hopes of meeting women. I move on, and
on and on through thousands upon thousands of these groups in numerous
categories of females. My conclusion after straining my eyes for
weeks and now being a part of 600 groups is the following:
Men are building groups for women - sometimes sincerely, because they
love them, and sometimes not sincerely, but only with the hope of
drawing members for money. (Women, on the other hand, are not opening
groups for men.) Each of these sincere men that open such a spot
proclaims his women the greatest of them all - true love. This could
be anyone - an Asian wrestler (there are many!) or a Playboy sexpot,
or a deeply-muscled femme - each male declares her the epitoment of
all womankind. There is adoration here, there is worship. (Yet, on
the other hand, you do not see the reverse. You do not see women
opening groups for men and adoring them.
I put this inside my thinking cap.)
Now methinks of many things. Of boots, and whips and sealing
lips.....no, just kidding. I begin to think, understandably why all
this is. Why are spiritual people looking at women instead of
spiritual articles? At least first, then maybe later, I imagine they
might get to the more "worthwhile" stuff. And the shrines.....why the
shrines? Why so many? Why the obsession with beautiful women?
Now many things sort of hit me at once, like a computer search that
brings many answers in a minute. There are things I have known and
observed in many areas. Let me give one example.
In the documentary "The Goddess Remembered," I recall how they stated
that out of all the Catholic Churches, who are they named after the
most? Is it Jesus? No - it is Mary, His Virgin Mother. The
filmmakers state that the yearning for God as Mother resulted in MANY
MORE CHURCHES BEING NAMED AFTER MARY THAN JESUS CHRIST.
Then I think of the field of femdom. Men wanting strong women -
obviously looking for their mother. It is a fanatically strong
underground movement.
In the nether world of the "sex trade" women's body parts are
obsessively studied, from breasts, to buns, to vaginas, to legs, to
now, even muscles.
Then somewhere, the answer just sort of hits me. Just appears. And
here is now my argument, and my general theory of Matriarchy,
appearing by the grace of our MotherGod.
GENERAL THEORY OF MATRIARCHY
Once, long ago, there was Matriarchy. But something happened to it.
It was 'destroyed,' - or was it? It was crushed, beaten, outlawed, by
the powers of brute force. Patriarchy then took its place. Women
were held down, controlled by force, and made to serve men. Men then
created
religious myths, and out of that came the common law, and then the
real law we live by, and all the rules and regulations and norms of
society - all or almost all - in favor of men.
What then happened to women's religion, or Matriarchy? It was still
there, for a long time. It existed before Jesus and after Jesus, and
much of it stayed side by side with ancient Christianity. It was not
prevalent or mainstream, but it was there. A lot of the Old Testament
ranting against 'false idols' had to do with Goddess worship, and
most of what the Catholic Church condemned as 'heresies' dealt with
same. Then from the 1400's up until the 1700's came the 'Women's
Holocaust,' - 'The Inquisition.' Here women were systematicaly
tortured and killed, from six to nine million of them, to try and
eradicate Matriarchal tendencies. It worked by moving the femminine
divine further underground, where it exists today, as a religion - in
secret and underground groups and covens. Wiccans, Pagans, Druids and
Gnostics are not mainstream churches, but they are sort of hidden and
'in the closet.'
Now what was going on in the mainstream? Business as usual. But
something interesting is taking place in this Patriarchal world. The
images of women are prevalent. Everywhere, images of women. Images
of women are used to sell, promote, and as products in themselves.
What has happened, I now realize, is the worship of MotherGod is still
mainstream, but unconscious. You cannot take a humanity that HUNGERS
AND THIRSTS FOR ITS MOTHER, AND MOTHERGOD, AND STOP IT FROM YEARNING
FOR WHAT IT WANTS AND NEEDS. It has never been a Father that humanity
has yearned for. This was taught, but it is not a fact. Humanity
yearns for its Mother. The mother is the font of life. She is the
egg, the womb, the nurturing breast, the unconditional love, the
affirmation, and she is the symbol and instrument of God. You can
kill millions of women, (and they have,) and you can make women's
religion anathema, (and they have,) but you can't change hearts. You
can't change the wired-up biology and psychology causing emotions -
and all the emotions yearn for MotherGod.
So what has happened, inadvertedly and unconsciously, is that people,
(and especially men,) are worshipping MotherGod through Her public
images. These images are on television, in magazines and books, and
on the internet. They are everywhere. Symbols and instruments of
MotherGod are everywhere also - the women - and men are going to them
for adoration, veneration and worship. Only they don't call it such.
They call it being 'fans,' 'slaves,' or 'friends.' The public
worship is what fascinates me here. It is the honor to women as
dominants, beauty queens and love goddesses, as muscle builders, as
glamour dolls and such that is exactly the same as worshipping images
of say, Kali, Lakshmi, Shakti, Hecate, Isis, or Whomever. The
religious worship is going on right in front of our noses, and our
faces. And I saw this in a flash.
THE WORSHIP OF BREASTS
It is quite logical and interesting that the prevalent worship, in
this country, is of the female's breasts. Breasts are the absolute
epitoment of maternal love. They are a truly powerful symbol.
European countries make fun of our preoccupation with this subject,
while we poke fun at Latins for liking derriers and thighs. For us,
it is apple pie and breasts.
So let us take a look at this. What are they, these breasts? Why do
we want them large and beautiful? (Of course, there are those who
like them small, but that's another story.) They are feeders. They
are survival - but more than that. When the infant is held in its
Mom's lap and fed from her breast, he gets more than milk. He gets
intimacy, closeness, nurturing. He gets the feeling of being loved,
belonging, being somehow needed. It coud be his helplessness that
attracts Mom, but whatever it is, he is needed!
When men worship breasts (of course they don't use that word, they say
'turned on') they go back to the time they were infants and cradled in
the arms of love. They remember that love, and it gives them comfort.
Loving breasts is the worship of MotherGod. Why do I jump from
physical Mom to MotherGod? Because it is the exact same yearning.
When we are infants we see our Mother, and later Dad, as invincible
creatures. We cannot imagine them falling apart, or dying or
something like that. They are there and we cannot imagine them
dissapearing. They are God - for a while. Later, our minds get bigger
and picture all sorts of things, and we fantasize about a bigger
Person - an all-encompassing Entity we call God. And then, we see
that MotherGod is the source of all life, not just ourselves.
to be continued
Rasa Von Werder ~
This article, when finished, will be on our site illustrated with the
most beautiful images of women available. They will be photos taken
by Rasa Von Werder and also collected from the internet. This article
will be featured on:
www.womanthouartgod.com
SEPTEMBER 3 2005
akin to the "general theory" Einstein was looking for but never found.
It awakened in me like this. There were a few steps.
First step, I checked the statistics on what people were reading on my
site, www.womanthouartgod.com. Posting on spiritual groups, I
expected they would be reading spiritual articles. Hahaha! Over a
period of three weeks, daily, as I searched the stats, they were
reading the same things - 1400 people a day from spiritual sites were
reading 'Is Sex a Sin?'
Illustrated with nude photos. Then they looked at the galleries - not
grace or strength galleries, but 'Woman Thou Art Beauty.' Then they
read, or looked at, 'What's Wrong With Women',
illustrated with beautiful sexy women wrestling, then fourth, the
statistics says it's back to 'Is Sex a Sin' and again, the galleries.
Nowhere in the top ten are listed the spiritual or highest minded
articles! The Beatific Vision is passed over, How to Pray, How to
Build a Church, Yoga and Mystical Union with God are passed over, and
so are all the Pastor Letters. Now you could understand, had I posted
to the general public, you would say,
'Of course, most people (especially men) are low minded, faces in the
dirt sort of blokes.'
But where I posted were the HIGHEST MINDED SORT OF PEOPLE - the
spirituality groups where they are speaking things concerning God;
Enlightenment, Self Realization, Yoga, Buddhism and Feminine Divine
groups. These are the best people. And when they get to my site -
this is what they look at. Now me scratches head, and after seeing
this day after day, I decides,
'These are not pigs....this is human nature. For some reason, mortals
want to look at pictures of beautiful women and read (if they are
reading!) the articles that are illustrated with beautiful (nude as
possible) women. Now I move on.
I then go through about 10,000 yahoo groups, seeking new places to
join and post. I go a bit off the beaten path. Not spirituality this
time, but normal stuff like bodybuilding, sexy women, dominating
women, women in boots, muscles of women, wrestling females, and so on.
Now I see something again, that creates a spark. I find SHRINES,
yes, shrines, to women, all over the place. I find men are in love
with a certain female, whoever she may be - famous or unknown. They
open a group for her and each one says she is the most beautiful woman
in the world. Some of these shrines are dead, unvisited for years,
but they stand there like mausoleums to lost love. Now I find the
famous women, like bodybuilders. These women have the biggest
membership. The average top female bodybuilder has about two
thousand members. As the norm for a spirituality site is maybe 150 -
this is a big difference! I find the groups with the most members
are usually dealing with exceptional women (be they muscles, beauty,
wrestling or the like) and also dealing with sex or dating or
relationships - where men have hopes of meeting women. I move on, and
on and on through thousands upon thousands of these groups in numerous
categories of females. My conclusion after straining my eyes for
weeks and now being a part of 600 groups is the following:
Men are building groups for women - sometimes sincerely, because they
love them, and sometimes not sincerely, but only with the hope of
drawing members for money. (Women, on the other hand, are not opening
groups for men.) Each of these sincere men that open such a spot
proclaims his women the greatest of them all - true love. This could
be anyone - an Asian wrestler (there are many!) or a Playboy sexpot,
or a deeply-muscled femme - each male declares her the epitoment of
all womankind. There is adoration here, there is worship. (Yet, on
the other hand, you do not see the reverse. You do not see women
opening groups for men and adoring them.
I put this inside my thinking cap.)
Now methinks of many things. Of boots, and whips and sealing
lips.....no, just kidding. I begin to think, understandably why all
this is. Why are spiritual people looking at women instead of
spiritual articles? At least first, then maybe later, I imagine they
might get to the more "worthwhile" stuff. And the shrines.....why the
shrines? Why so many? Why the obsession with beautiful women?
Now many things sort of hit me at once, like a computer search that
brings many answers in a minute. There are things I have known and
observed in many areas. Let me give one example.
In the documentary "The Goddess Remembered," I recall how they stated
that out of all the Catholic Churches, who are they named after the
most? Is it Jesus? No - it is Mary, His Virgin Mother. The
filmmakers state that the yearning for God as Mother resulted in MANY
MORE CHURCHES BEING NAMED AFTER MARY THAN JESUS CHRIST.
Then I think of the field of femdom. Men wanting strong women -
obviously looking for their mother. It is a fanatically strong
underground movement.
In the nether world of the "sex trade" women's body parts are
obsessively studied, from breasts, to buns, to vaginas, to legs, to
now, even muscles.
Then somewhere, the answer just sort of hits me. Just appears. And
here is now my argument, and my general theory of Matriarchy,
appearing by the grace of our MotherGod.
GENERAL THEORY OF MATRIARCHY
Once, long ago, there was Matriarchy. But something happened to it.
It was 'destroyed,' - or was it? It was crushed, beaten, outlawed, by
the powers of brute force. Patriarchy then took its place. Women
were held down, controlled by force, and made to serve men. Men then
created
religious myths, and out of that came the common law, and then the
real law we live by, and all the rules and regulations and norms of
society - all or almost all - in favor of men.
What then happened to women's religion, or Matriarchy? It was still
there, for a long time. It existed before Jesus and after Jesus, and
much of it stayed side by side with ancient Christianity. It was not
prevalent or mainstream, but it was there. A lot of the Old Testament
ranting against 'false idols' had to do with Goddess worship, and
most of what the Catholic Church condemned as 'heresies' dealt with
same. Then from the 1400's up until the 1700's came the 'Women's
Holocaust,' - 'The Inquisition.' Here women were systematicaly
tortured and killed, from six to nine million of them, to try and
eradicate Matriarchal tendencies. It worked by moving the femminine
divine further underground, where it exists today, as a religion - in
secret and underground groups and covens. Wiccans, Pagans, Druids and
Gnostics are not mainstream churches, but they are sort of hidden and
'in the closet.'
Now what was going on in the mainstream? Business as usual. But
something interesting is taking place in this Patriarchal world. The
images of women are prevalent. Everywhere, images of women. Images
of women are used to sell, promote, and as products in themselves.
What has happened, I now realize, is the worship of MotherGod is still
mainstream, but unconscious. You cannot take a humanity that HUNGERS
AND THIRSTS FOR ITS MOTHER, AND MOTHERGOD, AND STOP IT FROM YEARNING
FOR WHAT IT WANTS AND NEEDS. It has never been a Father that humanity
has yearned for. This was taught, but it is not a fact. Humanity
yearns for its Mother. The mother is the font of life. She is the
egg, the womb, the nurturing breast, the unconditional love, the
affirmation, and she is the symbol and instrument of God. You can
kill millions of women, (and they have,) and you can make women's
religion anathema, (and they have,) but you can't change hearts. You
can't change the wired-up biology and psychology causing emotions -
and all the emotions yearn for MotherGod.
So what has happened, inadvertedly and unconsciously, is that people,
(and especially men,) are worshipping MotherGod through Her public
images. These images are on television, in magazines and books, and
on the internet. They are everywhere. Symbols and instruments of
MotherGod are everywhere also - the women - and men are going to them
for adoration, veneration and worship. Only they don't call it such.
They call it being 'fans,' 'slaves,' or 'friends.' The public
worship is what fascinates me here. It is the honor to women as
dominants, beauty queens and love goddesses, as muscle builders, as
glamour dolls and such that is exactly the same as worshipping images
of say, Kali, Lakshmi, Shakti, Hecate, Isis, or Whomever. The
religious worship is going on right in front of our noses, and our
faces. And I saw this in a flash.
THE WORSHIP OF BREASTS
It is quite logical and interesting that the prevalent worship, in
this country, is of the female's breasts. Breasts are the absolute
epitoment of maternal love. They are a truly powerful symbol.
European countries make fun of our preoccupation with this subject,
while we poke fun at Latins for liking derriers and thighs. For us,
it is apple pie and breasts.
So let us take a look at this. What are they, these breasts? Why do
we want them large and beautiful? (Of course, there are those who
like them small, but that's another story.) They are feeders. They
are survival - but more than that. When the infant is held in its
Mom's lap and fed from her breast, he gets more than milk. He gets
intimacy, closeness, nurturing. He gets the feeling of being loved,
belonging, being somehow needed. It coud be his helplessness that
attracts Mom, but whatever it is, he is needed!
When men worship breasts (of course they don't use that word, they say
'turned on') they go back to the time they were infants and cradled in
the arms of love. They remember that love, and it gives them comfort.
Loving breasts is the worship of MotherGod. Why do I jump from
physical Mom to MotherGod? Because it is the exact same yearning.
When we are infants we see our Mother, and later Dad, as invincible
creatures. We cannot imagine them falling apart, or dying or
something like that. They are there and we cannot imagine them
dissapearing. They are God - for a while. Later, our minds get bigger
and picture all sorts of things, and we fantasize about a bigger
Person - an all-encompassing Entity we call God. And then, we see
that MotherGod is the source of all life, not just ourselves.
to be continued
Rasa Von Werder ~
This article, when finished, will be on our site illustrated with the
most beautiful images of women available. They will be photos taken
by Rasa Von Werder and also collected from the internet. This article
will be featured on:
www.womanthouartgod.com
SEPTEMBER 3 2005
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