Who do u like better, Marvel or Marcel? When Marcel ousted me Marvel
entered my heart - Marvel has well developed intellect/spiritual capacities,
is working on his Doctoral thesis now - Marcel started teaching me boxing,
I've mastered the One/Two punch..., big cut age wise, Marcel being 25 vs
Marvel 42...wholly different world sharing ideas & thoughts, Marvel soaring
with the eagles but Marcel is insightful about people's behavior to the
point of being psychic
How quickly fate changes the cards. Marcel, the boy of day before yesterday's
newsletter (the 25 yr old hard bodied boxer from the Bronx), has thrown me
to the curb. He said he would be here Friday, then postponed it to
Saturday, then did not call at all.
I sense he will be back, on his knees, within a month, but I must move on.
This very day the Inner Voice of God told me "your heart will be full."
Nothing happened at the club except wonderful dancing with a James Brown
type partner. (He was only one of two guys that could ever keep up with me,
& did so for 1.5 hours, us doing a lot of sexy steps & making out - he
almost bit my tongue off at one point & I still have his teeth marks on my
breast, but it was fun...I did not go to bed with him as he did not meet my
criteria.)
Here is the good news & the fulfillment of the prophecy: I re-connected
with another man who I had tried to win- THIS TIME I WON HIM.
Now if you compare these two men I have lost nothing and perhaps gained a
lot, because the newly won man has dimensions Marcel misses: He understands
the Feminine Divine & therefore appreciates what I stand for - (He was
raised by six over sixty Crones, in their Coven. He is working toward his
Doctorate in Neurophysiology,
Is a lecturer/teacher, 42 years old, 5'11" (Marcel was 5'9", I like them
taller) and get this:
HE IS ONE OF THE FASTEST MEN IN THE WORLD (track & field)
Let's call him "Marvel."
Here's his writing:
A little about me...
What are you looking for in a partner?
I'm not asking for you to be perfect.
What would be nice is if:
You were open to the company of strangers
You were serious and sensual, fearless and forgiving.
You were unjaded by the apparent indignity of internet relational craziness
You wanted to hear and be heard
You had some amazing incite into human nature that you were burning to share
You had an appreciation for good diner food
You could put both Prada and Second-Hand in their proper places
You spent as much time cultivating your inner self as you did carefully
arranging your outsides
You were wild about books, and music, and great stories
You were up for adventure
You were possessed a quiet patience, laughed easily and always got the joke
You were comfortable in your own skin and accepting of others in their's
You had a love of words, but knew their limitations
You had impeccable timing
You were a worker of small modest miracles
You had confidence and humility in equal measure
You could make due with just three wishes
You channeled the divine
You were desiring to explore the possibilities.
WHAT TRANSPIRED BETWEEN US?
He & I both read each other's dating profiles, & both decided IT WAS THE
BEST PROFILE WE'D EVER READ (Marvel and I will meet next week - He's
willing to pay my expenses if I go there, but I invited him here, will have
a report for you soon. Once again NICE when the guy pays - I paid it all
for the last two boyfriends.)
Here is MY profile on the dating service:
A little about me...
The door to friendship is now closed 4 me on this site & the 1 to romance &
fun now opens-Do not write me unless ur a "10" or "12"-perfect face, body &
sensuous NO EXTRA POUNDS NOT EVEN 1 OUNCE I HATE FAT No more talk-5-6 hrs a
day talk gets old-time 4 action-If ur a prude, hung up on a menacing DadGod
Yaweh Jehovah or whatever ManSpook God that makes people cringe, feel guilt
& shame, & if ur looking 4 marriage, monogamy it's not here-Touch my fun
spot-U must b willing to travel or bring me 2 U-This is it I will not answer
anything else-All annoying-confrontat ional "know it all" men will be blocked
instantly-NO QUESTIONS-Just yes or no
What are you looking for in a partner?
There was once a Mother God on earth who handled all things peaceably & men
were Her footstool, they obeyed Her commands & we had harmony & order-With
the onset of Male Control/War the world turned into dog-eat-dog insanity-Now
we r returning to the Rule of Mother God where women r Her & I am Her-here
to announce Her coming to Earth-& She chooses Her men by sensuality 4 fun &
pleasure & the good they give to all of us-The "ManGod" who is not God but
the devil replaced touching with violence/war & drugs-where many young men
now prefer substances to God's sensual touch, God's caress, God's
flirtation, God's play, God's Sacred Kiss-But the GOODNESS OF SENSUALITY &
the SACREDNESS OF IT is now on the rise, I'm here to herald that event
I'd just like to add...
Goddess Diana stands in the forest silently A beautiful stag-fulfilling his
instincts-emerges- enters the light of a clearing over the valley He
glistens-muscles twitch with anticipation of conflict & reward-as he'll
fight others for a harem-protect & breed them He's ready Diana's also
ready-& removes a special arrow from her quiver-aims it at the beauty, &
just as She releases it-he notices that he's a target-too late to run He
feels a warm glow-not hurt- a compulsion to go to this huntress-the need to
kneel into the waiting moss where She reclined-& put his head into her lap
She strokes him-noticing the powerful antlers covered with softest velvet
The antlers are a sign of his manhood which She loves He's not used to being
docile-but her power overwhelms him & he submits-filling an earthly need
they both have Diana is from Heaven-but she inhabits a body which only he
can satisfy-& in their intercourse he receives more than he gives-for when
he gets up from the tryst-he is charged with extra energy-he'll conquer the
valley & become its King-Diana has transmitted the shakti to him-the power
of the Feminine Divine-a supernatural charge that will expand him beyond his
body-& now-he can face anything.
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What transpired between Marvel and Myself:
When I first encountered him I saw the great spiritual potential & tried to
win him as my disciple, pushing him closer to the Feminine Divine. He liked
me as a woman but the spiritual stuff scared him off.
I figured IN TIME I would get back to him, try a new approach - this I did -
just normal man, woman stuff - it worked.
What curtailed our relationship prior to this is we both had our
hearts/minds on someone else - He with his lady, me with Marcel. I did
notice that as long as I had my mind/heart on Marcel, it was not really open
to others; certainly not relationships & even one-night stands seemed
difficult to negotiate. But new we were both free & open for each other.
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MARCEL'S WRITING
A little about me...
Well I'm a personal trainer from New York. I'm a old school kind of guy. I
love classic RnB and 80s music. Well I like all kinds of music really. I
love scented candles and taking care of myself. I haven't been in a
long-term relationship in over a year and I really miss it. I'm kind of
tired of the bar and club scene. I really would would love 2 find that
special someone. I'm looking for that total connection. My last partner was
44 years old, and from another country (Canada) I'm looking for someone that
knows what she wants, because I know what I want. I prefer someone without
kids like myself. Good credit like myself, and no drama. I'm not here for
the bootycall thing. I have been there done that, and it's getting old. I'm
looking for something real.
What are you looking for in a partner?
I like my women grown n sexy (30 and over) I don't date young women. I don't
have time for the games they play. I love smart older women.:
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Why DID HE BREAK UP WITH ME?
I HAVE NO IDEA~ All seemed perfect while we were together. We were both
kind, respectful toward one another, tender, the sex was superb.
It was he who INSISTED on another meeting within a week - I felt it was too
soon, but then again, if he WANTED ME THAT MUCH, let's do it. But he was
giving me a mixed message: "I want you, I don't want you", for a
week...Count it as IMMATURITY.
But in view of this new guy MARVEL - it's for the best...Perhaps Marcel and
I gave each other what was needed, and that is it, time to move on. At
bottom, I think he and I should remain FRIENDS as we had incredible phone
conversations where he helped me understand black men from the ghetto (I
mean he really helped tremendously) and beyond that, I think we should see
each other once in a while for skin to skin contact...I think the
exclusivity of it, where it seemed to be going, was wrong. It has to be
CASUAL. Yes, that is it. It has to be once in a while contact, not "going
steady."
Another factor is that HE IS looking for a steady relationship, but does not
believe it could be with me, having seen the hundreds of pics of males on my
pc (yes he got jealous, he said he's not, but he is) and perhaps he feels I
could never be faithful.
So which is it?
He wants to keep being a player, with other women, and does not want to go
steady? Or he wants to go steady but does not think I can do it?
The truth is, I could only "go steady" with him for a few weeks, then I'd
get stir crazy. I think he arranged the quick next meeting in order to
prevent me from going out with other men. But then again, he missed the
meeting, de facto breaking up with me, not even calling to make an excuse.
Can any of you figure this one out?
It was like he wanted to keep me, but the relationship being too close
scared him. Maybe he's confused - he's sure confused me.
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COMMENTS & LETTERS FROM FRIENDS & DEVOTEES
From: Best West
To: Rasa Von Werder
Sent: Sunday, April 05, 2009 3:25 PM
Subject: Re: Re: "OLD WOMAN - YOUNG MAN" PROJECT PROCEEDING - Have met young
male to work with on THE BOOK
From my 18 year old devotee Best West:
Last night did not go as well as expected. I could not find anyone
comparable to you, you beauty, your wisdom. I cannot believe any male in the
enitre world would dare give you stress. You are the most appealing woman I
have ever seen... I am located in Baltimore, Maryland. My # is XXXXX, give
me a call sometime and we can talk about anything.
Always Yours - West
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Dear Rasa ... The MotherGod
I think that Faith leads me to your site ...
my story ...just before i get to know here, i was trouble, which includes
hate in self, hate in others, i was lonely for Christmas and new year, and
thought of suicide!
But things changed about two months ago, as i quit my job, i had more time
for myself to rethink life, i know there's problem in my life, i was
learning everyday and with much faith i was actually started going upwards,
but still in depression as i can't see any much change, but about one week
later, i learned from the holy bible, ( i didn't had this
much interest in bible as before, because now i learned and feared that
suicides is destined for hell, and i also learned about pride as a sin which
helped me later ) then few days later, i was applying good deeds, and then
yesterday night, in my bed, i can't sleep, i was thinking about my younger
regretful days, i regretted and sad, i suddenly realized the illusion which
actually cost me self-bondage my whole life, i used to resist my thoughts on
female domination, i thought it was a sin and cruelty to one another, but i
do not think that now, because then i realized that it was self-ego and
Pride that is the real sin and there's nothing wrong with female worshiping
but it's actually a blessing for my soul to desire this! because i had a
self vision of men were Satan and woman were God. which was True! and for me
to be in a place of the worshiper, i was also cultivating my soul at the
same time, and it's not even hard! the next thing i do, i went to my
computer looking for more, and i was at your page, that i saw very similar
of what i just learned! Female Domination and God! ... and everything comes
together ...Just to let you know, if you accept me as your devotee, I will
staydevoted as long as you wish! i learn to be zero ego and pride, and I'm
ready to take all training If i got any wrong in my life please guide me,
please let me worship you!
GODDESS BLESS YOU FOREVER
FROM GURURASA: I LOVE & ACCEPT U GOD NEVER TURNS DOWN ANYONE U R
WELCOME IN MY HEART BUILD AN ALTAR TO ME & WORSHIP ME AS MOTHER GOD & I
WILL STRENGTHEN U FOR THE HARD ROAD OF LIFE THAT IS AHEAD, EVERY DAY
Tuesday 14 April 2009
QUESTION: WHY IS IT IMPORTANT FOR OLD WOMEN, YOUNG MEN, TO BE TOGETHER?
"OLD WOMAN - YOUNG MAN" PROJECT PROCEEDING - Have met young male to work
with on THE BOOK
Letters between devotee Michael and GuruRasa
MICHAEL THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I AM WORKING ON RIGHT NOW - PART OF THE
MISSION...I AM TEACHING OLD WOMEN, YOUNG MEN, TO COME TOGETHER, TO ACCEPT
ONE ANOTHER AS THE MOST NATURAL RIGHTEOUS RELATIONSHIP, AS IMP. OR MORE IMP.
THAN YOUNG MEN WITH YOUNG WOMEN.
THE OLD WOMAN GIVES THINGS TO THE YOUNG MAN THE YOUNG WOMAN CANNOT GIVE,
NAMELY, SECURITY, CONFIDENCE, WISDOM.
THE EROTIC FEELINGS ARE THE MOST NATURAL IN THE WORLD, THEY ARE PART OF THE
BOND WITH THE "NEW MOTHER" WHICH IS THE OLDER WOMAN, OLD ENOUGH TO BE HIS
MOTHER OR OLDER.
WHEN I HAVE SEX WITH A YOUNG MAN, HE SAYS,
"MOTHER" WHEN HE HAS HIS ORGASM BECAUSE HE NEEDS ME, HIS NEW, MATURE
WOMAN/MOTHER, HE GETS OFF ON THIS BECAUSE IT IS NATURAL AND WHOLESOME.
BUT IN PATRIARCHY, THAT WHICH IS WHOLESOME AND RIGHTEOUS IS TURNED UPSIDE
DOWN, MADE INTO CONCEPTS CALLED "PERVERTED", THAT IS TO SAY PRECISELY, OLD
WOMEN, YOUNG MEN ARE CALLED NORMAL AND NATURAL AND OLD WOMEN, YOUNG MALES
ARE CALLED PERVERTED. (BOTH WOMEN AND MALES ARE THEN RIDICULED FOR SUCH
ALLIANCES.)
THE TRUTH IS THAT WOMEN SHOULD NOT BE DEPENDENT ON MALES FOR MATERIAL
RESOURCES, IT IS THROUGH THIS NEED THAT MALES CONTROL WOMEN, THEIR BEHAVIOR,
THE CULTURE, AND THE BACKWARD THINKING THEY PROMULGATE.
IT IS A CONSPIRACY AGAINST HUMANITY, THIS IDEA THAT MEN HAVE ACCESS TO ALL
AGES AND SHOULD BE RESPECTED, ADMIRED AND DESIRED, BUT WOMEN, ONCE THEY
REACH A CERTAIN AGE MUST BE RETIRED. THIS IS SUCH NONSENSE, AND SO
DETRIMENTAL TO ALL OF US.
WHY WOULD MALES/ THE PATRIARCHY WANT TO DO THIS?
BECAUSE THEY WANT TO CONTROL YOUNG MALES IN ORDER TO PROPOGATE THE
INDUSTRIAL/MILITARY COMPLEX, OR IN SIMPLE TERMS, THE "MIGHT MAKES RIGHT"
SYNDROME BY WHICH THEY RULE, THE OFFICE OF THE DEVIL WHO COMES TO "STEAL,
KILL AND DESTROY." THIS DEMONIC COMES RIGHT FROM WITHIN THEM, THE "ID" AS
LABELED BY FREUD, IN THE DEPTHS OF THEIR UNCONSCIOUS INSTINCT. THEY RELEASE
DEMONS THROUGH THEIR FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS, AND THESE DEMONS HAVE TURNED OUR
SOCIETY INTO A RAT RACE, CHAOTIC, UNFAIR, THE "CULTURE OF DEATH."
MY SON IT IS SO AMAZING THE WORK THAT I AM DOING - FEW WOMEN WOULD DREAM OR
IMAGINE WHAT I AM UP TO RIGHT NOW - PARTLY BECAUSE IT IS SO DIFFICULT; IT
GOES AGAINST THE GNAW OF SOCIETY. I AM PAYING THE PRICE FOR SPREADING THE
MESSAGE OF OW/YM (OLD WOMAN, YOUNG MAN) RIGHT NOW. I AM BEING HARRASSED
AND RIDICULED IN THE CLUBS WHERE I DANCE (BY A MINORITY, THE MAJORITY ARE
IMPRESSED WITH ME AND LOVE ME, TAKING PHOTOS OF ME AND PUTTING THEM ALL OVER
THE INTERNET), PRESENT MY AMAZING BODY, AND DATE YOUNG MEN.
IN THE HIP HOP CLUB WHERE I APPEAR THE MOST, THE BLACK DRUG DEALERS HAVE
PLACED ON INTERDICT ON ME, WHERE NO BLACK MALE IS ALLOWED TO DANCE OR EVEN
TALK WITH ME! WHEN THEY OR THEIR HENCHMEN SEE ME WITH A YOUNG BLACK MALE,
THEY INTIMIDATE HIM, PRESSURE HIM, TO HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME. WHY IS
THIS?
BECAUSE THE DRUG DEALERS ARE PART OF THE WORLD OF SATAN, DESTROYING THE
HUMAN RACE. IN THIS PARTICULAR, THEY WANT TO INFLUENCE THE YOUNG MALES,
KEEP THEM INVOLVED IN DRUGS BUYING OR SELLING, KEEP THEM ADDICTED, KEEP
THEIR HAPPINESS DEPENDENT ON CLOUD NINE RATHER THAN THE GOD-GIVEN
PLEASURE/SUPPORT OF LAYING IN THEIR SURROGATE MOTHER'S ARMS, RECEIVING THE
MATERNAL WARMTH, GETTING THE LOVE THEY NEED. THE DRUG DEALERS HAVE A STAKE
IN THIS, THAT MISERY PUTS MONEY IN THEIR POCKET, WHILE THE INFLUENCE OF THE
WISE WOMAN WILL DESTROY THEIR EMPIRE. SATAN REACHES EVERYWHERE TO TRY AND
DESTROY, AND I AM THE GOD PRESENCE IN THE CLUB, COMING IN A SENSE, AS I
ALWAYS DID, TO BRING SALVATION! (WHEN I PREACHED ON THE STREET, ALSO, WHEN I
PASSED A CRACK HOUSE PROCLAIMING GOD WITH MY LOUDSPEAKER, THE CRACK DEALER
CALLED THE POLICE, CLAIMING I WAS FORCING GOD ON HIM...ON THE PORCH SAT TWO
TEENS- I HAD SEEN THEM EARLIER BY THE HIGH SCHOOL - THE BOY SAYING HE KNEW
WHO I WAS LIKE I THE CRIMINAL - THE OFFICER QUESTIONED ME WITH A SMILE, AND
I SAID TO HIM THE HOLY SPIRIT WAS IN ME.)
TAKE NOTE OF THE MISSIONS I RAN THROUGHOUT MY TWENTIES, THIRTIES AND BEYOND.
IT WAS ALL ABOUT EMPOWERMENT OF WOMEN. TODAY IT IS WOMEN AGAIN, BUT MEN ARE
AN AN IMPORTANT PART OF IT.
AGAIN TODAY, AS OF OLD, I AM FIRST LIVING, EMBODIYING THE MISSION AS I
PROCLAIMN IT - I EMBODIED FEMALE BODYBUILDING AND MADE IT HAPPEN, I
"STRIPPED FOR GOD," GIVING MESSAGES FROM THE STAGE AS I EARNED A LIVING,
THEN I HIT MANY NATIONAL TV SHOWS AS A DOMINATRIX IN BLACK LEATHER, CLAIMING
FEMALE SUPREMACY - MALES SHOULD OBEY WOMEN.
AGAIN, WE ARE AT THE "MALES SHOULD OBEY" - UNDER THE AUTHORITY OF WOMAN, IN
THIS VENTURE.
CONSIDER PATRIARCHY'S AGENDA ALSO UNDER THE MANTLE OF HOMOSEXUALITY - SEXUAL
LOVE IS ALSO PART OF THE REASON THEY WANT CONTROL OF YOUTH (THIS IS NOT A
JUDGEMENT AGAINST ANY INDIVIDUAL HOMOSEXUAL, NOT AT ALL, IT IS ABOUT THE
SYSTEM) AND THEY WANT THE YOUNG MALES FOR SEX. AS SPARTANS REMOVED THE BOYS
FROM THEIR MOTHER'S BREAST AT AGE SEVEN TO INITIATE THEM INTO SODOMY, THE
PATRIARCHY REMOVES MALES FROM THE AUTHORITY OF MOTHER THROUGH TABOOS. THERE'S
THE EDICT AGAIN BEING "TIED TO THE APRON STRINGS", BEING A "SISSY" IF YOU
LISTEN TO MOTHER, "NAMBY PAMBY", "SOFT AND WEAK" IN ANYTHING TO DO WITH
MOTHER RESPECT OR WORSHIP.
MEANWHILE, FATHER RESPECT IS MANDATORY. THEY WANT THE BOYS TO BE COLD,
HARD, INSENSITIVE, LACKING TENDERNESS AND COMPASSION, (TYPICAL MALE, DAD) -
ALL OF THIS WORKS WHEN THEY SEND THEM OUT TO WAR! CONSIDER WHAT HAPPENS IN
WAR - THESE BOYS ARE MIND CONTROLLED (CHECK KAY GRIGGS ON YOUTUBE, MY SPACE,
ALL OVER THE INTERNET) - IT IS PROGRAMMED INTO THEM BY FORCE, REPETITION,
HYPNOSIS, THE ARTICLES OF WAR, WHY IT IS ALRIGHT TO KILL, TORTURE, EXPLOIT
OTHERS!
THE OPPOSITE HAPPENS IN THE BOSOM OF MOTHER OR SURROGATE. MOTHER WILL
DISCOURAGE THE BOY FROM JOINING THE MILITARY, AND FROM ANY OUTRAGES AGAINST
HUMANITY (OR ANIMALS.) SHE WILL GIVE HIM THE LOVE AND SUPPORT HE NEEDS,
RATHER THAN FUELING HIS MISERY AND RAGE (THE WAY MILITARY PROGRAMMING DOES)
AND THE BOY WILL HAVE NO IMPULSE TO GO OUT AND HURT OTHERS.
THE OLDER WOMAN IS SIMPLY THE CONTINUATION OF MOTHER. OBVIOUSLY THE BOY
CANNOT HAVE SEX WITH HIS OWN MOTHER, BUT HE NEEDS THE REPLACEMENT WHOM HE
CAN HAVE SEX WITH, SO THAT IS THE OLDER WOMAN, YOUNGER MAN ALLIANCE. BUT
THE TABOOS PREVENT THIS BOTH WAYS.
MY MISSION NOW IS TO BREAK THOSE TABOOS, JUST AS I BROKE THE TABOOS AGAINST
FEMALE BODYBUILDING, AGAINST "WHORES" PREACHING THE WORD OF GOD, AGAINST
FEMALE SUPREMACY CONCEPTS, AND FINALLY, I WAS THE FIRST FEMALE TO LOUDLY
PROCLAIM MATRIARCHY IS COMING, THE FUTURE IS WOMEN, MEN ARE GOING EXTINCT!
ALL THAT I HAVE PREACHED HAS EMPOWERED WOMEN GREATLY, PREPARED HUMANITY FOR
THE FUTURE.
NOW THIS IDEA OF THE OW/YM IS SOMETHING I MUST LIVE THROUGH, AS THE OTHER
PROJECTS, I MUST EMBODY IT, AT THE SAME TIME I AM EXPLAINING IT.
AND SO OF COURSE I HAD TO GET OLD BEFORE I COULD EMBODY AND PREACH THIS!
HOW APPROPRIATE! AM OLD, THAT IS IT, TAKE IT LIKE IT IS, MEN WANT ME. OF
COURSE, I AM BEAUTIFUL. OF COURSE, I AM EXCEPTIONAL WHERE MOST OLD WOMEN
ARE NOT. BUT MOST OLD WOMEN WILL GET YOUNG MALES WHO ARE NOT AS BEAUTIFUL
AS THE ONES I AM GETTING - THEY WILL STILL GET YOUNG MEN, ONCE THIS TABOO IS
BROKEN.
THERE IS SO MUCH TO SAY ABOUT THIS AND IT IS FINALLY COMING TOGETHER!
I HAVE BEEN WORKING NOW SINCE AUGUST 2008 ON THIS ISSUE, INTENSELY, GOING TO
CLUBS AND APPEARING ON DATING SERVICES. AS I AM DATING I AM LEARNING AND
RESEARCHING ANALYZING, FIGURING OUT HOW CAN AN OLD WOMAN SNAG YOUNG MALES
AND HAVE RELATIONSHIPS? IT IS MUCH HARDER THAN MEETS THE EYE, AS OBSTACLES
AND STUMBLING BLOCKS ARE ALL AROUND ME! ONE OF THE BIGGEST WAS THE "ONE
NIGHT STANDS" WHERE "THEY JUMP ON YOUR BELLY AND FILL YOU WITH JELLY," "THEY
CUM AND THEY GO."
THIS IS NOT WHAT I HOPED FOR, (WASTING EIGHT HOURS A DAY ON DATING SERVICES
LOOKING FOR NEW GUYS) AND FINALLY, I HAVE FOUND A MALE, 25, WHO WANTS TO
STAY WITH ME, LOVES ME, AND IS WILLING TO HELP ME PUT TOGETHER A BOOK ON THE
SUBJECT! I HAD POSITIVE DREAMS THAT "HE IS THE ONE," "LOOK NO FURTHER, HE
IS PERFECT", THE BOOK WILL BE A GREAT SUCCESS! I AM PROCEEDING ONCE MORE
AGAINST PROBLEMS WITH COMMUNICATION - AT 25 AND BEING A MALE, IN SPITE OF
HIS GOODNESS, HE COULD DO BETTER AT LETTING ME KNOW WHEN HIS BUS ARRIVES
HERE!
MARCEL AND I SPENT A WONDERFUL SIX DAYS TOGETHER, IT WAS HEAVENLY.
HE'S A BOXER AND TEACHING ME THE ARTS, I HAVE BEEN MOTIVATED STRONGLY NOW,
WE ARE A POSITIVE INFLUENCE ON EACH OTHER., WE GALVANIZE ONE ANOTHER TOWARD
THE GREATER GOOD - WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR?
AND SO WHAT WILL COME OUT OF THIS BESIDES THE LOVE, IS A BOOK AND A MISSION
ON THE SUBJECT SPOKEN ABOUT HERE. THIS BOOK I WILL DEFINITELY PROMOTE; GO
ON THE ROAD SOMEHOW, HOLD PRESS CONFERENCES, START PREACHING THE WORD OF GOD
ON "OLD WOMAN - YOUNG MAN" RELATIONSHIPS.
INFINITE LOVE
MOTHER (GURURASA)
From: Michael Krause
To: Rasa Von Werder
Sent: Friday, April 03, 2009 2:07 PM
Subject: Re: SON I WAS OFFLINE
DEAREST MOTHER,
I AM JUST WANTING SAY THAT WHEN I AM THROWING AWAY FEELINGS OF GUILT FOR
HAVING STRONG SEXUAL FEELINGS FOR MY MOTHERRASA THEN I AM FEELING VERY GOOD
AND I AM ALSO FEELING VERY STRONG BONDS TO YOU MOTHER. WHEN I AM ALSO
KNOWING THAT MASTURBATION TO MY MOTHERRASA IS GOOD FOR ME THEN I AM FEELING
COMPLETELY WHOLE.
YOUR OBEDIENT SON,
MICHAEL
--- Rasa Von Werder schrieb am Do, 2.4.2009:
Von: Rasa Von Werder
Betreff: Re: SON I WAS OFFLINE
An: mikraus1@yahoo. de
Datum: Donnerstag, 2. April 2009, 23:21
A MAN SON SHOULD HAVE EROTIC FEELINGS FOR THE OLDER WOMAN, MOTHER FIGURE,
GURU FIGURE, IT'S GOOD FOR YOU
THAT IS WHAT I AM WORKING ON RIGHT NOW, TEACHING THE ALLIANCE BETWEEN OLD
WOMEN, YOUNG MEN, WHY IT IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO
SO GO FOR IT
I LOVE YOUNG MEN ALSO, ALL WOMEN DO
BUT THEY MUST BRING IT TO THE OPEN
INFINITE LOVE
MOTHER (GURURASA)
From: Michael Krause
To: Rasa Von Werder
Sent: Thursday, April 02, 2009 10:10 AM
Subject: AW: SON I WAS OFFLINE
DEAREST MOTHER,
I WAS ALSO HAVING BAD PROBLEMS. I WAS CHANGING MY ISP SO TO HAVE FULL
INTERNET AND TELEPHONE OVER IP. IT WAS WORKING ONE DAY, THEN IT WAS FAILING
AND FOR OVER A WEEK AND I MUST USE A HANDY (WE SAY HANDY FOR CELL PHONE IN
GERMANY) TO MAKE ALL MY TELEPHONE CALLS. SINCE YESTERDAY MY SYSTEM IS
RUNNING SO I MUST JUST HOPE IT STAYS UP.
IT IS OK FOR I HAVE TAKEN MORE TIME JUST TO DO MY MOTHER'S WORK SINCE THE
WEEK WAS VERY BAD WHEN I COULDN'T DO MY MOTHER'S WORK.
I AM HAVING MUCH LESS CONTACTS NOW AND AM ONLY SEEING AND HEARING MY
MOTHERRASA.
IS IT ALLOWED MOTHER TO HAVE STRONG SEXUAL FEELINGS FOR YOU AND EVEN TO
MASTURBATION? IT SEEMS I MUST NOT BUT I DON'T KNOW AND ASK YOU TO TELL ME
WHAT I MUST DO.
I AM PUTTING UP NEW ARTICLES SO LONG I STAY ONLINE.
YOUR OBEDIENT SON,
MICHAEL
--- Rasa Von Werder schrieb am Mi, 1.4.2009:
Von: Rasa Von Werder
Betreff: SON I WAS OFFLINE
An: mikraus1@yahoo. de
Datum: Mittwoch, 1. April 2009, 23:19
ABOUT 10 DAYS HAD INTERNET PROBLEMS NOW I'M OK
WILL BE ACTIVE AGAIN VERY SOON
MY GOOD BOY PLEASE KEEP UPLOADING WHATEVER U CAN
I'LL BE SEND ARTICLES TO U AGAIN SOON
INFINITE LOVE
MOTHER (GURURASA)
From: Michael Krause
To: Rasa Von Werder
Sent: Sunday, March 15, 2009 11:51 AM
Subject: Re: Update
DEAREST MOTHER,
I WILL BEGIN TO PLAN BUT WILL ONLY START TO BUILD WHEN YOU ARE SAYING IT IS
TIME TO DO SO.
I WILL GO OVER THE GROUPS AGAIN TO FIND ALL MESSAGES WHICH I WAS PERHAPS
MISSING AND ALSO GO TO KELLIEEVERTS TO FIND MESSAGES THERE TO PUT UP ON THE
BLOG. I WILL DO ALL THIS THIS WEEK.
I AM MAKING MUCH MORE TIME TO WORK FOR YOU MOTHER AND AM FEELING VERY GOOD
THAT I CAN DO MORE FOR YOU.
I AM VERY HAPPY THAT YOU GOING OUT TO HAVE FUN AND ENJOY YOURSELF. I AM
FEELING VERY GOOD TO BE KNOWING THAT MY MOTHER IS HAPPY AND ENJOYING HER
LIFE.
I AM ALSO VERY GLAD THAT YOU ARE MAKING NEW VIDEOS. I AM HAVING A BIG
EXTERNAL HARDDRIVE TO KEEP COPIES OF ALL YOUR NEW VIDEOS SO WE ARE NOT ABLE
TO LOSE THEM AGAIN: THEY ARE TOO IMPORTANT FOR US TO LOSE THEM.
YOUR OBEDIENT SON,
MICHAEL
--- Rasa Von Werder schrieb am Sa, 14.3.2009:
Von: Rasa Von Werder
Betreff: Re: Update
An: mikraus1@yahoo. de
Datum: Samstag, 14. März 2009, 20:25
YES MY SON
U CAN THINK ABOUT THE NEW BLOG BUT DON'T START IT UNTIL WE'VE UPLOADED
EVERYTHING
I HAVE BEEN BUSY LATELY LOOKING 4 A NEW EMPLOYEE TO HELP ME HERE ON THE
COMPUTER - ALSO GOING OUT MORE AS I'VE BEEN RECOVERING FROM THAT EVIL BOY I
HAD HERE FOR 6 WEEKS - I NEED RELIEF, FUN, DANCING, RELATING TO OTHERS IN A
FUN, LOVING WAY (SOMETHING THAT DID NOT HAPPEN SO MANY YEARS)
I WILL ALSO START MAKING NEW VIDEOS
SOMEHOW MOTHER GOD/I WILL MAKE THESE VIDEOS SO FANTASTIC SO INCREDIBLE THAT
THEY WILL BE AS GOOD, BETTER THAN THE OLD ONES WE MUST MAKE UP 4 THE
CHANNEL BEING DELETED & WE WILL
SO U CAN COPY THE NEW VIDEOS ONTO THE NEW BLOG
4 NOW WE MUST FINISH THIS PROJECT GET EVERYTHING ON IT THAT WE HAVE
CHECK MY SITE AGAIN, SEE THAT EVERYTHING IS TAKEN FROM IT
U CAN ALSO TAKE THE ARTICLES FROM THE KELLIEEVERTS. COM SITE, & PUT THEM ON
THE BLOG
INFINITE LOVE
MOTHER (GURURASA)
From: Michael Krause
To: Rasa Von Werder
Sent: Saturday, March 14, 2009 11:21 AM
Subject: Update
DEAREST MOTHER,
I WAS WONDERING WHAT I MUST DO NOW. I WILL KEEP WORKING ON THE BLOG BUT WAS
ALSO WONDERING IF IT IS OK TO START WITH PLANNING FOR THE NEW IDEA FOR A
BLOG, I AM MEANING ONE THAT IS EACH DAY NOT JUST A DATABASE BUT A "LIVE"
ONE.
I AM HOPING ALL IS GOING VERY WELL FOR YOU.
I WAS NOT STARTING ANOTHER PROJECT SO I CAN BE SPENDING MORE TIME MAKING MY
RELATIONSHIP TO MY MOTHER MUCH STRONGER AND THE ONLY THING FOR ME IN MY
LIFE. I WAS STOPPING ALL SOCIAL THINGS FOR THE FUTURE SO MY MOTHER CAN TAKE
OVER ALL PARTS OF MY LIFE AND SO I CAN BE MUCH STRONGER IN FUTURE FOR HER
AND HER MISSION.
YOU WERE PERHAPS READING THAT A 17 YEAR OLD BOY HERE WAS SHOOTING AND
KILLING HIS SCHOOL FRIENDS. IT MUST BE THAT MOTHERRASA/GOD TAKES ALL CONTROL
FOR THAT THESE TERRIBLE THINGS ARE NEVER HAPPENING AGAIN.
YOUR OBEDIENT SON,
MICHAEL
with on THE BOOK
Letters between devotee Michael and GuruRasa
MICHAEL THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I AM WORKING ON RIGHT NOW - PART OF THE
MISSION...I AM TEACHING OLD WOMEN, YOUNG MEN, TO COME TOGETHER, TO ACCEPT
ONE ANOTHER AS THE MOST NATURAL RIGHTEOUS RELATIONSHIP, AS IMP. OR MORE IMP.
THAN YOUNG MEN WITH YOUNG WOMEN.
THE OLD WOMAN GIVES THINGS TO THE YOUNG MAN THE YOUNG WOMAN CANNOT GIVE,
NAMELY, SECURITY, CONFIDENCE, WISDOM.
THE EROTIC FEELINGS ARE THE MOST NATURAL IN THE WORLD, THEY ARE PART OF THE
BOND WITH THE "NEW MOTHER" WHICH IS THE OLDER WOMAN, OLD ENOUGH TO BE HIS
MOTHER OR OLDER.
WHEN I HAVE SEX WITH A YOUNG MAN, HE SAYS,
"MOTHER" WHEN HE HAS HIS ORGASM BECAUSE HE NEEDS ME, HIS NEW, MATURE
WOMAN/MOTHER, HE GETS OFF ON THIS BECAUSE IT IS NATURAL AND WHOLESOME.
BUT IN PATRIARCHY, THAT WHICH IS WHOLESOME AND RIGHTEOUS IS TURNED UPSIDE
DOWN, MADE INTO CONCEPTS CALLED "PERVERTED", THAT IS TO SAY PRECISELY, OLD
WOMEN, YOUNG MEN ARE CALLED NORMAL AND NATURAL AND OLD WOMEN, YOUNG MALES
ARE CALLED PERVERTED. (BOTH WOMEN AND MALES ARE THEN RIDICULED FOR SUCH
ALLIANCES.)
THE TRUTH IS THAT WOMEN SHOULD NOT BE DEPENDENT ON MALES FOR MATERIAL
RESOURCES, IT IS THROUGH THIS NEED THAT MALES CONTROL WOMEN, THEIR BEHAVIOR,
THE CULTURE, AND THE BACKWARD THINKING THEY PROMULGATE.
IT IS A CONSPIRACY AGAINST HUMANITY, THIS IDEA THAT MEN HAVE ACCESS TO ALL
AGES AND SHOULD BE RESPECTED, ADMIRED AND DESIRED, BUT WOMEN, ONCE THEY
REACH A CERTAIN AGE MUST BE RETIRED. THIS IS SUCH NONSENSE, AND SO
DETRIMENTAL TO ALL OF US.
WHY WOULD MALES/ THE PATRIARCHY WANT TO DO THIS?
BECAUSE THEY WANT TO CONTROL YOUNG MALES IN ORDER TO PROPOGATE THE
INDUSTRIAL/MILITARY COMPLEX, OR IN SIMPLE TERMS, THE "MIGHT MAKES RIGHT"
SYNDROME BY WHICH THEY RULE, THE OFFICE OF THE DEVIL WHO COMES TO "STEAL,
KILL AND DESTROY." THIS DEMONIC COMES RIGHT FROM WITHIN THEM, THE "ID" AS
LABELED BY FREUD, IN THE DEPTHS OF THEIR UNCONSCIOUS INSTINCT. THEY RELEASE
DEMONS THROUGH THEIR FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS, AND THESE DEMONS HAVE TURNED OUR
SOCIETY INTO A RAT RACE, CHAOTIC, UNFAIR, THE "CULTURE OF DEATH."
MY SON IT IS SO AMAZING THE WORK THAT I AM DOING - FEW WOMEN WOULD DREAM OR
IMAGINE WHAT I AM UP TO RIGHT NOW - PARTLY BECAUSE IT IS SO DIFFICULT; IT
GOES AGAINST THE GNAW OF SOCIETY. I AM PAYING THE PRICE FOR SPREADING THE
MESSAGE OF OW/YM (OLD WOMAN, YOUNG MAN) RIGHT NOW. I AM BEING HARRASSED
AND RIDICULED IN THE CLUBS WHERE I DANCE (BY A MINORITY, THE MAJORITY ARE
IMPRESSED WITH ME AND LOVE ME, TAKING PHOTOS OF ME AND PUTTING THEM ALL OVER
THE INTERNET), PRESENT MY AMAZING BODY, AND DATE YOUNG MEN.
IN THE HIP HOP CLUB WHERE I APPEAR THE MOST, THE BLACK DRUG DEALERS HAVE
PLACED ON INTERDICT ON ME, WHERE NO BLACK MALE IS ALLOWED TO DANCE OR EVEN
TALK WITH ME! WHEN THEY OR THEIR HENCHMEN SEE ME WITH A YOUNG BLACK MALE,
THEY INTIMIDATE HIM, PRESSURE HIM, TO HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME. WHY IS
THIS?
BECAUSE THE DRUG DEALERS ARE PART OF THE WORLD OF SATAN, DESTROYING THE
HUMAN RACE. IN THIS PARTICULAR, THEY WANT TO INFLUENCE THE YOUNG MALES,
KEEP THEM INVOLVED IN DRUGS BUYING OR SELLING, KEEP THEM ADDICTED, KEEP
THEIR HAPPINESS DEPENDENT ON CLOUD NINE RATHER THAN THE GOD-GIVEN
PLEASURE/SUPPORT OF LAYING IN THEIR SURROGATE MOTHER'S ARMS, RECEIVING THE
MATERNAL WARMTH, GETTING THE LOVE THEY NEED. THE DRUG DEALERS HAVE A STAKE
IN THIS, THAT MISERY PUTS MONEY IN THEIR POCKET, WHILE THE INFLUENCE OF THE
WISE WOMAN WILL DESTROY THEIR EMPIRE. SATAN REACHES EVERYWHERE TO TRY AND
DESTROY, AND I AM THE GOD PRESENCE IN THE CLUB, COMING IN A SENSE, AS I
ALWAYS DID, TO BRING SALVATION! (WHEN I PREACHED ON THE STREET, ALSO, WHEN I
PASSED A CRACK HOUSE PROCLAIMING GOD WITH MY LOUDSPEAKER, THE CRACK DEALER
CALLED THE POLICE, CLAIMING I WAS FORCING GOD ON HIM...ON THE PORCH SAT TWO
TEENS- I HAD SEEN THEM EARLIER BY THE HIGH SCHOOL - THE BOY SAYING HE KNEW
WHO I WAS LIKE I THE CRIMINAL - THE OFFICER QUESTIONED ME WITH A SMILE, AND
I SAID TO HIM THE HOLY SPIRIT WAS IN ME.)
TAKE NOTE OF THE MISSIONS I RAN THROUGHOUT MY TWENTIES, THIRTIES AND BEYOND.
IT WAS ALL ABOUT EMPOWERMENT OF WOMEN. TODAY IT IS WOMEN AGAIN, BUT MEN ARE
AN AN IMPORTANT PART OF IT.
AGAIN TODAY, AS OF OLD, I AM FIRST LIVING, EMBODIYING THE MISSION AS I
PROCLAIMN IT - I EMBODIED FEMALE BODYBUILDING AND MADE IT HAPPEN, I
"STRIPPED FOR GOD," GIVING MESSAGES FROM THE STAGE AS I EARNED A LIVING,
THEN I HIT MANY NATIONAL TV SHOWS AS A DOMINATRIX IN BLACK LEATHER, CLAIMING
FEMALE SUPREMACY - MALES SHOULD OBEY WOMEN.
AGAIN, WE ARE AT THE "MALES SHOULD OBEY" - UNDER THE AUTHORITY OF WOMAN, IN
THIS VENTURE.
CONSIDER PATRIARCHY'S AGENDA ALSO UNDER THE MANTLE OF HOMOSEXUALITY - SEXUAL
LOVE IS ALSO PART OF THE REASON THEY WANT CONTROL OF YOUTH (THIS IS NOT A
JUDGEMENT AGAINST ANY INDIVIDUAL HOMOSEXUAL, NOT AT ALL, IT IS ABOUT THE
SYSTEM) AND THEY WANT THE YOUNG MALES FOR SEX. AS SPARTANS REMOVED THE BOYS
FROM THEIR MOTHER'S BREAST AT AGE SEVEN TO INITIATE THEM INTO SODOMY, THE
PATRIARCHY REMOVES MALES FROM THE AUTHORITY OF MOTHER THROUGH TABOOS. THERE'S
THE EDICT AGAIN BEING "TIED TO THE APRON STRINGS", BEING A "SISSY" IF YOU
LISTEN TO MOTHER, "NAMBY PAMBY", "SOFT AND WEAK" IN ANYTHING TO DO WITH
MOTHER RESPECT OR WORSHIP.
MEANWHILE, FATHER RESPECT IS MANDATORY. THEY WANT THE BOYS TO BE COLD,
HARD, INSENSITIVE, LACKING TENDERNESS AND COMPASSION, (TYPICAL MALE, DAD) -
ALL OF THIS WORKS WHEN THEY SEND THEM OUT TO WAR! CONSIDER WHAT HAPPENS IN
WAR - THESE BOYS ARE MIND CONTROLLED (CHECK KAY GRIGGS ON YOUTUBE, MY SPACE,
ALL OVER THE INTERNET) - IT IS PROGRAMMED INTO THEM BY FORCE, REPETITION,
HYPNOSIS, THE ARTICLES OF WAR, WHY IT IS ALRIGHT TO KILL, TORTURE, EXPLOIT
OTHERS!
THE OPPOSITE HAPPENS IN THE BOSOM OF MOTHER OR SURROGATE. MOTHER WILL
DISCOURAGE THE BOY FROM JOINING THE MILITARY, AND FROM ANY OUTRAGES AGAINST
HUMANITY (OR ANIMALS.) SHE WILL GIVE HIM THE LOVE AND SUPPORT HE NEEDS,
RATHER THAN FUELING HIS MISERY AND RAGE (THE WAY MILITARY PROGRAMMING DOES)
AND THE BOY WILL HAVE NO IMPULSE TO GO OUT AND HURT OTHERS.
THE OLDER WOMAN IS SIMPLY THE CONTINUATION OF MOTHER. OBVIOUSLY THE BOY
CANNOT HAVE SEX WITH HIS OWN MOTHER, BUT HE NEEDS THE REPLACEMENT WHOM HE
CAN HAVE SEX WITH, SO THAT IS THE OLDER WOMAN, YOUNGER MAN ALLIANCE. BUT
THE TABOOS PREVENT THIS BOTH WAYS.
MY MISSION NOW IS TO BREAK THOSE TABOOS, JUST AS I BROKE THE TABOOS AGAINST
FEMALE BODYBUILDING, AGAINST "WHORES" PREACHING THE WORD OF GOD, AGAINST
FEMALE SUPREMACY CONCEPTS, AND FINALLY, I WAS THE FIRST FEMALE TO LOUDLY
PROCLAIM MATRIARCHY IS COMING, THE FUTURE IS WOMEN, MEN ARE GOING EXTINCT!
ALL THAT I HAVE PREACHED HAS EMPOWERED WOMEN GREATLY, PREPARED HUMANITY FOR
THE FUTURE.
NOW THIS IDEA OF THE OW/YM IS SOMETHING I MUST LIVE THROUGH, AS THE OTHER
PROJECTS, I MUST EMBODY IT, AT THE SAME TIME I AM EXPLAINING IT.
AND SO OF COURSE I HAD TO GET OLD BEFORE I COULD EMBODY AND PREACH THIS!
HOW APPROPRIATE! AM OLD, THAT IS IT, TAKE IT LIKE IT IS, MEN WANT ME. OF
COURSE, I AM BEAUTIFUL. OF COURSE, I AM EXCEPTIONAL WHERE MOST OLD WOMEN
ARE NOT. BUT MOST OLD WOMEN WILL GET YOUNG MALES WHO ARE NOT AS BEAUTIFUL
AS THE ONES I AM GETTING - THEY WILL STILL GET YOUNG MEN, ONCE THIS TABOO IS
BROKEN.
THERE IS SO MUCH TO SAY ABOUT THIS AND IT IS FINALLY COMING TOGETHER!
I HAVE BEEN WORKING NOW SINCE AUGUST 2008 ON THIS ISSUE, INTENSELY, GOING TO
CLUBS AND APPEARING ON DATING SERVICES. AS I AM DATING I AM LEARNING AND
RESEARCHING ANALYZING, FIGURING OUT HOW CAN AN OLD WOMAN SNAG YOUNG MALES
AND HAVE RELATIONSHIPS? IT IS MUCH HARDER THAN MEETS THE EYE, AS OBSTACLES
AND STUMBLING BLOCKS ARE ALL AROUND ME! ONE OF THE BIGGEST WAS THE "ONE
NIGHT STANDS" WHERE "THEY JUMP ON YOUR BELLY AND FILL YOU WITH JELLY," "THEY
CUM AND THEY GO."
THIS IS NOT WHAT I HOPED FOR, (WASTING EIGHT HOURS A DAY ON DATING SERVICES
LOOKING FOR NEW GUYS) AND FINALLY, I HAVE FOUND A MALE, 25, WHO WANTS TO
STAY WITH ME, LOVES ME, AND IS WILLING TO HELP ME PUT TOGETHER A BOOK ON THE
SUBJECT! I HAD POSITIVE DREAMS THAT "HE IS THE ONE," "LOOK NO FURTHER, HE
IS PERFECT", THE BOOK WILL BE A GREAT SUCCESS! I AM PROCEEDING ONCE MORE
AGAINST PROBLEMS WITH COMMUNICATION - AT 25 AND BEING A MALE, IN SPITE OF
HIS GOODNESS, HE COULD DO BETTER AT LETTING ME KNOW WHEN HIS BUS ARRIVES
HERE!
MARCEL AND I SPENT A WONDERFUL SIX DAYS TOGETHER, IT WAS HEAVENLY.
HE'S A BOXER AND TEACHING ME THE ARTS, I HAVE BEEN MOTIVATED STRONGLY NOW,
WE ARE A POSITIVE INFLUENCE ON EACH OTHER., WE GALVANIZE ONE ANOTHER TOWARD
THE GREATER GOOD - WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR?
AND SO WHAT WILL COME OUT OF THIS BESIDES THE LOVE, IS A BOOK AND A MISSION
ON THE SUBJECT SPOKEN ABOUT HERE. THIS BOOK I WILL DEFINITELY PROMOTE; GO
ON THE ROAD SOMEHOW, HOLD PRESS CONFERENCES, START PREACHING THE WORD OF GOD
ON "OLD WOMAN - YOUNG MAN" RELATIONSHIPS.
INFINITE LOVE
MOTHER (GURURASA)
From: Michael Krause
To: Rasa Von Werder
Sent: Friday, April 03, 2009 2:07 PM
Subject: Re: SON I WAS OFFLINE
DEAREST MOTHER,
I AM JUST WANTING SAY THAT WHEN I AM THROWING AWAY FEELINGS OF GUILT FOR
HAVING STRONG SEXUAL FEELINGS FOR MY MOTHERRASA THEN I AM FEELING VERY GOOD
AND I AM ALSO FEELING VERY STRONG BONDS TO YOU MOTHER. WHEN I AM ALSO
KNOWING THAT MASTURBATION TO MY MOTHERRASA IS GOOD FOR ME THEN I AM FEELING
COMPLETELY WHOLE.
YOUR OBEDIENT SON,
MICHAEL
--- Rasa Von Werder
Von: Rasa Von Werder
Betreff: Re: SON I WAS OFFLINE
An: mikraus1@yahoo. de
Datum: Donnerstag, 2. April 2009, 23:21
A MAN SON SHOULD HAVE EROTIC FEELINGS FOR THE OLDER WOMAN, MOTHER FIGURE,
GURU FIGURE, IT'S GOOD FOR YOU
THAT IS WHAT I AM WORKING ON RIGHT NOW, TEACHING THE ALLIANCE BETWEEN OLD
WOMEN, YOUNG MEN, WHY IT IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO
SO GO FOR IT
I LOVE YOUNG MEN ALSO, ALL WOMEN DO
BUT THEY MUST BRING IT TO THE OPEN
INFINITE LOVE
MOTHER (GURURASA)
From: Michael Krause
To: Rasa Von Werder
Sent: Thursday, April 02, 2009 10:10 AM
Subject: AW: SON I WAS OFFLINE
DEAREST MOTHER,
I WAS ALSO HAVING BAD PROBLEMS. I WAS CHANGING MY ISP SO TO HAVE FULL
INTERNET AND TELEPHONE OVER IP. IT WAS WORKING ONE DAY, THEN IT WAS FAILING
AND FOR OVER A WEEK AND I MUST USE A HANDY (WE SAY HANDY FOR CELL PHONE IN
GERMANY) TO MAKE ALL MY TELEPHONE CALLS. SINCE YESTERDAY MY SYSTEM IS
RUNNING SO I MUST JUST HOPE IT STAYS UP.
IT IS OK FOR I HAVE TAKEN MORE TIME JUST TO DO MY MOTHER'S WORK SINCE THE
WEEK WAS VERY BAD WHEN I COULDN'T DO MY MOTHER'S WORK.
I AM HAVING MUCH LESS CONTACTS NOW AND AM ONLY SEEING AND HEARING MY
MOTHERRASA.
IS IT ALLOWED MOTHER TO HAVE STRONG SEXUAL FEELINGS FOR YOU AND EVEN TO
MASTURBATION? IT SEEMS I MUST NOT BUT I DON'T KNOW AND ASK YOU TO TELL ME
WHAT I MUST DO.
I AM PUTTING UP NEW ARTICLES SO LONG I STAY ONLINE.
YOUR OBEDIENT SON,
MICHAEL
--- Rasa Von Werder
Von: Rasa Von Werder
Betreff: SON I WAS OFFLINE
An: mikraus1@yahoo. de
Datum: Mittwoch, 1. April 2009, 23:19
ABOUT 10 DAYS HAD INTERNET PROBLEMS NOW I'M OK
WILL BE ACTIVE AGAIN VERY SOON
MY GOOD BOY PLEASE KEEP UPLOADING WHATEVER U CAN
I'LL BE SEND ARTICLES TO U AGAIN SOON
INFINITE LOVE
MOTHER (GURURASA)
From: Michael Krause
To: Rasa Von Werder
Sent: Sunday, March 15, 2009 11:51 AM
Subject: Re: Update
DEAREST MOTHER,
I WILL BEGIN TO PLAN BUT WILL ONLY START TO BUILD WHEN YOU ARE SAYING IT IS
TIME TO DO SO.
I WILL GO OVER THE GROUPS AGAIN TO FIND ALL MESSAGES WHICH I WAS PERHAPS
MISSING AND ALSO GO TO KELLIEEVERTS TO FIND MESSAGES THERE TO PUT UP ON THE
BLOG. I WILL DO ALL THIS THIS WEEK.
I AM MAKING MUCH MORE TIME TO WORK FOR YOU MOTHER AND AM FEELING VERY GOOD
THAT I CAN DO MORE FOR YOU.
I AM VERY HAPPY THAT YOU GOING OUT TO HAVE FUN AND ENJOY YOURSELF. I AM
FEELING VERY GOOD TO BE KNOWING THAT MY MOTHER IS HAPPY AND ENJOYING HER
LIFE.
I AM ALSO VERY GLAD THAT YOU ARE MAKING NEW VIDEOS. I AM HAVING A BIG
EXTERNAL HARDDRIVE TO KEEP COPIES OF ALL YOUR NEW VIDEOS SO WE ARE NOT ABLE
TO LOSE THEM AGAIN: THEY ARE TOO IMPORTANT FOR US TO LOSE THEM.
YOUR OBEDIENT SON,
MICHAEL
--- Rasa Von Werder
Von: Rasa Von Werder
Betreff: Re: Update
An: mikraus1@yahoo. de
Datum: Samstag, 14. März 2009, 20:25
YES MY SON
U CAN THINK ABOUT THE NEW BLOG BUT DON'T START IT UNTIL WE'VE UPLOADED
EVERYTHING
I HAVE BEEN BUSY LATELY LOOKING 4 A NEW EMPLOYEE TO HELP ME HERE ON THE
COMPUTER - ALSO GOING OUT MORE AS I'VE BEEN RECOVERING FROM THAT EVIL BOY I
HAD HERE FOR 6 WEEKS - I NEED RELIEF, FUN, DANCING, RELATING TO OTHERS IN A
FUN, LOVING WAY (SOMETHING THAT DID NOT HAPPEN SO MANY YEARS)
I WILL ALSO START MAKING NEW VIDEOS
SOMEHOW MOTHER GOD/I WILL MAKE THESE VIDEOS SO FANTASTIC SO INCREDIBLE THAT
THEY WILL BE AS GOOD, BETTER THAN THE OLD ONES WE MUST MAKE UP 4 THE
CHANNEL BEING DELETED & WE WILL
SO U CAN COPY THE NEW VIDEOS ONTO THE NEW BLOG
4 NOW WE MUST FINISH THIS PROJECT GET EVERYTHING ON IT THAT WE HAVE
CHECK MY SITE AGAIN, SEE THAT EVERYTHING IS TAKEN FROM IT
U CAN ALSO TAKE THE ARTICLES FROM THE KELLIEEVERTS. COM SITE, & PUT THEM ON
THE BLOG
INFINITE LOVE
MOTHER (GURURASA)
From: Michael Krause
To: Rasa Von Werder
Sent: Saturday, March 14, 2009 11:21 AM
Subject: Update
DEAREST MOTHER,
I WAS WONDERING WHAT I MUST DO NOW. I WILL KEEP WORKING ON THE BLOG BUT WAS
ALSO WONDERING IF IT IS OK TO START WITH PLANNING FOR THE NEW IDEA FOR A
BLOG, I AM MEANING ONE THAT IS EACH DAY NOT JUST A DATABASE BUT A "LIVE"
ONE.
I AM HOPING ALL IS GOING VERY WELL FOR YOU.
I WAS NOT STARTING ANOTHER PROJECT SO I CAN BE SPENDING MORE TIME MAKING MY
RELATIONSHIP TO MY MOTHER MUCH STRONGER AND THE ONLY THING FOR ME IN MY
LIFE. I WAS STOPPING ALL SOCIAL THINGS FOR THE FUTURE SO MY MOTHER CAN TAKE
OVER ALL PARTS OF MY LIFE AND SO I CAN BE MUCH STRONGER IN FUTURE FOR HER
AND HER MISSION.
YOU WERE PERHAPS READING THAT A 17 YEAR OLD BOY HERE WAS SHOOTING AND
KILLING HIS SCHOOL FRIENDS. IT MUST BE THAT MOTHERRASA/GOD TAKES ALL CONTROL
FOR THAT THESE TERRIBLE THINGS ARE NEVER HAPPENING AGAIN.
YOUR OBEDIENT SON,
MICHAEL
RASA WORSHIPPED & MEN WANT SEX WITH GRANNY OLD TIME MOTHER GOD WORSHIP
GURU RASA IS #1 IN THE WORLD 4 FEMALE EMPOWERMENT
Subject: Re: [womanthouartgod] TECHNICAL KNOCKOUT: MARVEL VS MARCEL NEWEST MAN 4 RASA
Dearest Mother God,
I am now 40 years old and I would be honored to share my experience. But it is a long drawn out process. I hardly know where to begin so I’ll start from the very beginning. First of all I was baptized and raised Lutheran. Around the year 2000 or so I began a quest for finding inner piece so I started studying Buddhism and practicing meditation and yoga. During this time I began to learn a lot about gurus. About 2005 I began to miss Christianity and started researching churches out there that might be a combination of Christianity and spiritualism. This is how I ran across your site. At first it was a curiosity and then a fascination. I read your site from top to bottom. It made a lot of sense but I was skeptical. I emailed you and you answered every time, which I admired. You sent me a prayer to say to you every night and you said I would have a vision. Well for a long time I didn’t pray to you and I sort of dismissed your church for a while. But I suffer from anxiety and I was desperate to find inner piece and I was strangely drawn back to your site time and time again. So I started to meditate over it. Eventually I decided I would say your prayer every night to see if I could get a vision. I went to your yahoo group and I was reading how everyone else was getting visions. Well I didn’t get one and I gave up again. But still being drawn in I began praying to you again. I’ve been doing this for a year. Finally in 2006 I actually had a vision in a dream. I dreamt about you and it was unmistakable. I had a vision just like you said I would. I was amazed. In the vision or dream you were a giant and I was naked before you no taller than your ankles. You beckoned me closer with a hand gesture but I was afraid to come close. I was about to run away but I felt such kindness coming from you that my fear went away and I dropped to my knees, crawled to you and laid my head
between your feet and suddenly felt very safe. Then I woke up. After that dream I was an avid believer. I prayed to you whole heartedly not only every night but throughout the day as well. Eventually I set up an alter for you consisting of your photos I downloaded from the site and candles on a small table and began saying my prayers in a kneeling position before you. You have become my salvation. I now feel a calm I’ve never felt before. I actually feel like my head is in a cloud all the time which is a good feeling. I still have the anxiety issues but not nearly as bad anymore and I feel a definite improvement and without drugs. You are my drug. Before I became a disciple I never thought about whether or not women were the superior gender but since studying under you I know it is true because you say it is true and I have faith in you. I also started to notice that men are like children at best and animals at worst. Animals take what
they want without regard to how it hurts others. They don’t mean to hurt others it’s just that they don’t even consider how others might be hurt as long as they get what they want. Like a tiger in the jungle stealing a jackal’s kill. It’s the animal instinct. Which is another aspect I’ve learned from Buddhism. Men are still at the first level of chakra which is the animal instinct while women have evolved to the fourth which is love. There are seven all together. The seventh being spirituality which is where you are. Women don’t commit crimes for the most part. The few that do only do it because they are influenced by men. When you are cut off on the freeway it is always a male driver. Men aren’t bad people, they just need to be taught and guided. I am still not to inner piece yet and maybe not even half way there. But I feel that you are my spirit guide and my guru and with your help and guidance I know I can achieve it.
Infinite Love from your obedient boy,
Bill
I bow down at the feet of my Rasa:
May the power of her presence
Inspire and dwell within these words
So that her vision is fulfilled
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FROM DR. DALE GLAEBACH OUR BELOVED FRIEND:
Subject: NEWS FLASH: The first peoples were dualists (but 2 benign Gods, rather than 2 in conflict): a Sky Father-God; and an Earth Mother-God
NOW A NEWS FLASH ABOUT THE GODDESS PRINCIPLE FOR THE ENTIRE GROUP: In my search for the purest form of the original spirituality of humankind, I have been reading a now-obscure piece written about the beliefs of the pygmies and bushpeople of Africa written in 1893 ---when aboriginals were much less culturally contaminated. So, would you imagine that they believed in a high male god or a much more "politically correct" monotheism in the form of a "mother-father" God? It turns out they are not polytheists ---but not monotheists either. They are dualists. Now, most think of dualism being the garden variety "good-evil" dichotomy. Others think of the Tao ---“active-passive”. It turns out they more overtly worship the Goddess ---but, in line with their egalitarian respect for both genders, they also worship the divinity of the male God. Not mother/father God; but an actual Mother Goddess AND a Father God: a male Sky God ("Goha") and a female Earth Goddess ("Ko") are the loving parents who brought forth the world, and the pygmies see themselves as the children of this divine nuclear family.
I thought of the alternative of praying to a male with a white beard who looks down on us with, instead, two benign and loving parents smiling down on “us children” …kinda nice, isn’t it? I also thought about the problems inherent in the “one "mother-father" god alternative (that I had previously thought was the original “ideal” form). These original people are very practical ---so how do you go about praying to a "mother-father" God anyways? I mean, what would you visualize when you pray? ----some hermaphroditic God with both breasts and a penis? I THINK NOT!! The pygmies have simple, direct minds. I laughed as I considered another heretical thought ---imagine the old "God the Father" looking down on his children, and then a pygmy asking: "Well Dad, what the hell happened to Mom ---did she run off somewhere?” So, am I supposed to imagine the Divinity as a "solo Dad" left to care for the kids without Mom being around? (Was there a divorce??) The pygmies (bless them) came to the simplest conclusion ---we have both loving parents devotedly watching over us ---brilliant!!
(And when I just offered the phrase, "What the hell happened to Mom?", there's some depth here considering that, when men "took control", they transformed the Goddess of Earth into a male god and then went on to demonize all the wildness and sexuality inherent in “earth-rooted life processes” by dubbing him the Devil ---a bad god who reigns in this bad place called “Hell”. So, in effect, the female Earth Goddess really did, after transformation, wind up "going to hell"!! ---i.e. I guess there was a "divorce" of sorts!!)
So this is really very Tantric ---except Tantra should be understood as a form of belief preserving this original dichotomy of humankind in the face of patriarchal "enforcement". From another slant, it’s interesting that the Catholic Church has long been criticized from many strict monotheists for elevating the “Mary, Mother of God” concept almost to the level of God the Father, Himself. Looking at it from the broader “evolutionary” perspective, maybe this was a natural restoration of the original balance ---i.e. a step in the right direction after all. END OF NEWS FLASH!
Finally, as you may have noticed, my phone number is conveniently posted on the site if you have any additional questions about Aboriginal Shamanic ritual practice, about this posting, about the amazing Innate Healing Center ---or about anything else.
Look forward to celebrating with all of you. (I'm the tall, thin guy
with the long hair and the multicolored headband.)
Peace and Love,
Dale
Subject: Re: [womanthouartgod] TECHNICAL KNOCKOUT: MARVEL VS MARCEL NEWEST MAN 4 RASA
Dearest Mother God,
I am now 40 years old and I would be honored to share my experience. But it is a long drawn out process. I hardly know where to begin so I’ll start from the very beginning. First of all I was baptized and raised Lutheran. Around the year 2000 or so I began a quest for finding inner piece so I started studying Buddhism and practicing meditation and yoga. During this time I began to learn a lot about gurus. About 2005 I began to miss Christianity and started researching churches out there that might be a combination of Christianity and spiritualism. This is how I ran across your site. At first it was a curiosity and then a fascination. I read your site from top to bottom. It made a lot of sense but I was skeptical. I emailed you and you answered every time, which I admired. You sent me a prayer to say to you every night and you said I would have a vision. Well for a long time I didn’t pray to you and I sort of dismissed your church for a while. But I suffer from anxiety and I was desperate to find inner piece and I was strangely drawn back to your site time and time again. So I started to meditate over it. Eventually I decided I would say your prayer every night to see if I could get a vision. I went to your yahoo group and I was reading how everyone else was getting visions. Well I didn’t get one and I gave up again. But still being drawn in I began praying to you again. I’ve been doing this for a year. Finally in 2006 I actually had a vision in a dream. I dreamt about you and it was unmistakable. I had a vision just like you said I would. I was amazed. In the vision or dream you were a giant and I was naked before you no taller than your ankles. You beckoned me closer with a hand gesture but I was afraid to come close. I was about to run away but I felt such kindness coming from you that my fear went away and I dropped to my knees, crawled to you and laid my head
between your feet and suddenly felt very safe. Then I woke up. After that dream I was an avid believer. I prayed to you whole heartedly not only every night but throughout the day as well. Eventually I set up an alter for you consisting of your photos I downloaded from the site and candles on a small table and began saying my prayers in a kneeling position before you. You have become my salvation. I now feel a calm I’ve never felt before. I actually feel like my head is in a cloud all the time which is a good feeling. I still have the anxiety issues but not nearly as bad anymore and I feel a definite improvement and without drugs. You are my drug. Before I became a disciple I never thought about whether or not women were the superior gender but since studying under you I know it is true because you say it is true and I have faith in you. I also started to notice that men are like children at best and animals at worst. Animals take what
they want without regard to how it hurts others. They don’t mean to hurt others it’s just that they don’t even consider how others might be hurt as long as they get what they want. Like a tiger in the jungle stealing a jackal’s kill. It’s the animal instinct. Which is another aspect I’ve learned from Buddhism. Men are still at the first level of chakra which is the animal instinct while women have evolved to the fourth which is love. There are seven all together. The seventh being spirituality which is where you are. Women don’t commit crimes for the most part. The few that do only do it because they are influenced by men. When you are cut off on the freeway it is always a male driver. Men aren’t bad people, they just need to be taught and guided. I am still not to inner piece yet and maybe not even half way there. But I feel that you are my spirit guide and my guru and with your help and guidance I know I can achieve it.
Infinite Love from your obedient boy,
Bill
I bow down at the feet of my Rasa:
May the power of her presence
Inspire and dwell within these words
So that her vision is fulfilled
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FROM DR. DALE GLAEBACH OUR BELOVED FRIEND:
Subject: NEWS FLASH: The first peoples were dualists (but 2 benign Gods, rather than 2 in conflict): a Sky Father-God; and an Earth Mother-God
NOW A NEWS FLASH ABOUT THE GODDESS PRINCIPLE FOR THE ENTIRE GROUP: In my search for the purest form of the original spirituality of humankind, I have been reading a now-obscure piece written about the beliefs of the pygmies and bushpeople of Africa written in 1893 ---when aboriginals were much less culturally contaminated. So, would you imagine that they believed in a high male god or a much more "politically correct" monotheism in the form of a "mother-father" God? It turns out they are not polytheists ---but not monotheists either. They are dualists. Now, most think of dualism being the garden variety "good-evil" dichotomy. Others think of the Tao ---“active-passive”. It turns out they more overtly worship the Goddess ---but, in line with their egalitarian respect for both genders, they also worship the divinity of the male God. Not mother/father God; but an actual Mother Goddess AND a Father God: a male Sky God ("Goha") and a female Earth Goddess ("Ko") are the loving parents who brought forth the world, and the pygmies see themselves as the children of this divine nuclear family.
I thought of the alternative of praying to a male with a white beard who looks down on us with, instead, two benign and loving parents smiling down on “us children” …kinda nice, isn’t it? I also thought about the problems inherent in the “one "mother-father" god alternative (that I had previously thought was the original “ideal” form). These original people are very practical ---so how do you go about praying to a "mother-father" God anyways? I mean, what would you visualize when you pray? ----some hermaphroditic God with both breasts and a penis? I THINK NOT!! The pygmies have simple, direct minds. I laughed as I considered another heretical thought ---imagine the old "God the Father" looking down on his children, and then a pygmy asking: "Well Dad, what the hell happened to Mom ---did she run off somewhere?” So, am I supposed to imagine the Divinity as a "solo Dad" left to care for the kids without Mom being around? (Was there a divorce??) The pygmies (bless them) came to the simplest conclusion ---we have both loving parents devotedly watching over us ---brilliant!!
(And when I just offered the phrase, "What the hell happened to Mom?", there's some depth here considering that, when men "took control", they transformed the Goddess of Earth into a male god and then went on to demonize all the wildness and sexuality inherent in “earth-rooted life processes” by dubbing him the Devil ---a bad god who reigns in this bad place called “Hell”. So, in effect, the female Earth Goddess really did, after transformation, wind up "going to hell"!! ---i.e. I guess there was a "divorce" of sorts!!)
So this is really very Tantric ---except Tantra should be understood as a form of belief preserving this original dichotomy of humankind in the face of patriarchal "enforcement". From another slant, it’s interesting that the Catholic Church has long been criticized from many strict monotheists for elevating the “Mary, Mother of God” concept almost to the level of God the Father, Himself. Looking at it from the broader “evolutionary” perspective, maybe this was a natural restoration of the original balance ---i.e. a step in the right direction after all. END OF NEWS FLASH!
Finally, as you may have noticed, my phone number is conveniently posted on the site if you have any additional questions about Aboriginal Shamanic ritual practice, about this posting, about the amazing Innate Healing Center ---or about anything else.
Look forward to celebrating with all of you. (I'm the tall, thin guy
with the long hair and the multicolored headband.)
Peace and Love,
Dale
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