Monday 16 March 2009

IF KELLIE EVERTS IS AN AVATAR - WHO OR WHAT IS AN AVATAR?

KELLIE EVERTS' MISSION AS AN AVATAR IS TO END PURITANICALISM & THE DOUBLE STANDARD. IN MATRIARCHY THERE WAS NONE OF THE ABOVE. IT IS MOSTLY BY THESE SEXUAL MORAYS THAT MEN DOMINATE. KEEP WOMEN IN BONDAGE THROUGH PROPAGANDA, MIND & BODY CONTROL. KELLIE EVERTS THROUGH VARIOUS MEANS PROVED THAT WOMEN ARE NOT LIMITED GENETICALLY OR BIOLOGICALLY. THIS HAS BEEN ANOTHER PERSPECTIVE ON FREEING WOMEN FROM MALE BONDAGE. KELLIE EVERTS IS AN AVATAR. AN AVATAR HAS SPECIAL POWERS. THOSE POWERS HAVE BEEN WAITING INSIDE THE AVATAR ALL HER LIFE WAITING TO BE RELEASED AT PROPER TIMES. THE WORLD HAS GIVEN KELLIE EVERTS LOTS OF RECOGNITION, BUT NOT AS AN AVATAR. THEY CANNOT SEE HER FROM

AFAR, OBJECTIVELY. THEY DON’T SEE HER MEANING. THEY ONLY SEE HOW UNUSUAL, DIFFERENT SHE IS, & SO SHE IS INTERVIEWED A LOT. BUT A LONG TIME FROM NOW. WHEN KELLIE IS AN OLDER LADY, SHE WILL BE RECOGNIZED ON A HIGHER LEVEL. THEY MAY NOT USE THE WORD "AVATAR" BUT THEY WILL RECOGNIZE HER TRUE SPIRIT. EACH STEP OF HER LIFE, BY MYSTERIOUS CIRCUMSTANCES HELP COMES TO KELLIE EVERTS. GOD ALWAYS HAS PROVIDED FOR HER WHEN THE TIME CAME TO DO SOMETHING BIG. THOSE WHO FALL AWAY WHO DO NOT TENDER HELP TOWARD HER CAUSE OR LIFE, ARE NOT MEANT TO BE IN HER LIFE. (THIS CAN APPLY TO ALL OF US) GOD HAS GIVEN KELLIE EVERTS SO MANY SPIRITUAL GIFTS. TALENTS, VIRTUES, INSIGHTS, WITH WHICH SHE IS ABLE T DO HER LIFE'S WORK. NONE OF US IS SENT INTO THE WORLD UNARMED WHEN WE WORK FOR GOD.





DO AVATARS KNOW EVERYTHING?



AVATARS - LIKE SAINTS - DO NOT KNOW EVERYTHING. THEY KNOW WHAT THEY ARE BEST AT GOD. & THEIR PARTICULAR INSIGHT OR MISSION FROM GOD. WHATEVER THEIR FAILINGS, FAULTS OR DEFICIENCIES MAY BE. THEY ARE PERFECT IN THEIR MISSION. THEY ARE PERFECT IN THEIR RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD & IN THE MISSION THEY’ HAVE COME FOR. EARTHLINGS DON’T USUALLY RECOGNIZE AVATARS BECAUSE THEY CANT SEE THE FOREST FOR THE TREES. THEY SEE THE HUMANNESS, THE PHYSICAL PERSONALITY. THE FAMILIARITY OF THIS BREEDS CONTEMPT. JESUS COULD NOT HEAL ANYONE IN HIS HOME TOWN BECAUSE NO ONE BELIEVED IN HIM THERE. THE FAITH OF THE OBSERVER ACTIVATES OR BLOCKS THE HEALERS OR MISSIONARIES POWER. BUT AVATARS EVENTUALLY REACH ENOUGH PEOPLE WHO DO BELIEVE IN THEM TO DO THEIR WORK. AVATARS MERELY START THEIR WORK WHILE LIVING. THEY LEAVE THEIR MESSAGE IN THEIR BELIEVERS & THAT MAKES IT GO ON, WHY NOBODY HAS RID THE WORLD OF PURITANICALISM & THE DOUBLE STANDARD NUMEROUS PEOPLE HAVE SPOKEN AGAINST IT BUT HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO EFFECT ANY DRASTIC CHANGE. WHY? BECAUSE THEY TALKED. BUT KELLIE EVERTS IS LIVING PROOF THAT SEX & GODLINESS -SEX & HOLINESS - DO MIX. JESUS’ TEACHING BROKE THE BARRIERS THAT PREVENTED LOVE. HIS LOVE WAS UNCONDITIONAL & UNIVERSAL. KELLIE EVERTS' LIFE WILL RELEASE THE STRANGLEHOLD PATRIARCHY HAS ON WOMEN & ALL LIFE. BY WOMEN BEING FREE ALL LIFE & ITS SEXUALITY, WILL BE SEEN AS SACRED ONCE AGAIN.







IS KELLIE EVERTS AN AVATAR?





AN AVATAR IS, ACCORDING TO THE ORIENT, A PERSON WHO HAS LIVED ALL THE LIFETIMES NEEDED TO JOIN GOD ETERNALLY. AND YET AFTER EVOLVING TO FULL UNION WITH GOD, THAT SOUL HAS VOLUNTEERED TO RETURN TO EARTH ONCE AGAIN NOT TO EVOLVE ANY FURTHER, WHICH ISN'T NECESSARY FOR THAT SOUL, BUT TO HELP MANKIND. SUCH SOULS - FILLED WITH POWER - ARE NEEDED BECAUSE THIS WORLD IS A HELLISH PLACE & WEAKER MORTALS CANNOT STAND THE FIRE.





EXAMPLES OF AVATARS





IN THE LATE 1800S TO EARLY 1900 LIVED THE INSPIRATION FOR THE VEDANTA SOCIETY OF INDIA AN AVATAR NAMED RAMAKRISHNA. THE MEANING OF HIS MISSION WAS THE UNIVERSALITY OF ALL RELIGION; THAT WORSHIP IN MANY DIFFERENT KINDS OF RELIGION, PROPERLY PURSUED & LEADS TO UNION WITH GOD IN THE WORK OF JESUS CHRIST. HIS SAGE WAS LOVE OF ONE’S NEIGHBOR KINDNESS, COMPASSION. UNDERSTAND AT IN JESUS TIME, THE JEWS WERE AN ELITIST GROUP WHO LOOKED DOWN ON ALL BUT THEY’RE OWN RACE. THEY FELT THEY WERE THE CHOSEN PEOPLE, & ALL OTHERS WERE BENEATH THEM. THEY RESPECTED ONLY OTHER JEWS & FELT EVERYONE ELSE WAS OUTSIDE THE PALE OF GOD. BUT JESUS TAUGHT LOVE & COMPASSION FOR ALL PEOPLE & ALL CREATURES. HE MOST DEFINITELY LEANED TOWARD THE HINDU & BUDDHIST BELIEF AT ITS BEST. & WAS ALSO MATRIARCHAL IN HIS LOVE. A FAMOUS HINDU AVATAR OF THE MEDIEVAL DAYS WAS KRISHNA, OF THE WARRIOR CASTE. HE WAS A SHEPHERD TURNED KING & WARRIOR. HE TAUGHT THAT WE CAN FIND GOD IN THE PERFORMANCE OF OUR DUTY THAT WE ARE BORN INTO. WHATEVER OUR LOT IN LIFE, DO IT & DO IT WELL & WE WILL FIND FAVOR WITH GOD. IN THE LIFE OF KELLIE EVERTS SHE WILL TEACH THE WORLD AN END TO PURITANICAL BELIEFS & THE DOUBLE STANDARD. HER EXAMPLE WILL CHANGE PEOPLE’S THINKING JUST HER LIFE, LIVED AS IT IS, WILL DO THE WORK.



HER LIFE:



A WOMAN FINDS GOD WITHIN HERSELF & PROVES THAT A FEMALE IN THE SEX TRADE CAN BE ONE WITH GOD & A SPIRITUAL LEADER (WITH ALL THE GIFTS APPROPRIATE TO A SPIRITUALLY UNITED SOUL.) AND SO, KELLIE SHOULD REMAIN IN THE SEX TRADE NO MATTER HOW MUCH CRITICISM SHE GETS. "ON THIS STUMBLING BLOCK I WILL BUILD MY CHURCH." THE BL. MOTHER SAID TO KELLIE IN 1979 IT MEANS THAT SEX-SEXINESS, NUDITY - PORNOGRAPHY - IS NOT CONDEMNED BY GOD, THEN SEX IS NOT SINFUL FOR WOMEN OR MEN. AVATARS AVATARS CHANGE THINGS. THEY REPRESENT SOMETHING NEW & DIFFERENT, SOME TIMES RADICAL OR REVOLUTIONARY. THEIR VISION - THE CONCEPT THEY TEACH – IS PROFOUND & COMES INTO A WORLD THAT NEEDS THAT CHANGE. THEY COME TO CHANGE THE WORLD SO THE WORLD DOES NOT RECOGNIZE THEM (THE WISDOM OF THEM) UNTIL IT DOES CHANGE, OR GROW INTO THAT WISDOM ,ONE THING ALL AVATARS HAVE IN COMMON - THEY ARE ALL IN TUNE WITH GOD. PERFECTLY IN TUNE. ALL THEIR INSIGHT, VISION & STRENGTH IS GOD CENTERED. IN THEIR LIFETIMES THEY ARE NOT COMPLETELY ACCEPTED AS THEY ARE USUALLY IN OPPOSITION TO THE MAINSTREAM & STATUS QUO. THEY SEEM STRANGE, UNUSUAL & PERHAPS OUT OF STEP BECAUSE THEY DO NOT CONFORM TO PREVAILING STANDARDS. THEY ARE OFTEN OUTSIDE THE FRAME OF REFERENCE OF WHAT IS THEN KNOWN OR BELIEVED. RECOGNITION FOR AVATARS INCREASES As TIME GOES BY. THE REST OF THE WORLD RECOGNIZES THEIR TRUTH & VALUE MORE & MORE. PREJUDICES & FEARS MELT AWAY AFTER THEY ARE DEAD. POLITICAL BARRIERS TO THEIR ACCEPTANCE ARE GONE AFTER THEY ARE DEAD. THEIR IDEAS LIVE ON & THE STRENGTH & ACCEPTANCE OF THEIR IDEAS INCREASES.

MATRIARCHY VS. PATRIARCHY

1. PATRIARCHY IS AGAINST WOMEN, AGAINST NATURE, AGAINST ANIMALS, AND CREATED THE TABOOS AGAINST LEGITIMATE SEX,



2. PATRIARCHS ARE NOT THE RIGHTFUL STEWARDS OF THIS PLANET, MATRIARCHS ARE. MATRIARCHY MUST RETURN TO RESTORE ORDER ON THIS PLANET AND TO BRING HAPPINESS BACK TO THE EARTH AND ALL LIFE ON EARTH.



3. MATRIARCHY IS THE RELIGION OF THE FEMININE DIVINE, AND THIS SPIRIT CAN BE IN BOTH GENDERS.



4. THE RULING PATRIARCHS WHO ESTABLISHED THIS SYSTEM ARE NOT THE MAJORITY OF MEN BUT A MINORITY. SATAN HAS ALWAYS WORKED THROUGH THIS MINORITY OF MEN TO BRING DISASTER TO THE PLANET.



5. PATRIARCHY ALWAYS HAS AND ALWAYS WILL WORK THROUGH BRUTE FORCE AND VIOLENCE.IT IS A SYSTEM OF ABUSE, RAPE, PLUNDER, MURDER, EXPLOITATION, DISCRIMINATION AND CRUELTY. THE OBJECT OF ITS EVIL IS WEALTH AND POWER FOR JUST A FEW.



6. PATRIARCHY WORKS THROUGH THE MAJOR RELIGIONS, GOVERNMENTS AND INSTITUTIONS ON THIS PLANET AND THROUGH BIG BUSINESS.



7. PATRIARCHY IS A RELIGION UNTO ITSELF. IT CAME TO EARTH IN AN ATTEMPT BY SATANIC FORCES TO DESTROY THE EARTH. IT IS THE SPIRIT OF SATAN.



8. SATAN ALWAYS KNEW THAT THE MALE GENDER IS NOT THE RIGHTFUL LEADER OF THE FAMILY AND WORLD. HE KNEW THAT BY PUTTING MALE IN POWER GREAT HAVOC WOULD BE WROUGHT UPON THE EARTH.



9. THE SIGNATURE EVIL OF PATRIARCHY IS NUCLEAR WARFARE. AS LONG AS NUCLEAR POWER HAS BEEN INVENTED, THE ENTIRE PLANET IS IN DANGER UNTIL WOMEN TAKE OVER THE WORLD. AS IF MEN HAVE NOT DONE ENOUGH DAMAGE HERE THEY ARE TRYING TO CONQUER OUTER SPACE. THE TRILLIONS OF DOLLARS USED FOR THIS VENTURE COME OUT OF THE HANDS OF ORDINARY PEOPLE BUT THE REGULAR PEOPLE ARE NOT SERVED.



10. PATRIARCHAL RELIGIONS ARE PART OF THE PROBLEM. THEY CONCENTRATE ON PERSONAL SALVATION AND THE PERSONAL TRANSGRESSIONS OF ORDINARY PEOPLE. BUT THE RICH AND THE POWERFUL WHO ARE COMMITTING MOST OF THE SINS ARE NOT TARGETED. GLOBAL SALVATION HAS NOT, CAN NOT, AND WILL NOT COME THROUGH PATRIARCHAL RELIGIONS. THEY ARE PART OF THE SYSTEM OF OPPRESSIONS.



11. PATRIARCHS SEE THE BATTLE ON EARTH AS THAT OF MEN VS. MEN. THE WINNERS GET THE WOMEN AND THE RESOURCES. THE BATTLE, HOWEVER, IS BETWEEN EVIL MEN AND THEIR WOMEN, VS GOOD WOMEN AND THEIR MEN. AND WHEN GOOD WOMEN WITH GOOD MEN HAVE WON, ORDER WILL BE RESTORED ON THIS PLANET.



12. PATRIARCHY CANNOT AND WILL NOT CONTINUE. GOD IS CHANGING THE WORLD FROM WITHIN BY CHANGING MEN AND WOMEN FROM WITHIN. AND THIS IS BY THE CONSENT OF THE INDIVIDUALS. MEN ARE BECOMING MORE DOCILE WHILE WOMEN GET MORE AGGRESSIVE.



13. IN THE TRANSFORMATION FROM PATRIARCHY TO MATRIARCHY THERE WILL BE CLASHES. BUT IF THIS CHANGE DOES NOT OCCUR, THE EARTH COULD BE DESTROYED. WE HAVE BEEN CLOSE TO WORLD NUCLEAR WAR AND THE THREAT IS STILL A POSSIBILITY. MANY COUNTRIES HAVE NUCLEAR ARMS AND ITS POLLUTION. THIS IS THE MOST DANGEROUS PROBLEM ON OUR EARTH.



14. WHEN MATRIARCHY RETURNS. THERE WILL BE LOVE ONCE AGAIN ON THIS PLANET. PEOPLE WILL ONCE AGAIN SEE HOW INTERCONNECTED ALL LIFE IS, AND THAT IT IS OBSCENE TO WAGE WAR, TO KILL AND DESTROY THE INNOCENT, TO POLLUTE AND PRACTICE CRUELTY TO OTHER ANIMALS. THERE WILL BE STRICT LAWS THAT ARE ENFORCED AGAINST THE PREDATORS WHO ABUSE, RAPE AND KILL. PREDATORS WILL BE ELIMINATED FROM THE EARTH. THE REIGN OF SATAN WILL END, AND HE WILL CRAWL BACK TO HIS HELL. AS GOD SAID, "THE WOMAN SHALL CRUSH THY HEAD."








I AM NOW CALLING BELIEVERS TO WORK WITH ME



I WANT YOU TO JOIN WITH ME IN THIS CAUSE. THIS RELIGION CAN BE AN UMBRELLA FOR ALL THE ACTIVISM THE WORLD NEEDS. THIS RELIGION HAS THE VISION THAT PULLS ALL EFFORTS FOR GLOBAL SALVATION TOGETHER. IF YOU ANALYZE EVERY ACTIVIST MOVEMENT YOU WILL SEE THAT THE ILLS OF THE WORLD ARE CAUSED BY PATRIARCHY THIS RELIGION - THIS MOVEMENT - IS THE ONLY IDEOLOGY THAT SPEAKS TO THE CORE OF ALL THE WORLD'S ILLS. THE CORE OF THE WORLD'S ILLS IS PATRIARCHY THE SOLUTION IS MATRIARCHY. BY PREACHING MATRIARCHY, BY BRINGING BACK THE FEMININE DIVINE, WE WILL RESTORE THE ILLS OF THE WORLD; ALL OF THEM! MATRIARCHY WILL NOT ONLY BRING BACK LOVE IT WILL BRING BACK ORDER.IT WILL NOT ONLY BRING BACK KINDNESS, IT WILL RESTORE JUSTICE. LET'S TAKE THE ILLS OF THE WORLD ONE STEP AT A TIME. FIRST AND FOREMOST, THE EVIL OF WAR. IN WARS OF AGGRESSION INNOCENT CIVILIANS MEN, WOMEN AND CHILDREN ARE WOUNDED, CRIPPLED AND MURDERED.IS WAR A MOTHER'S IDEA? WAR IS THE MAIN MACHINERY OF PATRIARCHY BY WHICH IT STANDS. TO BRING BACK MATRIARCHY IS A STOP TO WARS OF AGGRESSION AND EXPLOITATION. WHAT MOTHER WANTS TWO SONS TO KILL EACH OTHER AND HER OTHER CHILDREN MUTILATED AND RAPED? THE NEXT SIN IS DESTRUCTION OF THE ENVIRONMENT AND EXPLOITATION OF ANIMALS. EVERYONE KNOWS HOW SOFT WOMEN ARE ABOUT NATURE AND ANIMALS. IT'S WOMEN THAT HAVE ALWAYS INVOLVED THEMSELVES WITH GARDENS AND FLOWERS AND MEN BRING FLOWERS TO WOMEN, NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND. THE IMAGE OF GODDESS OR MOTHER GOD IS FREQUENTLY SEEN AS A WOMAN SURROUNDED BY NATURAL THINGS AND ANIMALS. WHEREAS THE IMAGE OF GOD AS A MAN IS ABSTRACTED FROM NATURE, FAR AWAY, LOOKING DOWN AT US AS THE ULTIMATE JUDGE. BUT MOTHER GOD AND MOTHER NATURE ARE SEEN HERE WITH US NOW PRESENT WITH US ON OUR PLANET.THAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH THE PATRIARCHAL RELIGION is it IS HOSTILE TO NATURE. IT SEES NATURE, WOMEN AND ANIMALS AS THINGS TO BE CONTROLLED, NOT THINGS TO REJOICE IN.



CALLING BELIEVERS
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PATRIARCHY IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THE ATROCITY OF TESTING ON ANIMALS, THE INHUMANE SLAUGHTER OF ANIMALS, AND THE IDEA OF USING TOO MANY ANIMALS FOR FOOD. IN THE FARMING OF DOMESTIC HERDS, NUMEROUS WILD ANIMALS (SUCH AS WOLVES AND BISON) ARE SACRIFICED. THERE IS TOO MUCH INVASION OF WILD ANIMALS CALLED ANIMAL MANAGEMENT. RULES ARE MADE IN FAVOR OF LUXURIES FOR HUMANS, COMFORT FOR HUMANS, WHILE ANIMAL LIVES ARE DESTROYED. FOR EXAMPLE IN FLORIDA DOLPHINS AND MANATEES ARE CHEWED UP BY MOTOR BOATS JUST SO PEOPLE CAN HAVE FUN. MOTOR BOATS IN SUCH AREAS SHOULD BE OUTLAWED.DO PEOPLE UNDERSTAND THAT IT IS OUR OWN GOVERNMENT THAT MANDATES TESTING ON ANIMALS? THE GOVERNMENT IS US - IN ESSENCE WE ARE SPENDING TAXPAYER MONEY TO TORTURE INNOCENT CREATURES. THE GOVERNMENT FUNDS UNIVERSITIES AND INSTITUTIONS TO CARRY ON THESE CRIMES.AND THE GOVERNMENT ORDERS PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES AND OTHER COMPANIES TO TEST PRODUCTS ON ANIMALS BEFORE THESE DEMONIC DRUGS ARE OFFERED TO THE PUBLIC. THIS BRINGS US TO MEDICAL SCIENCE - ONE OF THE GREATEST ATROCITIES UPON THIS EARTH MEDICAL SCIENCE IS A PLAGUE UPON THIS EARTH AND A TOOL OF SATAN. AND THEY MAKE IT ILLEGAL TO BE HEALED BY ANY WAY BUT THROUGH THEM. THEY DO NOT TEACH PREVENTION OF DISEASE AND HEALTHY LIVING. THEY SEE THE ELIMINATION OF ILLNESS AS A KIND OF VIOLENT WAR, WHERE THEY COME AT YOU WITH KNIVES, DANGEROUS DRUGS, KILLER CHEMICALS AND RADIATION. THE WORLD WAS ONCE UPON A GENTLE COURSE OF STAYING HEALTHY AND HEALING THROUGH HERBS AND NATURAL REMEDIES. IT WOULD HAVE EVOLVED AND BECOME A POWERFUL SCIENCE. BUT ALL OF THAT HAS BEEN MADE ILLEGAL. PATRIARCHAL MEDICINE CAME INTO PRACTICE BY THE KILLING OF FEMALE PRACTITIONERS. MUCH OF THE INQUISITION WAS ABOUT STOPPING NATURAL REMEDIES, USED BY WOMEN.IN THE EFFORT TO CONTROL WOMEN AND THE ENVIRONMENT AND ALL LIFE ON THIS PLANET, PATRIARCHY HAS SPAWNED A LIVING HELL. SATAN WORKS THROUGH PATRIARCHY. I CALL UPON GOOD MEN AND WOMEN TO JOIN ME IN THIS NEW RELIGION AND TO WORK TOGETHER TO DEVELOP A MATRIARCHAL COMMUNITY PROTOTYPE. BY OUR WORDS AND EXAMPLE WE WILL PREACH TO THE WORLD WHAT LIFE-COULD BE LIKE.



CALLING BELIEVERS
THREE



MANY OF THE THINGS WE WILL BE SAYING ARE THINGS PEOPLE HAVE BEEN THINKING BUT NO ONE IS SAYING IT OUT LOUD. I HAVE BEEN CALLED BY MOTHER GOD TO DO WHAT I AM DOING. I'VE BEEN PREPARED BY HER. I GUARANTEE YOU THAT HER MESSAGE WILL BE PREACHED BY ME TO THE WHOLE WORLD. COME FORWARD AND JOIN US! THIS MOVEMENT WILL BE PART OF HISTORY AND WILL CHANGE HISTORY. YOU WILL FIND MEANING IN THIS. IF YOU ARE SEEKING SOMETHING GREAT THAT WILL BRING OUT THE GREATNESS IN YOU, COME FORWARD. MOTHER GOD WELCOMES YOU.LET US BEGIN THE WORK OF GLOBAL SALVATION!!



IS PATRIARCHY GOOD TO MEN?



IS PATRIARCHY GOOD TO MEN? IF IT IS MEAN TO WOMEN AND CHILDREN, NATURE, ANIMALS AND ALL LIFE, AT THE VERY LEAST, IS IT GOOD TO ALL OF THE MALE GENDER? THE ANSWER IS NO!! PATRIARCHY IS WICKED TOWARD ALL MEN WHO LOVE WOMEN, NATURE AND LIFE. IT IS MEAN TO MEN WHO ARE PEACEFUL, NURTURING AND IN TUNE WITH THE FEMININE DIVINE. IT DEPLORES MEN WHO ARE SPIRITUAL, SENSITIVE., REASONABLE INTELLECTUALS, AND MEN WHO AT THE VERY LEAST RESPECT WOMEN AND CARE ABOUT OUR CHILDREN PATRIARCHY LOVES BRUTALITY TOWARD LIFE. ITS STOCK-IN-TRADE IS WAR, REPRESSION, EXPLOITATION, COLD-HEARTEDNESS AND CONTROL.AND SO, PATRIARCHY REWARDS PRIMARILY THOSE MEN WHO AGREE WITH SUCH TRAITS. PATRIARCHY WELCOMES COLD BRUTAL,INSENSITIVE MEN WHO DO NOT MIND BOMBING COUNTRIES AND KILLING, MUTILATING AND RAPING INNOCENT PEOPLE AND CHILDREN. AND ALL THIS FOR THE PURPOSE OF NOT DEFENSE., BUT ECONOMIC ENRICHMENT FOR THE FEW. PATRIARCHY DOES NOT WANT MEN WHO ASK QUESTIONS. IT WANTS MEN WHO ARE BLINDLY OBEDIENT AND WILL TAKE PART IN WAR WHENEVER THE BILLIONAIRES DEEM IT IS NECESSARY FOR WHATEVER REASON. PATRIARCHY DOES NOT APPROVE OF SENSITIVE MEN WHO VENERATE WOMEN AS THE MOTHERS OF LIFE. IT APPROVES OF MEN THAT SEE WOMEN AS OBJECTS. OBJECTS FOR SEX, OBJECTS FOR BREEDING, AND OBJECTS WHO DO HOUSEWORK, LAUNDRY AND THE BACKGROUND WORK NEEDED TO FREE UP MACHO MEN. WHILE WOMEN ARE TIED UP IN THIS MENIAL LABOR WHAT DOES IT FREE MACHO MEN TO DO? THEY DO ANYTHING BUT WHAT GOD WANTS THEM TO DO. THEY CHASE AFTER OTHER WOMEN AND THEY ARE FREE TO GET INVOLVED IN EXTRACURRICULAR ACTIVITIES SUCH AS SOCIAL, CULTURAL AND GOVERNMENT LEADERSHIP; INVOLVEMENT IN SPORTS AND GAMES., AND BONDING WITH OTHER MEN WHERE THEY DECIDE THE FATE OF WOMEN AND HOW TO CONTROL THEM.NOW WHAT HAPPENS TO THE WOMEN WHO ARE DOING THIS BACKGROUND WORK? THEY ARE AT THE MERCY OF ONE INDIVIDUAL MACHO MAN AND HIS SOCIAL CIRCLE. DO THESE WOMEN BOND WITH OTHER WOMEN AND GET A CHANCE TO IMPROVE THEIR LOT AND THE LOT OF OTHER WOMEN AND THEIR CHILDREN? OF COURSE NOT! WOMEN ARE AT ODDS WITH ONE ANOTHER. ONCE A WOMAN MARRIES A MACHO MAN. SHE IS DOOMED!



IS PATRIARCHY GOOD TO MEN?
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THESE WOMEN DO NOT TALK TO, DO NOT ASSOCIATE WITH OTHER WOMEN UNLESS THESE WOMEN ALSO BELONG TO PATRIARCHY. THEY HAVE JOINED A CERTAIN IDEOLOGY, A CERTAIN RELIGION WITH MEN AT THE TOP. SO THEY HANG OUT ONLY WITH OTHER WOMEN THAT HAVE SOLD OUT THEIR FREEDOM AND INDIVIDUALITY TO MEN. THEY CANNOT AND WILL NOT SEE THEMSELVES OR OTHER WOMEN AS LEADERS BECAUSE THAT BETRAYS PATRIARCHAL VALUES. THEY ARE LOST. AFTER THE RING GOES ON THE FINGER THEIR TRIALS BEGIN. THE FIRST CHILD THERE’S STILL HOPE. BY TWO OR MORE, IT IS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE FOR A WOMAN TO STAND ON HER OWN TWO FEET BECAUSE EVEN IF THE INDIVIDUAL MAN LEAVES HER AND IN THEORY SHE IS FREE., SHE BECOMES THE ECONOMIC SLAVE OF THE RULING PATRIARCHY. HER SOLE STRUGGLE IN LIFE, BECAUSE OF THE CHILDREN, IS TO SURVIVE.IF WOMEN STAYED ALONE OR IN GROUPS OF MATRIARCHAL CENTERS, THIS WOULD NOT HAPPEN. BUT MEN HATE THAT! THEY GROW FRANTIC AT THE THOUGHT OF SINGLE WOMEN FIGHTING FOR FREEDOM OR WOMEN LIVING IN GROUPS SUPPORTING ONE ANOTHER.THIS IS A CHALLENGE TO PATRIARCHY! WOMEN MUST HATE ONE ANOTHER FOR PATRIARCHY TO CONTINUE. PATRIARCHY DEPENDS ON CONTROLLING THE BEHAVIOR OF WOMEN OR IT CANNOT EXIST. THE FACT THAT WOMEN HAVE BEEN BREAKING OUT OF THE MOLD FOR ABOUT THE LAST THIRTY YEARS GIVES ME THE PLATFORM TO SPEAK THESE WORDS, AND THE ATMOSPHERE FOR YOU TO HEAR ME.THE PATRIARCHAL FAMILY AND THE DOUBLE STANDARD ARE FALLING APART. OUR CULTURE IS IN THE DEATH THROES OF THE PATRIARCHAL SYSTEM BUT THE BILLIONAIRES ARE STILL HOLDING ON! OUR CULTURE IS IN A CHAOS, BECAUSE THE OLD SYSTEM DOESN'T WORK BUT A NEW SYSTEM HAS NOT YET BEEN PUT INTO PLACE. WE HAVE BEEN IN A MONUMENTAL TRANSITION FOR THIRTY YEARS. AND I AM THE ONLY PERSON I KNOW WHO IS PUBLICLY PROCLAIMING THE ONE AND ONLY RIGHTEOUS ANSWER TO WHERE WE MUST GO - DARE I SAY IT--FROM PATRIARCHY TO MATRIARCHY. THERE ARE SIGNS ALL OVER THE PLACE THAT PATRIARCHY IS CRUMBLING. IT IS HOLDING ON FOR DEAR LIFE, AS IT FALLS APART AT THE SEAMS.



IS PATRIARCHY GOOD TO MEN?
THREE





IN 1993 GOD DICTATED TO ME A NEW RELIGION. IN THIS PHILOSOPHY GOD TOLD ME HOW SHE IS CHANGING THE WORLD FROM WITHIN.SHE IS HERE ON EARTH, HIDDEN WITHIN US. AND SHE IS CHANGING THE EARTH THROUGH US. MEN ARE BECOMING MORE DOCILE, SENSITIVE AND OBEDIENT. WOMEN ARE BECOMING MORE AGGRESSIVE AND MATRIARCHAL. SO I AM NOT A MAVERICK STANDING APART PROCLAIMING SOMETHING THAT DOES NOT EXIST. I AM A VISIONARY WHO SEES WHAT IS COMING. WE DO NOT HAVE TO FEAR FOR THE FUTURE BUT SIMPLY PREPARE FOR IT. WE HAVE TO GET OUR MINDS TOGETHER TO GO WITH THE FLOW - TO GO WITH WHAT IS LEADING TOWARD THE FUTURE AND TO RELEASE THE STRANGLEHOLD OF THE OLD, UNWORKABLE IDEAS FROM OUR MINDS.' WE CAN BREATH A SIGH OF RELIEF THAT THERE IS A GOD, AND GOD IS DOING SOMETHING!



WHAT ABOUT SEX?



THIS RELIGION OF MOTHER GOD AND MATRIARCHY SEES SEX IN A POSITIVE., NATURAL LIGHT AND SEES SEX AS AN EXPRESSION OF NATURAL YEARNINGS NOT ONLY YEARNINGS OF THE GENITAL TYPE BUT YEARNINGS FOR CAMARADERIE, FELLOWSHIP, AFFECTION, FUN AND LOVE. THROUGH FRIENDLY FUN AND GAMES AND SOCIAL INTERCOURSE A LOT OF THE INTENSITY OF SEXUAL YEARNINGS IS DIFFUSED. PEOPLE NEED TO BE ACCEPTED, RECOGNIZED, AND ALL PEOPLE NEED AFFECTION AND LOVE. SEXUAL INTERCOURSE DOES NOT OF ITSELF SOLVE ALL THE NEEDS FOR LOVE OR EVEN SEX. THERE IS A LOT OF FRIENDLY AFFECTION AND FLIRTATION THAT HAS TO GO ON SOCIALLY FOR US TO FEEL GOOD. BUT WOMEN AND CHILDREN HAVE TO BE PROTECTED FROM UNWANTED HARASSMENT AND AGGRESSION AND IN MATRIARCHY., THE WOMEN STICK TOGETHER FOR PROTECTION OF THEMSELVES AND CHILDREN AND THE MEN WHO LOVE THEM PROTECT THEM FROM PREDATORY MALES. IN PATRIARCHY, BECAUSE IT IS THE OPPOSITE OF ALL THAT GOD WANTS PREDATORY MALES HAVE DONE THE DAMAGE TO WOMEN AND CHILDREN. THEY ARE THE SEDUCERS WHO HURT AND ABANDON, AND THEY ARE THE RAPISTS CHILD ABUSERS AND BATTERERS. IN PATRIARCHY THEY GOT AWAY WITH THIS BEHAVIOR AND IT IS ONLY NOW. SLOWLY BUT SURELY BEING ADDRESSED.



IS PATRIARCHY GOOD TO MEN?
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WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF SEX ANYWAY? IS IT ONLY FOR PROCREATION? THE PURPOSE OF-SEX IS TO STIMULATE AND RELAX THE CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM AND TO ENLIVEN AND INVIGORATE EVERY GLAND AND CELL IN THE BODY. TO STOP ALL SEXUAL BEHAVIOR INCLUDING MASTURBATION CAN HAVE DIRE CONSEQUENCES ON THE BODY. IT CAN CAUSE TOTAL INTESTINAL PARALYSIS. BESIDES TH E GOOD HEALTH BROUGHT TO ONES OWN BODY, WHEN TWO HAPPY CONSENTING ADULTS HAVE SEX, THEY SHARE GOOD FEELINGS, JOY AFFECTION AND SOMETIMES EVEN LOVE. PEOPLE BOND WITH SEX, PEOPLE DEVELOP RELATIONSHIPS WITH SEX. SEX IS A BLESSING. IT IS FUN. TO SAY THAT SEX IS FOR PROCREATION ONLY TAKES ALL THE FUN OUT OF IT. WE NEED TO START BEGINNING TO LOOK AT NUDITY AND SEX WITH A HEALTHY HAPPY ATTITUDE. PRUDISHNESS, HYPOCRISY AND THE DOUBLE STANDARD ARE SINS! BEFORE I END WITH THE SUBJECT OF IS PATRIARCHY GOOD TO MEN, I MUST END WITH TWO GLARING SUBJECTS THAT NEED ATTENTION. ONE IS HOW DOES PATRIARCHY DEAL WITH HOMOSEXUAL MEN AND TWO HOW DOES PATRIARCHY DEAL WITH SINCERE MACHO MEN WHO GO TO WAR? AS FAR AS HOMOSEXUAL MEN, PATRIARCHY IS EXTREMELY WICKED TOWARD THEM. IT WANTS ALL MEN TO HARASS AND USE WOMEN AS OBJECTS, AND GAY MEN DON'T DO THAT.IT WANTS MEN TO KEEP WOMEN BAREFOOT AND PREGNANT, AND GAY MEN DON'T DO THAT. PATRIARCHY TREATS MEN WHO ARE GAY ALMOST AS BADLY AS IT TREATS WOMEN. SECONDLY, AS FAR AS SINCERE MACHO MEN WHO ARE PATRIOTIC THE PATRIARCHY USES THEM AS CANNON FODDER. IT USES THEM IN TESTS FOR NUCLEAR WARFARE, TESTS FOR DRUGS SUCH AS LSD AND WHATEVER. IF ANY MAN IS DUMB ENOUGH TO BE A PATRIOT IN THE MACHO MAN PATRIARCHY, HE GETS WHAT HE DESERVES. HE IS USED AS AN OBJECT AND A SUBJECT FOR WAR AND ALL THE ATROCITIES OF WAR.



WHAT IS IMPORTANT ABOUT THE IMAGE OF GOD?
WHAT QUALITIES SHOULD AN IMAGE OF GOD HAVE?



AN IMAGE OF GOD SHOULD INSPIRE FAITH - TRUST CONFIDENCE AND LOVE.AN IMAGE OF GOD CAN TAKE ON MANY FORMS AS LONG AS THOSE FORMS ARE CONSISTENT WITH THE TRUTH OF WHAT GOD IS.WE CANNOT IMAGINE GOD OR HAVE FAITH IN GOD, OR HAVE TRUST.- CONFIDENCE AND LOVE IN GOD UNLESS WE UNDERSTAND GOD's QUALITIES. WE CANNOT BUILD AN IMAGE OF GOD IN OUR MINDS OR IN THE MATERIAL REALM UNLESS WE KNOW WHO AND WHAT GOD IS. I AM PROPOSING THE IMAGE OF GOD TO - BE FEMALE INSTEAD OF MALE FOR LOTS OF LOGICAL REASONS. ALTHOUGH GOD IS PURE ENERGY AND INFINITY AND NOT JUST A HUMAN, BUT ALL THINGS WE HAVE TROUBLE IMAGINING CONCEPTS LIKE ENERGY AND INFINITY. AND WE HAVE TROUBLE RELATING TO THESE IDEAS AS A RELATIONSHIP. THE EASIEST IMAGE TO CONCEIVE IN ONES MIND AND RELATE TO AT THE SAME TIME AND EVOKE THE FEELINGS OF FAITH, TRUST, CONFIDENCE AND LOVE IS THE IMAGE OF MOTHER. NOT ALL MOTHERS ARE ALIKE -THERE ARE GOOD AND BAD. BUT WE SPEAK OF A GOOD., AN IDEAL MOTHER. THE CONCEPT OF FATHER DOES NOT EVOKE THE SAME IDEAS OR FEELINGS. ALTHOUGH SOME FATHERS ARE BETTER THAN SOME MOTHERS, GENERALLY SPEAKING, ON A GLOBAL SCALE, THE MAJORITY WOULD BE IN CLOSER HARMONY WITH ONE'S MOTHER. FOR THOSE WHOSE MOTHERS HAVE BEEN FAULTY THESE CHILDREN IMAGINE THE IDEAL MOTHER IN PERSONS LIKE THE BLESSED VIRGIN MOTHER KALIO OR SOME LOVING RELATIVE. WHEN WE PRAY, WHEN WE RELATE TO GOD, OUR SUCCESS DEPENDS ON HOW MUCH FAITH AND INSPIRATION OUR IMAGE OF GOD GIVES US. IF THE IMAGE IS SUCCESSFUL, IT GALVANIZES OUR ENERGIES AND THE CHEMISTRY IN OUR BODIES AND BRAINS. AND AS THE SAYING GOES., "WITH GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE." JESUS SAID YOU COULD DO ANYTHING WITH FAITH. YOU COULD TELL A MOUNTAIN TO MOVE AND IT WOULD.WITH THE PROPER FAITH EVOKED BY THE PROPER IMAGES YOU CAN REMOVE ALL THE PROBLEMS OF YOUR LIFE, DRAW ALL SUCCESS TO YOURSELF INCLUDING HEALTH AND HEALING,: REMOVE ALL OBSTACLES TO HAPPINESS AND RECEIVE EVERY PERFECTION THERE IS. BUT YOU MUST HAVE FAITH,, INSPIRED BY RIGHT IMAGES AND YOU MUST GALVANIZE, SUMMON AND FOCUS THAT FAITH,



THE IMAGE OF GOD
TWO



FAITH, LIKE LOVE, CANNOT JUST SIT THERE. LOVE IS NOT REAL UNTIL IT IS "GIVEN AWAY." YOU CAN'T SIT AROUND ALL DAY DOING NOTHING AND SAY YOU HAVE LOVE. YOU HAVE TO RELATE TO SOMEONE OR SOMETHING TO PROJECT YOUR LOVE. FAITH IS LIKE LOVE. YOU HAVE TO ACT ON IT, YOU MUST MOVE. YOU BEGIN WITH LOTS OF THINGS BY SIMPLY PRAYING ON THEM. THEN WHEN YOU ARE PSYCHED UP ENOUGH, YOU GO INTO ACTION ON IT. AND RESULTS BEGIN IF IT IS THE RIGHT TIME. IF IT'S NOT THE RIGHT TIME, THEY WILL HAPPEN LATER. NO RIGHTEOUS PRAYER OR ACTION IS EVER WASTED. SIMPLY THE RESULTS MAY BE DELAYED. THIS IS WHAT RELIGION IS ALL ABOUT. RIGHT IDEAS, RIGHT IMAGES AND UNDERSTANDING OF IDEAS. RIGHT PRAYERS AND RIGHT ACTIONS TO CHANGE OURSELVES AND OUR WORLD. THIS IS WHAT RELIGION HAS TO OFFER. THIS IS THE PURPOSE OF RELIGION.

THE MYSTICAL DEATH PART 5

Relating to your own life what you have studied is difficult. You don't really understand what you have read till it becomes part of your life. One of the reasons it is almost impossible to determine THE NEXT MYSTICAL STATE is because the next mystical state is determined BY how WE ACT TODAY; BY HOW WE RESPOND TO THE GRACES GIVEN NOW. For instance, God may CALL to contemplation, yet the soul does not respond in the proper way and doesn't receive it. To be more specific, God waits for your move. If you don't move right, God doesn't give you the graces never GIVES TO THE, UNDESERVING or never casts PEARLS BEFORE SWINE. (There are those who think God gives without cause. That has to be properly interpreted. God DOES wait for a cause which is PROPER DISPOSITION. If you have not the disposition, the grace would be wasted.



So YOUR DISPOSITION is a cause. And the most proper ways of attaining the right disposition is through suffering in love and prayer.) How are these suffering states different from psychoneurotic or even psychotic states? How do we differentiate between these and mental illness? It is simple: LOVE. All our progress here depends on the degree of love. The more you love, the farther in progress you go, the more you suffer. Question the MOTIVES of the sufferer. What was the CAUSE of the suffering? Was the sufferer trying to attain God's love, trying to bestow God's love? Is the sufferer trying to fulfill her obligations of life, especially all the religious/moral obligations?



Love motivation is the acid test. Love is everything in the spiritual life. To love everything goes, from love everything has come. We are made for love. Love :moves us, is our goal, for God is love. Every step of progress in the spiritual life is a step in love. In the end we are judged by the amount of love within the soul, and this degree of charity determines our eternal Beatitude.I am astounded as to how love and pain go together. From the time I entered the unitive state it seems one never happened without the other. Sometimes the love/gift was infused first, giving great elation. This may have been in the form of virtues or mental charisms. But following it was always the pit! Why the gift, then the pit? As I stated earlier, I-had received the gift of contemplation and that began the final journey down, in or within. You can call it up, down,, ascent, descent, introversion or whatever, because it is no physical places. It is in the soul/ mind. It is a place/state where God is, and gyrating toward it, reaching it, attaining it, BECOMING it cannot be measured in Physical terms.



This is the journey of spiritual poverty, of removal of all obstacles, of denuding ourselves, of being undeceived or totally cleansed, and melting into or becoming that place in the soul where is God, and God in the highest form. Let me backtrack to the betrothal where my unitive pains started. I count the pains before that as less significant, although they were awful enough to think of suicide. How do you compare normal but suicidal to the abnormal pain that comes later in dark night and stigmata? I think the AFFECTIVITY of the pain is the same, but later you suffer as a Christ-person instead of a normal person. MUCH STRONGER, YOU ARE CAPABLE OF SURVIVAL. Now you can ENDURE what you could not before, making possible the exposure of - genetic material, unregenerated parts, locked in silence. PAIN and its primitive reaction; rage, hate, envy, malice, etc. are flushed out. Unitive means deep; it means going beyond the earth ego; for Christ's Kingdom is not (of this world. In order to ENTER His Kingdom He must lead us INTO IT through pain. It is painful because it is a ripping through, a forced entrance! into states deeper than normal. It is like an OPERATION - opening the body up and working on it. I can think of actors digging deep into themselves, exposing buried emotions, primitive ones, and suffering greatly. Situations which bare us down to the bone, expose our inner anxieties and wants, are painfully Sometimes we cry from this emotional exposure. Mysticism is like that.



Don't forget that all suffer even animals and reprobates. But does their suffering go deep? In the animal, there is not the sensitivity that a human has and as far as reprobates, they 14AKE themselves like animals; they HARDEN themselves or become INSENSITIVE like animals - thereby losing their souls. People who do not make progress lose by steeling themselves against pain; what God calls "hard of heart. Then it- is difficult for God to ENTER our hardened hearts. A sensitive heart is Malleable and sensitive to pain and love no you want to feel love, live in Dove? Then you've GOT TO TAKE PAIN! THAT'S WHY MYSTICS SUFFER. The opposite of that is OPPOSITION TO LOVE/PAIN It takes pain to be a whole person, deeply, totally OPENED. Those who close themselves off become half persons and dead graves. They create a hell for themselves to which they are precipitated at the time of death, although at has already been created (their own niche in hell) and chosen during their life.



This is exactly what mystics want to avoid. We are lovers who seek to bear our pains now and bear them well, to force entry into the deepest levels, cleanse them and make ourselves whole in God. We seek union with God now and in eternity NO MATTER WHAT THE COST. When I woke up out of the mystical death and was resurrected I felt a new energy which had been gone for months My BODY was not yet completely revitalized or adjusted to new life, for the mystical process is spirit over mind over matter, the body being touched last. I had been in a spiritual coma for months, and I was not steady when I woke up. But what I did have was a sudden jolt of energy which totally transformed me.For a while I felt happiness. I had eight months of mystical peace and fulfillment. The marriage was February 15. Sometime in Au gust (I wish I had written the date! But I never thought I would receive what I prayed for!) I began praying for the divine stigmata of the interior kind. I received it on October the 8th, 1982, and that ended my mystical repose. From then I suffered a state of hell and purgatory I never dreamed about, and it is taking YEARS to recover from. Now I remember the dark night in a bittersweet, nostalgic way, and the time of contemplation between marriage and stigmata as my halcyon days.

THE MYSTICAL DEATH PART 4

In my own case I have been crucified and have undertaken reparatory sufferings BUT NO ONE KNOWS THIS. Isn't that in itself a great pain? After all, to suffer secretly for love, to be passed over for recognition for no one SEES your pain, that is pain. And It is enough pain, as far as I'm concerned to make up for the fact that I am not PHYSICALLY crippled or incapacitated on a bed of reparatory sufferings. No matter how awful, the fact that SOME people believe a stigmatist is suffering in union with Christ has to give SOME recompense some small measure of consolation. True - most people are attracted to reparatory sufferers/stigmatists, for all the WRONG reasons (just as men are attracted to beautiful women for all the wrong reasons.) The reasons; curiosity, free healings rubbing shoulders with a celebrity. Those who come in DEEP LOVE are very rare, and these deep lovers would compassionate with, the suffer AND BE WILLING ALSO IF THEY COULD, TO UNDERTAKE SUCH SUFFERINGS. (You know how FEW are willing to undertake sufferings.)



On the subject of celebrity, I also have enough of that in my life, without the need of physical wounds. As the well known repairers have been outsized and abused, so have I, in abundance., I have been called everything in the book, as they have in some cases: A hypocrite, phony, false prophet, etc. They have put salt in my invisible wounds to see if I hurt, to see if they are real; just as they put caustics into the wounds of exterior stigmatists. Yes, I believe one can suffer equally with the crippled WITHOUT ANY EXTERIOR WOUNDS. (I must add here, a healthy body notwithstanding, there is a great degree of physical- suffering that often goes with my pain. One can suffer physically without being clinically ill. And herein the body goes along with the soul to keep) it company in reparation. This is just, for St. Thomas Aquinas says that in the end, the body will enjoy either Heaven, with the soul, or the tort-tires of Hell. And this is just because the body participated in either reparation or sin. So the body as well as soul is rewarded or punished. Praise God for His justice.) Sometimes reparatory or purgative sufferings take on a comedic aspect, or as I said, an unreal dimension.



Right after I was betrothed to Christ, and just before, I suffered immensely from a group o show business people I was working with. The majority of them banded together as a group to see if they could overcome me, because of my "glorious" aspect and my appearance and celebrity (which was just blossoming.) They tried to get me fired from the job, to destroy my publicity, to make life hard for me all around during the three months I worked with them. I just bore it all patiently, plodding along in my mission for God, supremely triumphant in the end but not without extreme humiliation. My triumph was not an earthly kind. Or I should say, I achieved success in an earthly way, but my joy was only in that I did God's will and succeeded. My best friend at the time said I acted like "a doormat." But I countered with, "My success will be my revenge." She said, "If I were you and treated like this, I would take the next plane back home." I said, "Not until I have accomplished my mission for God. No adversity will stop me."



The last day, they riddled me with pies when I was taking my bows on stage. This was done with malice. Feeling guilty, they then tried to make up for it at a cast, party, but I did not attend. Many strange and funny things happened during this period which can not be explained in this short work. I am only stating these things to make the point: Purgation is often followed out in an external aspect, by people and things making life miserable for you, more miserable than is normal. It has an UNREAL aspect. Concerning this I would like to quote from a book: "SEEKING JESUS IN CONTEMPLATION AND DISCERNMENT," by Robert Faricy S.J., published by Michael Glazier, In. The chapter on "Darkness and Light," pg. 58: - "What causes the dark night in my prayer? My own need for purification, my own sinfulness, sinful tendencies, selfishness, general unreadiness for the graces the Lord wants to give me as he empties me out, purifies me, by the means of the grace of the dark night.



SOME FACTOR OUTSIDE MYSELF CAN ACT AS THE OCCASION, THE APPARENT CAUSE, OF THE NIGHT: A DEATH IN THE FAMILY, A SERIOUS FAILURE OR REJECTION, PHYSICAL OR PSYCHOLOGICAL ILLNESS, INABILITY TO "FIT IN" WITH MY PRESENT SITUATION, OUTSIDE PRESSURES, LONELINESS. BUT THE REAL CAUSE OF THE DARK NIGHT IS THE LORD WORKING IN ME, GETTING ME READY, HELPING ME TO ACQUIRE THE "NIGHT VISION" THAT I NEED FOR GREATER AWARENESS OF HIM."



During a period like that of outside persecution - you hone your talents of COURAGE, FORTITUDE, ZEAL; an overall untiring, unwavering constancy of your mind. You learn to OBLITERATE the opposition not by reacting in an emotional way, but by NOT REACTING, or perhaps the principal, in this case, of passive resistance. You simply GO ON. After all, if they can make you upset, they have caused you STRESS, and stress is very depleting and debilitating. (That is one of the great tricks of the devil. He can't cause you to sin, so he exhausts you by Opposition, wearing you out physically so you can't do your work! Oh, beware of Satan and all his wiles! Don't underestimate the enemy, learn the kind of tricks he pulls to avoid them!) This period of purgation following betrothal was interspersed with illumination. Not so the dark night. Here you enter into a dark cocoon and have no desire to go out, to see people, to be entertained. The sense world is obliterated. During the dark night I went to church, Post office, shopping for food and little else. I did not talk on the phone. I told people that I had taken a vow of silence and not to call me or even write me. LETTERS ACTUALLY CAUSED ME STRESS! You cannot believe the pain I felt from the simplest things - from the looks of curious people, from the letters of innocent love or curiosity. It was because I saw THROUGH it all. Just as I saw the imperfection in myself down to the core, I now saw the dark-side of all human nature. I saw how tainted were the phone calls and most of the letters I received, even from those professing true spiritual love. They were of the state I had left behind - good works tainted with self interest.



Did they really love me? Of course not! And to see that, to read it, gave me stress. AND YOU CAN'T TAKE STRESS IN THE DARK NIGHT. If you were not afraid to commit sin, you would SCREAM at people trying to bother you. You think nothing of TELLING OFF someone, cut ting them off completely, if they make some transgression pertaining to God in action or speech. I told several people like this off on the phone, screaming at them with all my might with the Light behind me. One man cal led up saying he was THE MESSIAH! I blasted him with such a blast that it had to blow at least a few demons out of him. But you are also like this with relatives and friends, if they do really wrong. You have a tendency to REJECT everyone and will use the slightest excuse to do so because you want and need to be alone. It is only when we want the company of others that we become so tolerant. Wanting to be with them, we forgive even grave sins, under the guise of tolerance. (I' ask myself now, is this tolerance of sin good? Wouldn't we be more charitable if we were less tolerant of it., and always pointed out the sins of our fellow man?)



But there is also an inordinate fear of 'HURTING anyone, so I never rejected or told anyone off WITH MALICE. My conscience was at a ZENITH OF FEAR. (Fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom?) I overburdened my confessor with almost daily confessions, and I had less to confess than ever in my life. I confessed my whole life to him in a stream of remembrance lasting months. I was obsessed with my state of spirituality you might say. There is an obsessive NEED of cleanliness, since you see the dirt so clearly, and the dirt gives you so much pain. (What a blessing to see the dirt!) As I look back now to those stressful times, everything falls into place so neatly and predictably. Would that it could have been so neat then. One of the greatest pains is not knowing where you are, what is happening, where you are going, how long it will last. I did not know I was in the mystical death except in a very vague, nebulous sort of way. How awful is ignorance, how blessed are knowledge and vision!

THE MYSTICAL DEATH PART 3

It is sometimes difficult to pinpoint the purgative state because we have sufferings more or less all the time, and then we have mystical sufferings. mystical sufferings are much more sensitive and have an unreal or unearthly aspect. my purgation did not start in full until the unitive state, and the unitive state did not start till the betrothal. I think it is appropriate at this time that one begins to suffer, because during the betrothal, I, for one, received the rings of Faith, Hope and Charity from God. They seemed to come from the hands of Jesus Himself (or was that just because I was LOOKING at Jesus?) Jesus became my fiancée, in other words. (But now I think, how would a Moslem, Jew, Hindu and other interpret this betrothal? Remember - it happens to all in all religions when they are on the unitive way.) In the unitive state you could say Our Lord says to you: "TAKE UP YOUR CROSS AND FOLLOW ME. HERE IT IS. THIS IS YOUR CROSS AND NOW YOU CAN FEEL IT. YOU WANTED IT AND ASKED FOR IT, YOU WERE WILLING TO BEAR IT. NOW TAKE IT, AND AT THE SAME TIME, MY LOVE. YES, YOU ARE NOW TRULY, MYSTICALLY UNITED WITH ME!"



And how blessed are those words, how beguiling to the vision of the mystic who hears them one way or the other This is the official beginning of reparation. I am not saying that one has not suffered before this. One may have had crucifying sufferings. Most people, in fact, have been crucified a lot simply to have reached this state. IT ISN'T EASY TO COME SO FAR! Or else - millions of millions would reach it, yet why is it always one out of millions? Because it is so hard! The state of illumination is the state of INFUSION. Reparation is discipline. one is joy and consolation, one is misery and merit How can I explain the difference?



You may discipline a child for many years, training, training. The child suffers and obeys, grows older and wiser. But you must keep TRAINING the child. Someday the child GROWS UP and says to you: "MOTHER, FATHER, TEACHER, I WILL NOW TAKE THE DISCIPLINE BY MYSELF.YOU CAN TRUST ME. YOU DON'T HAVE TO WATCH ME ALL THE TIME ANY-MORE. I WILL DO WHAT I KNOW I MUST." In the state of reparation/unity there is the element of WILLINGNESS, of LOVE. There you have it: LOVE HAS MATURED Before one has reached this state one may have talent, love and zeal. But this FLUCTUATES as a quality not yet stable. one applies one's energy and zeal with great aplomb, but this is usually side by side with many sins and faults, or vices and faults. 'It is the age of spiritual puberty. In puberty you get a lot from your parents. You get it automatically by infusion or grace - free gifts. Then, in the unitive state begins the time of extraordinary EFFORT. Heroic or extremely hard to come by virtue begins.



In the betrothal, you see your sins and are willing to PAY for them. This is mature love; commitment, This is TRUE love - the supernatural kind, the ONLY KIND THAT COUNTS. One comes closer to Christ, becomes more LIKE Him, (the Sufferers suffering for love. Before you were a baby/animal craving for love; Gods humans, any kind of love. You were a TAKER who had the NEED of love and was willing to return it BUT HAD TO BE GIVEN. Now, of course, you still want God's love and will certainly take whatever Light, love, peace, joy and etc. God will give you are to DELAY this feedback or recompense indefinitely. And you are willing to forego earthly recompense to a heroic degree. (All saints know they are going to be rewarded sooner or later but are willing to wait till LATER: whereas the immature cannot wait for recompense.)You cannot avoid purgation! Once it starts it is in you, around you, wherever you go! You cannot change circumstances to avoid it. (To run from one cross, that is inevitable, throws you smack dab into another; frying pan to fire WHEN IT IS GOD'S WILL YOU SUFFER.) It is AN INTERIOR MECHANISM that does something to you inside and somehow affects outside circumstances (mostly people) which makes your life hell, or at least purgatory. In relations to others, perhaps it is because you have taken on partly the countenance of Christ - and how He suffered, how the demonic hated Him! Now you are Him to some degree and the same thing happens to you. The demonic attacks THE CHRIST IN YOU. Your only defense or retreat is into that same Christ. You learn to USE the Christ within you as your shield, refuge and strength. You feel something inside you that is totally different, a kind of "sainthood" feeling, although you are not proud or vain. You feel, I guess, holiness because you reside in it. AND OTHERS WHO RATE HOLINESS FEEL IT TOO. I urge anyone who seeks holiness/ perfection not to run from the purgative state. Take it with courage, for it is INEVITABLE. Don't be like the rest of mortals who will do anything to get out of pain, to make life easy. Don't they consume their lives trying to make life easy? And where does it get them in the end? Sickness, and death, and misery, just like everyone else! They may enjoy some extra privileges, if they are lucky, of the terrestrial kind. But how deep is it? Do they enjoy that deep interior peace of a tortured saint? No, of course not. It is only superficial peace; the peace of this world. And in the end, their fate is illness, failure, death, and then damnation or a very horrible purgatory. So be smart. Do the right thing now. It is easy to suffer now, relatively speaking, no matter how horrid it seems. And it will be over in the twinkling of an eye, and you will be glad you suffered and you will be so HAPPY. The more you suffer now, for love, the more happy you will be in eternity! IT IS SO FAIR, so MERCIFUL of God to do it this way. Reward commensurate to suffering!

My health was not seriously affected by the purgation following the mystical betrothal, but it was during the dark night. I did not collapse, but as I said elsewhere, energy and willpower were gone. Small deeds took big efforts. Many people break down during purgation and collapse or be come incapacitated during the dark night. Some are paralyzed. I don't know why that happens but I have my theories. my theories are natural and supernatural causes. The natural - that the inborn condition or the lack of normal human strength, causes the person to break down. Secondly, God allows this for His own purposes, namely, to bring attention to that individual in the most economic way; perhaps in a way that that individual could not attain by any other method. So we see most of the stigmatists, and reparatory sufferers, getting an enormous amount of attention and respect and being able to convert and influence a tremendous amount of souls. Bad turns into good; sickness, poverty and pain into health, wealth and happiness.

THE MYSTICAL DEATH PART 2

The mystical death is absolutely necessary before the mystical marriage. The second cannot happen before the first; there are not shortcuts. I know there are those who think they can get there through STUDYING and KNOWING. THERE IS NO SUCH THING. Mystical marriage is not only a mental/ spiritual transformation, it digs right down into the roots of personhood. How can I explain that you are touched physically by God, and that every cell, every pore of your body is transformed? You don't do that by studying!



This death is LOSING. I know very little about clinical death from an experimental or studious point of view, but what I do know about it coincides with the mystical experience. In physical death you feel yourself slipping away, losing, in a sickening, helpless way. You lose the accuracy and strength of your senses and control over them. You feel yourself sinking, and into what? It is a horrid fear, because YOU DON'T KNOW WHERE YOU ARE GOING. And as I said, in mystical death you also don't know what's on the other side because you have never gone that route You can IMAGINE, wish, but you don't know. You feel yourself dying in all ways physically and mentally. That is, you lose your health and strength, and you lose your drive, your willpower. You have no DESIRE which usually spurs one on. To say you are DEPRESSED would be an understatement. You are depressed in a unique way which no therapy of any kind can get you out of. (When I was in the dark night I avoided everyone. Nevertheless, people saw me on the street, and later, gave me their feedback when I returned into the world. They said "you looked like you were paying for something," and "you didn't look like yourself." Of course, that vision was augmented by the fact that not only did I not care what anyone thought about me, I purposefully wore the ugliest, most concealing clothes I had in my possession, hoping to ward people away. And when someone inadvertently still had the desire to approach me and speak to me, I was filled with DISGUST, absolutely revolted.) one good way of putting where you are at is to say you are leaving the SENSE WORLD, just as the dying leave the sense world and enter another plane.



Some people get very sick during the dark night. I didn't. 1 did not feel well, but I was not incapacitated to the point of staying in bed. But normal tasks took superhuman effort because the energy level and the willpower are almost non existent.



At this time my mental chastity forbid me to even TALK to men in general, and attractive men in particular. I recall getting a phone call from a male model who was the most desirable man from the physical point of view. He insisted on meeting me, I insisted just as strongly I was unable to see him. This was abnormal behavior for me. My revulsion extended toward both sexes. Part of the state of introversion during the dark night is an intense vision of what is WRONG. That is to say, you see the DARK side of human nature for what it is; your own human nature and that of others. Just like you saw evil permeating all things in the world, you also see the evil in all motives, the impurity, the taint. Suddenly the taint in all things and people takes over your vision. Your own is bad enough. But you can't bear the sight of everyone's At least you yourself, although you're a sinner, you know you love God. What of these others who don't even admit sin? What of their lust, materialism, phoniness, hypocrisy. You just can't stand the sight of sin any more, and you see it everywhere, in all invitations, in all molestations in all phone calls, in contacts, in people staring at you., What are they thinking? You know what they MIGHT be thinking! You can almost FEEL it like a ray of evil trying to touch you.



PHYSICAL chastity is also very strong at this time. You have no problem keeping away from people and your mental state deprives you of a sex drive. I am not saying it is impossible to be stimulated. I am only saying that a person who has been practicing chastity and wants to keep it has no trouble doing so at this time - the mystical darkness helps. So as long as you don't LOOK for stimulation, your condition makes the vow of chastity easy. You may be sexually impotent at this time. chastity principle holds true for all things. Slowly is ebbing away. You lose your IDENTITY. IDENTITY is what you are in your own eyes and your image in the world. You may have several identities and careers. All this will crumble to pieces and nothing must remain in your mind. It is the intention of the dark night to remove from you all that is not God, all not of TRUTH. Everything fades from your mind of the earth; your careers, your roles in life, your relationships.



The reason for this could be explained in terms of security and NEW identity. You found your security, ego and identity in earthly things. It took YOUR WHOLE LIFE to build these up. Now in just a short time, what took a lifetime to build will be TORN DOWN. Your ego will be torn down. You will be a kind of nothingness. You will no longer IDENTITY with anything in the past, no matter how strong it was. Now your ego and identification will be found ONLY IN GOD. I am not saying in the THINGS of God: I am saying IN GOD HIM/HERSELF. And before you can find this NEW security you must lose the old or BECOME INSECURE IN ALL EARTH THINGS. (Just the opposite site of what the world teaches you!) This new security/existence/place you have in God is reached by plum meeting your own depths, your inner core down to its center. There God is alone, unmasked. Before you find this depth you must leave all else behind; every last vestige of ego, identity, desire and attachment having anything to do with your old life. That is why ALONENESS is important. It takes TIME to accomplish this and TIME to FORGET your life. It is a washing away, a removal. You are being FORCED and also willingly cooperating with the removal of all things from your mind, heart and MEMORY. (How can you stop wanting all the old things when you keep remembering them?)



The slipping and ebbing away of all things is a disgusting and violent experience. Confusion is strong here because no one knows for certain what is happening. I, fortunately, had studied mystical theology (on my own) and knew vaguely what dark night of the soul meant. I had read about a cleansing, purging when even faith is threatened. (I guess it is easy to believe when times are good, hard to believe when all goes wrong. This is the time-of "all wrong.;') I clung strongly to my faith at this time and felt it strengthening more than ever. Thank God I had knowledge. Pity-those who have no idea what they are going through! (Is it possible, though, for a mystic not to have any idea what she is going through, when the vocation of a mystic is to know through love? I believe a mystic always has some idea of what is going on, though that idea may be vague and confused. I like it when St. Thomas of Aquinas says it is our obligation to study the things of God!) Speaking of vague and confused.You probably think I knew I was in the dark night of the soul leading to marriage. I didn't. I had had an experience similar to marriage in February, 1980. Thinking back, I realize it was a union of closeness or "trial" marriage, but not the real one. I did not know the big wedding was still ahead of me. (I am not re referring to the betrothal I had-in January, 1978. There was no mistaking it was the actual mystical betrothal.) Literature on mysticism is severely lacking. There is more scholastic literature, which is mulling over the experiences of the mystics, than there is fresh fact. we are still interpreting writings of hundreds of years ago as some of the best things ever written. Namely, for example, the writings of Dante, revelations of St. Francis of Assisi, St. Bonaventure, St. Gertrude the Great, all of the 1200's. Then in the 1500's there are St John of the Cross and St. Teresa of Avila. My own favorite for study is one little known to the academic world; Van. Mary Of Agreda and her Mystical City of God. Much of this literature is antiquated in expression although it is well translated and explained by scholars. Still, there is much modernization needed to apply the experiences of the mystics to our experience today in the light of what we know through psychology and medical science, technology and all the rest.



Mysticism is probably the least known, although the most important, of all sciences. It is confusing, even when one studies mystical science, because each soul follows its own path. Of course, each religion or discipline has its own set of symbols to try and chart the way. Even if one follows one's own religion, in my case Catholicism, there is still much difference in the individual experience. Symbols are only symbols. They represent what is happening inside and outside to try and explain something in ESSENCE.Not only each religion but each culture has its own symbols.And culture changes through the ages, so that not all the symbols of Dante's time nor even of the 1600's, nor even of the 1800's, can easily apply to today.. So, no matter how much you study the treasure of mystical theology, you are bound to get confused. YOU ARE WRITING YOUR OWN MAP AS YOU TRAVEL ALONG LIFE'S WAY OF MYSTICISM. I will give an example: The gift of contemplation. How did I know I had received it? I knew I had received something., what I saw and felt, but what was it? When you get the vision there is no announcement: "This is the gift of contemplation." I finally found out what it was by reading Evelyn Underhill's MYSTICISM, especially the description by Delacroix. But how would a Moslem explain the gift of contemplation? How would a Jew deal with the Holy Trinity within the soul? The Holy Trinity is there, in all souls by grace, but how do Pon-Trinitarian religions explain it? Various mystical gifts come to all mystics of all religions, but do they all explain them, and in what way? Are there some things we are missing from Yoga? Certainly, all religions could benefit from some of the great revelations elsewhere.



Let us get together and establish a science that all people of all religions can understand. Mysticism is mysticism, like psychology is psychology. It can be, t o some degree, non denominational - by taking away denominational terms. (For instance, praying to God instead of Christ for rebirth. You are still reborn when you do so.) Although there is such a disparity from soul to soul, I would like to make a general guideline according to my own experience confirmed also by some of what I have read. First, of course, there is the rebirth. This is the LITTLE rebirth although it seems (perhaps) big at the time. My own rebirth was in 1968, but I hardly-felt it at all on the sensible, emotional plane. There was no consolation, just a hidden work of God within my soul and body which began to make things right. I only felt a big, powerful influx of grace during my SECOND CONVERSION in 1971, when a faith healer healed me of a severe oppression.



After 1971 I began my period of illumination - the second step. In some people illumination starts right after the "little" rebirth, if their rebirth is an upheaval, or in fact, not little at all. For example, St. Paul"s rebirth on the way to Damascus which was rebirth and conversion and a remarkable miracle all at the same time. St. Paul's illumination began as soon as he was healed of the darkness; my illumination did not begin till my second conversion. After illumination follows betrothal, then -marriage, and then divine stigmata. After the stigmata it is difficult for me to say what happens, since it has been two years and eight months since mine, and nothing truly dramatic has changed. I think perhaps I will have to undergo more darkness and more severe conflicts before the next stage of progress is met. It is hard to judge because one needs I would say at least two years to assimilate/understand each significant change, and in the case of the stigmata, which is so baffling, twice as long. To continue the study of what happens after marriage and stig-mata you could read Dante's Paradise (if you can make anything of it, it is so advanced and arcane you need a guide to make it out) but most of all, for clarity of expression, the last part of Mystical City of God by Ven. Mary of Agreda, who explains how the Virgin Queen retired from active life and was never again assaulted by Satan. She lived at this time a life somewhat in the Light of Glory, while still retaining her mortal body. Naturally, this doesn't happen to most mortals, but at least gives an idea of what COULD happen, to some degree, in the very proficient. (It seems to me some of these things happened to Ven. Mary of Agreda herself.)

THE MYSTICAL DEATH

Which explains the deep dark night all souls must go through
before the mystical marriage to God


The mystical death happens prior to the mystical marriage. This does not happen suddenly, but like normal death due to age or disease it occurs slowly, with life ebbing away. In my case I was stricken - almost but not quite sick - on Nov. 16th 1981, and until Feb. 13, 1982 (when I beheld the Beatific Vision) there was no Light. On Feb. 15th this period of dark night and mystical death officially ended with the mystical marriage to God. My dark night lasted from that period in November to Feb. 13th dying to all things but God, dying every way but physically. After the 15th 'I was transfigured or transformed, a new and final rebirth, radically advanced from the rebirth when Christ is first born in the soul. This was the completion of the untie mystical state, the time when God takes you over not only spiritually but also physically. It Seems to me your purgatorial state is over at that time, and if you died at that moment you would go straight to heaven. Perhaps as you keep living you accrue more sins and faults, but never, I believe, is one capable of mortal sin after that time. The reason: No longer you live, but God in you, truly. And God who is truly living in your soul completely cannot be extinguished.



Before the mystical marriage, as its logical antecedent, is the gift of contemplation. It is the INVITATION to this higher life soon to be unfolded. This gift is like a trumpet call, which begins the FINAL JOURNEY into God, or introversion into the soul where God is. I did not immediately go into seclusion upon receiving the gift (Easter Thursday, 1981, lasting four whole days), but I had the vision that would propel me to do so. My seclusion was a few months off. There was also another vision, which I cannot place in all this. It relates both to the gift of contemplation and mystical marriage. On November 3, 1981 1 was infused with four gifts I was praying for several weeks: Union of wills, memory, wisdom and understanding. Shortly thereafter, as I mentioned, I entered the great darkness. It seems that many of the greatest graces of Light are soon followed by darkness and pain.



(To explain these visions which then follow darkness and pain I would say this: You see what it is you will reach. You see the beauty, the truth, the way and so on by an intellectually infused vision. This is because your faculties have not yet developed to hold it but for a split second, a few minutes, a few days, depending on what it is. Then it fades away because the "infusion" or its light has worn off and you must now reach or develop into it to be able to sustain it within yourself on a permanent basis. So logically we see me seeing "all" of God (and myself and the world) in the infused gift of contemplation, then taking many months, almost a year, before I could digest and assimilate this vision into my natural being. The same principal extends to the other gifts and infused virtues to some degree. I saw them first, then had to "pay" for them. It is like seeing the prize, then fighting to receive it. But the prize is already GIVEN before you do the work!)



Contemplation pointed the way. It should be defined here what it is. It is NOT the ability to think or meditate in a rational way, but to SEE, at once, not in part the whole picture that the human intellect is able to see up to that point WITH THE AID OF MUCH GRACE. Contemplation, the word, has many meanings, but here I am referring to it in only the specific meaning known as the specific gift. This has been best defined by Delacroix which I take from "MYSTICISM," by Evelyn Underhill: Dutton paperback, pg. 330:



"...THE SUBJECT CEASES TO PERCEIVE HIMSELF IN THE MULTIPLICITY AND DIVISION OF HIS GENERAL CONSCIOUSNESS. HE IS RAISED ABOVE HIMSELF. A DEEPER AND A PURER SOUGHT SUBSTITUTES ITSELF FOR THE NORMAL SELF. IN THIS STATE, IN WHICH CONSCIOUSNESS OF I-HOOD AND CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE WORLD DISAPPEAR, THE MYSTIC IS CONSCIOUS OF BEING IN IMMEDIATE RELATION WITH GOD HIMSELF OF PARTICIPATING IN DIVINITY. CONTEMPLATION INSTALLS A METHOD OF BEING AND OF KNOWING. MOREOVER THESE TWO THINGS TEND AT 20TTOM TO BECOME ONE. THE MYSTIC HAS MORE AND MORE THE IMPRESSION OF BEING THAT WHICH HE KNOWS, AND KNOWING THAT WHICH HE IS," ('Etudes sur le Mysticisms, p. 370. Delacroix.)



I am sure that this miracle of contemplation manifests differently in each soul even this particular, specific gift herein described. In my case I saw a reality of myself, God, myself in relation to God and all things I was involved in at once. I saw my whole life, past and pre sent, in a totally new, clear, sharp perspective. I suddenly DISCERNED what was good, bad and in between in it. I saw how all my good works in the past were made imperfect by self-interest. I was basically GOOD, not having malice, but there was still that taint of selfishness in all my works. I saw instantly that the only way I could remove that taint now was to seclude myself and break all ties with people. It was at the point of PEOPLE - wanting their love, wanting involvement, that I fell short. It was applause, recognition on an earthly level that tripped me up, even in all my good works. And I saw how easily active work could trip ANYONE up - even a saint. By its very nature it was prone to draw one into faults. Seclusion at this point was the only answer.



I saw a GRIM picture of the world in itself. I saw that the economic system of the world, the entire world, was permeated by the spirit of evil to its very core. There was no GOODNESS in the world whatsoever, just the stream of perfect goodness that came from God and made it palatable, but I saw the FRIGHTENING aspect of the world for what it really is as a place DEVOID OF GOD AND GOODNESS. I saw Satan controlling the entire world - as strange as it may seem, as fanatical as it seems to ordinary ears and I fail in my attempts to describe this but I saw the manifestation of Satan, his works, his poison, permeating the entire structure of the world. And not only that, Satan's hypnotic evil spirit was everywhere, deluding all people EXCEPT THOSE IN CONTEMPLATION OR IN THE SPIRITUAL/MYSTICAL REALM. EVEN GOOD PEOPLE WHO HAD NOT MYSTICISM WERE ENGULFED AND SWEPT OVER BY THIS EVIL SPIRIT MOST OF THE TIME. They BLINDLY followed Truth, because they had been TAUGHT it, but of themselves, they could not DISCERN good and evil. That is to say - the average person, good, virtuous, pious, without the benefit of training in religion, would be taken over and swept away by the evil spirit!



I recoiled from this evil system. I saw its dangers to anyone, but especially myself since now I SAW THE PLAN OR DELUSION. It is like catching a criminal in his crime. once you spot him, he wants to kill you. I saw that Satan would do anything to kill a person like me, who saw him for what he was and had done - that most evil and monstrous criminal of all time. one like me, who saw, was very rare and posed a threat to his kingdom. I also saw quickly how he - Satan - worked best through individuals, for it is so easy to delude and sway mortals in their state. How many dangers I had already been subjected to, how many times he had tried to kill me and I was only saved by God, and for what? Was it worth it, all this active labor, filled with taint, when I could have been CONTEMPLATING?



WITHDRAWAL was the only answer. It wasn't only direct attacks that demons would use against me in the world, it was also the indirect slaughter of dissipation and stress. Dying fast or slow, doesn't make a difference. (After all, aren't most diseases caused by stress?) And all this WORK, in the world, which I already saw in the vision was imperfect, was causing me a great deal of exhaustion, dissipation and DISTRACTION from all that WAS perfect.



You see the kingdom of God, and the kingdom of Satan, and how all commerce in the world puts one in danger of contact or domination by the evil spirit. Just INNOCENT commerce - nothing criminal - because you are dealing with something that has permeated every institution of man, even the churches - all the churches. Wherever there is unclean, unregenerate mankind, there is Satan and corruption.



Then you see how SAFE you are when you are alone in that the handles that Satan touches you by removed He is almost helpless against a soul that secludes itself for religious reasons. He can TEMPT, but he cannot use the world and other mortals against that soul - which removes innumerable handles for him to trip you up and destroy you. But this seclusion must be as complete as possible for the cleansing of your soul to be complete. You must not be alone pining away for worldly liberty. You must BASK in the sunshine and desire of God. Your mind cannot be contaminated by memories and unrequited desires.



Besides all the other bad things, you see the WASTE, the time-consuming waste, that it is to be active in the world. YOU MUST NOW WORK ON YOUR SOUL. Distraction from the soul and God saps your energy, confuses and distorts this now presiding interest in God.



This "second" or "third" call that I now had was greater than the second a call to greater perfection. When I was first called to contemplation in 1971 I unfortunately did not heed it too long. I was pushed by someone to enter the active life. I gained merit, but this call to contemplation was above the ministry I had been doing. It was a greater sacrifice to give up my clients, my spiritual children, than to hold on to them. It was a greater thing to give up proselytizing at this point than to go on preaching. I saw that my daily attempts at conversions were not worth the efforts; I could do more now. I could do more in my present state by PRAYING than by talking. MOST PEOPLE I TALKED TO DIDN'T WANT GOD, they were merely wasting my time. We work like that with averages. We talk to a hundred to try and get one. I now saw that wasn't good enough. I had better things to do with my time. Perhaps, in one state, one needs that kind of a cross. I believe for some it is necessary. I no longer needed to TEACH, to convert or pray for physical healing. Soon the Lord would tell me to drop all my individual clients, spiritual children and forget ALL.



When I first began to withdraw and later entered the dark night/mystical death I had no idea how long it would last. That is one of its greatest tortures not knowing. God does not tell you the future. But the vision does tell you what to do imminently. It is frightening to think that such a state may last a long time. It is similar to solitary confinement in a sort of unpleasant dungeon. Not only do you not know how long it will last, you don't know what's on the other side.



I would explain the need for withdrawal in one way: You must develop the interior faculties, which needs total concentration. They are yet weak, undeveloped. You must put all your time/attention to them. You can not do this in the active life because your energies are elsewhere. Your mind cannot be in two dimensions at once the eternal and the now. To be in the mystical state you must be opened on a deeper level. That means the unconscious level - or usually dormant level. All mysticism comes from the deeper levels. All the visions, both of senses and intellect, come from this deeper level. You cannot be so open in the world. In the world a different set of senses is operating senses having to do with the earth plane, the here and now. If you open up totally ON THE-EARTH PLANE OR NON GODLY PLANE IT IS WROUGHT WITH DANGERS. You can get hurt in all kinds of ways through being besieged by the wrong vibrations or impressions, both the natural and demonic. It is bad enough to manage these delicate mechanisms in quiet and privacy, doing religious things. Satan and your own natural energies try to interfere. Imagine outside, where all the evil is, being open! People can go insane from being in that open, vulnerable mental, emotional condition and then besieged or attacked from whatever evil. The more open you are, the more impressions you receive, BUT THEY COULD BE BAD IMPRESSIONS.



In other words, you can pick up with your mind the wrong thoughts, ideas and be mentally lost, contaminated or corrupted. In the mystical life it is not easy to maintain MYSTICAL CLEANLINESS. This is sweeping out the demonic or evil spirit periodically, which as long as you live, makes inroads through every way it can, and must be removed from time to time by God's Light and Exorcism.



What you DO want to do is to be open to the eternal, supernatural realm of God; to think about Truths and to receive impressions from the Divine Mind. It isn't any use to tell the mystic that she mustn't dabbled in those things; for this she was born, for this she is talented. You might as well tell someone like Mozart not to compose music. The scoffers are the untalented. The timid don't get the prizes.



But the talented mystic also knows the DANGERS of openness (whatever definition you want to give to this openness, whether it be the suggestive, unconscious mind, or emotions, or both). For instance, people do go insane from wrong uses of the mind, from wrong thinking. And this can be influenced by severe negativity from the outside. Mental hospitals are filled with those who no longer have control over their minds and are fixed on UNREALITY. It is our effort, as mystics, to tune into REALITY, not illusion or delusion. Of utmost importance is the protection of the mind.



The state of withdrawal or mystical life is a type of COCOON. It is an atmosphere, a world wherein the mystic lives apart. It is NOT a delusional world, but it is intuned to another dimension - mostly higher - but in some instances of pain and suffering, one tunes into Purgatory or even, the most horrible, Hell. I personally have not had a direct experience of Hell, though it can and does happen to both saints and non saints. But I did come close to it - eight months after the dark night - in the experience of the divine stigmata.



In this mystical cocoon you are developing, but in another way than the active life. You are learning to use faculties that have previously been dormant or inactive, or you are learning to use full force those talents you already used in part. The cocoon (it varies also from day to day) until the stigmata. After stigmata I have had only a few days of true mystical joy - and it has been two and a half years. Judging by that, you can see how the joys of mysticism are very rare.



When you enter the cocoon the logical opposite is that you reject all about you. All your friends, relatives, fade into the background of necessity. This is the point where all saints become recluses and after the cocoon is open, and they become "butterflies," they return to sense life. This rejection of the outside world is automatic. It is not an ascetical effort or exercise. It is a fundamental interior drive changing you from a state of contact with the outside to contact with the inside. Whether or not you are in the world physically doesn't matter. It would happen in or out of the recluse state. If you absolutely had to maintain worldly contact you would be silent, perhaps morose, disinterested and annoyed by outside things. Because of this lack of DESIRE for outside things for the first time in your life you are really alone.

CHURCH OF THE GOD WITHIN A NEW RELIGION PART 7

IS WAR INEVITABLE?
IS HUMAN NATURE, AT BASE, VIOLENT, SELFISH & GREEDY?



Absolutely not to all of these.

In the taint of the demonic that makes it seem so. When part of the male race became demonic, these traits were encouraged in other males, and in succeeding generations. Now it seems as if the demonic spirit overtakes many males even at a young age, even as children. The satanic nature has somehow infiltrated or possessed these males. Human nature is no more evil than any other animal’s, and animals are good. The chaotic conditions we see on earth are a result of demonic nature, working with and through male domination. Satan is in “high places” indeed. Satan comes to steal, kill, and destroy! He is the destroyer! He comes to drag souls into hell! But before doing that, he makes life on earth as much of a hell as possible. He discourages people through the misery he creates through government and society, and by this wedge, causes some people to give up. Nothing can explain the insanity of outer space explorations – billions wasted – when untold millions are starving; sick and homeless on earth, except the demonic is in charge of the world.


REVELATION 5 - PRINCIPLE 5

Given to the Author 3/29/93



HOW WILL GOD CHANGE THE WORLD SO THAT MALE-DOMINATION WAR GOVERNMENTS WILL CEASE?



God is already on earth in the female and the male, and God is working from within. God is making and will increase making – female more “masculine” and male more “feminine.” All things being “equal” in terms of personality- the person with the two x chromosomes will dominate. One of the reasons the world is changing so is because of this interior change taking place. What is important to take note of is that the male is fed up with the violence of his own gender and is giving up his violent aggression from within. There are those who want to continue the status quo, but a large number of males want to change the world, and the first person they are changing is themselves. They are becoming more nurturing - more welcome to life –more loving and godly from within. This is their way of cooperating with earth’s salvation, of welcoming God and woman power back on the earth. God/woman/goodness is manifesting in themselves from within. The traditional feminine values are nurturing, caring, loving, sensitivity, and giving of life. But these values have been undermined by male domination and kept in check, within certain walls, and used basically for their own benefit. Society and earth have suffered. Males are now waking up to these realities within themselves. The traditional male traits of aggression, violence, callousness, killing, torturing, and exploiting are not the traits female will now manifest. Female domination is wholly different than male domination. If love, benevolence, responsibility, nurturing, caring, welcoming, would be the rule, then we would see the rule of the “feminine.” However, female, like male, has to at times use the traits of hardness, willfulness, violence, ruthlessness, toughness, dominance, and so forth, in order to fight the enemy. Satan, male domination will not lay down for a soft, submissive woman. Woman has to be hard against Satan, and so do good men. It will take violent acts, at times, to stop Satan. When Satan attacks physically, one has to be violent to protect life. Satan comes to kill and one cannot lie down and surrender. That is how the planet came to its present dilemma, the aggression of Satan & the non-aggression of the good. Woman will not become evil like men have been (& some still are.) But woman will have to manifest some forms of aggression, violence, toughness, and so on, to stop the evil. But this would not be the principal of female government. It would only be a part of it used in resisting evil. The principal of female governments would be benevolence and caring for all life.



END REVELATION 5





WHAT SHOULD THOSE IN POLICITCS FIGHT FOR
IN ORDER TO SET RIGHT THE WRONGS?



The equal rights amendment should extend to complete and total equal representation. There should be male/female partners as mayors, as governors, as representatives as congresspersons, as vice presidents, and there should be both a female and male president. Never should male be allowed to rule alone. Simply because this leaves out over half the population, and male needs and desires are different than female. This is something to strive for. In all cabinet positions, there should be a male and female. In all offices appointed, including judgeships, there should be male and female. And it is said to be too difficult to have two persons holding the same office, then there should be a system that balances an equal number of male/female in government, judging & so on, across the board,

And it is said to be too difficult to have two persons holding the same office, then there should be a system that balances an equal number of male/female in government, judging and so on, across the board. That is to say, if only males are running for certain offices and at the end, there are more men in congress than female, then there have to be special elections to make sure there is and equal number of females, and perhaps, these could sometimes be appointed. (Although with males appointing females, these females may be male slaves and traitors to their cause.) There should be an equal number of male and female police. Females should be given equal rights in the military, completely, including all rights of combat. (Although women will in most cases deplore war, they must get the training, the benefits, and the vision of war. They must get the good things military participants get, and they must see first hand the evils of war to help put an end to aggressive wars. The government doles out a huge amount of benefits to those in the military and women are losing out here as elsewhere. Women should also be allowed to fulfill their patriotic duty equally with men. In every government job and position there should be equal numbers of female/male. And this has to be balanced by state. For instance, each state should have equal numbers of male and female in all positions appointments and all jobs.

CHURCH OF THE GOD WITHIN A NEW RELIGION PART 6

REVELATION 4 - PRINCIPLE 4


THERE IS NO DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ANIMAL & HUMAN



God & Human. All are one & the Same.



There is no difference in terms of some life needs more acceptances and other life needs less. All life has a desire to live-until its time is ended and it wants to die, voluntarily, and return to its source- God. God does not love one life more than another. God loves all life equally. All life has equal rights to life and happiness in the mind of God.



HOW DO YOU LOOK UPON THE ROLE OF ANIMAL vs. PEOPLE? ARE ANIMALS INFERIOR TO PEOPLE? WHAT RIGHTS SHOULD ANIMALS HAVE?



People are a species of animal. It would not be wrong to look at other animals as persons – different kinds of persons. It is arrogant for Homo sapiens to set themselves apart from other animals – so different, in their minds, as if they were above animals. Catholic male domination says that we are animals, by, just a little lower than angels. We are “human & divine.” But animals are divine, too. Every atom has God in it as its substance. Cannibalism is a taboo – but essentially – eating any flesh is the same. Euthanasia is a taboo – for Homo sapiens. But it is taught that the most merciful thing to do, when other species are seriously ill or hurt, is to put them out of their misery. People are encouraged by their bets to bring in their beloved pets, when they are in bad shape, to be killed. Would you kill a member of your family if he were sick or hurt? Would you put your mother/father to sleep if she/he had cancer?



Every individual, no matter how sick or dying, should be allowed to die in the natural manner. There is a mental transition – a spiritual transition- that has to be made along with physical death. Certainly animals should be allowed to die without any help. When they are ready – they will die. The greatest thing we do for the dying is to show then we care, that we love them. This gives comfort and eases the pain, and can make dying sweet. But when we hasten death by killing them – that does not show love, That takes all the kindness out of our attitude toward their death. They know we don’t love them, that we wanted to end their life quickly to ease our own pain, discomfort. We are partners in the deaths of our loved ones, and how we act toward them determines if we are assisting in their death, or hurting them more in it. It is a partnership where the dying, and those who assist the dying, both become more spiritual, more charitable. As for humans – they should be able to make a choice, because they have the ability to express it. If they made a choice to die – it is their own decision. With animals, we do not know their choice, and we cannot anticipate it. But if a human makes a choice to die, I think they should carry it out themselves. Why involve others? The way humans differentiate between themselves and animals is not the way God intended. Consider how dogs and cats are treated at shelters. A dog is dragged in against his will. He is frightened. He doesn’t know what will be done to him – maybe tortured. But if he shows any signs of aggression, he is murdered, and if nobody accepts him for adoption, he is killed. Nobody thinks about these things or questions them. Imagine such treatment of humans, the homeless. There would indeed be an outcry. But animals – we are taught by our religion they are subhuman, so we can love them or kill them any time we want. This is absurd. This is male domination thinking. There must be other solutions to the problems of overabundant dogs and cats than to kill them. Women would find such solutions if they were in charge. And I don’t mean in charge as managers of male – made institutions. I mean as creators of their own institutions.


The transgression against animals during hunting season is monumental. Hunting for sport is a sin. There is no reason for it. Killing animals for food – if one really needs it – is not a sin. But many hunters pretend they are hunting for food but really doing it for “fun.” It is part of their demonic machoism.




END REVELATION 4

CHURCH OF THE GOD WITHIN A NEW RELIGION PART 5

WHAT IS UNION WITH GOD?



Union with God is the knowledge and consciousness of the presence of God within my person and in finding this union with God, I understand that God is united with all creation. When I discover this union I am also infused with the reason for living - as God is the presence and the reason of my life. In this union, therefore, there is the impetus and the motive of life and without this union there is not the impetus or motive. Without union with God, I exist at the mercy of outside forces…trying to discover who I am, what I am, and what I am living for by outside barometers. This is a piecemeal proposition, where nothing adds up to a complete picture. “There is no knowledge like the knowledge of union with God and this could be called the knowledge of “I am that I am,” which means, “I exist for myself. I exist because I am created. I need no other reason outside of myself to exist.” Seeking outside is to seek one’s reason by outside forces, by reflection of one’s life against other things, but to find God within is to reflect one’s reason out of oneself, to see the reason within, and to see this is to understand that one needs no excuse- no outside motive, for living. To have been created is enough reason to live (one need not have to live for something or someone else.)






WHAT IS THE NATURE OF GOD APART FROM GOD'S CREATION?
OR WHAT IS GOD LIKE NOT IN HER CREATION, BUT IN HER SUBSTANCE?





In her substance, God has no walls. In creation, God is limited by the ideas or potential in each created component. But traced back to substance/source or stripped of physical, God is infinite by nature, having no limitation or constriction and having an eternal capacity.

When we are stripped of our physical or the consciousness thereof, we merge into that eternal infinite consciousness.



DO ALL WHO DIE MERGE INTO THIS INFINITE BLISS?





Not all who die merge into this infinite bliss. Some are held back by their own thought constructs and created walls around themselves. These walls are as if they still had physical bodies or limitations.




IS THIS THEN THE NATURE OF PURGATORY?




Yes. In living on earth, we are compelled, by nature, to do two things. One, is to fulfill our destiny according to how God made us, according to God’s ideas or design of us. And second, we hope to shed our physical consciousness or physical limitations-even while we are in our physical bodies. Then our consciousness merges with the infinite.

While consciousness is yet not ascended or liberated- the individual lives in a fragmented rather than an eternal state. This fragmentation presents walls, constructs limitations against infinity. They are the things which keep one walled off from God-In-Substance.



REVELATION 3 - PRINCIPLE 3



IS THERE A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN
THE NATURAL & THE SUPERNATURAL?



No, there is no difference between the natural and the supernatural. That which we perceive as the supernatural is the natural in a more intense form- or in a form we don’t yet understand. When we see a miracle we say only God can do it. But God is within us. When the God part of us does a miracle (or the God power from another source) we cannot understand the process because the God power is beyond our human sense. Miracles can be done by the human will when the human unleashes or summons the God power. (Usually from within oneself.) To put it another way, we can either say that everything is natural or everything is supernatural. God and life are one and the same thing. The natural world is the outward

manifestation of God. But all of life returns to God-the spiritual form. Sa all of life could be supernatural. What is important to say is that there is no difference between the two, but to identify with God as our source- the meaning within us, the energy that empowers us and the light that illuminates our minds.


END REVELATION 3



WHAT IS THE GREATEST JOY OR SATISFACTION IN THIS EARTHLY LIFE?



The greatest joy or satisfaction-or comfort-in this life is the sense of belonging. God has created us as a part of a unit-not as independent creatures. (Although we need independence from undue/unwarranted domination or control) We are a part of a family, a society, a human race, a planet, and a universe. There is a continuity in all this. To have a sense of belonging gives a creature comfort, security, well-being, peace and continuity. Hardships can be endured when there is togetherness, when there is a sense of caring from one to the other. But when this sense is lacking-there is loneliness, isolation, alienation, anxiety, and a sense of being suspended is nowhere. This is not what God wants. The vision stated in as Revelation 1 is the beginning of our religion; that God is in the atom and every cell, will give the world the sense of continuity. But society is at fault when it walls off certain people from acceptance. Discrimination, ostracism, harsh class boundaries, untouchables, make certain people feel that they do not belong, that they are not bona fide members of the planet, and this destroys their happiness. In the male-dominant society there is no cushion for children who are alienated by their families through abuse or neglect, and this causes mental injury that can continue throughout a lifetime. There has to be a place for everyone. When one is rejected in one place one should be able to go elsewhere for acceptance: but when there is nowhere, one has no comfort or continuity.


It is the fault of Society-our system of government- that so many people are unwanted, unwelcome and unhappy. When a person cannot receive services or sustenance from society that person suffers double misery, the least of which is physical deprivation. The worst injury is to deprive someone of the sense of belonging-of being a meaningful member of our world. When this happens, a person feels unwelcome-unwanted. With this sense, the joy and inspiration of living ceases

CHURCH OF THE GOD WITHIN A NEW RELIGION PART 4

HOW DOES GOD LOOK UPON THE TEAM OF FEMALE AND MALE?


God looks upon the female as superior to the male and created her as the head, with him as the helpmate. The female's 2X chromosomes are the biological language of God, saying she is The superior sex and must rule.



See Ashley Montagu,
"The Natural Superiority of Women"
Collier books Macmillan Publ. Co.
866 Third Ave New York, NY 10022



The female is biological mother of life. Without her life cannot continue. Her egg is a reproductive cell, the male sperm is not. The female can reproduce in absence of the male, but the male cannot do so without the female . The female is first and foremost creation, and male the secondary creation. Each one must do what she\he is designed to do. They do have two different roles according to what God suited them for. The reality we see on earth today is exactly the opposite of what God intende two be and that is why the entire earth is in chaos and misery. Women is the leader - the head of the housrhold and the world. She is equipped for this because she is responsible for her children: all the children of the world The male is not responsible - and see how his rulership has made a mess of things. The male is one part of the woman, one X chromosome, highly developed. He was always supposed to be the watchdog, the bodyguard and the helper. A guard is supposed to be capable of violence under attack - and it is this violence that apparently, in some males, has exploded. When these males separated from female domination, they become marauders, plunderers & killers; completely destructive to wemon and children. To see how the male rules is to look at history and history is the story of male violence: killing, raping, plundering and exploiting. From the first plundering hordes, right up to the present, history is the same. Where is the responsibility? Where is the nurturing? Where is God? It is in the woman. (& some men know this, believe this, and are fighting for this truth.) But the woman has somehow lost herself - her power. Or rather, her power has been subjugated by the male and used for his dimwitted benefit, to the detriment of the whole planet.



Riane Eisler, in "The Chalice and The Blade," ( Harpercollins Publishers, Inc., 10 East 53rd St., New York 10022 ) says that the original message of Christ was one of total equality for the female - including female minstry - and one of femminine values. This message was twisted by the men that took over his religion. I suggest that when Christ fullfills thfe prophecy of his return, it is his original message, his original religion, that will return. The power of femminine principles - those of love, nurturing, responsibility and growth instead of hate, bloodshed and violence, will return to the planet. It is the woman, primarily, the has the vision of what life is about. some males have it, but it is less common for them to understand. It is easier for the woman to have the whole view of life because it is her birthright to create it. That view is exactly as stated in Revelation 1, that all life is one. That we are all brothers and sisters and kin to all life on earth including the inanimate. All life comes from one source and will return to it, and we, as the most intelligent life on earth, are responsble for what we do to it. Killing, plundering, marauding, is not what God wanted for humans. This did not happen under female domination, or when m,ale and female worked in partnership. Somehow, the male got the best of female in spite of her superiority. I believe this wsd and is the work of satan. It is male, through disobedience, not female, that got mankind thrown out of paradise. It was his disobedience to God and female, and obedience to satan that cast humanity out of its ideal home.Perhaps this happen over a time of evolution. Let us suppose that female was once powerful and was within herself a complete person, exercising all her powers both dominant and nurturing. (Today we see females primarily in the submissive posture.) for some reason, she allowed the male to develop his aggression, while she herself ceased developing it, and the role of male and female split in two. As long as he was obeyed, he was an animal that was not dangerous. Even becoming very aggressive and physically strong, he would not be dangerous to others as long as he was obedient.









Perhaps his role as guardian and heavy labor worker was made easier by his aggression and strength, and that’s why it was allowed. Whereas the female, by her giving up her aggression and physical strength, became more active in creativity, culture, and intellectual pursuits. Ruler ship, intellectual work does not require aggression and great physical strength. All was will until the male broke off from female domination. I believe the Bible of Satan saying God, “I will not serve.” It is a corollary not only of what happened in Heaven, but what happened on earth. Certain males did break off from female domination and in so doing; they turned their back on God. They invited Satan into their spirits, and became demonic. These violent males were no doubt ousted from the community. They developed another lifestyle, a demonic one. Riane Eisler explains this in her book. Men traveled in large hordes and were herders and slaughterers of animals. And they lived by killing and plundering, raping and subjugating women to their rule. Eventually, and unfortunately, they took over the entire planet, and now, the spirit of the satanic force has over swept the whole world! The hell that God threw Satan into-after his and his cohort’s rebellion-also had a corollary on earth. That is the earth we live in today, with all its horrors and threat of nuclear annihilation, all caused by male violence. No, we do not live in paradise any more with this hanging over our heads. It is interesting that many great saints emphasize time and time again, how much the devil hates the woman, He sees woman as being the greatest threat to his power and violence. Ven. Mary of Agreda, perhaps the greatest mystic of all time, in her “ Mystical City of God,” published by Ave Maria Institute in New Jersey, said that Satan, in particular, did not want to bow to the female, who God told him he would one day have to serve-in the person of the BI. Virgin. And when he cried, “No!” God said, “The woman shall crush thy head!” We often see pictures of our BI. Lady, standing on the world, with her foot on the head of a serpent, which represents Satan. That day is upon us! The intellect of the woman will crush the mind of the demonic! Her power against his will crush him! This is what the female will do to the demonic male on this planet. I suggest that the female has to reabsorb, or reanimate, all her powers of old. The latent powers, once in her, which she relinquished to the male, she must now reassert. That includes her aggression and violence also. But I so not suggest that she become demonic. But I am saying she is going to have to take government out of the hands of men, and protect the planet from evil men henceforth. And she cannot do this in a submissive posture! The female will have to take over, and once she does so, she will have to maintain control of the planet, and all the “technology” in it, or else Satan/male will wage war against her again. All war technology has to be either dismantled or put into the hands of female. This will not be done in one generation, but it can be done! At a time when the United Nations has determined that female equality with men will be in a thousand years-at the rate of progress-woman will have to step up the campaign. But even now, it will take more time than we would wish. The bible says that Satan, once he was cast into Hell, from then on made war against mankind, and especially woman. Always, since his story began, the greatest object of his hatred has been woman. No one has been so much repressed, so much used and tortured, as the female. In his governments, rule goes from one male to another, but the female never rules (almost never). So men have their day, at least some get their moment in the sun, their victory, and their pleasure. But women never do. If males were only against God, then women would sometimes rule. They would allow that. But in particular, their war is against women. It is women/God that they are against-it is both. Woman is the greatest threat to his power. Woman is the original creation, the original being, and woman contains within herself the greatest resources on earth. She is biologically and intellectually vastly superior to the male, and that is why he must crush her. What male has done to the woman, and her progeny, is Satan dragging us all into hell-almost. It is Hell enough that for many, life does not seem worth living. Look at the work of Satan as described in the Bible: Satan was a liar from the first. He controls the media, education and culture with lies. He is a thief. He steals from the poor and underprivileged. He disrupts cultures and steals land. And then exploits it. He takes for himself all that he can, all that is not his. He destroys. Oh, how he destroys! Shall I make a shopping list? The list of what he destroys can be summed up in one word: everything. He destroys nature, animals, women, children, and other men. He destroys happiness. He destroys our ability to enjoy the life God has given us on earth.





WHAT IS THE NATURE OF GOD? HOW DOES GOD
RELATE TO LIFE IN OUR UNIVERSE?



God exists in every atom (and therefore every cell) as the substance and the idea within each component of life. God infuses both the energy and the potential into each life-each individual atom and cell. Let us speak in biological terms, but the same applies to like rocks, metals and dirt. God is the idea and the power to fulfill the idea in each cell. If God were not in the cell-if God were not in the atom- then God would be a separate or alien life apart from us. But God is not separate or alien.